That Is Literally Me, I'm A Starkin, Lightkin, And Cloudkin. WAAAHAHH!! This Also Resonates With My Angelkin

How badly I want to howl.

Grey Wolf taking a roll call and gretting responses from seemingly the entire forest.

Sound on.

I feel so nonhuman today, which, in general , is good. But this time, it's like actually distressing, and I'm not enjoying it. I think it may be species dysphoria, I hate this so much.

God, I do not want to be in this human body, I'm supposed to be a wolf, angel, and a god. Not human.

Why couldn't I have just been a cloud? Or a star in space. Just anything but human.

I was actually crying about it earlier, /srs I just feel so yuck right now.

Nope, I never actually had the desire to have a mask, and same for quads - plus it's hard for me to do in general.

And I've actually been in the same boat as you feeling like I'm not proving myself a therian, all have to remember is that all of our experiences are different and how we express ourselves.

All that stuff up to you if you genuinely want to buy gear /g /lh. For me, I'm only ever planning to buy a tail for gear.

any other therians never rly have a desire to wear masks or do quadrobics?

respect to people who do (especially quadrobics, it looks so difficult lol) but it doesn’t feel very appealing to me at all.

i personally feel like my therianthropy is much less outward expression (like aforementioned things) and much more…. laying in bed, completely still, closing my eyes, and feeling a deep, painful yearning for something beyond the human experience.

honestly, with the big wave of people on here talking about doing quadrobics and gear and whatnot, it has me kind of feeling a bit insecure.

like am i not doing enough to “prove” that i’m a therian? should i want to make myself a mask and learn how to run on all fours? should i want to buy a tail i can wear?

bad imposter syndrome over here i suppose

I feel like Ethereal Light, a person of the sun.

A connection to light.

Light spilling from behind clouds, that could be me.

I want to be like the Light.

I wish to be a son of the light.

Son of the sun.

I've had dreams where beings were anthropomorphic! The last one I talked about was about dragon anthro's - I think I said humanoid, but they were that instead 💀 I legit forgot the word.

I was a dragon, a drake dragon, to be specific, and I remember another was a western dragon. I was a decetive trying to help solve a case with different dragons. Dude, this dream was actually so cool 😭.

It actually felt so normal to me in this dream, and I was so confused why I woke up human.

duh last night I had a dream where all anthropomorphic animals were just transitioned therians and they were living in something like Zootopia but without discrimination

This how I feel each time I stretch

It's like a mini shift with my stretches. It's a very quick shift 😭 and I feel amazing. Then I'm sad I'm still human once I'm done.

This is literally me

Flapping my wings right now. Ear wings and back wings.

Ooggh, wing shifts are wild.

I just joined a divinekin server, and how euphoric I felt 😭 I am spooked /pos /hj. I'm talking to other beings like me in some way and found all of them so cool. 👁👁

Having wing shifts, but they're not my angel wings or any of my bird wings.

Honestly, I haven't been feeling connected to my angel lately. It actually hurts and confuses me.