Hizashi Yamada X Reader
This one is very angsty. SLIGHT DEBRIEF. The reader is a bit of an ass. Not for having unwarranted emotions but taking it out on him is very unwarranted. Being a pro at such a young age willllllll have an effect on you. Itâs always when youâre young you feel like youâre running out of time.
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SYNOPSIS: You both are very grotesquely in love. Though early relationship there was definitely over compensation. A desperate cling for any type of normalcy. Though when youâre a pro in the top 10 and it becomes too much?
The room was filled with the heat of your bodies moving against each other, the air still thick with the remnants of heavy breathing and whispered praises. Hizashi lay sprawled beneath you, his chest rising and falling rapidly, golden locks fanned out over the pillow in a complete mess. His clothes had been discarded somewhere on the floor, long forgotten in the heat of the moment, and right now youâre watching the reveal to the fresh, angry red marks you had left on his skin.
His fingers lazily traced over your hip, drawing mindless patterns as he hummed in satisfaction. âDamn, babe,â he murmured, voice rough and pleased. âYou make me want to do so many things to you.â
You smirked, stretching like a cat leaning closer to his face âYouâre still talking, arenât you? start doingâ
He let out a breathy laugh before rolling over to press a lingering kiss against your jaw. âOkay, okay, you ask and shall receive.â
In a moment youre grinding down onto him. Feeling him beneath you so hard and ready for you. A low groan left his mouth as he pulls you close and kisses you roughly. The two of you wrapped into each other, Who knows how many rounds this has been? neither of you in any hurry to move. You want each other and need each other. But then, just as you were gripping your fingers through his hair, Hizashi stiffened.
âOh, shit.â
You raised an eyebrow. âWhat?â
He shot up so fast he nearly rolled off the bed. âI was supposed to meet Shouta and Nemuri likeâ He grabbed his phone, eyes widening. âTwenty minutes ago! Oh my God.â
You snorted as he picked you off of him and scrambled to find his clothes, nearly face planting in the process. âzashi, be careful â
âBabe,â he groaned, tugging on his pants with the coordination of a newborn deer, âyou were literally sucking my soul out of my body of course I forgot!â
You only grinned. âI dont know if this is my fault, I had no idea you were seeing them todayâ
Hizashi groaned dramatically. âYouâre unreal.â
But despite his rush, he still took a second to lean down and kiss you, lingering just long enough to make it clear he was reluctant to go. Then, shaking off the daze you had put him in, he throws you down to lay and puts a blanket over you. he threw on his jacket, grabbed his sunglasses, and bolted for the door. only to stop midway and run a hand through his already wrecked hair.
âShit. I dont look too messy?â
You gave him a once over, eyes trailing over the mess of his clothes, his still kissed bruised lips, and the unmistakable marks youâd left on his neck. His golden hair was an absolute mess, his signature sunglasses were askew, and the high collar of his jacket barely concealed the array of fresh, bright, unapologetically placed hickeys decorating his neck like a victory banner. He moved in slow, stumbling motions, haphazardly fastening his belt with shaky fingers while still catching his breath. The man looked absolutely wrecked in the most smugly satisfied way possible.
You, on the other hand, lounged on the bed, completely unbothered, watching him trip over his own boots in a daze.
âZashi, youâre late,â you reminded lazily, watching his half panicked, half pussy drunken movements as he tried to sober himself up.
âI knowwww holy shit I can still feel you on my everywhereâ he groaned, shuddering dramatically as he ran a hand through his already ruined hair. âBabe, you donât understand I think you rewired my brain with how much you were moaning. Like, I straight up canât function.â
âYou functioned just fine earlier,â you teased.
Hizashi let out a choked laugh, looking absolutely done as he threw on his sunglasses and stumbled out the door.
He groaned. âI love you really but my goooooodâ
And with that, he stumbled out the door, muttering curses under his breath as he rushed to meet his very unimpressed friends.
Hizashi Yamada was struggling.
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By the time he arrived at the bar, he was quiet, an absolute rarity. He just slid into the booth across from Aizawa, shoulders slumped, nursing his drink like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to reality.
Aizawa squinted at him, immediately clocking the very obvious âI got busy before coming here or I was coming before coming hereâ energy radiating off of him. âThe hell is wrong with you?â
Hizashi blinked at him slowly before bringing a hand up to rub his ear.
âSorry, what?â
Aizawaâs eye twitched. âI saidââ
âYeah, yeah, no, no, can you say it again? Sorry, I canât hear properly right nowâ Hizashi paused for dramatic effect, tilting his head and flashing a smug, self satisfied grin, âcause my baby kept moaning in my ear.â
Aizawa looked like he was actively regretting his life choices. Yamada had never been quiet a day in his life, and now he shows up to their long awaited catch up night looking like heâd been personally delivered into the hands of God??
âDonât bring that nasty shit here,â Aizawa muttered, immediately reaching for his drink as if he could drown out the mental image.
Across the table, Midnight snorted into her glass while Mic just sighed, swirling his drink, utterly unbothered.
âHey, man,â he added, smirking, âIâm just sayinâ if I ask you to repeat stuff tonight, itâs âcause of that.â He pointed vaguely to his ear. âJust wrecked. Completely shattered. I got, like, post orgasmic tinnitus.â
Aizawa gagged.
âLeave,â he deadpanned.
âIâm already sitting, dude, what do youââ
âLeave.â
The three of them had been doing this for years this easy back and forth, this relentless teasing, this balance between Midnightâs playful mischief, Micâs boundless energy, and Aizawaâs gruff exhaustion. It was the kind of friendship that had been built in the trenches of late night patrols, shared exhaustion, and an unshakable loyalty that had long since turned into family.
They were opposites in so many ways. Hizashi was loud, vibrant, the type to light up a room just by existing. Kayama was playful, charming, always knowing exactly how to push buttons and make people flustered just for fun. And Aizawa? Aizawa was the anchor whether he realized it or not, the long suffering soul who sighed, groaned, and rolled his eyes through every ridiculous conversation but never actually left because at the end of the day, these were his people.
And right now? His people were absolutely insufferable.
âShouta,â Midnight gasped between giggles, still reeling over the absolute state of Micâs neck. âLook at him again. Just one more time. I promise itâs worth it.â
Hizashi just smirked, unfazed, sipping his drink. The smugness radiating off of him was so dense it could be measured in metric tons.
Aizawa, meanwhile, looked like he was one more ridiculous comment away from throwing his entire drink in Micâs face and walking out. âIâm this close to never seeing you again,â he muttered, rubbing his temples. Though everyone ag that table knew heâd kneel over and die first before abandoning his friends.
Across the table, Midnight was watching.
And grinning.
âYâknow,â she mused, swirling her glass, âI donât think Iâve ever seen two people this in love before and it not be for show.â
Mic perked up immediately, cocking his head like a golden retriever that had just been called a good boy. âAww, Kayamaaa,â he drawled, resting his chin in his palm with the dopiest lovestruck grin. âThatâs so sweetâ
âYeah theyâve been obsessed with each other since she interned at the schoolâ Aizawa cut in dryly.
âNo, no, let her cook!â Mic shot back, waving him off before turning back to Midnight with stars in his eyes. âGo on, tell me how in love I am!â
Midnight snorted, glancing at Aizawa, who looked like he was contemplating his life choices. âIâm serious, though,â she continued. âMost couples? You can tell when itâs for show, or when itâs a phase, or when itâs gonna burn out in a year. But you?â She pointed at Hizashi with the utmost conviction, looking a little proud.
âYou act like a damn lovesick idiot all the time. Itâs gross but in, like, a good way.â
Mic beamed, looking stupidly proud. âI am a lovesick idiot! And itâs so good!â
Aizawa groaned, rubbing his temples harder, already regretting showing up. âhave you guys always been this way?.â
âNo, no, shou, listen,â Hizashi said, grabbing his arm. âSheâs spittinâ facts! Spittinâ! Like, I am so in love, man. So incrediblyâ
âDrink your damn whiskey and shut up,â Aizawa interrupted, yanking his arm away.
Hizashi chuckled, leaning back in his seat, his expression still drunkenly soft despite the teasing.
âCanât help it,â he said, grinning like an idiot. âWhen youâre this happy, it kinda just⌠leaks out.â
Midnight just smirked, taking another sip of her drink. âThough How did you get to this point? Lord knows momma cant keep a relationshipâ
Hizashi paused, his goofy grin faltering for just a second. He took a deep swig of his drink, letting the sharp burn settle in his throat before speaking.
âIt wasnât all sunshine and rainbows at first,â he admitted, leaning back with a sigh. His gaze softened, a rare, unguarded vulnerability creeping into his eyes as he stared at the table in front of him. âWe were kinda, uh⌠figuring things out for a while. You know how I am. Always too loud, too impulsive, a little⌠well, a lot chaotic.â He shot a pointed look at Aizawa, who grunted in response, clearly trying to keep a neutral face.
âAnd sheâs⌠different,â Hizashi continued, his voice lowering to something more serious. âSheâs got this calm, steady presence about her. Makes me want to be better, do better, you know?â
Midnight raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued, but not surprised. âYou two are opposites, huh?â
Hizashi chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. âYeah. It took us some time to get there, but eventually, we realized that maybe we did have something. Not just some casual fling or whatever, but⌠real feelings, yâknow? And I was scared at first scared I was gonna mess it up, scared it wouldnât be enough for her, that Iâd let her down. But the moment I made that decision when I finally decided to stop running and put in the work? I could feel it click. Everything just made sense.â
Aizawa, who had been nursing his drink quietly, looked over at him with a narrowed gaze. âSo you put in the effort? Actually put in the effort?â
Hizashiâs face softened even more as he nodded, eyes glimmering with sincerity. âYeah. I did. We both did. And I think⌠thatâs what itâs all about, right? Real love isnât just the butterflies and passion. Itâs the messy stuff, the growth, the parts where you have to put in effort, even when youâre exhausted or scared.â
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The apartment smelled like vanilla candles and takeout.
You barely had time to drop your bag before you saw it the table set, dimmed lights, another date night waiting for you. Like you hadnât just gotten back from another mission, exhausted, bruised, and barely able to think straight. Like you werenât still standing in the doorway, wearing the same uniform youâd been in for the last 48 hours, while Hizashi stood in the kitchen, grinning, oblivious to the storm building behind your eyes.
âWelcome home, babe!â His voice was bright, too bright, like he hadnât noticed the tension in your shoulders, the exhaustion dragging you down like lead weights. And then he walked over, brushing a kiss to your temple before leading you further inside. âI got us reservations at that new place downtown! Figured we could get dressed up, have a nice nightâ
Something inside you snapped. It wasnât just tonight. It wasnât just this date. It was all of it. Every carefully planned dinner. Every perfect night out. Every photo ready, scripted moment that felt less like your life and more like some magazine romance article.
Every time you came home, and instead of letting you breathe, he tried to fill the space, like he was terrified of what would happen if he didnât. And suddenly, you hated it. Hated all of it.
âHizashi, stop.â
The words came out sharp, harsher than you meant. But you meant them.
Hizashi froze, blinking. âWhat?â
You exhaled hard, shaking your head, dropping your bag onto the floor with a thud. âThis. The dates. The perfect little nights out every time I come back.â
You finally turned to him, voice sharp, cutting. âCan you just stop acting like we have to make up for lost time?â
His expression faltered. Just a flicker. But you saw it.
ââŚBabe, I justâ
âYou just what?â you snapped. âTry to force us into some picture perfect couple routine every time I walk through the door? Like itâs some checklist you have to complete?â
His brow furrowed, mouth pressing into a thin line. âThatâs not what Iâm doing.â
âThen what the hell are you doing?â
He let out a breath, stepping closer, but you stepped back, and that thatâs when his face changed. Thatâs when his expression shuttered, something wounded flashing in his golden eyes.
âIâm trying,â he said, voice lower now. Softer. âIâm trying to make this work.â that that only made the anger burn hotter.
âBy doing things that donât even feel like us?â You gestured around, at the perfectly set table, at the candlelight, at the expectation hanging in the air. âHizashi, when did we ever need to be like this?â
He flinched, just slightly. âI just thoughtââ
âYou thought you had to prove something ,â you cut in, voice biting. âYou thought we had to act like some stupid, perfect couple every time I came home so it felt like things were normal.â
âBecause things arenât normal!â His voice spiked, frustration cracking through now. âBecause I never know when youâre coming back! I never know when itâs the last time Iâm gonna see you when itâs the last time we get to do this!â His chest rose and fell, breath unsteady, fingers twitching at his sides.
It felt like the walls were closing in, trapping the anger between them, thick and suffocating. The air was hot, heavy with the weight of words that had been building for too long, now finally crashing down all at once.
Hizashi stood in the middle of the room, breathing hard, hands curled into fists like he was holding himself together. His sunglasses were gone, thrown onto the coffee table in the heat of the argument, leaving his golden eyes bare, raw with frustration, with something wounded underneath.
âYou donât even try to make time for us!â he had yelled first, voice too loud, cutting through the silence like a blade. âDo you even care anymore, or are we just gonna keep treating this like some long distance fling?â
The accusation hit hard, knocking the air from your lungs. Because it wasnât true. yet the way he said it like he truly, honestly believed it made something in you snap.
âDonât put this all on me, Mic!â you shot back, stepping forward, voice sharp, biting. âIâm doing everything I can! You think I like being away all the time? You think I like coming back just to feel like a stranger in my own relationship?â
His face darkened, jaw clenching. âThatâs not what Iâm doing.â
âIt sure as hell feels like it!â
That stopped him.Hizashi had been trying too hard to make up for lost time. Too many perfect dates, too many candlelit dinners, too many picture-perfect moments that felt scripted, forced.
None of it felt real.
Not because you didnât love him. But because it made you feel like he was holding onto an idea of you, rather than the person you actually were.
So you finally said it.
âThese idealistic Pinterest romance novel date? Its fake. What happened to us doing stuff weâre passionate about? What happened to real life things. It feels like you donât love me, Hizashi. You love the idea of me.â
The second the words left your mouth, you saw the exact moment they landed saw the way his breath caught, saw the flicker of real, genuine hurt cross his face. Then, he exhaled sharply, shaking his head, his voice lower now, strained.
ââŚThatâs not fair.â
It wasnât loud. It wasnât angry. It was broken. And that was worse.
âYou think I donât love you?â he muttered, running a hand over his face, his voice shaking. âYou think Iâm just⌠what? Holding onto some fantasy version of you? That all of this doesnât mean anything to me?â
You didnât answer.
Because you didnât know how.
Because you didnât know if you were wrong.
Hizashi let out a bitter laugh, but there was no humor in it. Just something exhausted, something tired of fighting for you to see him.
âYeah, maybe Iâve been trying too hard,â he admitted, his shoulders slumping. âMaybe I donât know how to make this work. But do you know what it feels like to wait for you? To go to bed every night not knowing? To feel like I have to fight just to get a piece of you before youâre gone again?â
His voice cracked on the last word.
And suddenly, you saw it. The fear. Not just frustration. Not just exhaustion. He was afraid. Afraid that one day, you wouldnât come back. That one day, there wouldnât be anything left to come back to.
And that realization hit you harder than anything else.
âDonât you dare act like you donât understand where Iâm coming from,â you snapped, your voice trembling with a mix of anger and desperation. âYouâve been a pro hero much longer than I have. You were just like this when you were my age.â
His brow furrowed, confusion flickering in his gaze. âWhat are you talking about?â
âDonât play dumb, Hizashi!â The words came out sharp, louder than you intended. âYou did the exact same thing when you were first starting out.â
Hizashi flinched, his mouth opening like he was about to argue, but you werenât done.
âI care about you so much,â you said, your voice quiet now, more vulnerable than you wanted it to sound. âBut right now? I canât. I canât pretend like everythingâs fine when Iâm always on the go, running from one mission to the next. I donât have the luxury of playing house or acting like Iâm some domestic goddess. Iâm just trying to stay alive out there.â
His expression softened for a brief moment, but you could feel the distance growing between you. The things you were saying werenât just about him anymore they were about you. And the pain in your chest deepened as you spoke the next words.
âIâm not like you, Hizashi. I donât have time to pretend like everythingâs okay, because out there, itâs not. I need to focus. I need to figure out how to be the best damn hero I can be. And when I come back, I donât want to be distracted by a fake reality. I just want to see you .â
Hizashi stood silent, his hands hanging by his sides. You could feel him pulling away not physically, but in his heart, somewhere deep down.
âDo you understand?â you asked softly, though your words came out barely a whisper. âI need you to understand. I donât want to lose you, but I have to be who I am. I need to help people. But i need youâ
For a long moment, there was nothing but silence between you both. Then, finally, he took a step back, rubbing his face, and the hurt on his face was so palpable it made your chest ache.
âYou used to be this guy,â you said, stepping closer, your voice softer now but still intense. âThe guy I fell in love with the weird guy, the one who spoke before he thought, who couldnât hold back his excitement for the smallest things. The guy who dragged me to concerts, the one whoâd make me laugh until my stomach hurt, and we didnât care what anyone thought. We didnât need all this,â you gestured to the dinner table, the candles, the perfect setup. âWe didnât need these fake, picture perfect nights. Why canât it just be like it used to be? Why canât it be the concerts and the lighthearted silliness? The way we used to be?â
His eyes softened, but there was a flicker of something else in his gaze frustration, and it broke you.
âYou donât want me anymore?â he asked, his voice cracking with the words.
âNo!â You shook your head, feeling the anger slip away, only to be replaced by something much more painful. âI donât want the version of you thatâs trying so hard to be something youâre not. I donât want this perfect idea of us, this⌠this facade.â You took a step closer, now within armâs reach, and your voice softened. âI want the guy I fell in love with, the one who didnât care what anyone thought, the one who made everything fun, even when things werenât perfect. I want that guy, Hizashi.â
He was quiet for a long moment, his gaze never leaving you, as if he was trying to piece together everything youâd said.
âBut Iâm trying,â he murmured finally, his voice barely a whisper. âIâm trying to give us the life we never had, a chance to be normal, to have what other people have. You deserve that.â
The pain in his voice was almost enough to make your heart shatter.
âI donât want what other people have,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper now, full of raw honesty. âI just want us. The way we used to be. No facades. No pretending. I just want to come home to you, Hizashi. The real you.â
He didnât speak for a while, but the silence wasnât cold anymore. It was heavy, fragile, like the two of you were standing on the edge of something, waiting for it to break.
Finally, he took a step closer, his hand reaching out slowly, unsure. When his fingers brushed yours, there was an undeniable connection a silent understanding that wasnât about perfection, but about the truth.
The silence between you and Hizashi was heavy, thick with emotions that neither of you knew how to untangle. The space between you felt like it was closing in, suffocating and full of unspoken words. You both stood there, neither moving, just staring at each other, a tension building that you couldnât shake.
Your heart was pounding in your chest, each beat a reminder of everything you were trying to say but couldnât. You wanted to scream, to demand understanding, but it was like you were trapped in your own mind. Hizashi stood there, his golden eyes not leaving yours, his face tense, unsure of what to do next. He looked at you for a long moment, his breath shaky, but he didnât say anything, just continued to watch you, his chest rising and falling. You could feel the pain in the air between you, and it made your throat tighten. He swallowed, his eyes darkened with some emotion you couldnât read, but you could feel the intensity of it. Then, slowly, almost like he was unsure if youâd let him, he stepped forward.
âCan Iâ he started, his voice raw.
You couldnât answer, your chest tightening with the emotions youâd been holding in, and before you knew it, he was close, pulling you into his arms. You didnât resist, not even a little. You melted into him, your body shaking slightly with the rawness of the moment. He held you tight, his arms wrapped around you, the warmth of him filling you up.
And thatâs when it hit.
The dam inside you broke. The tears came suddenly, hot and fast, as if your body had been holding them back for so long, and now it couldnât stop. You didnât even try to control it, didnât even care if he saw the hurt on your face. It was all coming out, everything you had buried for so long, all the pain and frustration, the weight of your choices, your fear of losing him.
You sobbed against his chest, the sound raw and jagged, as if the very act of crying was too much, too overwhelming. Hizashiâs grip tightened around you, his hand smoothing over your back in soft, reassuring strokes. You could feel his breath on your skin, his heart beating in time with yours.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered, your voice breaking. âIâm sorry, I donât know what to do anymore.â
He didnât say anything right away. Instead, he just held you tighter, as if he was anchoring you to him, keeping you grounded in that moment, in the safety of his arms. After a long pause, he spoke, his voice low and full of gentle emotion.
âAll Iâve ever wanted,â he said softly, his voice cracking just a little, âwas to love you.â
The words hit you like a wave, crashing into the storm of emotions inside you, and you cried harder, the weight of them finally sinking in. You pulled him closer, your hands gripping his shirt, as if you were afraid he might slip away, like you were losing everything.
âI want to be the one whoâs there for you,â he whispered into your hair, his voice trembling slightly. âI know this was probably too much it felt weird even for me, but all Iâve ever wanted is to love you. To be the guy whoâs here for you, even when things are tough. I never wanted to hurt you.â
You pulled back slightly, just enough to look up at him, your face streaked with tears, your eyes red. But you saw it then the tenderness in his gaze, the raw sincerity in his expression. It was like he was showing you a side of himself that heâd been hiding, afraid you wouldnât accept.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered again, the words coming from deep inside. âI just⌠I just donât know how to make it all work. Everything is so hard and I ruined the best thing I hadâ
Hizashi wiped away a tear that had slipped down your cheek, his touch gentle, almost reverent. âWe donât have to have it all figured out. We just need to be real with each other. Unconditionally.â
You nodded, your chest still tight with emotion, but the tears had slowed, the weight in your heart lightened just a little by the sincerity in his words.
âI just love you,â you said, your voice thick with emotion, but steady. âEven when I donât know what Iâm doing. Even when it gets messy.â
He smiled, the smile that always made you feel like you were home. âAlways,â he whispered. âI will always love you.â
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âDamn,â Midnight hummed thoughtfully, leaning forward. âThatâs some real shit, Mic. But I get it. You two are a damn team.â
Hizashi looked back up at her, a genuine smile stretching across his face as he thought about you. âExactly. Itâs not just about the good times, yeah, itâs a little messy, but thatâs what makes it worth it.â
Aizawa snorted, shaking his head but still smirking. âIâll believe it when I see it last. Youâre not exactly known for your âlong term commitmentâ skills.â
âWell, youâll be seeing it, Shou,â Hizashi grinned, crossing his arms. âIâm gonna make sure of it.â He took another sip of his drink, his usual energetic self returning, albeit with a soft, fond gleam in his eyes. âI guess the real lesson here is that when you find someone worth it, you fight for it. You donât just let it slip away because itâs hard. And hell, Iâve never been more sure of anything.â
Midnight leaned back, tapping her glass thoughtfully. âYou really do love her, Mic. Who knew you had it in you?â
He smirked, now more like his usual self. âIâve always had it in me. Just needed the right person to bring it out.â
Aizawa just sighed again, rubbing his eyes, but there was a slight, almost imperceptible hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âIâm still not hearing about this again, right?â
âOf course not,â Hizashi teased, raising his glass with a wink. âBut maybe next time, Iâll bring her along so you can see what Iâm talking about.â
âYeah, right,â Aizawa muttered, reaching for his drink. âJust donât bring any more of those details with you.â
Hizashi winked again, fully aware of the teasing but secretly grateful for his friendsâ support, in their own way. He wasnât just in love he was building something that mattered. And that meant everything.
Mic turned to him, utterly radiating joy. âOh, babe, câmon, donât be jealous.â
Aizawa turned slowly, his exhausted, soul deep stare locking onto Mic like a curse.
ââŚWhat?â
Mic just smirked. âIf you want me to kiss you on the ear too, all you gotta do is ask, babe.â
Aizawa physically recoiled, looking betrayed, while Midnight shrieked with laughter, grabbing Aizawaâs sleeve like she needed him for support.
âThis is the worst night of my life,â Aizawa muttered.
âYou say that every time we go out,â Midnight teased.
âBecause itâs true every time.â
And yet he was still here. Because as much as he liked to complain, as much as they actively tested his patience, these were the people heâd risked his life beside. The people who knew him too well, who had been there through every high and low, and who, despite their insufferable antics, would have his back without question.
Even if they were giggling like teenagers at Micâs hickey covered neck.
ANIME
JUJUTSU KAISEN
Yuta Okkotsu
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ Pure Love
Jjk Various
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ It Feels Crowded
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ Matching Pyjamas
ONE PIECE
Sanji
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ Oh Bet
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ All too well
Shanks
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シ Red Tides and Restless Hearts
even if he won't say it, touya really is a big softie for you.
you know it when you see the look on the league's faces when he lets you get close enough to touchâit's a "what the fuck is wrong with dabi?" look. you can see the confusion and near repulsion amplify tenfold when not only does he allow you to grasp his hand, he holds yours back. everyone in the LOV knows dabi would rather die than have anyone's hands near his scarred skin.
you know it when, on non-busy days, he follows you with a fake reluctance to the so-called "hangout spot" of the league's hideout. at this point, spinner is always asking you to "get dabi" because everyone knows he won't let anyone else drag him out. but when your big eyes plead with him to spend some quality time with the LOV, he just can't say no.
you know it when he hisses a sharp "no, get your own," when a soul dares to ask for a bite of his food (even if he's complaining about it being bad three seconds later), but will hand-feed you a big bite of your own. sometimes, he'll even offer you the rest if you really seem to like it.
you know it when he hides his face in a pillow as you diligently change the staples on his back. he knows he can do it himselfâyou know he can too, considering he was stapled up years before you met himâbut he knows you'll do it better. you make sure his skin is aligned perfectly, each silver sliver placed evenly apart. you make him look like a work of art. it doesn't hurt like it used to, is what he always says, but he's still biting down on that pillow like he'll die otherwise.
you know it when your hand is wrapped around his cock under the covers while you two lie face-to-face. his hands are in your hair or on your waist as he bucks into your fist. white lashes are against cheeks, sheilding those teary turquoise eyes from you. even if the dim light, almost all of his pale flesh is dusted pink. when he's close, he'll pull you flush against him and duck his face into the crook of your neck. he keeps humping your hand, tip now rubbing and spreading a mess of pre against your soft stomach. he's whining, and he's greedy for you, and his whole body feels like it's on fire in a good way for once, and his brain is a mess except for one, consistent thoughtâyou. "thank you," he rushes out of his lips between moans as he spurts cum on your tummy, "'love you."
you know it.
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Hawks is a "What's a little cock between friends?" guy
Edward Nygma (Gotham TV show) X Reader
the riddler is my biggest fictional crush
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Heâs always been your sweet innocent Eddie, though what if you find out heâs not so innocent.
â° â° â° â° The streets of Gotham were wet with the remnants of last nightâs rain, the puddles reflecting the dim glow of the streetlights. The city never slept, but the Gotham City Police Department had been unusually quiet that day aside from the usual scumbags who seemed to find their way into the holding cells like clockwork.
Detective Y/n sat at her desk, tapping her fingers against the wooden surface as she reviewed an old case file, but her focus was elsewhere. Edward Nygma had been acting strange lately. Stranger than usual.
You had always considered him a friend, one of the few in the GCPD who wasnât a complete asshole. Sure, he was odd, but he was kind to you. He brought you coffee in the mornings, even remembered how you liked it little things that showed he paid attention. He would ramble on about riddles, facts, and obscure trivia, and while most of your colleagues found it annoying, you didnât mind.
But lately, he had been distant. His usual enthusiasm had dulled, and his eyes carried a weight you hadnât seen before. He barely spoke to you unless necessary, and when he did, he was quick to end the conversation. It didnât sit right with you.
So, you decided to check up on him.
¿¿¿¿
You knocked twice before calling out, âEd? Itâs me.â
There was a rustling sound inside, followed by what you swore was a hushed curse. Then, the door swung open, and there stood Edward Nygma.
He looked⌠awful.
His tie was slightly crooked, and his usually pristine suit was wrinkled like he had been wearing it for too long. His eyes were wide, darting from you to the hallway as if someone might be watching. The moment he saw you, his lips curled into a strained smile.
âY/n! What a what a surprise!â he stammered, voice an octave higher than usual. âI wasnât expecting company.â
âI figured.â You raised an eyebrow. âYou werenât at work today.â
Edwardâs fingers twitched against the doorframe. âAh, yes, well feeling a bit under the weather. Needed rest.â
You tilted your head. âThen why do you look like you havenât slept in days?â
His breath hitched, just for a second, but you caught it.
âThatâs an exaggeration.â He forced a chuckle. âAnyway! What brings you here? Surely, not just to check on little olâ me.â
You frowned. This wasnât normal. He was jittery, nervous, and his attempts to steer the conversation away were painfully obvious.
âEd,â you said, voice softer now. âI just wanted to see if you were okay. Youâve been avoiding me.â
His lips parted, and for a fleeting moment, something like guilt flashed across his face. But then he quickly shook his head. âNonsense! Iâve just been⌠preoccupied with personal matters.â
You folded your arms. âSo preoccupied that you canât talk to your friend?â
Edward swallowed hard, shifting his weight from foot to foot. âLook, I appreciate the concern, truly, but I I canâtâ
A noise came from inside the apartment. A shuffling sound.
Your instincts flared.
Edwardâs face went pale.
âEd,â you said slowly, your body tensing. âWhoâs in there?â
He took a step in front of you, blocking the doorway. âNo one!â he said, too quickly. âThat was uh just the TV! Yes, the uh late night nature documentary.â
You narrowed your eyes. âLet me in.â
Edward hesitated. âThatâs really not necessary.â
âI wasnât asking.â You stepped forward, and though he tried to stop you, you pushed past him into the apartment.
The air was thick with something unspoken, something secret. The living room was dimly lit, a few scattered papers on the table, an untouched cup of coffee going cold. But it wasnât the state of the apartment that made your breath hitch.
It was the man sitting on the couch.
Oswald Cobblepot. The Penguin.
You froze.
It had been during your first week at the GCPD back when you were still learning the ropes, shadowing Jim Gordon and Harvey Bullock. You remembered walking into Fish Mooneyâs club, the atmosphere thick with cigar smoke and whispered deals. And there he was. The umbrella boy. Scrawny, meek, and eager to please, hovering near Fish like a loyal dog.
That was the man sitting before you now only this wasnât the same Oswald. He was thinner, paler, his usual pompous attitude dulled by exhaustion, but his sharp eyes still carried that same calculating glint.
Your heart pounded as the weight of the situation settled in.
You were standing in Edward Nygmaâs apartment. And Edward Nygma was harboring a criminal.
Your body moved before your mind could catch up. You turned sharply toward the door, instincts screaming at you to leave, to report this, to do something but before you could take a step, hands gripped your shoulders.
âWait!â
You flinched at the contact. His hands, usually so delicate when handling evidence, felt like iron now. His fingers dug in, not painfully, but firm too firm. He was trying to keep you here.
âY/n, please just listen.â His voice was high and frantic, not the usual steady, confident tone he used when rattling off crime scene details. His body was close, too close, his warmth pressing against your back. You could hear his breath, quick and uneven.
Your pulse skyrocketed. This wasnât real. It couldnât be real.
This was Edward sweet, nerdy Edward who always brought you coffee, who stammered when he got too excited, who sent you riddles on your phone just to make you laugh. The same Edward you had God help you started to like.
And now he was standing between you and the door, trying to keep you from leaving.
You pushed against his grip, but he held firm.
âEdward,â you hissed. âLet me go.â
âI canât.â His voice cracked. âNot until you understand.â
Understand what? That he had gone insane? That the man you thought you knew was keeping a wanted criminal in his apartment like some twisted house guest?
You struggled again, but his grip only tightened.
âYouâre panicking,â he said quickly, his breath fanning against your ear. âI know this is shocking, but please, Y/n, just let me explainâ
âShe doesnât need you to explain, Nygma,â Oswald interrupted.
His voice sent a chill down your spine.
You finally wrenched yourself free from Edwardâs grasp and stumbled a step forward, putting space between you both. Your breath came in quick bursts as you turned toward Oswald, who was watching the scene with an amused smirk despite his obvious injuries.
âPlease, tell me sheâs not actually surprised,â Oswald said, gesturing lazily toward you. His voice was hoarse, weaker than you remembered, but still laced with that familiar arrogance. âYouâre a detective, darling. Surely, youâve noticed somethingâs been off with your friend?â
Your hands curled into fists at your sides. âShut up, Cobblepot.â
He chuckled. âOh, you do remember me.â
Unfortunately.
Your head spun. There was too much happening at once. Your mind screamed at you to act, to arrest someone, to run, to do something but you were frozen in place.
Edward took a cautious step toward you. âPlease, just let me explain.â
You snapped your gaze back to him.
âYouâre housing Penguin,â you spat. âWhat explanation could possibly make that okay?â
Edward flinched, his lips parting as if he had an answer ready, but before he could speak.
âI can give you a better one,â Oswald cut in, his smirk widening. âWhy donât we talk about what else Eddie has been up to?â
You went still.
Edwardâs face drained of color. âDonât.â
Oswaldâs smirk didnât falter. He leaned back against the couch, watching you carefully. âOh, she doesnât know, does she?â
Edwardâs hand twitched. You looked between them, your stomach twisting into knots.
âWhat is he talking about?â you demanded.
Edward clenched his jaw, his glasses slipping slightly down the bridge of his nose. His whole body was tense, every muscle locked as if he were preparing for a fight.
âThe girl,â Oswald said simply. âKristin Kringle.â
Your breath hitched.
Your hand flew to your mouth.
No.
No, no, no.
Kristin.
You knew that name. She had worked at the GCPD, sweet but sharp, always polite in passing. You hadnât known her well, but she had been there and then one day, she wasnât. She had left. Thatâs what everyone said. Moved away. Or at least, thatâs what Edward had said.
Your stomach twisted violently.
Slowly, as if in a trance, you turned toward Edward. He wasnât looking at you anymore. His gaze was fixed on the floor, his hands shaking at his sides.
ââŚEd?â
Nothing.
Oswald let out a dramatic sigh. âOh, dear. You really are slow on the uptake, arenât you?â He turned toward Edward. âGo on, Eddie. Tell her what happened to dear Kristin. Or should I?â
Your heartbeat pounded in your ears.
Edwardâs breathing grew rapid. âIâ
You shook your head. âNo. No, tell me this isnâtâ
He swallowed hard. âI⌠I didnât mean toâ
Your whole body went cold.
Kristin wasnât gone. She hadnât moved away. She was dead. Because of Edward.
The same Edward who had made you laugh on long shifts, who had always seemed so eager to help, who had
Who had lied to you.
You staggered back a step, bile rising in your throat.
âY/n,â Edward started, reaching toward you. âPlease, just listenâ
But you flinched away, breathing hard.
â° â° â° â°
You didnât know how long you sat there.
Oswald Cobblepot was beside you on the bed, his presence like a ghost at your side, cold and unwelcome. Every time you glanced at him, a shiver ran down your spine. His pale, calculating eyes flickered to you occasionally, a smug knowing in his gaze. He was enjoying this watching the truth unravel right in front of you.
Meanwhile, Edward was pacing.
Back and forth.
His long legs carried him across the room in frantic strides, his hands twisting together as he muttered under his breath. His mind was racing, calculating every possible outcome, every potential disaster. You knew that look. It was the look of a man trying to solve an impossible puzzle, one with too many variables, too many risks. you were the biggest risk of all.
You sighed.
Your fingers gripped the sheets beneath you as you looked at him, watching the sheer panic that had taken hold. If you were here, then it was only a matter of time before someone Jim, Harvey came looking for you. And Edward knew that.
He finally stopped pacing and looked at you, his glasses slightly fogged from how hard he was breathing. His whole body was taut with tension, like he was one wrong word away from completely breaking apart.
âWhat are you going to do?â he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
You stared at him for a moment before exhaling.
Then, slowly, you stood up.
Edward immediately took a step back, his whole body rigid, watching you as if you were about to pull a gun on him.
But you didnât.
Instead, you looked him straight in the eye and said, âI wonât say anything.â
Silence.
Edward blinked at you. His lips parted slightly, his brows furrowing as if he couldnât quite process the words. ââŚWhat?â
You crossed your arms. âYou heard me.â
His expression twisted, suspicion creeping in. âWhy would I believe that?â His voice was shaking, filled with something between fear and desperation. âYouâre a detective, your job is exactly against that.â
Your chest tightened.
He didnât trust you. And why should he? You were a cop, and he was well, this. A criminal. A murderer.
He took a slow step toward you, his head tilting slightly. âYou could leave here and go straight to Jim and Harvey. And then what? What happens to me? To Oswald?â
You felt another chill at the mention of Oswald, but you didnât turn to look at him.
You didnât want to look at him.
Instead, your focus stayed on Edward the man you had once believed was incapable of something like this. you just didnât care the way you were supposed to.
Edward was spiraling. His hands were shaking now. His whole body screamed paranoia, and you knew if you didnât do something now, he might make a decision that neither of you could come back from.
So, you did the only thing you could think of. You reached out, grabbed his tie, and yanked him down and kissed him⌠maybe this was more for you than anything.
Edward made a muffled noise of surprise, his whole body tensing.
For a moment, he didnât move. He didnât breathe. Then, slowly, his hands came up, gripping your waist as he kissed you back, hesitant at first then deeper. His panic melted into something else entirely, something raw and real. His fingers curled against your hips like he was afraid youâd disappear if he let go.
You should have felt disgusted with yourself. You should have. But you didnât. When you finally pulled away, his eyes were wide, glassy, his breath uneven.
ââŚOh,â he whispered.
You swallowed hard. âDoes that answer your question?â A beat of silence.
âOh, for Godâs sake,â Oswald groaned from the bed, breaking the moment entirely. âThatâs your proof? Thatâs it?â
Edward turned his head sharply, his expression darkening. âOswaldâ
âNo, no,â Oswald huffed, waving a hand. âForgive me if I donât find a little kiss to be a solid alibi. Whoâs to say she doesnât walk out of here and still go to Gordon?â
Edwardâs hands twitched against you.
For a moment, you thought he might reconsider letting you go.
But then, slowly, he stepped back.
His fingers brushed his lips absentmindedly, his gaze flickering between you and the door.
Finally, he nodded.
âGo,â he whispered.
You hesitated, glancing at Oswald who just smirked bitterly at you before looking back at Edward.
ââŚthank youâ you said softly.
Edward let out a shaky breath, then smiled.
âdonât make me regret thisâ
â° â° â° â°
The precinct was buzzing with activity.
Detectives rushed from desk to desk, officers fielded phone calls, and the usual tension that came with working in the GCPD hung in the air like cigarette smoke. The case against Theo Galavan was reaching a boiling point, and everyone was on edge including you.
But your nerves had nothing to do with Galavan. You sat at your desk, staring blankly at the open case file in front of you. Words and crime scene photos blurred together as your thoughts spiraled.
Edward. Penguin. Kristin Kringle.
The secrets you now carried felt like weights around your neck, suffocating and heavy. You were a detective, trained to uphold the law, to seek justice. You worked with Jim Gordon and Harvey Bullock two men who would never let something like this slide⌠well they would but how much Harvey bullies him heâd do it in a second.
You had sat in Edwardâs apartment, heard the truth, and then kissed him. You had let him go. Your fingers tightened around the file in front of you. What the hell was wrong with you?
âHey.â
You jolted slightly as Jimâs voice pulled you from your thoughts.
Looking up, you found him standing across from your desk, arms crossed, his usual unreadable expression in place. But his sharp eyes too observant for their own good were locked onto you with scrutiny.
âYou alright?â he asked.
Your mouth went dry.
You had worked with Jim long enough to know that he wasnât just asking to be polite. He knew something was off.
âIâm fine,â you answered quickly.
Jim didnât look convinced. âYou sure? Youâve been quiet all morning.â
âIâm just tired.â You forced a small, tired smile. âYou know how it is.â
Jim held your gaze for a long moment, clearly debating whether or not to push further. But then, a uniformed officer called his name from across the bullpen.
With a final, lingering look, he turned away. As soon as he was gone, you exhaled sharply. You needed to get out of here.
Without wasting another second, you pushed back from your desk, grabbed a random file to make it look like you had a purpose, and speed walked down the hallway.
To anyone else, it would seem normal just another detective heading to the records room to pull information.
But your heart was pounding.
You slipped inside the records room and shut the door behind you, leaning against it as you tried to calm yourself.
Your whole body felt too warm, too wired. The panic that had been simmering inside you since last night was reaching a breaking point. You had never kept something this big from Jim or Harvey before.
You werenât even sure why you were keeping it now. You groaned quietly, pressing a hand to your forehead. You felt stupid like a rookie detective who had been played. The room was dimly lit, the only sound the hum of a flickering fluorescent light overhead. Shelves stacked with case files loomed around you, but you werenât here for a file. You were here to breathe. To think. To process the whirlwind of events that had turned your world upside down in the span of a single night.
Edward had killed Kristin Kringle.
Edward had been hiding Oswald Cobblepot. And you had let him go.
You squeezed your eyes shut, dragging a hand down your face.
You werenât stupid. Jim was already suspicious. He hadnât pushed you not yet but it was only a matter of time. And when that time came, what were you going to say? That youâd harbored a criminal? That youâd ignored a confession to murder? That you had kissed Edward Nygma as some desperate way to convince him to let you leave?
Your stomach churned.
You werenât just a detective. You were a damn good one. You had worked too hard, pushed through too much, to be here to be respected in a department filled with men who looked down on you. And now, you had just thrown everything away for Edward fucking Nygma.
A creak from the doorway made your breath hitch.
You turned sharply, heart jumping into your throat, only to see him.
Edward.
He stood just inside the room, the door shutting softly behind him. His green eyes flickered under the dim light, watching you carefully. He looked different now not frantic, not unraveling. Just⌠composed. As if, after everything, he had made peace with his actions.
He smiled soft, almost shy. âI thought I might find you here.â
Your pulse quickened. âEdward,â you warned. âWhat are you doing?â
He took a slow step forward. âI was worried about you.â
You let out a sharp laugh, shaking your head. âWorried? About me?â You gestured vaguely at him. âYou murdered your girlfriend, Ed. Youâve been hiding Oswald. And Iâ Your voice faltered. You swallowed, lowering it to a harsh whisper. âI didnât turn you in. You should be worried about yourself.â
Edwardâs eyes softened. âThatâs exactly why Iâm worried about you.â
You stiffened.
âYou could have run straight to Gordon.â He took another slow step. âYou could have told him everything. And yet⌠here you are. Alone. Thinking.â His head tilted, a knowing glint in his gaze. âYouâre struggling with it, arenât you?â
Your breath caught in your throat. Edward was smart too smart. He had always been able to read people, to see the patterns in their behavior. And right now, he was reading you like a book.
You clenched your fists. âIt doesnât matter what Iâm struggling with,â you said. âWhat matters is that you killed someone, Ed. And no matter how much you try to justify it, that doesnât just go away.â
Edward sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI know.â He looked away, pressing his lips together before glancing back at you. âBut does it change the way you see me?â
You swallowed.Did it?
You wanted to say yes. You wanted to say that knowing what he had done made you disgusted, that you could never look at him the same way again. That the boyish, awkward forensic scientist you had shared coffee with every morning was gone.
But then you thought of the way he had looked at you last night terrified, desperate, human. The way he had kissed you back like you were the only thing tethering him to sanity.
The way your own heart had raced, not out of fear, but out of something far more dangerous.
You took a shaky breath. âI donât know.â
Edward studied you carefully, then nodded. As if he had expected that answer.
Silence settled between you.
Then, Edward took another step forward, and you didnât stop him.
His fingers brushed your wrist just barely, a ghost of a touch. Your breath hitched, but you didnât move away. You didnât know why.
âI donât expect you to forgive me,â he murmured. âI donât expect you to understand. But⌠I need you to know that youâre important to me.â
You blinked, your heart skipping a beat.
âIâve always noticed you, Y/n,â he continued, his voice quiet but steady. âLong before all of this. Before Kristin, before Oswald, before⌠everything. I noticed the way you actually listened to me when I rambled. The way you never brushed me off like the others did. The way you smiled when I brought you coffee.â His lips twitched, almost wistful. âThe way you solved riddles faster than anyone else.â
You swallowed, unable to look away from him.
âYouâre not just another detective to me,â he whispered. âYou never have been.â
Your chest ached.
This wasnât fair. It wasnât fair that he could say these things now when everything was already too messy, too complicated.
You forced yourself to take a step back. Edwardâs expression fell slightly, but he didnât move to stop you.
âThis doesnât change anything,â you said, voice barely above a whisper.
Edward nodded slowly. âI know.â
A heavy silence stretched between you.
You didnât know what this was anymore. You didnât know what you were doing, what you were feeling, what was right or wrong.
âYou made a choice,â Edward said softly. âA choice to protect me.â
You looked at him, heart hammering against your ribs.
It was easy too easy to forget what he had done when he looked at you like that. When his voice softened, when his hands were so careful with yours. Your lips parted, but you didnât know what you were about to say.
Before you could figure it out, the door to the records room creaked open. You both tensed. A uniformed officer poked his head in, oblivious to the tension in the air.
âHey, Detective, Gordonâs looking for you.â
Your heart stopped.
Edwardâs grip on your hand tightened for the briefest moment then, just as quickly, he let go, stepping back.
You forced yourself to nod. âRight. Iâll be there in a sec.â
The officer left without a second glance.
You turned back to Edward.
His expression was unreadable, but something flickered behind his eyes.
âGo,â he murmured.
You hesitated. Then, without another word, you slipped out the door, leaving him alone in the records room.
Kon-el | Connor Kent X readerbatsis!
uhhh self indulgent bat family stuff
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This is mostly Batfamily X Batsis. Though I think I had enough Conner Kent X Reader to classify this as a thing.
GUYS I WROTE DAMIENS NAME WRONG THROUGHOUT THIS WAIT
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° ⊠The first thing you learn about your parents is that they are fundamentally incompatible. The second thing you learn is that they will never stop trying anyway.
You donât remember a time when Bruce and Selina were ever something as simple as together. They exist in contradictions she flirts, he broods; she steals, he stops her; she leaves, he waits. You used to think they would eventually find a middle ground, but youâve long since given up on that idea.
Bruce and Selina have always been on and off, a constant push and pull. He loves her, but he canât accept her choices. She loves him, but she refuses to change for him. You grew up watching them dance around their feelings. One moment, sheâs draped over his desk in the Batcave, teasing him, and the next, sheâs gone without a trace, leaving only a cryptic note behind.
Still, they make sense, in a way that defies logic. And despite all their back and forth, they both love you just in completely different ways. The truth is, Bruce and Selina will never be able to give you the same kind of love.
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âAgain.â
You grit your teeth, clenching your fists as Bruce circles you in the Batcaveâs training area. Youâve already gone through this drill a dozen times. Your muscles ache, your ribs are sore from earlier blows, but heâs relentless.
You feint left, then pivot sharply, throwing a kick at his side. He blocks it easily. Too easily. His expression remains unreadable, but you can feel his disapproval.
âSloppy,â he says, stepping back. âYouâre letting yourself get tired.â
âThatâs because I am tired,â you snap. âWeâve been doing this for over an hour.â
He crosses his arms. âOn the field, you donât get to decide when youâre done.â
You roll your eyes. âOh, but Tim does? Jason does? Even Damian doesnât get this much micromanaging.â
Bruceâs jaw tightens. âThis isnât about them. Itâs about you.â
âNo, itâs about me being your daughter.â
His silence confirms it.
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âYou trained all of them, let them fight their own battles. You trusted them to figure it out. But me? Youâre scared to let me.â
Bruceâs expression darkens. âIâm not scared.â
âThen what is it?â you challenge, stepping closer. âYou push me harder than you ever pushed them, but you still wonât let me prove myself. Whatâs the point of all this if youâre just going to hold me back?â
His voice is quiet when he finally answers. âBecause I canât lose you.â
The weight of those words presses against your chest. You want to be angry, to keep fighting him on this, but the raw emotion in his voice makes it impossible.
You donât know what to say, so you settle for the only truth you have.
âYou wonât,â you murmur. âBut you have to let me go.â
Bruce doesnât answer. He just exhales slowly, tension still radiating from his stance. You donât expect him to change overnight, but at the very least, he doesnât call for another round. Thatâs something.
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Selina finds you hours later, sprawled out on the balcony of her penthouse. You werenât planning on coming here tonight, but after your fight with Bruce, you needed air. And if thereâs one thing Selina understands, itâs the need to escape.
She slides the glass door open, stepping onto the rooftop with effortless grace. âI thought Iâd find you here.â
You donât turn to face her. âBruce is being impossible.â
She chuckles, settling beside you. âHeâs still your dad donât call him bruce, though when isnât he?â
You sigh, tilting your head back against the cool metal railing. âI just⌠I donât know how to make him see me as more than just his kid. He acts like Iâll break if I take one wrong step.â
Selina hums thoughtfully. âThatâs what he does. He builds walls around the things he loves, convinces himself itâs the only way to keep them safe.â
You glance at her. âAnd you?â
She smirks. âOh, Iâd never keep a bird in a cage. Iâd teach her to fly.â
Thereâs something appealing about that. With Selina, there are no rules, no suffocating restrictions. Just a quiet, unwavering confidence in your abilities. Even if you donât approve of the way she lives, you canât deny that she makes you feel free.
She pulls a small velvet pouch from her pocket and tosses it into your lap.
You raise a brow. âDo I want to know?â
She grins. âJust a little something I picked up.â
You groan, shoving it back at her. âI told you to stop giving me stolen jewelry.â
Selina only laughs. âItâs not stolen technically. I swapped it for something better.â
âThatâs still stealing.â
âDetails, darling.â
You canât help but laugh. She winks, ruffling your hair before standing. âCome on. Letâs get something to eat before you let your fatherâs brooding ruin your whole night.â
You shake your head but follow her anyway.
For all their differences, Bruce and Selina have one thing in common: they both love you, fiercely.
Your dad will always try to protect you from the world. Your mom will always remind you that itâs yours to take. You exist in the space between them.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
Patrol had been standard until it wasnât. You and Tim had been watching an arms deal go down from the rooftops of Gothamâs East End. The intel from Oracle suggested this was a simple exchange one that didnât require much interference. The plan was to observe, gather intel, and report back if things escalated. But you werenât convinced.
Something felt off. You crouched beside Tim, scanning the warehouse below. The deal was happening inside, but your eyes were locked on a figure slipping through a side entrance, unnoticed by the others.
âTim, weâve got movement,â you whispered.
He barely glanced at the figure before shaking his head. âNot our priority. We wait andâ
âIâm going after them,â you interrupted, already moving.
Tim grabbed your arm. âThatâs not the plan.â
âI have a bad feeling about this,â you insisted, shaking him off. âCover me.â
And before he could protest, you were already gone.
-ËËâââââ
The side entrance led you through a narrow corridor, crates stacked high along the walls. You moved quietly, using the shadows to your advantage.
The man you were following a mercenary by the look of his armor spoke softly into an earpiece. You couldnât hear what he was saying, but the urgency in his tone sent a chill down your spine.
You pressed closer, peering around a crate. Then you saw it.
This wasnât just an arms deal. There were bombs. Crates of them. Military grade explosives, lined up and ready to be moved.
Your stomach dropped.
âOracle,â you whispered, touching your comm. âWe have a problem.â
âI see it,â her voice came through your earpiece. âIâm running facial recognition on the men inside. This isnât just some street gang these guys are mercenaries.â
âFigures.â
Timâs voice suddenly crackled through. âYou were supposed to wait.â
âIâd say âI told you so,â but Iâm a little busy.â
A movement caught your eye. The mercenary was reaching for a detonator.
Shit.
You sprang from cover, knocking him back with a swift kick to the ribs. The detonator clattered across the floor.
âGot company,â you muttered.
âOn my way,â Tim responded.
But it was already too late.
The other mercenaries had heard the commotion, and within seconds, you were surrounded.
⸝
Fighting in the Fire
You moved on instinct, blocking the first blow aimed at your head and countering with a knee to the gut. The second merc swung at you with a baton, but you ducked, sweeping his legs out from under him.
The fight was brutal there were too many of them, and you were alone.
A blade sliced across your side, and you hissed, twisting to avoid a deeper wound. Blood soaked into your suit, but you ignored it, focusing on staying alive.
Then the explosion hit.
A grenade thrown from somewhere behind you detonated against one of the stacked crates. The force sent you flying, crashing through a pile of debris. Your ears rang, and your vision blurred.
Somewhere in the distance, you heard Timâs voice in your earpiece. âHold on Iâm almost there!â
Gritting your teeth, you forced yourself to move.
You werenât dying here.
When the dust settled, the mercenaries were either unconscious or retreating. The explosives were still intact, and Tim arrived just in time to secure them.
But you were wrecked.
He looked at you, taking in the blood seeping from your side. âYouâre an idiot.â
You gave a weak smirk. âYeah. But at least I was right.â
Tim muttered something under his breath before helping you out of the warehouse.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
The moment you step off the platform, you feel him before you see him.
Bruce is waiting. Arms crossed. Silent.
Heâs still in the Batsuit, the cowl pulled back, his expression unreadable but you know better. Youâve seen that look before.
Tim doesnât say a word. He just gives you one final glance and walks off, leaving you alone with the inevitable.
You brace yourself, but Bruce doesnât raise his voice. He doesnât have to. His disappointment is a physical weight in the air.
âYou abandoned your partner,â he says, voice like stone.
âI chased a lead.â
âYou disobeyed orders.â
You grit your teeth. âIt was the right call.â
He steps forward, and suddenly, you feel small. Not because youâre afraid Bruce would never hurt you but because his presence alone is suffocating.
âThe right call?â His tone sharpens. âYou were injured. You could have been killed.â
âBut I wasnât,â you argue, though the sting in your side says otherwise.
Bruce exhales slowly, his jaw tightening. âYouâre reckless.â
âYou donât say that when literally anyone else is on a mission,â you snap.
He doesnât answer immediately, and that silence stings. Because you already know the truth. Youâre different. Youâre his daughter. And that changes everything. but it doesnât Damien is younger than you. You donât get it.
âYouâre dismissed,â he finally says, voice cold.
You hesitate, fists clenched, but thereâs no point in arguing. Not when his mind is already made up.
You turn and head toward the med bay, fuming the entire way.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
Youâre half out of your suit, sitting on the medical table while Alfred patches up your side, when Jason storms into the Batcave like a force of nature.
âThe hell happened tonight?â
You groan. Of course he found out.
Bruce, still near the Batcomputer, barely glances up. âJasonâ
Jason ignores him, turning straight to you. His eyes flick to the bloodstained bandages, and his expression darkens. âWho did this?â
âRelax,â you sigh. âItâs just a scratch.â
Jason scoffs. âA scratch?â He turns to Bruce, eyes blazing. âWhat the hell was she doing in a situation where she could end up like this?â
âI made the call,â you interject. âIt was my decision.â
Jason looks at you like youâve lost your mind. âThatâs not a good thing, dumbass.â
You scowl. âItâs part of the job.â
Jason shakes his head, pacing. âNah. No. You shouldnât be out there like this. He shouldnât be letting youâ
âI let her do nothing,â Bruce interrupts, his voice a low warning.
Jason laughs humorless, sharp. âOh, really? Because it looks to me like youâre putting her through the same damn cycle we all went through. How long before she ends up dead in an alley too?â
âJasonâ
âNo, screw that,â Jason snaps. âYouâre just letting her walk into this life like itâs fine. Like itâs not gonna chew her up and spit her out like the rest of us.â
You push yourself up from the table, ignoring the sharp sting in your side. âI chose this, Jason. No one forced me.â
Jason turns his glare on you. âYou donât get it, do you? You think this is just about being a hero, about doing good?â He scoffs. âItâs a death sentence.â
You clench your jaw. âSo what, you expect me to just sit at home and do nothing?â
âI expect you to be smarter than this,â he snaps.
Before you can fire back, his eyes narrow, and suddenly, the conversation takes a sharp turn.
âSpeaking of dumb decisions,â Jason mutters, crossing his arms. âYouâre still with Superboy, right?â
Your frustration spikes. âOh my godseriously?â
Jason gives you a deadpan look. âknock off superman? Really? You could do better.â
You throw your hands up. âWhy does everyone have a problem with me dating Conner?â
Jason rolls his eyes. âBecause heâs a walking red flag wrapped in blue spandex.â
You glare. âThatâs rich coming from you.â
Jason scowls. âI donât trust him.â
âYou donât trust anyone.â
He doesnât deny it.
You exhale sharply, rubbing your temples. âLook, Iâm tired, Iâm injured, and I donât have the energy for this right now.â
Jason studies you for a moment, then sighs, running a hand through his hair. His anger hasnât faded completely, but the sharp edge of it has dulled.
âFine,â he mutters. âBut if he ever screws up, I will break his face.â
You roll your eyes, but thereâs a flicker of something warmer underneath the annoyance. Jason will never say it outright, but you know what this is.
Itâs not just anger. Itâs fear.
Bruce was right about one thing losing people leaves scars. And Jason? He has more than most. He wonât stop you from fighting your battles. But heâll sure as hell be there when you fall.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
Dating in the Batfamily was a challenge. Dating Conner Kent? That was practically a declaration of war.
You werenât an idiot you knew what your family thought of him. Bruce didnât trust him. Supermanâs clone, an unpredictable force of power, a boy with too much strength and too little control. Thatâs how your father saw him, at least. Jason didnât respect him. âA knock off in a leather jacket? Come on, you can do so much better.â
Tim was wary. Conner was his best friend, but even he had his doubts when it came to you.
And your mother? Selina raised a delicate brow when she first caught wind of your relationship, a teasing smirk playing at her lips. âOh, darling,â she had purred. âYou know how your fatherâs going to react, right?â
You had sighed, rubbing your temples. âYes, Mother, I know.â
She had hummed in amusement. âWell, Im starting to think iâm a bad influence, at least try not to be like me and your dad.â
âMom.â
She had only laughed.
At first, it was easier to keep it hidden. You and Conner met in the shadows, in places no one else would look.
Abandoned rooftops, dimly lit diners on the outskirts of the city, quiet parks in the dead of night where he could float just above the ground, keeping you wrapped in the warmth of his presence.
He wasnât like Superman and you werenât just Batmanâs daughter.
Thatâs what you loved about being with him. When he looked at you, he didnât see the vigilante, the heir to Gothamâs dark legacy. He didnât see someone who had to be perfect. He saw you. Your flaws, your fears, your messy, complicated emotions. And he never tried to change them.
âI donât care about what your dad thinks,â he had told you once, leaning back against the fire escape outside your window. âOr your brothers. Or your mom, even.â
You raised a brow. âNot even a little?â
He grinned. âOkay, maybe a little. But it doesnât change anything.â
You had smirked. âYou are stubborn.â
âSays the girl who wonât admit she likes me.â
You scoffed, but he had been right. Liking him had been the easy part. Accepting that he was yours? That had been harder.
Gotham was a city of ghosts.
Your life had been built on shadows, on silent movements, on always thinking five steps ahead. Mistakes had consequences, emotions were weaknesses, and attachments?
They got you killed.
But Conner⌠Conner made you feel like you were alive.
He never cared about the weight of your family name. He never expected you to be perfect. He let you be wrong, and he still stood by you.
One night, after a brutal mission, you had been exhausted, bruised, and pissed at your father for another round of overprotection.
Conner had found you on the rooftop of your shared apartment, sitting at the edge, staring out at the skyline.
He had landed softly beside you, his presence warm against the cold night.
âYou okay?â
You hadnât answered right away.
Then, quietly, you had admitted, âSometimes I think its much more worth it to leave this placeâ
Conner had been silent for a moment before he shifted closer. âYeah. I get that.â
And you knew he did. Superman saw him as something broken. A project. An accident to be controlled. Bruce saw you as something fragile. Something not ready.
You had glanced at Conner then, at the way he looked at you not as something to fix, but as someone whole. You had leaned into him, and he had let you.
That was the thing about Conner.
He didnât just love you. He trusted you to be exactly who you were.
-ËËâââââ
Your father was the last to acknowledge it.
Bruce had spent months pretending you werenât sneaking out to see Conner, pretending he didnât know why your patrol routes started conveniently lining up with the edge of the city.
But Bruce noticed everything. eventually, he noticed him. It started with the little things.
Conner was always near you in battle, always the first to shield you from an explosion, always ready to catch you if you fell.
Bruce watched the way Conner would take the hit for you not because he thought you couldnât handle it, but because he could. Conner was powerful, but he never used that strength to control you. He never underestimated you.
One night, after a particularly nasty fight against a group of assassins, you had ended up battered and bloody, a knife wound deep in your side.
Conner had carried you back to the Cave.
Bruce had been waiting.
The air had been tense as Conner laid you gently on the med bay table, his jaw tight, eyes burning with barely contained fury.
âShe shouldnât have been alone,â Conner had said, voice sharp.
Bruce had met his glare, unreadable. âYeah she shouldnât have.â
âThen act right on this and she wouldnât have been alone,â Conner snapped. âshes strong but I donât care like assholes like you neither does she.â
Silence.
Then Bruce had simply turned and walked away. It wasnât approval. But it wasnât rejection, either. You supposed, in his way, Bruce was starting to understand.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
Looking back now, lying in the med bay once again, you let out a slow breath.
The room was empty.
The cave was silent.
Your body ached, your side still throbbing from the mission gone wrong. You stared at the ceiling, letting exhaustion creep in.
Jasonâs words still echoed in your head.
âTights and a cape? Really?â
You sighed.
Theyâd never understand.
when Conner held you, when he saw you, when he treated you like something more than just Batmanâs daughter⌠It didnât matter what anyone else thought.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
Gotham was different when Dick was in town. Maybe it was the way he carried himself loose, easy, like the city didnât weigh on his shoulders the way it did on everyone elseâs. Maybe it was because he didnât live here anymore, so Gothamâs shadows didnât cling to him the way they clung to you, to Jason, to Bruce.
Either way, his presence always changed the air. Right now, though? It just made the tension in the Batcave feel even heavier.
Dick had barely been back for a full twenty four hours before he noticed. The way Bruceâs jaw was tighter than usual, how Jason was avoiding both of you, how Tim kept smirking behind his coffee cup like he was enjoying the chaos. And you?
You were just done.
He didnât say anything at first. Just watched.
Watched as Bruce checked your gear three times before your patrol. Watched as Jason kept throwing pointed glances your way, muttering curses under his breath like you were the idiot. Watched as Tim leaned back against the Batcomputer with the most entertained expression, like this was his own personal sitcom.
Eventually, Dick just sighed.
âAlright, kid,â he said, slinging an arm around your shoulders. âBurgers. Letâs go.â
Bruce barely looked up. âShe has patrol.â
Dick raised a brow. âNo, she has burgers with her favorite brother.â
Jason scoffed from across the room. âFavorite? Yeah, okay, Nightwing.â
Tim sipped his coffee. âI donât know, Jay. He is also my favourite.â
You didnât argue. You just grabbed your jacket and followed Dick out before Bruce could protest.
-ËËâââââ
The diner was a little hole in the wall place, tucked between two crumbling buildings. Greasy food, crappy lighting, the kind of place that felt like Gotham to its core. You slumped into the booth, arms crossed as Dick slid in across from you.
He didnât push. Didnât prod. Just casually unwrapped his burger and took a bite, waiting. It didnât take long for you to break.
âHe treats me like a soldier,â you said suddenly, frustration bubbling to the surface. âNot even a good one. Just one he doesnât trust to make their own decisions.â
Dick chewed, nodding. âBruce?â
You rolled your eyes. âObviously Bruce.â
You picked at your fries. âheâs such an ass, i know heâs had this tough love thing since Jason but god why cant he let me be? Every move I make, he second guesses. Every mission, he reroutes my patrol to keep me âsafer.â He acts like Iâm some reckless idiot whoâs one bad decision away from getting killed.â
Dick hummed. âJason probably isnât helping.â
You huffed. âOh, heâs worse. At least Bruce lets me fight Jason acts like Iâm made of glass. Like I need protecting, like I canât handle myself.â
Dick smirked. âWell, you did almost get blown up yesterday.â
You scowled. âThatâs not the point.â
âMmhmm.â
You ignored him and kept going.
âAnd then thereâs Tim. Who just smirks. Like he enjoys watching me get lectured by dad and chewed out by Jason. Like this is all some kind of entertainment to him.â
Dick laughed. âIt is entertaining.â
You threw a fry at him. He caught it without looking.
âItâs justâ You exhaled sharply. âBruce doesnât trust me, Jason coddles me, and Tim thinks itâs all a joke. And yet Damian gets to do whatever the hell he wants.â
Dick raised a brow. âAh. So this is about Damian.â
You stabbed your fork into your fries. âItâs not. Itâs about all of it. But also? Yeah. Itâs about Damian.â
Dick took another bite of his burger, chewing thoughtfully. âBruce would let him get away with murder?â
âLiterally,â you muttered. âMeanwhile, I take one risk one calculated risk and suddenly Iâm ânot ready.ââ
Dick sighed, setting his burger down. âOkay. So, whatâs the actual problem?â
You frowned. âI just told youâ
âNo, I mean the real problem. You donât actually care that Bruce is strict. You expect that. You donât even care that Jasonâs overprotective he does that to everyone he loves.â
You looked away. ââŚSo?â
âSo,â he said, smirking, âwhat you actually hate is that they donât see you as an equal.â
You frowned.
Dick leaned back, crossing his arms. âThey see you as their little sister. Their daughter. They see someone they have to protect, not someone they can trust.â
Your grip on your fork tightened. âAnd thatâs not fair.â
âNo,â he agreed easily. âItâs not.â
Silence stretched between you.
Then, casually, Dick added, âBut hey, at least Conner treats you like an equal.â
You froze mid bite.
Slowly, you looked up at him.
He grinned.
You narrowed your eyes. âDonât.â
He tilted his head. âWhat?â
âDonât start.â
âIâm just saying,â he teased. âYou couldâve gone for someone normal, but nooo. You had to pick another dark, broody, overpowered meatheadâ
âDick, I swearâ
âYou surround yourself with annoying guysâ
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âNever speak again.â
âOh, absolutely not.â He leaned forward, eyes glinting mischievously. âIn fact, I think I should speak more. Maybe bring this up at family dinner. Hey, Bruce, did you know your daughter has a thing for emotionally constipated guys in leather?â
You threw another fry at him.
He dodged it effortlessly, laughing.
âDick. I will kill you.â
âI kinda want to meet this guy.â
You glared.
He just smiled. But despite your annoyance, despite everything Bruceâs overprotection, Jasonâs coddling, Timâs smirking something about the conversation helped. Because at least one of your brothers saw you.
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
You regretted ever telling your family now. Dick knowing about Conner means youâve been introduced to hell.
oh satan over there? yeah heâs on the body of your bug brother.
Not because he was mad not even because he was disapproving but because he was Dick.
Which meant relentless teasing.
Which meant grinning at you like he had the worldâs juiciest blackmail material. Which meant the exact sentence that had been haunting you ever since your burger night.
âI want to meet my younger sisterâs hero.â
It had been two days. Two. And he would not let it go.
You tried to avoid it. Tried to make excuses. But Dick was persistent.
So now here you were on a Gotham rooftop, arms crossed, glaring at him as he sat on the ledge like he didnât have a care in the world.
âYouâre ridiculous.â
âIâm interested,â he corrected. âI mean, câmon. Iâve only ever heard about this guy from our brothers, and none of them have anything nice to say.â He smirked. âFigured I should form my own opinion.â
You groaned. âCan you not?â
âOh, I definitely can,â he said. âI just wonât.â
Before you could argue further, a gust of wind swept through the air, and There he was.
Conner landed a few feet away, hands in his jacket pockets, red cape billowing slightly behind him. His gaze flickered between you and Dick, brows furrowed in mild suspicion.
âYou okay?â he asked you first, like he always did.
You exhaled. âYeah. I just â You shot Dick a look. âHad a situation to handle.â
Conner raised an eyebrow.
Dick, meanwhile, was grinning.
âWell, well, well,â he said, standing up and brushing off his suit. âThe infamous Superboy.â
Connerâs eyes narrowed slightly. âAnd youâreâŚ?â
Dicks mouth dropped glancing to you âOh, wow. That actually hurt.â Then he extended a hand. âDick Grayson. Also known as Nightwing. Also known as best older brother. Nice to finally meet you.â
Conner eyed him for a second before shaking his hand. ââŚRight.â
Dickâs smirk widened. âSo. Youâre the little guy my little sisterâs been sneaking around with, huh?â
You instantly regretted your entire life.
Connerâs gaze flickered to you before he answered, clearly unsure how to respond. âGuess soâŚ?â
âOh, I like him already,â Dick laughed. âGot that classic âbrooding heroâ energy. I see the appeal.â
You glared. âDickâ
âI mean, you do have a type,â he continued, grinning at you. âThe whole âdark, broody, overpoweredâ thing? Classic. keep the family values. I respect it.â
Conner glanced at you, fidgeting slightly as if trying to hold back a laugh. âits not a wrong point.â
You smacked his arm. âNot you too.â
Dick just laughed. âSo. Howâs the Super life treating you?â
Conner shrugged awkwardly, clearly not sure how to navigate the conversation. âCould be worse.â
âDealing with my family yet?â
âAll the time.â
Dick nodded sagely. âYeah, thatâs rough, buddy.â
Conner gave a quiet, awkward chuckle. âItâs not that bad.â His gaze softened slightly when he looked at you. âShe makes it easier.â
Dick raised an eyebrow. Then slowly he grinned.
âOh, man,â he said, shaking his head. âYouâre down bad.â
You groaned. âDick. itâs gross when you say that. Shut up.â
âI love this,â he continued, delighted. âThis is so much better than I imagined.â
Conner crossed his arms and tried to lean against the ledge nonchalantly, but there was a slight stiff tension in his posture. âI wont stop her if she starts fightingâ
Dick gasped, hand over his heart. âYouâd turn her against me?â
âmmmmm iâm in a Y/n wrongs and right are rights morality,â Conner pointed out with a soft, awkward chuckle.
Dick sighed. âew you sound like me with women.â
You rolled your eyes. âOkay. Weâre done here.â
But before you could drag Conner away, Dick clapped a hand on his shoulder.
âLook, all jokes aside,â he said, suddenly more serious, âI get why Bruce and Jason are⌠difficult about this. Youâre powerful. Youâre dangerous. Youâre not one of us.â
Conner tensed slightly, glancing over at you like he didnât know how to respond.
Dick met his gaze. âBut I see how you look at her. And I see how she looks at you.â His expression softened. âSo, for what itâs worth? Youâve got my approval.â
Conner blinked, clearly caught off guard. He cleared his throat, trying to hide the flush creeping up his neck. âWasnât asking.â
Dick grinned. âOh, I really like you.â
You groaned. âI hate both of you.â
Conner just took your hand, squeezing lightly, trying to brush off the awkwardness that had started to settle in. âYou love me.â he whispered
You muttered something under your breath. Dick slung an arm around your shoulders, still grinning.
âAlright, Superboy. Donât break her heart. Or I will break you.â
Conner didnât flinch. âYou could try.â
âOhhh, I really really like him.â
⎠â Ë。𦹠â・ ° âŠ
The gala was everything you dreaded about Gothamâs elite. The high end designers. The glittering chandeliers. The fake smiles and empty conversations about stock markets and charities you knew were just tax write offs. You were dreading it. But you had no choice. Your dad had insisted.
âYouâre going with me,â Bruce had said, his tone one you couldnât argue with. âDamienâs going too.â
Damien.
You rolled your eyes. If there was one silver lining, it was that Damien would make the night more bearable. Sure, he was insufferable, but deep down, he was your favorite⌠well one of them.
You didnât know when it started, but you couldnât deny it. Every time someone made a comment about you, something snide about being Bruce Wayneâs daughter or how youâd grown up in a world of privilege, Damien was right there. He might have been a bratty little boy, but he had a surprisingly soft spot for you.
Heâd bark back at anyone who dared talk down to you. And that always made you smile.
Still, you hated the galas. The whole act of pretending to be someone you werenât, of feigning interest in the people who rubbed elbows with the most corrupt figures in Gotham. It made you feel like you were just another part of Bruce Wayneâs PR machine, just another Wayne for the rich to admire, the perfect daughter.
You werenât. At least not in the way they thought you were.
⸝
You stood in front of the mirror in your dress, adjusting the neckline slightly. It wasnât too flashy. Not as tight or revealing as some of the other dresses youâd seen at these events. It wasnât your style to try and look like you were above everyone else. There was an elegance to it, sure, but it wasnât over the top.
You sighed, glancing at the clock. You were almost late. You had not been in the mood to get dressed up and pretend you werenât itching to leave this stupid party as soon as you walked in.
The door to your room creaked open just a bit, and you turned to see Damien standing in the doorway, his usual scowl plastered on his face.
âAre you done yet?â he demanded, crossing his arms.
You blinked at him. âAre you done yet? You look like a little mini Bruce.â
He shot you a glare. âIâll have you know, Iâm a Wayne too, and Iâm far superior to Father in many ways.â
You raised an eyebrow. âMm. Sure, Damien. If thatâs what helps you sleep at night.â
Damienâs eyes narrowed in the way they always did when he was being stubborn. âIâm just here to make sure you donât embarrass the family again.â
âAgain?â
âYou know exactly what I mean.â
You chuckled. âWhatever, Damien. Just donât get in my way.â
He huffed, but his expression softened for a second. âYou know, you donât have to act like you donât belong there. Itâs your place.â
The rare kindness from Damien caught you off guard. You almost wanted to tease him about it, but something in the way he said it made you pause.
Before you could respond, Bruceâs voice echoed from downstairs. âDamien, [Y/N], letâs go.â
You rolled your eyes. No escape.
⸝
The gala was in full swing when you arrived, the grand ballroom filled with well dressed Gothamâs elite, all laughing, talking, and pretending to be better than they really were. As you walked in behind Bruce and Damien, you couldnât help but feel like a fish out of water.
Damien, ever the mini Bruce, stepped confidently beside you, his posture straight, eyes sharp. He barely even looked at anyone around him, already ready to shoot down any attempts at conversation. You, on the other hand, put on your best poker face, walking with your head high, but your mind already halfway to escaping.
Bruce was already surrounded by some of the usual suspects, but it didnât take long for the first person to notice you.
âYou know,â a woman with a glass of champagne in hand said, smiling in that way people did when they thought they were better than you. âItâs nice to see the Wayne family so well represented. A fine, upstanding family, despite⌠well, you knowâŚâ
The pause was intentional, like she wanted to see if youâd react to the snide remark. It was a comment about your familyâs history, a little jab that no one dared speak out loud but always found a way to slip into their conversations. Isnt being a woman supposed to be about supporting other women? Damien arguably had the same history as you.
You opened your mouth to say something, but Damien beat you to it.
âThatâs quite enough.â He said it flatly, stepping forward with a warning glare. âIâm sure if you donât have anything productive to say, youâd be better off leaving.â
The woman blinked, surprised by the bluntness, but Damien was already walking away, his weird little aura behind him like he was some miniature Dark Knight.
You couldnât help but smile at him. You were right. He was your favorite.
Bruce glanced at you both, an eyebrow arched. He had seen the whole exchange. You could practically feel him holding back a smirk.
âDamien,â Bruce said, his voice a little too controlled. âYou donât have to go picking fights.â
Damien didnât back down. âIâm simply defending Y/n. Some of these people need to remember their place.â
Bruce didnât say anything, but the faintest glimmer of approval passed through his gaze, and it was enough.
⸝
The night dragged on, but you found yourself less uncomfortable with Damien by your side. His quiet protectiveness, the way he always seemed to catch the smallest slight before you did, made it easier to navigate the pretentious conversations. Every time someone made a comment about your family, you could feel Damienâs posture tense and his eyes narrow. And each time, he defended you.
Despite everything, despite how much you complained about his bratty tendencies, Damien was your brat. the weight of the night began to settle. The glittering lights of the gala still flickered in your mind, but the presence of your father and Damien beside you made the ride back almost bearable. Damien, as usual, sat stiffly, his posture perfect even in the backseat of the car, while Bruce remained uncharacteristically quiet, his gaze focused out the window.
You couldnât help but glance over at Damien, who was looking out his own window, seemingly lost in thought. There had been a moment earlier when Bruce had shared a look with him, something small but meaningful a look you couldnât quite place. But it was enough to make you feel something unspoken between the two of them. It wasnât often you saw your father show a soft spot for anyone, let alone his own kids.
The car pulled up to the Manor, and as it came to a stop, you turned to Damien, the words already spilling out before you could stop them.
âYou know, youâre not as bad as you pretend to be,â you said, voice teasing but soft. âI might just like you after all.â
Damien scoffed. âYou shouldnât like me. Iâm better than you, after all.â
âPfft, whatever,â you grinned, ignoring his words. The sudden burst of affection you felt in that moment made you throw all your self control out the window. Without thinking, you lunged at him, wrapping your arms around him in a tight hug.
Damien let out an exaggerated, dramatic gasp, his body going stiff in shock. âUnhand me, woman,â he hissed, clearly uncomfortable with the sudden outburst of affection.
You ignored his protests, squeezing him tighter. âNope! Not until you admit that you love me.â
Damien scowled, his face flushing just slightly. âI do not love you, you foolish girl.â But there was no hiding the faint blush creeping onto his cheeks as he tried unsuccessfully to push you away.
Bruce, who had been watching the exchange with mild amusement, cleared his throat from the front seat, as though reminding you both that you werenât exactly alone. But it was too late to stop now.
You pulled back just enough to look Damien in the eye, still grinning like a cat. âCome on, admit it. I know you love me.â
Damien tried to glare at you, but there was no hiding the slight curve of his lips. âI tolerate you,â he said begrudgingly.
You held him tighter. âClose enough!â
He growled, finally breaking free from your grip. âThis is not over,â he muttered under his breath, adjusting his suit with a dramatic flair.
You leaned back, still grinning like an idiot. âSure, sure, Damien. You can pretend all you want.â
Bruce finally spoke up, his tone surprisingly light. âAlright, break it up, you two. Weâve still got a whole night to get through.â
Damien shot a glare at Bruce. âIâm not the one causing disruptions here.â
You and Bruce shared a look, and for just a brief second, you saw it, something rare and almost tender between the two of them. Damien wasnât as bad as youâd thought. he had his own way of showing care.
Damien, still grumbling, marched ahead toward the front door, muttering something about how he was going to âtrainâ and âget away from these ridiculous people.â But you knew better. Underneath the bravado, Damien was just like everyone else in this family he cared.
As you stepped out of the car and onto the front porch of Wayne Manor, the cool night air hit your face, carrying the faint scent of rain. You were exhausted, mentally drained from the fake smiles and shallow conversations of the gala, and the weight of the night hung heavy on your shoulders. You couldnât wait to retreat to your room, get out of this damn dress, and let your thoughts settle.
But as you walked toward the front door, something or rather someone caught your eye. Standing by the door, just under the archway of the Manor, was a familiar silhouette. The figure straightened when he saw you approach, a soft smile appearing on his face.
Conner.
Your heart skipped a beat. You hadnât expected him to be here, but there he was, waiting for you, like he always did.
âHey,â you said softly, as you run over to him. your exhaustion suddenly lifting at the sight of him.
He tilted his head, his expression a mix of amusement and concern. âYou look⌠very beautiful tonight.â
You let out a small, tired chuckle. âBeautiful? someone is learning how to express his emotionsâ
Connerâs brow furrowed, his eyes scanning you like he could see the exhaustion beneath your calm exterior. He stepped forward, his large frame nearly blocking the door. âYou okay?â
You nodded, but only half heartedly. âYeah, just⌠tired of it all. Tired of pretending.â
Conner didnât say anything at first, but his gaze softened. His next words were simple, but they always meant more than you expected. âyouâre done now, donât have to think about it now.â
You stepped closer to him, letting the tension in your body melt just a little. âThanks, Conner. It means a lot. I donât think I could stand much more of these stupid galas if I didnât know youâd be waiting for me.â
He smiled at that, the kind of smile that made your heart flutter in your chest, as he stepped aside to let you in. âAlways. You know Iâve got your back.â
You couldnât help but grin. âYouâre the best.â
Conner chuckled, stepping back as you passed him. âIâm just doing my job, keeping you out of trouble.â
You shot him a playful look over your shoulder. âReally? Keeping me out of trouble?â
He raised an eyebrow. âWell, you seem to find it even when Iâm not around.â
You couldnât help but laugh, but the moment you passed him, you felt his hand gently grasp your arm, a soft but firm hold that pulled you back toward him.
âWhat?â you asked, confused.
Conner was staring at you, his blue eyes intense but gentle. âYou looked like you needed someone tonight. If you want to talk about it, Iâm here.â
You stared at him for a moment, letting his words settle. But instead of saying anything, you simply let out a long sigh and let your shoulders relax. You didnât need to talk about it now. Not when Conner was here, offering comfort without the need for words.
Instead, you smiled softly, stepping into his embrace, feeling the warmth of his body against yours. âI think⌠I think I just need this right now.â
Conner wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close as if to shield you from everything outside this moment. âIâve got you.â
You closed your eyes, letting the familiar warmth of his embrace wrap around you.
The moment of quiet was shattered by the unmistakable sound of someone clearing their throat.
You tensed slightly, already knowing exactly who it was before you even turned your head.
Bruce stood in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest, expression unreadable but his presence alone was enough to make the warmth in your chest falter just a bit.
âItâs late,â he said, voice even, but carrying that weight of authority only he could manage. âYou should be inside now.â
You sighed, pulling back slightly from Conner but keeping your hand locked around his wrist. Of course, Bruce had impeccable timing.
âYeah, yeah, Iâm going,â you muttered, turning toward the door but you didnât let go of Conner. Instead, you tugged him along with you, acting like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Bruceâs eyes flicked down to your hand still gripping Connerâs, his expression barely changing, but you knew he noticed.
Conner hesitated for half a second, casting a glance between you and your father, as if gauging whether it was a terrible idea to follow you inside. But you werenât giving him a choice.
Bruce let out the tiniest sigh, stepping aside to let you both in, but not without a warning glance at Conner.
âDonât make me regret this,â Bruce said evenly.
Conner just glared at him, tight lipped smile. âWouldnât dream of it, sir.â
You definitely caught the way Bruceâs brow twitched ever so slightly at the sir, but you didnât dwell on it. You just smirked to yourself and pulled Conner further into the Manor, past your father, past all the unspoken tension, and straight toward the one place you could finally relax.
Conner leaned in as you walked, voice low and teasing. âYou dragged me in here.â
You grinned up at him. âWhat, scared of my dad?â
Conner huffed. âNo. But I am scared of what your brothers are gonna say when they see me here.â
You just laughed. âOh, you should be.â
As you pulled Conner deeper into the Manor, you moved quickly, knowing full well that the longer you lingered, the higher the chance of getting ambushed by one of your loving brothers.
You practically speed walked through the grand hall, past the dimly lit corridors.
âAh, welcome home, Miss.â
You skidded to a stop as Alfred appeared seemingly out of nowhere, standing near the bottom of the staircase with his usual composed demeanor.
Conner tensed beside you, standing up straighter like he was about to get scolded. Clearly, even he wasnât immune to Alfredâs presence.
You shot the butler a quick smile, still keeping a tight grip on Connerâs wrist. âHey, Alfred. Gala was awful, as expected. Goodnight!â
And before he could reply, you dragged Conner up the stairs.
âGoodnight, Miss. Goodnight, Mister Conner,â Alfred called after you, voice laced with mild amusement.
Conner barely managed to glance over his shoulder to offer a polite, âUh goodnight, sir,â before he was pulled around the corner and out of sight.
When you finally made it to your room, you threw the door open and all but shoved Conner inside before shutting it behind you with a sigh of relief.
âOkay, safe,â you muttered, leaning against the door.
Conner raised a brow. âYou act like we just broke into the White House.â
You pointed a finger at him. âThis house probably has better security than the white house.â
Conner snorted, shaking his head as he glanced around your room. Heâd been here before, but it was still surreal for him standing in Wayne Manor.
You walked over to your bed, flopping onto it dramatically. âI swear, I love Alfred, but he always pops up at the worst moments. Itâs like a sixth sense.â
Conner smirked, stepping closer. âMaybe he was just making sure I wasnât sneaking in to corrupt his favorite Wayne.â
You peeked up at him through your arms. âBold of you to assume Iâm his favorite.â
He sat down beside you, resting his elbows on his knees. âYou definitely are.â
You grinned, nudging him lightly with your foot. âFlatter me more, Superboy.â
Conner just chuckled, shaking his head. âYou donât need flattery. You already know how great you are.â
You huffed, rolling onto your side. âTell that to my dad.â
Conner didnât say anything right away, just let his hand rest on yours, grounding you. You let out a slow breath, the exhaustion of the day finally settling in.
âGet some sleep,â Conner murmured. âIâll stay as long as you want.â
You didnât even think about it before squeezing his hand. âStay.â
And he did.
Conner sat beside you on the bed, his fingers tracing absentminded circles against your wrist. The room was dimly lit, casting shadows across his face, making his blue eyes stand out even more than usual. He was warm, solid, grounding in a way you desperately needed after the night youâd had.
You shifted closer, tilting your head up toward him. He caught the movement instantly, his gaze flicking down to your lips before he leaned in, closing the space between you.
The kiss was gentle at first, unhurried. His lips pressed against yours in a way that made your chest tighten not with nerves, but with something softer, something steady. His hand slid up, fingertips brushing your jaw before cradling your face, pulling you just a little closer.
You sighed against him, your hands resting against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath your palms. He kissed you again, deeper this time, as if memorizing the shape of your lips, as if reminding himself that you were here, that you were his.
A loud noise from the window, followed by the distinct sound of fabric rustling, and then.
THUD.
Conner barely had time to pull back before a voice cut through the moment.
âOh, come on I just ate.â
You both snapped your heads toward the window, where Tim stood, looking absolutely horrified, like heâd just walked in on the worst crime imaginable.
You groaned, flopping back onto the bed. âJesus Christ, Timâ
Tim pinched the bridge of his nose like he was experiencing actual pain. âYou know I tolerate this relationship for your sake, right? Doesnât mean I need to see it.â
âTheres a reason weâre in my room with the door closed. what did you even want anywaysâ
âOk miss shitbag, I was gonna see if you brought any food from the galaâ
Conner, looking far too smug for someone just caught making out, leaned back on his hands. âYou couldâve knocked.â
Tim made a disgusted face. âKnocked? On her window? I didnât think I needed a warning before coming in.â He gestured wildly between the two of you. âI thought I was safe! But no, I have to live with the trauma of seeing my best friend all over my sister.â
You threw a pillow at him. âWe werenât even doing anything!â
Tim caught it with one hand, unimpressed. âThere was face touching. Thatâs enough.â
Conner just shrugged. âIf it makes you feel better, I think sheâs a better kisser than you.â
Tim immediately gagged, doubling over like heâd been physically attacked. âWHY WOULD THAT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?!â
You burst out laughing, while Conner grinned like heâd won something.
Tim groaned dramatically, shaking his head as he turned toward the window. âI hate this. I hate both of you. Iâm leaving.â
âGoodnight, Tim,â you called sweetly.
âI hope you both stub your toes,â he shot back before disappearing out the window.
As soon as he was gone, you turned to Conner, still grinning. âYou did that on purpose.â
Conner smirked. âMaybe.â
You rolled your eyes before pulling him back down into another kiss because if Tim was gonna be dramatic about it, you might as well make it worth it.
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so like i saw this prompt somewhere on here about a reader reachingâŚ. completion and the other saying âi know babyâ and im currently longing for the time when I used to play this game all the time
Kaeya Alberich
The night air in Mondstadt is crisp, carrying the faint scent of dandelions and the distant hum of revelry from the city below. But here, within the quiet sanctuary of Kaeyaâs room, the only sound that matters is the soft cadence of his voice.
It had started with a drink, just one. A quiet escape from the noise of the tavern, from the ever watchful eyes of the city. Kaeya had offered, his smirk playful, his voice dripping with charm.
âStay a little longer tonight, wonât you?â
And youâd said yes, because how could you ever say no to him?
Now, the candlelight flickers, casting warm shadows along the walls, bathing the room in a golden glow. Kaeya leans against the edge of his bed, a glass of wine resting in his palm, swirling lazily as he watches you from beneath heavy lashes. His coat had long since been discarded, leaving him in that deep blue shirt, the top buttons undone, exposing of his collarbone.
âYou always look so tense,â he murmurs, tilting his head. His voice is smooth, teasing, but thereâs something else beneath it something softer. Something meant only for you. âYou let everyone else see you so strong, so put together⌠but I wonder,â he sets the glass down with a soft clink, his gaze locking onto yours, âwho do you fall apart for?â
The weight of his words settles deep in your chest, warm and heavy. Your fingers twitch against the fabric of your clothes, a quiet tell you know he doesnât miss. Thereâs something thick in the air between you, something unspoken but understood.
Kaeya rises from his seat, slow and deliberate, his movements fluid like the wine in his glass. He steps closer, close enough that you can feel the coolness of his body against the warmth of your own. His gloved fingers reach up, ghosting over your jaw, tilting your chin up just enough to meet his gaze.
âLet me, just this once,â he breathes, his voice a whisper between you. His fingers brush against your skin, featherlight, as if testing, waiting for permission. âLet me see you unravel.â
And you do.
â
The room is warm, the scent of candle wax and wine lingering in the air. The flickering light casts shadows over Kaeyaâs face as he hovers above you, his body flush against yours, pressing you into the soft mattress beneath him. The usual playfulness in his expression has melted into something deeper something raw.
His breath is uneven, his usual composure slipping with every desperate movement. His lips trace slow, open mouthed kisses down the curve of your neck, his gloved hands roaming over your body, mapping you like heâs trying to commit every inch of you to memory.
âYouâre so beautiful like this,â he murmurs against your skin, his voice rough, hoarse with need.
Your breath hitches, fingers twisting into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer. He exhales a soft curse against your throat, his forehead pressing into the crook of your neck as he tries to steady himself, to hold on just a little longer. But the way you move beneath him, the way you whisper his name itâs undoing him.
Kaeya groans, a deep, broken sound, his grip tightening around you as he presses you impossibly closer. His body shudders, his breath ragged, his voice barely a whisper as he murmurs against your lips, âItâs okay⌠Let go, baby. Iâve got you.â
And when you do, when pleasure overtakes you, leaving you trembling beneath him, Kaeya follows soon after. His breath stutters, his arms wrapping around you like he never wants to let go, his entire body shuddering against yours as he loses himself completely.
Even when the waves of pleasure fade, he doesnât move, doesnât pull away. He stays pressed against you, his heart hammering against your own, his fingers tracing lazy circles over your skin. His lips ghost over your temple, pressing soft, lingering kisses against your heated skin.
âI know, baby,â he murmurs, voice thick with exhaustion and something softer something more vulnerable. âI know.â
The night is quiet save for the sound of your breathing, the distant hum of Mondstadt beyond the window. And in that moment, wrapped in Kaeyaâs arms, you know neither of you is ready to let go just yet.
VERY SHORT VERY SELF INDULGENT
Touya Todoroki / Dabi x reader
Summary: As you pick Touya up from rehab, you reflect on how you got here
WARNING: hurt/ barely comfort. Itâs a Dabi fanfic so prepare for rude behaviour and a lot of self deprecation on his part.
word count : 9734
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RUN BOY RUN - Woodkid
â^. .^ââ You drum your fingers against the steering wheel, staring at the front doors of the rehab center like they might explode. The car hums softly beneath you, the afternoon sun casting long shadows across the parking lot. Youâve been sitting here for a while, waiting. Thinking.
Itâs been weeks since you last saw Touya. Weeks of wondering if heâd actually stay. Weeks of resisting the urge to show up just to check.
And now, finally, here he comes.
The doors push open, and there he is, hands stuffed in his jacket pockets, shoulders hunched against the wind. His hairâs a mess, probably hasnât touched a comb in days and his scars catch the sunlight in a way that makes them stand out even more. He looks tired, in a way thatâs more than just physical. But his eyes? Still sharp. Still him.
The second he spots you, he stops. Just stands there, staring, like he wasnât expecting you to actually be here.
You push open the car door and step out before he can overthink it. âHey,â you say, keeping it easy.
Touya scoffs, tilting his head. âHey.â His voice is rough, like he hasnât used it much.
You take him in, scanning for any sign of what? A breakthrough? A relapse? Hell if you know. He just looks⌠different. Not better, necessarily. But different.
âHow was it?â you ask.
Touya rolls his eyes. âAwful.â Classic. âSame boring speeches, same awkward group sessions. Food was shit.â
You smirk. âNo shock there.â
He exhales sharply, something like amusement, but you donât miss the tension in his shoulders.
âBut you stayed,â you say, watching him closely.
Something flickers across his face quick, almost undetectable. He looks away, shifting his weight. ââŚYeah,â he mutters. âGuess I did.â
For a moment, neither of you say anything. Itâs not awkward, just⌠heavy. The weight of everything unsaid sits between you, pressing at the edges. You had spent weeks wondering if heâd bail, if youâd get some shitty phone call, if youâd ever see him again. And now heâs here. Whole.
Touya clears his throat and jerks his chin toward the car. âYou just gonna make me stand here, or what?â
You blink, shaking off your thoughts. âRight.â You open the passenger door. âGet in.â
He hesitates for half a second before slumping into the seat with a quiet sigh. As you settle into the driverâs side, you glance at him out of the corner of your eye. Heâs staring out the window, absently picking at the frayed edge of his sleeve.
You grip the wheel. âYou hungry?â
Touya snorts. âDepends. You taking me somewhere that serves actual food?â
âYeah, yeah. No more rehab cafeteria mystery meat, I swear.â
For the first time, he smirks just barely, but itâs there. Then, after a beat, he mutters, ââŚThanks for picking me up.â
Something tightens in your chest, but itâs not worry this time.
âYeah yeah,â you say, pulling out of the parking lot. ânow donât get emotional on me.â
Touya leans his head against the window, exhaling as the car rolls forward, the sun sinking lower in the sky. And for now, thatâs enough.
â-
When you met him, no one could have guessed that heâd be in your car sharing an intimate bond to intimate so fast.
The first time you and Dabi met, he tried to kill you.
No, really he actually tried. None of that lazy, half-assed, villain posturing. He sent a fucking wall of blue fire straight at you, no warning, no witty one liner. And when you barely managed to dodge, he clicked his tongue like he was annoyed you had the audacity to survive.
âShouldâve just stood still,â heâd said, tilting his head, eyes gleaming with something between amusement and boredom. âWouldâve saved us both a lot of time.â
âYou always this much of an asshole, or am I just special?â you shot back, already bracing for the next attack.
Dabi had smirked, rolling his shoulders. âDunno. Guess weâll find out.â
That was how it started.
And somehow, for reasons neither of you ever addressed, your run-ins turned into something else. You fought, sure. But over time, it stopped feeling like an actual battle and more like⌠a routine. A bad habit. A game. He never went for the kill. You never hit him hard enough to stop him. And when the fights ended, more often than not, youâd end up talking.
Which led to nights like this.
Tonight, it was an abandoned lot. Heâd set some shit on fire, youâd put it out, and now he was perched on the edge of a rusted-out shipping container, cigarette between his fingers, watching you like he was waiting to be entertained.
âYouâre getting slow,â he remarked, exhaling a curl of smoke.
You shot him a look as you stomped out the last few embers. âOr maybe youâre just getting predictable.â
Dabi snorted. âYeah, keep telling yourself that.â
You climbed up onto the container, ignoring the way he barely shifted to make room for you. He always did that sat like he dared you to invade his space, then acted all put out when you actually did.
âReal ambitious arson job tonight,â you muttered, stretching out your legs. âYou only half-commit to everything, or just crime?â
Dabi flicked ash in your direction. âLike youâre one to talk. You had at least three chances to stop me, and you didnât.â He shot you a sideways glance, smirk twitching at the corner of his mouth. âStarting to think you like having me around.â
You rolled your eyes. âYeah, because listening to you bitch and moan is so much fun.â
âHey, someoneâs gotta keep you on your toes,â he said, lazily tapping ash off the side. âCanât have you getting soft. If anything iâm helping a little girl become a heroâ
You scoffed but didnât argue. And that was the thing this was normal now. Fighting, bickering, sitting around after like you werenât supposed to be on opposite sides. Like you werenât supposed to be enemies.
Maybe thatâs why you started noticing things.
Like how he leaned against walls like his legs were seconds from giving out. Or how his hands shook just a little when he smoked, like the heat didnât quite reach all the way through him. Or how, no matter how sharp his smirk was, his eyes never quite matched.
And because you were a fucking idiot, you started caring.
Which is why, after another long, pointless fight, you threw a water bottle at him.
Dabi caught it, glaring. âThe hell is this?â
âHydration, dipshit,â you said, wiping sweat from your forehead. âYâknow, because youâre a walking pile of burnt kindling, and Iâd rather not have you passing out mid fight.â
He stared at the bottle like it had personally offended him. Then at you. Then back at the bottle.
âYou do realize I hate you, right?â he deadpanned.
âUh-huh. Drink the damn water, Dabi.â
His jaw tightened, fingers flexing like he was debating throwing it at your head.
Instead, he cracked the cap open, took a slow sip, and never broke eye contact.
ââŚYouâre fucking annoying,â he muttered.
You grinned. âAnd yet, here we are.â
He exhaled sharply, flicked his cigarette away, and leaned back against the wall. For once, he didnât have a comeback. Just sat there, eyes flickering toward the skyline, quiet for once.
Not as a villain. Not as a hero.
Just as a guy too stubborn to admit he might not hate the company and just maybe a guy learning people can care for him.
Though it didnât stop there, meetings became a lot more frequent.
âYou stalking me, hero?â
Dabi didnât even bother looking at you as you landed on the rooftop beside him. Just flicked his cigarette, barely missing your foot, and leaned back like he didnât have a care in the world.
You sighed. âYou just torched a building. Kinda my job to show up.â
âYeah? And yet, here you are not doing shit about it.â He smirked, finally turning to you. âShouldnât you be slapping cuffs on me or whatever the fuck it is heroes do?â
You rolled your eyes. âLike youâd let me.â
âDamn right I wouldnât.â He exhaled a slow stream of smoke, letting it curl between his fingers before he flicked the cigarette off the side of the roof. âAnd we both know you donât have the balls to try though you might like the cuffs on you.â
You clenched your jaw but didnât argue not wanting to entertain whatever thoughts heâs trying to imply, which only made his smirk widen. âThatâs what I thought.â
âYou always this fucking insufferable, or is it just for me?â
Dabi gave you a slow, lazy once-over, tilting his head. âI save my worst for special people.â
âWow. Flattered.â
âYou should be.â He stretched his arms over his head, sighing. âNot everyone gets to be my personal waste of time.â
You crossed your arms. âYou say that, and yet, youâre the one still talking to me.â
Dabi chuckled low, rough, full of something mean. âYeah. Guess I like watching you squirm.â
â-
You hit the ground hard, barely rolling in time to avoid getting fried. The pavement still sizzled from Dabiâs flames, burning through your sleeves as you pushed yourself up.
Dabi, still standing like he didnât just try to incinerate you, gave you the most unimpressed look of all time. âThat was pathetic.â
You spat blood onto the ground, glaring up at him. âYou hit like a bitch.â
Dabi actually laughed at that, crouching just enough to get in your face. âYou wish I hit like a bitch.â His fingers twitched, heat curling around them. âWe both know I could turn you to fucking ash if I wanted to.â
You swallowed hard but held his gaze. âThen why donât you?â
He tilted his head, watching you like a cat watching a half dead mouse. Then his grin stretched slow and sharp.
ââCause I like this,â he murmured. âWatching you scrape yourself off the ground. Watching you try so fucking hard to be something.â He leaned in just a little closer, voice dropping to something almost amused. âItâs entertaining.â
Your fists clenched. âYouâre a real piece of shit, yâknow that?â
Dabi smirked. âYeah. And?â
You shoved yourself up, ignoring how your legs ached. âOne day, Iâm gonna put you down for good.â
His grin widened like that was the funniest thing heâd ever heard. âOh, please do.â
ââ
Dabi was sitting on the curb like he had just clocked out of a long shift at his 9-to-5 arson job. Arms draped over his knees, a half-burnt cigarette dangling from his fingers, and an expression so profoundly bored that you had to take a second to process the absolute wreckage behind him.
The alley looked like a battlefield. Scorch marks everywhere, trash melted into unrecognizable blobs, and some guy still smoking from the flames. He was groaning, which was good it meant he was alive. But considering how crispy he looked, he probably wasnât gonna be winning any beauty pageants soon.
You let out a long, suffering sigh. âDabi.â
Dabi tilted his head back lazily to look at you. Then he exhaled through his nose, unimpressed. âOh. You.â
You planted your hands on your hips, giving him the best I am so fucking tired look you could muster. âWhat the fuck happened this time?â
Dabi gave you a slow blink, like you just asked him why the sky was blue. âWhat the fuck do you think happened?â He waved a vague hand at the destruction behind him. âI had a bad night.â
You threw up your hands. âAnd what, this was your therapy session? You scorched a guy!â
Dabi sighed dramatically, rolling his neck. âAnd yet, heâs still breathing. How âbout that?â
You groaned, dragging your hands down your face. âYou have to stop causing problems for fun.â
He snorted. âWrong. The problems cause me for fun.â
You gave him a long, unimpressed stare. âDid you read that off a bumper sticker?â
Dabi smirked. âNah. Came up with it just now. Pretty good, huh?â
You ignored that. âDid it ever occur to you to just⌠I donât know, go home and watch TV like a normal person?â
âI am watching something,â Dabi said, grinning. âYou. Losing your goddamn mind.â
You let out a slow, deep breath, resisting the urge to punt him into the nearest dumpster.
Then Dabi rested his chin on his palm, gaze flicking over you. âAnd yet, here you are. Again.â
You squinted. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He smirked. âIf I had a dollar for every time you showed up to stop me but didnât actually stop me, Iâd be able to afford the therapy that daddy dearest never gave me.â
You jabbed a finger at him. âListen here, you little shitââ
âI mean, really,â he went on, like you hadnât spoken. âYou could be off doing hero stuff. Arresting actual villains. Filing paperwork. Touching grass. But nah. Instead, youâre here. With me.â His smirk widened. âKinda pathetic, donât you think?â
Your fingers twitched. So help me God, you thought, if I donât get out of here in the next five minutes, I am actually going to commit a crime.
You inhaled sharply through your nose, turned on your heel, and started walking.
âYouâre not worth the effort.â
Dabi chuckled behind you, lazy and full of smug amusement.
âKeep telling yourself that, hero.â
ââ
The drive is quiet. its a warm kind of quiet. No one felt like they wanted break it. It was comfortable.
Touya is slouched in the passenger seat, arms crossed, jaw locked, radiating the kind of hostility that could curdle milk. His whole vibe is very moody teenager who just got grounded, which is impressive considering heâs a grown-ass man.
You let the silence ride for a while, because you know him. You know heâs stewing. Probably pissed at himself for actually staying in rehab instead of setting the place on fire and walking out in a dramatic blaze of glory. Maybe pissed at you for witnessing the fact that he actually completed something for once in his life.
After a few more minutes of unbearable tension, you finally break.
âYou want food?â
Touya snorts. âWhat, we celebrating?â
You keep your eyes on the road. âI just figured youâd rather eat something that isnât microwaved cardboard.â
âBold of you to assume I even ate that shit.â
You exhale slowly through your nose. Patience. Touya is like a stray cat he hisses, scratches, and pretends he doesnât need anything, but if you ignore him long enough, he eventually starts lurking near your door at dinner time.
âThereâs a diner up ahead,â you say, because you will be feeding this dumbass whether he likes it or not. âItâs either that or you starve.â
Touya sighs, like agreeing to basic human needs is such a burden. âFine. Whatever.â
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The diner you pull into looks like it shouldâve been condemned twenty years ago. The neon sign flickers like itâs having an existential crisis, and the parking lot is a graveyard of questionable life choices.
Inside, the place is nearly empty just a couple of truckers at the counter, mumbling over half-eaten plates of regret. The waitress barely looks up as you both slide into a booth.
Touya, being Touya, immediately sprawls out like he owns the joint, kicking his feet onto the seat across from him. He snatches up a menu but doesnât actually read it just taps his fingers against the table like heâs already planning an escape route.
The waitress shuffles over, popping her gum. âWhatâll it be?â
âCheeseburger. Extra fries. Coffee,â Touya says, snapping the menu shut like he just finalized a business deal.
You squint at him. âCoffee? This late?â
He raises an eyebrow. âOh, Iâm sorry, are you my mom now?â
You stare at him, debating whether or not to slide his menu across the table and slap him with it.
Instead, you sigh and place your own order. The waitress scribbles it down, looking just about as done with this conversation as you are, then walks off.
Touya slouches even further if he keeps this up, heâs going to merge with the booth. âSo. You gonna give me some big, cheesy speech about how proud you are of me?â
You donât even blink. âDo you want one?â
His lip curls. âHell no.â
âThen no.â
Touya squints at you like heâs waiting for the catch. Like youâre gonna hit him with some life is a journey Hallmark bullshit at any moment. But when you donât, he just clicks his tongue and looks away.
âYou didnât have to come get me,â he mutters. âCouldâve just called a cab.â
âYeah, I couldâve.â You lean back in your seat. âBut I didnât.â
His fingers twitch against the table, like he wants to argue but canât come up with a good enough reason. So instead, he scoffs and mutters, âYouâre a pain in the ass.â
You smirk. âYeah, well. So are you.â
When the food finally arrives, Touya wastes zero time inhaling it like heâs fresh out of a 24-hour famine. Fries? Shoveled into his mouth at breakneck speed. Burger? Absolutely demolished. Itâs impressive, really. Borderline concerning.
You eat like a normal human being, sipping your drink as he continues his speed run.
Eventually, between bites, he mutters, ââŚFoodâs not bad.â
You hide your smile behind your drink. âIâll take that as a thank you.â
Touya glares. âDonât push it.â
You let the conversation fizzle out after that. No talking about home. No lectures. No big emotional moments. Just greasy diner food and the occasional sarcastic remark.
And when you both eventually leave and get back in the car, he doesnât argue when you take the long way home. Doesnât snap when the silence stretches again this time a little less heavy.
And maybe, just maybe, thatâs his way of saying thanks.
Youâre halfway through your plate when you notice it Touya has stopped inhaling his food like a wild animal and is just⌠sitting there. Not glaring, not throwing sarcastic barbs, just absentmindedly pushing a fry around his plate with a vaguely thoughtful expression.
You blink. âOh God.â
Touya raises an eyebrow. âWhat?â
âYouâre thinking.â You point at him with your fork. âThatâs never a good sign.â
He scoffs, shoving the fry into his mouth. âShut up.â
But he doesnât immediately follow it with another insult, which is weird. He just leans back, arms crossed, staring at you like heâs weighing whether or not to say something.
You tilt your head. âWhat?â
He exhales sharply through his nose, like this this moment, this entire night is physically painful for him. Then, finally, he mutters, âYou look tired.â
You blink again. âWow. Thanks. Thatâs what every person wants to hear.â
Touya rolls his eyes. âIâm just saying. Whenâs the last time you actually slept?â
You shrug. âI sleep.â
He snorts. âYeah? When? Between your constant babysitting and whatever dumbass hero shit youâre doing?â
You open your mouth, then close it. Because okay, maybe you donât get as much sleep as you should. But itâs not like heâs one to talk.
Touya notices your hesitation and smirks. âThatâs what I thought.â
âYeah, well,â you huff, stabbing at your food, ânot all of us have the luxury of napping through our responsibilities.â
âLuxury?â He scoffs. âI was in rehab.â
âYou chose not to set the place on fire and escape. I call that a vacation.â
Touya stares at you for a second, then against all odds laughs. Not his usual sharp, mocking laugh, but something quieter. Real. It throws you off so badly that you just sit there, blinking at him.
âWhat?â he asks, still smirking.
âYou laughed.â
He tilts his head, pretending to think. âShit, did I?â
âYes, and it wasnât even a mean laugh.â You squint. âAre you dying?â
Touya rolls his eyes. âYouâre so fucking dramatic.â
âSays the guy who fake-died for three years.â
âTouchĂŠ.â
You shake your head, still thrown by the fact that heâs being⌠weirdly chill. Like heâs actually letting himself exist in this moment instead of treating it like some obligatory punishment. Itâs suspicious.
Then, just as youâre about to call him out on it, he reaches across the table, plucks a fry off your plate, and pops it into his mouth.
You gape at him. âDid you justââ
âYep.â He grabs another one. âWhatâre you gonna do about it?â
You slap his hand away, scandalized. âI fed you! I rescued you from microwave mush, and this is how you repay me?â
Touya grins, all teeth, the corners of his eyes crinkling just slightly. âConsider it a tax.â
You groan, dropping your head onto the table. âI shouldâve left you in rehab.â
âEh,â he says, stealing one more fry just to be an asshole, âbut you didnât.â
And for once, thereâs no smugness behind it. Just quiet acknowledgement.
No thank you, no big emotional revelation just a stolen fry and the simple fact that, no matter how much of a pain in the ass he is, you still showed up.
â
The air was thick with smoke, the night split by the wail of sirens and the distant shouts of first responders. The whole block was bathed in flickering orange light, fire consuming what used to be a warehouse now it was just a giant cautionary tale about what happens when dumbasses with unstable quirks play with explosives.
You exhaled through your nose, mask pulled up high, and glanced at the six-foot wall of muscle and arrogance standing beside you. Fucking Endeavor.
âSo,â you said, tilting your head toward the raging inferno, âA+ work on the whole âsubtle infiltrationâ plan.â
Endeavor didnât even look at you. Not surprising. âThis isnât the time for sarcasm.â
You gestured broadly at the absolute catastrophe in front of you. âSee, I disagree. Because if weâre not laughing, weâre crying, and Iââ You clapped a hand to your chest. ââam emotionally fragile.â
âFocus.â His voice was clipped, sharp, like he was the only professional here.
You rolled your eyes. âRight, right. âNo nonsense. Only mission.â Because God forbid we acknowledge that this is a shitshow.â
He ignored you, which was basically the foundation of your entire working relationship.
âWhatâs the plan?â you asked, already scanning the building for signs of movement.
âContain the fire and get the survivors out,â he said, striding forward. Flames licked up his arms, rolling off his shoulders like he wasnât currently surrounded by highly flammable debris.
You sighed, flexing your fingers. âCool. Love a good ârushing into a death trapâ moment.â
Still no reaction.
You followed him in, ducking through the collapsed doorway as heat immediately punched you in the face. Smoke curled through the halls, thick and suffocating, clinging to the walls like a living thing. You yanked your sleeve over your mouth, glaring at Endeavorâs broad back.
âYou ever not act like youâre fireproof?â you muttered.
âI am fireproof,â he shot back.
You scoffed. âOkay, but Iâm not, so letâs not turn this place into a crematorium before weâre done.â
Predictably, he didnât dignify that with a response.
You both moved quickly, scanning the rooms, stepping over broken crates and unconscious bodies. Most of the smuggling ring had been handled either burned, unconscious, or very interested in getting arrested if it meant not being roasted alive.
The first survivors were on the second floor, huddled in what used to be an office but was now just another death trap.
You stepped over the threshold, crouching beside a barely conscious man. âHey, buddy,â you murmured, hoisting him onto your shoulder. âLetâs get you the hell out of here before this place caves in, yeah?â
Endeavor hauled up another survivor with ease, barely even trying. God, so annoying.
âGet them out,â he ordered. âIâll keep moving.â
You adjusted your grip, ignoring the sweat rolling down your temple. âAwesome. You run headfirst into hell, Iâll play babysitter.â
You turned on your heel, smoke curling at your feet as you hurried back out.
By the time you made it outside, paramedics were already rushing forward, taking the man from your arms. You exhaled sharply, rolling your shoulders, and turned back toward the warehouse.
Endeavor was still inside.
Not that you doubted him. He was the number two hero for a reason. But youâd seen enough missions go south to know that confidence didnât mean shit when fire had a mind of its own.
Thenâ
An explosion rocked the building.
Your stomach lurched, heart pounding. For a split second, pure instinct screamed at you to move, to go back in but then, blue-orange flames burst from the second floor, and a moment later, Endeavor strode out of the smoke, dragging the last survivor behind him.
Because of course he did.
You let out a short laugh, shaking your head. âYeah, yeah. Congrats on being a one man army.â
He barely spared you a glance, brushing soot off his shoulder like he hadnât just walked through an explosion. âHandled.â
You huffed, crossing your arms. âOh, for sure. Totally casual. You ever not act like you just expect to survive every dumbass decision you make?â
His eyes cut to you, sharp and assessing. âYou donât take this seriously enough.â
You arched an eyebrow. âAnd you take it so seriously you forget to breathe. Maybe if you stopped treating every mission like a personal vendetta, people wouldnât be so quick to call you an ass.â
His expression didnât change. âI get results.â
You snorted. âAnd I get migraines every time we work together. Funny how that works.â
Endeavor let out a huff his version of done with this conversation and turned away, stalking toward the police.
You sighed, running a hand through your hair as you surveyed the mess around you. Another night, another catastrophic team up with Japanâs most emotionally constipated man.
You really needed a drink after this.
But before you could make a break for the nearest bar, a voice rumbled beside you.
ââŚYou did well.â
You blinked. Slowly turned your head.
Endeavor didnât look at you just kept his gaze on the wreckage, arms crossed, face unreadable.
You squinted. âIâm sorry. What?â
His jaw ticked, like saying it physically pained him. ââŚI said, you did well.â
A slow grin spread across your face. âHoly shit.â
Endeavor immediately looked regretful. âForget it.â
âOh no no no, you donât get to take that back.â You clutched your chest, mock gasping. âEndeavor praised me? I think I might cry.â
He sighed through his nose, very pointedly not engaging.
But you werenât done.
âWow. This must be what being a favorite child feels like.â You nudged him with your elbow. âDoes this mean I get a âWorldâs Okayest Sidekickâ mug? Maybe a â#1 Emotional Support Heroâ t-shirt?â
Endeavor turned his head slightly. âYou want a mug?â
You blinked. âWait. Are you serious?â
He shrugged, which, coming from him, was basically a yes.
You grinned.
Oh, you were never letting him live this down
Now your relationship with the number 2 hero was never your favourite team ups. Though you did feel a strange bit of validation and growth every time you had the chance.
â
You had fought villains, survived explosions, and worked with Endeavor without committing arson (yet), but nothing, nothing. had prepared you for sitting at the Todoroki family dinner table.
Yet here you were, trapped between Hawks, who looked way too entertained, and Shoto, who was sipping his drink like he was emotionally detached from this entire situation.
Endeavor sat at the head of the table, arms crossed like he also didnât want to be here, and Fuyumi was the only one smiling like this wasnât the most awkward hostage situation youâd ever been part of.
âSo!â she said brightly, setting down a plate in front of you. âHow has working with my dad been?â
You immediately froze, a piece of food halfway to your mouth. Slowly, slowly, you turned your head to glance at Endeavor.
He was already looking at you.
Judging.
Daring you to open your mouth and ruin your career.
Hawks, the absolute devil, nudged your side with his elbow. âGo on. Be honest.â
You took a sip of water to buy yourself some time. âWellâŚâ You cleared your throat. âHeâs, uh⌠very efficient.â
Shoto snorted. âThatâs a polite way to put it.â
You pointed your fork at him. âSee? He gets it.â
Endeavor exhaled through his nose, which, given the fact that his entire body was basically a walking furnace, made it look like he was barely restraining himself from setting the table on fire. âIf you have something to say, say it.â
Hawks smirked, leaning closer. âYeah, say it.â
You shot him a you are so dead after this look before sighing dramatically. âFine. You want the truth?â You turned to Endeavor. âWorking with you is like trying to have a conversation with a brick wall, if that brick wall was actively judging you and could also set things on fire.â
Fuyumi gasped. Shoto took another sip of his drink. Hawks nearly collapsed against the table, laughing.
Endeavor, completely unfazed, just grunted. âYou still get the job done.â
âWow,â you deadpanned. âI am so touched.â
Hawks wiped a fake tear from his eye. âMan, this is so much better than I imagined.â
You turned to Fuyumi. âBlink twice if you need rescuing.â
She actually laughed at that, waving a hand. âOh, itâs not that bad!â
Shoto, still completely monotone: âIt is that bad.â
Endeavor let out the longest suffering sigh of his life.
By the time dinner ended, you were slumped against the doorway, utterly drained. Hawks, of course, was thriving, stretching his arms over his head. âWell, that was fun! Same time next week?â
You whipped around. âDo not manifest that.â
Fuyumi clapped her hands together. âOh! That would be wonderfulââ
âNO.â You pointed a warning finger at Hawks. âThis is your fault.â
He grinned. âWorth it.â
As you stepped outside, you exhaled deeply, rubbing your temples. âI need a drink.â
Hawks slung an arm over your shoulders. âTold you itâd be fun.â
You shoved him off. âKeigo, I swear to godââ
â
Fighting Dabi was always a pain in the ass. Not just because of the fire which, yeah, was a huge problem but because he never shut up.
Tonight was no different. Flames roared around you, painting the alleyway in flickering blue as you dodged another wave of heat. The bastard was laughing, like this was some kind of game.
âWhatâs the matter, hero?â Dabi taunted, taking a lazy step forward. âToo hot for you?â
You huffed, rolling your shoulders as you steadied yourself. âWow, never heard that one before. You come up with that yourself?â
His smirk widened. âNah. I save my best material for special occasions.â
Before you could throw back another quip, Dabiâs eyes flickered to your uniform specifically, to the slight burn mark on your sleeve, barely visible but unmistakable.
And then, his entire demeanor changed.
His smirk faltered, replaced by something sharper. More calculating. His gaze darkened.
âHuh.â He tilted his head, stepping closer. âThatâs interesting.â
You kept your stance firm, watching him carefully. âWhat?â
Dabiâs eyes flicked back to yours, his grin returning, but this time it was more⌠sinister. âThat burn mark.â
You frowned, glancing at your sleeve. âYeah? What about it?â
He let out a low chuckle, but there was something off about it something almost too amused. âBeen spending time with other guys? I thought we were exclusiveâ
Your stomach twisted, but you kept your expression neutral. âoh? and what makes you say that?â
Dabi crossed his arms, the flames around his hands flickering dangerously. âSo⌠youâve been working with him, huh?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âOh, donât play dumb.â His voice dripped with something between mockery and genuine intrigue. âYouâve been on missions with Endeavor.â
You still werenât sure why that mattered to him, but something in his tone made your skin crawl. You scoffed, keeping your voice even. âYeah, so? Heâs the number two hero. I work with a lot of pros.â
Dabi let out a slow whistle, shaking his head. âMan, thatâs hilarious.â
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat the hell is so funny?â
His smirk widened, but it didnât reach his eyes. âYou, hero. Running around, playing sidekick to that bastard.â He let out a low chuckle, stepping even closer. âI wonder⌠did he finally get what he wanted?â
Your jaw clenched. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Dabiâs smirk twitched, like he was enjoying some inside joke at your expense. âNothing. Just seems like you donât know your mentor as well as you think.â
Something about the way he said it sent a chill down your spine. But you werenât about to let him rattle you. âIf youâve got something to say, say it.â
Dabi just grinned, stepping back. âNah. I think Iâll let you figure it out yourself.â
And before you could stop him, he vanished into the night, leaving behind nothing but embers and more questions than you wanted to deal with.
â
You had somehow let Fuyumi trick you into another dinner. You werenât sure how it happened one second, you were wrapping up a mission with Endeavor, and the next, you and Hawks were walking up to the Todoroki house like it was some weekly scheduled event.
âYou manifested this,â you muttered, glaring at Hawks as you knocked on the door.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â he replied, smirking. âI think this is great for you.â
âI hope you get hit by a rogue Nomu.â
The door opened before Hawks could come up with a comeback, and Fuyumi greeted you with her usual bright smile. âYou came!â
âYeah, yeah, against my better judgment,â you muttered as she ushered you inside.
This time, the vibe was slightly less tense than before. Natsuo still wasnât here (no surprise), but the rest of the family was present Endeavor looked like he would rather be anywhere else, Shoto was neutral as always, and Hawks was making himself way too comfortable again.
As Fuyumi moved to set the table, you noticed something different this time a photo album was open on the coffee table, pages slightly worn at the edges.
You nudged Hawks and motioned toward it. âLook at this. Actual proof that Endeavor has been outside of a crime scene.â
Hawks chuckled, leaning in. âWow. I canât even picture him smiling.â
You flipped a few pages, finding old photos of Fuyumi, Shoto, and Natsuo when they were kids. The pictures looked almost normalâalmost like any other family.
Then you saw a photo that made you pause.
It was a boy, older than Shoto but still young, with white hair and striking blue eyes. He was grinning, arms crossed with a cocky smirk, like he knew he was the coolest person in the room.
You frowned, tapping the picture. âWhoâs this?â
Fuyumi turned from the kitchen and followed your gaze. Her expression softened just slightly. âOh⌠thatâs Touya.â
You glanced at Hawks, who also looked mildly surprised. âHuh. Never heard of him.â
Fuyumiâs smile dimmed just a little. âHe was our oldest brother.â
Was.
You werenât dumb. That single word told you enough.
Endeavorâs entire posture tensed, but he didnât say anything, just kept staring at the table like the conversation wasnât happening.
Shoto was unreadable as ever. âHe passed away a long time ago.â
You blinked, looking between them. You hadnât even known Endeavor had another kid, and now you were learning he was dead?
Hawks, who was usually one to crack a joke, was silent beside you, his sharp eyes studying the photo with an unusual seriousness. âHow?â
Fuyumi hesitated, shooting a glance at her father. âAn accident,â she said carefully. âA fire.â
You didnât need a full explanation to understand there was a lot more to the story than she was letting on. The entire atmosphere in the room had shifted like an invisible weight had settled over the conversation, suffocating and heavy.
You looked at the boy in the picture again. Touya. Something about his expression, his posture, felt oddly familiar, but you couldnât place why.
Hawks leaned back, whistling lowly. âDamn. Didnât know you had another sibling, Shoto.â
Shotoâs eyes flickered to his father before looking away. âMost people donât.â
You glanced at Endeavor, who was completely silent, jaw clenched. If the man was already emotionally constipated on a good day, now he looked like someone had shoved a grenade down his throat and pulled the pin.
Yeah. You were not asking follow-up questions.
Fuyumi gave you a sad smile before quickly trying to shift the mood. âAnyway! Dinnerâs ready.â
You exchanged a glance with Hawks, silently agreeing to drop it for now.
But as you ate, your eyes kept drifting back to that photo. There was something about it, something that made your stomach twist.
Something that told you this wasnât the whole story.
â
Youâre barely five minutes into the drive when Touya starts fidgeting. One leg bouncing, fingers tapping, sighing dramatically every few minutes like heâs about to say something and then deciding against it.
You ignore him for as long as humanly possible.
Then another heavy sigh.
âFor fuckâs sake,â you say, glancing at him. âWhat?â
Touya smirks. âNothing. Just love a good awkward silence.â
You roll your eyes and turn down a side street, heading toward an old parking lot on the edge of the city. Itâs the kind of place thatâs either a sketchy drug deal spot or just an abandoned lot that no oneâs cared about for years. Either way, itâs empty, which is exactly what you need.
When you park, Touya squints at you. âOh, nice. Super ominous.â He leans back, crossing his arms. âSo, what, this is where you tell me youâve secretly been hired to kill me? âCause, honestly? Shouldâve done it before you wasted money on my food.â
âYeah, yeah,â you mutter, digging around in the glove compartment. âIâm playing the long con.â
Touya watches as you pull out a slightly crumpled pack of cigarettes. He blinks. âThe hell? Since when do you smoke?â
âI donât.â You tap the pack against your palm, knocking one loose. âExcept when I do.â
He huffs a laugh and pulls out his own pack. âTerrible influence. Hope you know that.â
âYouâre literally the last person who gets to say that to me.â
Touya just shrugs, flicking his lighter open. He takes a slow drag, then leans over the console, offering you the lighter with a lazy smirk. âGo on, then. Join me in my terrible life choices.â
You roll your eyes but lean in, lighting your cigarette. The first inhale burns your lungs in a way thatâs almost nostalgic, and when you exhale, the smoke curls into the night air.
For a while, neither of you speak. Just sit there, smoking in companionable silence, staring out at the city lights in the distance.
Then Touya, ever the shit-stirrer, side-eyes you. âSoooo⌠youâre in love with me, right?â
You cough on your cigarette, nearly choking. âWhat the fuckââ
He grins, leaning back against the seat. âI mean, think about it. You picked me up, bought me food, brought me to this super romantic abandoned parking lotââ He gestures vaguely. âLike, if youâre gonna confess, at least do it with some dramatic flair.â
You take a slow, pointed drag. Exhale. Stare him dead in the eyes.
âTouya,â you say dryly, âif I were in love with you, Iâd have worse problems than this cigarette.â
He snorts, tipping his head back. âFair point.â
Another silence stretches between you, this one lighter. Less heavy, more like⌠a pause between bullshit conversations.
Eventually, Touya flicks his cigarette out the window, watching the ember fizzle out. ââŚYâknow,â he mutters, âyou didnât have to pick me up.â
You shrug. âYeah. But I did.â
He side-eyes you again, expression unreadable. Then he exhales sharply and shakes his head. âIdiot.â
âYouâre welcome,â you say, smirking.
He groans, slouching further into his seat, but he doesnât argue.
And thatâs how you know he actually means thank you.
â
The smell of smoke still clung to the air, thick and acrid, curling in the space between you and Dabi⌠Touya. You didnât even realize you were gripping your fists until your nails bit into your palms, but you couldnât help it. You couldnât breathe.
It made sense now. The way he moved, the way he spoke, the way he never really tried to kill you even when he had the chance. The pieces had been there all along, but now they were clicking together too fast, too loud.
And Dabi- no, Touya- was watching you like a cornered animal, all teeth and venom, muscles tight like he was ready to bolt or attack, whichever came first.
âSay something,â he muttered, voice rough. âYouâre staring like a fucking idiot.â
Your throat was dry, words sticking to your tongue like glue. But then, finallyâ
âYouâre Touya.â
His jaw twitched, fingers curling at his sides. âNo shit.â
The sheer casualness of it nearly sent you over the edge. âNo shit?â You took a step forward, shoving a hand through your hair. âThatâs all you have to say? You.. You let me think you were just some guy this whole timeâ
âI am just some guy.â
âDonât fucking do that,â you snapped. âYou lied to me.â
Dabi let out a sharp, bitter laugh. âLied? Oh, thatâs rich.â He took a step toward you, voice dropping into something low and mean. âYou think I owe you the truth? That I was just gonna sit you down like, âHey, by the way, Iâm a walking family tragedy with daddy issues bigger than this whole fucking cityâ?â He sneered. âBe for fucking real.â
Your chest tightened, but you forced yourself to hold his gaze. âI thought weââ
âWhat? Had something?â His grin was all sharp edges, nothing warm behind it. âHate to break it to you, but that was your mistake.â
You felt something crack in your ribs, but you ignored it. âI trusted you.â
Dabiâs expression twisted into something ugly, something raw, but it was gone in an instant, swallowed up by that same defensive, sharp-toothed smirk. âThen youâre even dumber than I thought.â
You sucked in a sharp breath, hands trembling. âWhy are you doing this?â
He scoffed. âDoing what? Telling you the truth?â He stepped closer, and you could feel the heat radiating off him, warning you to back off but you didnât. âYou wanna play hero so fucking bad, then act like one. Arrest me. Fight me. Do whatever the fuck your little code tells you to do.â
You clenched your jaw. âYouâre pushing me away.â
âGood.â
That hit harder than it should have.
Silence stretched between you, thick and suffocating. Dabi wasnât looking at you anymore he was staring past you, at nothing, jaw tight like he was trying to hold back words that could shatter his teeth.
But youâd had enough.
You exhaled sharply and took a step back. âFine.â
His head tilted slightly, but he didnât move, didnât react.
You swallowed the lump in your throat. âGuess I was wrong about you.â
Dabi let out a short, hollow laugh, shaking his head. âGuess you were.â
The city felt too loud. Even with the distant hum of sirens fading into the night, even with the crackling embers of the smoldering wreck behind you, the weight in your chest made it hard to hear anything else.
TouyaâDabiâwas still standing there, arms crossed, head tilted just slightly like he was waiting for you to walk away. Like he expected you to.
And maybe you should.
Maybe you should turn on your heel, pretend like this conversation never happened, pretend like his words didnât bruise, pretend like your chest wasnât burning with something ugly and disappointed.
But you didnât.
Instead, you took a breath. Steadier this time. Then another.
âOkay,â you said, voice quiet but firm. âIâm leaving.â
His shoulders barely shifted. âYeah. Got that part.â
You ignored him. âBut Iâm not letting you do this.â
His jaw tensed. âDo what?â
âThis.â You gestured at the space between you, at the sharp, jagged edges of this conversation, at the way he was standing like a kicked dog trying to pretend it didnât hurt. âPushing me away like itâll fix anything.â
He scoffed, but it didnât have the same bite. âAnd what, you think not pushing you away is a better idea? Think about it, genius. What do you actually want from me here?â
Your fingers curled at your sides. âI want the truth.â
Touya laughed. It wasnât sharp this time wasnât even mean. Just quiet. Exhausted.
âThe truth?â He shook his head, looking past you again, somewhere far, far away. âI gave you the truth, and you didnât like it.â
âYou gave me a version of it,â you shot back. âThe one that hurts the least for you.â
His expression flickered for half a second something too fast to catch, something that almost looked guilty. Then, just as quickly, it was gone.
âAnd?â he said, like he was daring you to argue. âThatâs what people do.â
âNo, itâs what you do.â
Silence.
For the first time since this started, Touya actually looked at you. Fully. His eyes were hard, unreadable, but you could feel the tension underneath it all.
He thought this was the last time youâd talk. Thought this was the final thread snapping between you, the moment where youâd finally decide he wasnât worth the effort.
And maybe you should.
But instead, you exhaled, rubbing a hand down your face.
âYâknow what?â you muttered, stepping past him. âForget it. Just forget it.â
And for a second, you thought that was it.
But then, so quiet you almost didnât hear itâ
ââŚI didnât want you to know.â
You froze.
Turned back.
Touya was still standing in the same spot, still holding himself like his own body was a battlefieldâbut his fists were clenched, his head dipped just slightly, like this admission was something he hadnât meant to say out loud.
He let out a breath, shaking his head. âYou-â His voice cracked, and he swallowed hard. âYou were never supposed to know.â
Your heart twisted.
âWhy?â
He didnât answer.
Instead, he took a slow step back, eyes flicking somewhere over your shoulderâlike he was making sure you werenât blocking his escape route.
You stared at him for a moment longer, waiting.
He didnât say anything else.
Didnât take it back. Didnât try to fix it.
So you nodded, lips pressing into a tight line. âOkay.â
The city air was still thick with the scent of smoke, but the fire wasnât the problem anymore. Not really.
You should leave. You should let this be what he wanted it to be one clean break, one final cut before you could crawl too deep under his skin.
But then he said it again.
âI didnât want you to know.â
Barely above a whisper. A confession that sounded like it had been ripped from his throat against his will.
You froze. Turned back.
Touyaâs gaze flickered to you, but only for a second before he looked away, jaw locking.
You swallowed against the tightness in your chest. âWhy?â
Nothing.
Not right away, at least. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, fingers twitching at his sides like he didnât know what to do with them. Like he wanted to reach for something, maybe even you, but wouldnât let himself.
Finally, after what felt like forever, he exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âBecause you look at me like Iâm-â He stopped himself, mouth pressing into a thin line.
You tilted your head, stepping closer. âLike youâre what?â
Touya scoffed, rubbing a hand down his face before running it through his hair, shoulders tensing. âLike Iâm fixable.â
That knocked the air out of you.
âTouyaâŚâ
His fingers curled into fists, a sharp breath escaping through his teeth. âDonât.â
But you couldnât not. Not when he was standing there like this, when the usual cocky bravado had cracked just enough for you to see what was underneath.
âYou think Iâm trying to fix you?â you asked, voice softer now. âThatâs notââ You hesitated, choosing your words carefully. âThatâs not what this is.â
He let out a short, humorless laugh. âIsnât it?â
âNo.â You shook your head. âI just- I care about you.â
His head snapped up at that, eyes narrowing like the words had physically hurt him.
You took another step closer, slow, careful, hands open at your sides like you were approaching something fragile. âYou donât have to push me away.â
His throat bobbed.
For a moment, just one, you thought he might actually let you close the distance. Thought he might let his shoulders drop, let you see him without all the fire and sharp edges.
But then he stepped back.
Not far. Just enough. Just enough to tell you what he couldnât say out loud.
His head tilted slightly, like he was trying to keep his expression blank, but his voice betrayed him.
âI do have to.â
Your chest tightened. âWhy?â
Touyaâs jaw clenched, eyes darting away. âBecause if I donâtââ He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âItâll hurt more when you finally realize Iâm not worth it.â
Something in you cracked.
You wanted to scream. Shake him. Make him understand.
Instead, you just let out a slow breath. âThatâs not gonna happen.â
He huffed, a small, tired smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âYeah, well. Weâll see.â
The worst part was he truly believed that. He thought it was only a matter of time. That youâd come to your senses, see him for what he thought he was, and leave him behind before he could stop you.
And you could tell, deep down, that he was already bracing for it.
You hesitated for half a second before reaching out slowly, carefully and letting your fingers brush against his wrist. Just enough to feel the warmth of his skin, the faint, uneven texture of his scars.
His breath hitched.
Not a flinch. Not quite.
But he didnât pull away.
Didnât look at you either, though. Just stared at the ground, breathing unsteady, like he was trying to decide whether or not to bolt.
You squeezed, just slightly. âIâm still here.â
A pause.
Then, softer than anything youâd ever heard from himâ
ââŚFor now.â
And that? That was the closest heâd come to asking you to stay.
â
Dabi never liked to stick around after fights. He was a hit and run kind of guy burn what he wanted, say something snarky, and disappear before anyone could pin him down. But for some reason, he had been lingering more and more after your encounters. especially after how tense the last encounter everything had been weird. Yes you had found out he was Touya but he had also found out his current chase has been cozy with the thing he missed the most.
You werenât sure why. You werenât working together, you werenât allies, but somehow, you kept running into each other. And somehow, neither of you had killed the other yet.
Tonight was another one of those nights.
You had spent the last half hour chasing him through an abandoned district, dodging fire and insults in equal measure. Eventually, it turned into a weird kind of truce he had gotten bored, you had gotten tired, and now you were sitting on a crumbling rooftop, catching your breath while he lit a cigarette.
He exhaled, watching the smoke curl into the night air. âYouâre getting slower.â
You shot him a glare, still panting. âOr youâre getting faster.â
He snorted. âYeah, keep telling yourself that.â
You leaned back on your hands, staring up at the stars. âYâknow, for a guy whoâs so dedicated to burning society to the ground, you sure do waste a lot of time chatting with me.â
Dabi hummed, tapping ash off the side of the building. âMaybe I like watching you get pissed off.â
âOh, yeah, that definitely tracks.â You rolled your eyes, glancing at him. âSo? Whatâs the next step in your grand villain plan?â
He smirked, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. âWouldnât you like to know.â
You shrugged. âEh. If itâs anything like your usual, Iâm guessing âfire, explosions, and traumatizing civilians.ââ
Dabi let out a low chuckle. âNot a bad guess.â
There was a beat of silence. Then, casually, you spoke.
âHad dinner with your sister again.â
You hadnât looked at him when you said it, but you felt the way he tensed beside you.
It was subtle. So subtle that most people wouldnât have noticed. But you had been around him enough now to catch the small things. The way his fingers twitched slightly against the cigarette, the brief pause in his breathing.
His voice was even when he responded, but there was an edge to it. âOh yeah?â
You nodded. âYeah. She made this crazy good teriyaki chicken. Even got Hawks to shut up for a full five minutes.â
Dabi scoffed, taking another drag. âMiracle worker.â
âRight?â You smirked. âShoto was there too. And Endeavor.â
Dabiâs expression immediately darkened at the name, his grip on the cigarette tightening. âSounds like a real fun time.â
You ignored the bitterness in his tone. âIt was something, thatâs for sure.â You leaned forward slightly, resting your arms on your knees. âYâknow⌠she still talks about you.â
Dabi went completely still.
You kept your gaze ahead, pretending not to notice. âNot all the time. Just little things. The way you used to joke around when you were kids. How youâd always eat the last piece of tempura when nobody was looking.â
Dabi let out a short, humorless laugh. âShe remembers that?â
âShe remembers a lot,â you said, softer this time.
Another silence. Dabi stared at the horizon, jaw clenched. His cigarette burned between his fingers, the embers crackling in the quiet.
You watched him carefully. For all his arrogance, all his cruelty, there were cracks in the walls he had built. Moments like this, when you could almost see past the fire and spite when the boy he used to be bled through, just for a second.
But just as quickly, he shoved it down.
He flicked his cigarette away, standing up. âThis was fun, hero. Letâs do it again sometime.â
You frowned, watching him. âThatâs it? No snarky remark?â
Dabi gave you a grin, but it didnât reach his eyes. âDonât worry. Iâll make up for it next time.â
And before you could say anything else, he disappeared into the night.
But as you sat there, watching the last of the smoke fade into the sky, you couldnât shake the feeling that for just a moment. he had hesitated.
â
You both sit there in the car, letting the last wisps of cigarette smoke curl out the windows. Itâs quiet, save for the occasional rustling in the nearby bushes, which based on the location could either be a raccoon or someone plotting a murder. Either way, not your problem.
Touya exhales sharply, flicking his cigarette out the window. âSo, what now?â
You glance at him. âWhat do you mean âwhat nowâ?â
âI mean, what the hell are we doing? You kidnapped me from rehab, bought me food, let me pollute my lungs in peace feels like there should be a next step in this weird-ass bonding experience.â
âYou want a scrapbook?â You lean back against the seat, stretching. âMaybe a trophy? âCongratulations, you survived rehab and only complained about it 47 times!ââ
Touya scoffs, side eyeing you. âThatâs lowballing it. I complained at least 93 times.â
âYeah, I stopped listening after the first 50.â
He shakes his head, muttering something under his breath before running a hand through his already messy hair. âWhatever. This whole thing is pointless.â
âOh, my bad, I didnât realize I was supposed to plan a grand Welcome Back to Society party,â you say, deadpan. âShould I have rented a clown? Gotten one of those shitty banners that say âYou Did It!â in Comic Sans?â
Touya huffs a laugh but quickly wipes it off his face, like he refuses to let you win even a little. âYeah, Iâd rather set myself on fire again than be subjected to that.â
You smirk. âDamn, next time Iâll actually do it, then.â
Another silence stretches between you, but itâs not comfortable. You can tell heâs restless, fidgety, like heâs trying to swallow down some actual feelings and itâs making him physically ill.
And sure enoughâ
ââŚI donât know what the fuck Iâm supposed to do now.â
There it is. The actual problem.
You tap your fingers against the steering wheel. âWhat do you want to do?â
He gives you an exhausted look. âIf I knew that, donât you think Iâd be doing it?â
âHey, some people like being miserable. Youâre one of them.â
âFuck you.â
You grin. âThere it is.â
He rolls his eyes and slouches further into his seat. âIâm serious, dumbass. Like⌠what now? What the hell am I supposed to do? Get some boring-ass job? Become a âfunctioning member of societyâ or whatever bullshit they kept telling me in rehab? What if I just donât?â
You shrug. âThen donât.â
Touya blinks. âThatâs it?â
âYeah.â You throw him a look. âDid you want me to give you a whole therapy monologue? âYou got this, king! Chase your dreams! Live, laugh, love!ââ
He gags. âAbsolutely fucking not.â
âThere you go, then.â
He mutters something about you being insufferable under his breath before rubbing his face with both hands. âUgh. Whatever. This whole thing sucks.â
âYeah, well, welcome to being alive.â You stretch again, popping your back. âAnyway. Letâs go.â
Touya frowns. âWhere?â
âI dunno. But if youâre gonna sit there having a melodramatic crisis about your future, we might as well do it while driving.â
He stares at you. âYouâre so fucking stupid.â
âYouâre so fucking mean,â you shoot back, starting the car. âBuckle up, jackass.â
He groans but does it anyway, muttering complaints the entire time.
And with that, you pull out of the parking lot, heading absolutely nowhere by just you, a moody ex-arsonist, and a whole lot of sarcastic insults to get you through the night.