Episode Three Of Matador Gothic:

Same case applies, madam, I will be unbearably distraught if you stop yourself in the middle of a nerdy discussion-

(Met, no, but I believe I've seen you around... I think you might be one of the next channels on my binge list.)

One thing you will never have to apologize to me for is being a nerd.

Don't you dare apologize, I will literally fight you.

*ranting about your specific fixation for 10 minutes* "Omg, I'm so sorry for talking about that so much, I'll stop-" *me who's been paying close attention the entire time and listening with interest* "NO KEEP TALKING DANG IT PLEASE-"

KYA, I'm HOOKED on your work... I just hope you guys are proud of what you've made and done... because it truly is lovely 🖤🐈‍⬛

Anyway, THERE'S YOUR TUMBLR BLOG- *smacks follow button*

ASMR Rant pt. 4: Thoughts after binging FernVA

Guess who's back~

Back again~

... No, not you V, get out of here-

FernVA: Ok I don't know what counts as "underrated" in this community- BUT FERN IS UNDERRATED CUZ WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT-

Mental state: @itzscribz Scribz, thank you Scribz, Scribz you're amazing, thank you for the suggestion-

Favorite audio: Break of Dawn, Reuniting with a Forest Demon

Audio I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Reuniting with a Forest Demon (I'M GOING TO CRYYYY)

Random thoughts:

*searches up Fern's channel* *sees how many videos are on it* *takes deep breath* "Ok we're not gonna get attached, we're going to enjoy their work but we are NOT going to get attached like we did with the others-"

Once again, starting with the oneshots- WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S AN SCP AUDIO ON HERE-

The Skyrim readings were lovelyyyyyyyyy, the narration was perfect... *staring at the screen after Tamriel Tales* OK THAT WAS AMAZING WOWWWWW- bro that's like one of the stories I'd read when I was younger!

The forest demon is about to make me sob on campus HAVE MERCY ON MY POOR HEART OMG-

Ok, Break of Dawn time, a lot of people like this I think...

So it's related to one of Good Boy's series so I should probably get into his channel (for some reason I am nervous to start watching his audios, I don't know why, just something about the 72 horses XD)

OK SO FAR EVERYONE'S REALLY CUTE, I LIKE THEM.

This is seriously the type of sci-fi story I adore-

I GOT ATTACHED, GOSH FREAKING DARN ITTTTTTTTT-

I really like how Fern's voice sounds... gentle at times, soothing, which makes it all the more intimidating when listening to the SCP audios- and then YARGWYNNNNNNNN, listen I would absolutely join that crew in a heartbeat, they all sound so cool-

We did not get the fwuff.

HAD TO FREAKING MISS THE FIRST BIT CUZ MY WIFI CUT OUT, THANKS UNIVERSE-

Bruh I missed Lochlannnnnnn

No he misses his peopleeee-

.......... BRO WHAT IS GOING ON JUST SAY IT PLEASE.

Okay so he's hearing a voice in his head- great- probably nothing suspicious, just some instincts-

"Hey, remember that the moon has influences over the tides- and he's a merman-" "SHUT UP-"

FORGET YOU, HOWWWWWW- YOU GOT DRUNK IN MY BATHTUB. HOW DO I FORGET YOU.

Don't make me cry. Goddammit I'm actually tearing up, don't you dare make me cry-

"I'm afraid to be your friend right now-" *pauses video and walks around room taking deep breaths*

Aw, checking to make sure he took care everything okay I'm fine-

Yeah I'm crying, ughhhhhhhhhh I can't-

... kay the screen's glitching...

Ok, Mage said something was teased in the last minisode, what happened with Aru that's important...

@kipperzz OK I'M SORRY-

OK yeah Atonal is gonna be fun, I’m starting to wheeze I’ve been laughing so much-

One of my favorite things to hear when listening to the BTS of an audio series:

"This was never meant to be a series-"

FELLOW ASMR YARNIVORE AAAAAAAAAAAAA-

THIS LOOKS AMAZING, YOU DID SO GOOD!!!!!

I made a Mage Bunkshelf’s Mitch sweater

I started it a while ago but I had to wait for some yarn to restock. This had a lot of firsts. It’s my first Sweater (my hubris didn’t allow me to use a pattern, I just made one up as I went), it’s my first tapestry/intarsia crochet, I also learned how to crochet with my left hand, alternating right and left between rows to always be working from the front, and I learned how to knit for the ribbing. Sadly it’s getting to warm to wear it now, but it’s going to see a lot of use when it gets colder again.

... so is it irrational to be filled with fear and distrust?

Oh I just noticed the chainsaw, nahhhhhhhhhhh bro-

Void Maverick: "wE cOuLd ExPoSe It AlL nOw... BuT wE aRe NoT hErE tO DeLivEr LoRe-"

Me: *slams hand against the wall* "JUST GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY PLEASE-"

...

"We could not hurt the Demon Girl for certain reasons. If she were to die, we would not have a body to possess."

Bard. Bard. What is it with Bard. I need to know. You don't understand how much I need to know what is going on with Bard.

This is the fifth time I have rewound this video, okay.

Graaaaaaaahahahaha...

Personally seeing stuff like this is a little frustrating... I really want to see what ideas or tricks creators have up their sleeves, and I'm truly curious to see what exactly is in their minds. But I understand that this is a source of money for them and projects like that would take some effort, so they have to be practical and keep the algorithm in mind. I just hope they get to the point where they have to worry less about limitations like that.

Life so bad sometimes you just gotta cry with your headphones in so you can go to the only people who will always be there for you (fictional people in audios comfort or otherwise who'd hate you if they were real)