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Erm....serious topics my fault

I feel really disconnected from myself and who I am, maybe because of my depression or maybe just getting older??, any tips on how to figure out how to define myself while transgender and other hearted?

turns out i wasn’t sad i just needed to give myself over to absolute pleasure and swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh

I don't remember anything, and some would think that's good but I would rather know what makes me this way than to have no clue. To be stuck in this haze of fog and cycle of self hatred and sorrow.

Yeah, I regret nothing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

TUMMY HURTS

I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF NOW

Me rn if u even care...

I'm just going to start saying shit and if someone sees them cool cool cool 🤷

Yesterday afternoon I couldn't. And I stress. Couldn't. Stop thinking about how nice it would be for someone to put photos of or like videos of me on the Internet after running out onto incoming traffic. Like the thought of my guts and blood sprawled against the warm pavement while some sick pervert puts the beauty of my death up on the internet for people to jerk to or something just really satisfies a part of me. Maybe even record myself absolutely slobbering over a shotgun before pressing the muzzle up against my pallet and blowing my brains out. Letting the camera or my phone capture the splatter of meat, bone, and blood against the ceiling and wall just so others can enjoy me for one last time!!

Maybe it's my newfound appeal to Newfag Runs the Gauntlet but guts and blood have always been a part of me, from the hunt to the kill it's all a thrill 🙏

Making biscuits

*typing into Google while narrating for myself frantically (on an old computer with a really loud keyboard ofc)*

How to...be cool on Tumblr when you're scared....so scared....oh boy......