"it's you. it's always been you." but said in a resigned tone. tired, giving into persistent ache, accepting it as a truth. almost comfortable in unrequited feelings, but unable to keep it to oneself any longer
My boyfriend talked me out of it, he's so supportive of me. Even though this is all weird and I acknowledge it. We both do. It's not usual to be dating a dog. But he just scitches my head and tells me l'm soooo good. That l've been a brave dog who survived a week. I did it. I can rest my paws.
Shouldn't do shrooms anymore because the body dysmorphia I get while on it is to much to bear, I whined for like 40 minutes trying to feel my paws and tail, and even when I could I felt so sick and deathly. I'm not a good dog right now. Need pets so so so bad... my body isn't right for anything..
I feel so alone sometimes it makes me feel sick. i've been werewolf kin since my youngest days without even knowing of this community. i'm going to be 17 soon and still no pack. i know there are others out there, there has to be, in my area i mean. i didn't mind being alone at first- finding home in the company of the wild animals and the neighborhoods cats of my last home, but now i am no longer with them. i long for a pack, others like me. i am conflicted with the want to hide and express myself at once. I need other werewolf friends. even online, i still struggle to find real communities after my main one was deserted. I live in such an area with vast nature i want to share it with someone who sees it the same way i do. sleep outside with the stars above us. Run into the wilderness after straying the human made paths feeling the thrill of almost being seen as i do alone.
I tried that thing where you're casually open about your identity, without ever actually trying to explain otherkinity, and it fucking worked??
Went out for lunch with a guy I've only met twice, and he asked about my bison pendant. I just said that if I were an animal I'd be a bison, I relate to their resilience and stubbornness, it's kinda like a spiritual thing.
Later in the day, he commented about my not wearing a jacket in December and I jokingly asked if he'd ever seen a bison get cold (and then said something about my ADHD meds making me overheat).
And wouldn't you know it, a while later he himself made a joke about me being a bison, completely unprompted.
Incredible. I don't know what I was afraid of, I should've tried this way sooner!!
i think its so silly and funny because i see so many other canine therians be like this
and im over here like this (im a stupid creature/pos)
Wishing there was irl places for puppies like me to meet other puppy dogs 3: my most recent daydream as of late has been imagining my bf/owner taking me to a space like that and i imagine its like a cafe space but larger, with a glassed off space for pups to run around while humans and staff are behind the glass and they can get drinks and watch their pups play and chat with eachother. And i think about all the cool pups i could meet and rolling around on the artifical grass floor...
The term and concept of "rent lowering gunshots" has seeped into my mental vocabulary, and I've welcomed it there. Something I'm up to is gross and weird? Good, keeps the rent low. Keeps judgy people out. Post weird shit on your blog, do weird shit to your hair, be as fucky as your heart ever wants to be. If you're not the one making the profit, make yourself unprofitable. The aposematism of brightly coloured creatures is there to warn predators, not friends.
You have no moral obligation to make yourself palatable for those who would consume you.
I am That I am (a furry)
Hi I’m Lex, casual Therian & furry, Hyena & golden retriever theriotype, alien-cat fursona, 19 years old, they/she. Kandi maker and very occasional raver in CA. This used to just be my therian account but now it’s for all my interests because I abandoned my old cringe tumblr account I’ve had since 2014. My freak(ier) account is @Lexington29
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