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Gojo Satoru X reader
Geto Suguru X reader
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3. Men who listen to mitski
The way this took so much effort because i wanted a funny chronically online scene for the reader but then remembered it was 2006 and had re write like half of it
if you missed the last chapters —>masterlist
₍^. .^₎⟆ The next day, you found yourself training with Gojo, as usual. The air was thick with the sound of shuriken slicing through the air, but something was off. Gojo’s movements weren’t as fluid as usual, his energy wasn’t as contagious.
“You’re a little off today,” you commented, narrowly dodging a sudden flurry of shuriken that came your way. You grinned, trying to keep the atmosphere light, but it was clear something wasn’t right.
He flashed you a grin, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Am I? Maybe you’re just slow today,” he replied, his voice teasing, but there was a strange sharpness to it that made you furrow your brow.
You took a step back, studying him carefully. This wasn’t the usual Gojo. The playful tone that usually had you laughing was gone, replaced by something more… tense. But you didn’t want to focus on it. You were here to train, not to try and read his mood.
“Hey, are you okay?” you asked, trying to keep things casual.
Gojo didn’t answer. Instead, his grin morphed into something more teasing, his eyes glinting with a strange intensity. “So, last night… you had fun with Geto, huh?” he asked, voice casual, but the words cut sharper than they should’ve.
You blinked, surprised. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Gojo shrugged, his expression light, but there was a tension in the air that you couldn’t ignore. “Oh, nothing,” he said. “Just noticed the jacket. You two seemed… cozy.” His grin was still in place, but there was something more biting about it now.
Your stomach tightened. That was the second time he’d mentioned Geto today. You didn’t know what was going on, but it didn’t sit right with you. “It’s just a jacket,” you said, trying to laugh it off.
His eyes narrowed, and the playful façade slipped for just a moment, revealing a flash of something deeper something that made you uncomfortable. “Hmm. Sure. But you know, you could’ve asked for my jacket. I thought we were closer. Guess I was wrong,” he muttered, almost to himself.
You felt a knot form in your chest. What was this? Why was Gojo acting like this? You weren’t even sure what was going on between you and Geto, but it didn’t feel like you’d done anything wrong. Yet, Gojo was making you feel like you had.
The next barrage of shuriken came at you, and you barely dodged in time. One grazed your shoulder, and you winced, irritation bubbling up. You tried to shake it off and focus on the fight. “Are you gonna keep throwing these until you get it out of your system?” you shot back, trying to keep your voice steady despite the unease creeping up your spine.
Gojo tilted his head, his eyes sharp. “What, are you mad?” His tone was light, but there was an edge to it now. “I just didn’t expect you to be all… buddy-buddy with him. It’s cute though, you two matching. Really sweet.”
You gritted your teeth, frustration flooding in. “What’s your problem, Gojo?”
“My problem?” He threw another shuriken at you, sharper, faster than the others. “You’re my problem. You—” He stopped himself, clearly realizing too late he’d said something more than he’d meant to. “You know what? Never mind. Just keep dodging.”
Another barrage came at you, but you avoided them with ease, though your patience was starting to wear thin. You weren’t going to let him throw you off track, but you could feel the growing tension between you.
“Gojo,” you began again, trying to force some calm into your voice, “What’s going on with you today?”
He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he just stood there, his usual nonchalance slowly returning, but it was forced, like he was trying too hard to keep up the front. “Nothing,” he muttered, his tone flat. “I’m just messing with you. Nothing’s going on.”
You narrowed your eyes, seeing through the cracks in his mask. There was something he wasn’t saying, and it was frustrating the hell out of you. “Look,” you said, taking a deep breath, “If you’ve got an issue with me or with Geto, just say it. I’m not gonna guess at what you’re thinking.”
Gojo flashed you that signature grin, the one that always made you feel like everything was fine, like nothing was too serious, but this time it felt like he wasn’t trying to comfort you “I don’t know what you mean,” he said, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “I’m just here to make you sweat. Keep up.”
But there was no real challenge in his voice anymore. His movements were slow, almost lazy, and you could tell he wasn’t really pushing you anymore. He was holding back, but you had no idea why.
The frustration was bubbling up inside you, a sense of unease you couldn’t shake. “Don’t give me that. You’ve never acted like this before.” You stepped forward, trying to keep your tone steady, but it was hard with the emotions swirling. “So, what’s going on, Gojo? Why are you acting like this?”
For a moment, Gojo’s grin faltered, just barely, before he quickly masked it with another casual shrug. “Nothing,” he repeated. “I’m just messing with you.”
You stood there for a moment, unsure whether to push further or to drop it. The problem was, you couldn’t drop it, not when you could see something shifting beneath the surface. You had no idea if it was jealousy, frustration, or something else entirely, but something was off, and it wasn’t just with him.
You bit your lip, trying to push the sinking feeling down. Maybe today wasn’t the day for answers, but you knew Gojo had something on his mind.
Then, just as you were about to take another step, you felt the sharp sting from your shoulder, the spot where the shuriken had grazed you earlier. You winced, holding your arm as you glanced at Gojo. He noticed, immediately dropping his teasing demeanor and stepping forward.
“Hey,” he said, his tone suddenly soft, all traces of the previous tension gone. “Let me see.” His voice was unexpectedly gentle, and you could hear the concern, even though he was trying to hide it.
You hesitated for a second before pulling your hand away, letting him check the cut. Gojo gently ran his fingers over the wound, his touch surprisingly careful. His usual cocky grin had disappeared, replaced by a quiet intensity as he inspected it.
“Does it hurt?” he asked, his brow furrowed slightly.
You shook your head, a little stunned by the sudden shift. “It’s fine, Gojo. It’s just a scratch.”
He didn’t seem convinced, still looking at the injury like it was more serious than it was. “Still,” he muttered, “don’t want you hurt, okay?” he lets out a small sigh “especially by me.”
You watched him, confused by the sudden change in mood. A second ago, he’d been throwing jabs at you, both literal and verbal and now here he was, tending to you like it was nothing.
You tried to read him, but Gojo’s face was a mask again, the playful grin returning even if it didn’t quite match his eyes. “cmon let’s get it wrapped up,” he said, his tone returning to its usual cocky cadence.
You stayed silent for a moment, trying to piece everything together. But Gojo didn’t seem to want to dive any deeper. He gave you one last look, and you could almost hear the unsaid words in the air between you, but he turned away quickly, dragging you without another word.
You followed, still holding your shoulder, the weight of everything left unsaid hanging heavily in the air.
—
a few years previously
It was a warm summer afternoon, the sun casting a golden glow over the playground where you and Gojo had spent countless hours together since childhood. The two of you were sprawled out on the grass, the faint smell of fresh cut grass mixing with the summer air. You lay side by side, heads tilted back, eyes staring up at the sky, watching the clouds drift lazily by.
“Hey, remember when we used to pretend we were superheroes?” Gojo asked, his voice light, as if it was just yesterday that you both had made up all kinds of ridiculous adventures.
You chuckled, turning your head to look at him. “Yeah, and you always insisted on being the most powerful one, even when I was clearly the more strategic one.”
He shot you a teasing grin, his white hair falling messily across his forehead. “Well I am the most powerful so I had to be the strong one. You needed someone to protect you.”
You rolled your eyes, nudging him lightly with your elbow. “Please, I was always the one saving you. You had no idea how to plan. I was the brains of the operation.”
Gojo laughed, the sound carefree, like it always was when the two of you were together. “Fine, fine. You were the brains, and I was the muscle.”
“Yeah, I can’t fight you on that one,” you agreed, smiling softly.
The two of you lapsed into a comfortable silence, the memories of childhood games and adventures playing in your mind like a movie you couldn’t stop watching. It felt strange to think about how things were about to change, how high school would be the next step for both of you, separating you from the simplicity of these carefree days.
“Hey, you think we’ll still hang out after we start high school?” Gojo asked suddenly, his voice quieter now, like he was considering something a little more serious than usual.
You shifted, propping yourself up on one elbow to look at him more closely. “Of course we will,” you said with confidence, though part of you was unsure, a little nervous. “We’ve been close since we were little. That’s not going to change just because we go to high school.”
Gojo turned his head to face you, his blue eyes unusually soft. “Yeah, but what if everyone else is… different? What if we’re not as close as we were?”
You smiled, giving him a small, reassuring nudge. “Gojo, we’ve always been close. No matter what happens, that’s not going to change. We’re always going to be us.”
He smiled back, a little brighter this time, though there was a flicker of uncertainty behind his eyes that only you seemed to catch. “Yeah. You’re right.”
You both lay back down, your fingers brushing for a moment before you settled into the grass again, the sound of the wind in the trees the only noise filling the space between you. It was moments like these that made you feel like time would never move forward, like nothing could ever pull the two of you apart.
As you both lay there, it was clear, no matter what high school would bring, you and Gojo would always be close. That bond was unshakable. And even as life would change, as it always did, you knew that it would never quite change the way you felt when you were together.
—
After practice, the tension that had settled between you and Gojo still lingered, but it was quieter now, more subdued. The usual spark in his eyes was a little dimmer, his usual cocky grin tucked away. “Hey,” Gojo finally spoke, breaking the quiet, though his voice wasn’t as playful as usual. “I’m sorry about earlier.”
You raised an eyebrow, surprised. “You’re apologizing now?”
He shrugged, running a hand through his messy white hair. “I don’t know. Just… being a little much today, I guess. Got in my own head for no reason.”
You glanced at him, still unsure what was going on. “You’ve been weird since practice. What happened?”
Gojo sighed, glancing ahead as if unsure how to explain himself. “I don’t know. Maybe I just didn’t like how things were last night. With Geto, I mean. I wasn’t mad, but… I guess I felt a little weird about it.”
You blinked, trying to piece it together. “Weird how? You think I did something wrong?”
“No, no, not that,” Gojo said quickly, shaking his head. “It’s just that you two seemed so… comfortable. It’s like I wasn’t part of the picture, y’know?” He stopped walking for a second, looking at the ground like he was thinking it over. “I guess I just got a little insecure about it, but that’s on me, not you.”
The confession hung in the air, and for a moment, you were silent, letting it sink in. “You don’t need to worry about that. I mean, we’re all friends, right? Geto and I… we were just talking. Nothing more.”
Gojo’s eyes softened slightly, and he nodded slowly. “Yeah. I know. It was dumb. But sometimes I get caught up in my own head, and things just get weird. I don’t want to make things uncomfortable.”
You smiled gently, trying to lighten the mood. “It’s fine. Just don’t go making assumptions, okay? If something’s bothering you, just talk to me. I’m not going anywhere.”
Gojo flashed a small smile at that, but it wasn’t his usual smirk. It was quieter, more thoughtful. “Yeah. I guess I need to stop overthinking stuff.”
You both continued walking, the silence between you now more comfortable. “So, are we good now?” you asked, breaking the quiet again.
Gojo nodded. “Yeah, we’re good. I’ll try not to be such a pain in the ass next time.”
You laughed softly, nudging him with your elbow. “Just don’t be a jerk. That’s all I ask.”
He grinned then, the familiar playful glint returning to his eyes, though it was tempered with something more sincere now. “Deal. But you know you love me anyway.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help the smile tugging at your lips. “Sure, sure. You’re my idiot.”
Gojo chuckled, the tension between you now feeling like a distant memory. “Yeah, and I’m fine with that.”
The two of you continued walking, The day had just started and nobody like gojo could make you feel so much in such little time.
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Shoko Ieiri never asked to be the unwilling audience to whatever tragic, slow burn, one sided romantic drama her two idiot best friends were trying to pull off. But alas, here she was in the front row seat to the disaster. So let’s present a four part mini opera of watching a dumpster fire puke out babies.
It was another regular morning at Jujutsu High. The classroom was quiet, everyone minding their business, trying to get through the day without anything too ridiculous happening. Wishful thinking. Because on the other side of the room, Y/n was drumming their pencil against the desk, humming a tune.
Gojo leaned in, ever so smooth, flashing his usual grin. “Hey, Y/n, what do you say we grab lunch together? Just the two of us?”
Ah, there it was. The daily delusion. Shoko sighed, resting her chin in her palm, waiting for the inevitable crash and burn.
Y/n turned, their face with confusion, not with realization, but pure, innocent excitement. “Gojo, don’t we all eat lunch together everyday? that’s like a no brainer.”
Gojo’s grin faltered for half a second before he recovered. “…Yeah… sure, whatever. You’re just so fun to be around, Y/n. It’s never a harm to ask” He threw in a wink, as if that was going to help.
Shoko took a slow sip from her water bottle . Pathetic. Then looking at her bottle, the stickers all plastered were from you every time you go out to the city in tokyo. You always bring back one for her
Looking back up you were already turning away to her direction. “Hey, Shoko, did you watch that episode of Nana I was telling you about? It was so good!”
Gojo blinked. Shoko stared.
Amazing. That was a direct hit. Instant death. No jujutsu technique needed.
Gojo slumped over his desk, muttering something about how he was right there and you could talk about that show with him while Shoko just smirked. This was getting entertaining.
Between classes, everyone filtered through the hallways, chatting, stretching, or plotting how to sneak past Yaga’s next lecture. But Shoko? She was once again a reluctant bystander to whatever foolishness Geto was about to attempt.
Geto, the smooth talker, slid in with an almost dramatic tone. “So, there’s this new café that opened up downtown. Maybe we could check it out later today? I’m know you’d love the desserts.”
Now, a normal person would recognize this for what it was, an invitation, a clear attempt at spending time together, possibly even a date.
Y/n was not a normal person.
“Oh! I love desserts! But—” They suddenly stopped, looking deep in thought. “Oh! I still have some cookies left from last week’s batch. I should probably finish those before they get stale.”
Geto blinked, his calculated charm thrown completely off course. “Uh, yeah. I guess that would be a smart thing to do.”
Shoko stifled a laugh. Geto, you absolute fool. You thought you were different?
He tried again, nudging them slightly. “But if you do decide to ditch the cookies, I’ll happily accompany you”
Y/n grinned. “That sounds fun, but I really do love my cookies.”
And there it is. Another fatality.
Geto sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Right, right…”
By the afternoon, the four of them had gathered in the courtyard, basking in the rare moment of peace before things inevitably went to hell again. Shoko, once again, sat back to enjoy the train wreck unfold.
Gojo tried first. “So, I was thinking… We could go out for ice cream later. Just the two of us.”
A good attempt. Direct, casual. Maybe this time?
“Ice cream? Oh, that sounds fun!” Y/n nodded, and for a brief moment, hope glimmered in Gojo’s eyes. But then.
“Though I should probably focus on dinner first. Maybe I should stop by the store later for ingredients.”
Gojo smiled, but it was strained. “Yeah… sure, ingredients for dinner.” He shot Geto a please, I’m dying here look, but Geto only shrugged.
Geto leaned in, voice smooth as always. “Honestly, you should just let me take you out to dinner instead. We know by now I know all the best spots. No need to worry about cooking.”
Y/n blinked before smiling. “Oh! That’s so sweet of you, Geto! But, I swear, I’m so bad at picking good places”
Here it comes, Shoko thought, already knowing where this was headed.
“—Like, I thought that noodle place last week was a great idea, and then it was super salty, and—”
Geto chuckled, exasperated. “Yeah, well, that’s why I said i’ll just take you to the best places. No more bad decisions.”
“Wow, you’re are so thoughtful!” Y/n beamed. “Maybe we should all go together, huh? That would be fun!”
Gojo and Geto exchanged a silent look.
They’re not gonna make it.
Shoko sighed, tossing her cigarette away.
Later that afternoon, everyone was gathered at the training grounds, but the real battle had nothing to do with cursed techniques. It was the ongoing war of Will she ever take a hint?
Spoiler: No.
Gojo leaned toward Geto, whispering, “This is getting ridiculous. I should just straight up ask.”
Geto sighed. “Nah. If she’s not getting it now, she never will. just need to wait for the perfect moment.”
Meanwhile, Y/n practically skipped past them, grinning. “Hey, Gojo, Geto! After training, you wanna come watch me try this new recipe I found? I bet it’ll be fun!”
Gojo and Geto exchanged yet another defeated glance before sighing in unison.
Shoko exhaled, flicking her lighter open and shut. Idiots. All of them. But at least it was entertaining.
Maybe one day they’d figure it out.
…Probably not.
—-
The sun beginning to set as you and Geto found yourselves finishing up with the day’s training. Most of the students had already scattered, and Gojo had disappeared to God knows where, leaving just you and Geto alone in the training grounds.
You were still bouncing around with that same vibrant energy, talking about all sorts of things, mostly food, as usual. Geto watched you for a moment, a smirk on his lips. He had tried so many times to ask you out subtly, to flirt here and there, but you were always too distracted by something else, too bubbly to catch the hints.
He sighed softly, running a hand through his black hair. It wasn’t that he wasn’t enjoying your company, it was exactly the opposite. You were easy to be around, your endless energy infectious, and his patience had reached its limit.
You turned to him, noticing the way he was looking at you. “What’s up, Geto? You look like you’re thinking hard about something.”
He took a step closer, his eyes meeting yours with an intensity that made you blink in surprise. “Alright, enough of this.” He said it bluntly, no more jokes or subtle hints. “Listen, you and I are making ramen tonight. Just us. No Gojo, no distractions. We’re doing this.”
You tilted your head, completely oblivious to the seriousness in his voice. “Ramen? Ooh, sounds fun! Wait, do you mean like, together together?” You asked, your enthusiasm growing.
Geto felt a small chuckle bubble up. “Yeah, together together.” He mimicked your tone, feeling a little ridiculous at how long he’d been trying to get you to notice the actual intentions behind his words. “Just the two of us. We’re cooking. No interruptions.”
It finally clicked. He could see the sparkle in your eyes as your face lit up. “Oh! That sounds amazing! I love making ramen! We can make it super spicy, and I’ll bring the snacks!!”
He paused, staring at you for a moment as the realization hit him: Maybe he had been going about it all wrong. You weren’t the kind of person who needed subtlety or flirty comments to catch on. No, you needed directness.
“Exactly,” Geto said, a little more softly, his usual teasing smile playing on his lips. “Just you and me. No distractions. We’ll make the perfect ramen.”
You bounced on your heels, the excitement in your voice palpable. “Yes! I’m so down. Let’s make it a fun night! I promise I’ll keep the kitchen mess to a minimum… well, mostly.” You laughed, already imagining how the night would go.
Geto shook his head fondly, a warm smile finally tugging at his lips. “I’ll believe that when I see it.”
As the two of you walked off together to gather ingredients, he couldn’t help but feel a bit lighter. Maybe it wasn’t about trying so hard to get your attention. Maybe it was just about spending time together, letting things unfold naturally. Tonight was a start, at least.
And as you skipped ahead, chattering excitedly about ramen, Geto’s heart did something strange, something he hadn’t quite expected. Maybe this was the way to get closer to you after all.
—-
The quiet hum of the city outside was drowned out by the bubbling broth on the stove and your excited rambling about spice levels.
Suguru found himself watching you more than actually cooking. You were fully in your element, tossing ingredients into the pot with reckless confidence, tasting as you went, adjusting flavors with an enthusiasm that made him smile.
He wasn’t sure when it had started, this thing where he always tried to pull your attention toward him. maybe it was when he first laid his eye on you. He could never tell. Being around you warped his sense of composure Maybe it was back when Gojo first took an interest in you loud, obnoxious, and always draped over your shoulder, demanding your attention.
Suguru had done the same, in his own way. Casual compliments, lingering glances, even slipping little jokes into conversations that only you would catch. But no matter what, you never seemed to pick up on it. If Gojo did the exact same thing, you just laughed, played along, as if it was all part of the game.
Had you ever noticed that Suguru was trying just as hard? That he had been fighting for your attention this whole time?
“Suguru,” your voice cut through his thoughts, bringing him back to the present. You were holding a ladle out to him, expectantly. “Taste test.”
He blinked, then leaned down, taking a careful sip. The broth was rich, spicy, just a little too much heat but that was exactly how you liked it.
You grinned at him. “Good, right?”
He licked his lips, letting the flavor settle before nodding. “Yeah. It’s perfect.”
Your grin widened as you turned back to the stove, humming to yourself.
Suguru exhaled through his nose, shaking his head slightly. Maybe all this time, he had been making things too complicated. Maybe it wasn’t about trying to win your attention over Gojo’s, or proving something to himself. Maybe it was just about moments like this standing next to you, cooking together, existing in a space that was just yours.
He reached over, plucking a noodle from the pot before you could swat his hand away.
“Hey!” You huffed, glaring playfully. “Patience, Geto.”
He smirked, chewing as he leaned against the counter. “I’ve been patient for a long time.”
You rolled your eyes, but there was warmth in your expression. “Well, it’s paying off now, isn’t it?”
Suguru paused. Then, a slow, genuine smile spread across his face. Yeah. Maybe it was.
—
Suguru smirked as he leaned against the counter, arms crossed as he watched you fuss over the ramen. The way you were talking fast paced, slightly dramatic, and full of over the top confidence reminded him of someone else.
“You know,” he said casually, “I’m starting to think that when Gojo isn’t around, you just turn into a mini version of him.”
You froze mid-stir, turning to face him with an exaggerated gasp. “Excuse me?”
He raised an eyebrow, his smirk growing. “Think about it. You get loud, overly confident, and act like you’re the star of the show. Sound familiar?”
You pointed the ladle at him, scandalized. “I do not act like Satoru.”
Suguru chuckled. “You literally just did the dramatic gasp he does whenever someone insults him.”
Your mouth opened to argue, but then you paused, replaying your own reaction in your head. A look of horror crossed your face. “Oh my God.”
“There it is,” Suguru teased, laughing. “Acceptance is the first step.”
You groaned, dramatically slumping against the counter. “This is terrible. I can’t be like him! I have dignity!”
“Uh huh.” Suguru rolled his eyes. “Keep telling yourself that.”
You grumbled under your breath as you went back to stirring the ramen. “I don’t even wear ugly sunglasses like he does.”
“Yet.”
You whipped around and flicked a droplet of broth at him, making him dodge back with a laugh.
“This is slander,” you huffed, but there was amusement in your eyes. “I’m way cooler than Satoru.”
Suguru hummed, pretending to think. “Eh. Debatable.”
You scoffed, shoving him lightly. “You’re the worst.”
“And yet, here I am, spending my night with you instead of doing literally anything else.”
You paused at that, blinking up at him. Suguru realized a second too late how genuine that had sounded.
You tilted your head. “Is that your way of saying you like spending time with me?”
Suguru clicked his tongue, turning back to the counter to hide his face. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, mini Satoru.”
You snorted, bumping his shoulder before going back to the ramen. “Whatever you say. Regular boring sized Suguru”
He sighed, shaking his head but he couldn’t help the small smile tugging at his lips.
He wasn’t sure why, but something about this moment felt… different. The usual teasing from Gojo was absent, no one else was around to interrupt, and for once, he had your attention all to himself.
“You keep staring,” you said suddenly, not looking up from the pot.
Suguru blinked, caught off guard. “Yeah? Maybe I just like watching you cook.”
You snorted, finally glancing at him. “You’re just waiting for me to mess something up, aren’t you?”
“Now why would I do that?” He grinned, but the truth was, he hadn’t even thought about the mess you were inevitably going to make. His mind had been too preoccupied with something else something he hadn’t quite figured out how to say yet.
You waved a hand at him. “Okay, okay, taste test round two.” You scooped up a bit of broth and held the spoon out. “Be honest.”
Suguru leaned in, lips brushing the spoon as he took a slow sip. Your eyes were locked on him, waiting expectantly.
“…It’s good.”
“That’s it?” You frowned, tilting your head. “Just ‘good’?”
Suguru held back a chuckle. “It’s really good.”
You beamed. “That’s better.”
Silence settled for a moment, broken only by the occasional bubbling of the pot. Suguru knew he should say something should bring up the fact that he wasn’t here just because of the ramen, that he wasn’t just tagging along for fun. But the words felt… stuck.
He’d spent so long trying to get you to notice him, to see him the way he saw you. But Gojo was always there, taking up space, making everything a competition. Suguru had been competing without even realizing it.
Maybe it wasn’t a competition at all. Maybe it was just this.
“You’re thinking really hard about something again,” you pointed out, nudging him with your elbow. “You’re gonna hurt yourself.”
Suguru scoffed. “Very funny.”
“I am funny,” you shot back before turning back to the stove, humming to yourself.
Suguru hesitated, then reached out, lightly tugging at the sleeve of your uniform.
You blinked, looking up at him in confusion. “What?”
For once, Suguru didn’t try to be subtle.
“Thank you,” he said simply.
You tilted your head. “thank you? what do you mean”
He chuckled. “for… being yourself. with me, I’m glad it’s just us.”
Your expression softened, and for a moment, Suguru thought just maybe you finally understood what he meant.
You smiled. “Me too.”
And for now, that was enough.
You and Geto leaned back in your chairs, full and satisfied after your surprisingly successful attempt at making ramen. The kitchen was a complete disaster, a few stray noodles on the floor, and broth splashed in places you definitely didn’t remember spilling it
Wiping your mouth with the back of your hand, you grinned. “Okay, I’m not gonna lie… that might’ve been one of the best meals I’ve had in a while.”
Geto stretched his arms behind his head, looking as effortlessly cool as ever. “I’ll admit, I’m impressed. This turned out better than I expected. Though… I’m still not sure how I feel about all the weird internet jokes you kept throwing in.”
You gasped dramatically. “Excuse me? Those are top tier. Don’t act like you didn’t laugh when I said, ‘I like turtles.’”
“I laughed because it was random,” he said, shaking his head, though amusement flickered in his eyes. “Honestly, I’m starting to think you spend too much time online.”
You scoffed. “Hey, just because you don’t appreciate the beauty of Charlie the Unicorn doesn’t mean I have a problem.”
Geto groaned. “That was disturbing. You made me watch a video about a unicorn getting its kidney stolen.”
“It’s iconic,” you corrected. “If you don’t know about Charlie, You don’t deserve the internet at all”
He raised an eyebrow. “That’s kinda the goal.”
You shook your head in mock disappointment. “Wow. So you’re telling me you don’t even check MySpace every day?”
“Nope.”
You gasped again. “You don’t even… wait, do you even have a MySpace?”
Geto smirked. “Wouldn’t you like to know?”
“Oh my God. You don’t, do you?” You pointed at him. “You’re a MySpace hater.”
He chuckled. “I wouldn’t say I hate it. I just don’t see the point of telling the whole world my favorite song and ranking my friends.”
“You are so lucky we made good ramen, or else I’d be rethinking this friendship.”
He shrugged, completely unbothered. “I’ll live.”
You slumped dramatically in your chair. “This is honestly tragic. You probably don’t even know about ‘Peanut Butter Jelly Time.’”
Geto rolled his eyes, but he was clearly holding back a laugh. “I know about it. And I regret knowing about it.”
“You just have no taste,” you said with a grin, finishing off the last bit of broth in your bowl. “But don’t worry, I’ll make sure to educate you properly. By the end of this year, you’ll be quoting ‘The End of the World’ without even realizing it.”
He gave you a side glance. “If that happens, I need you to know that it’s entirely your fault.”
“Obviously,” you said proudly.
Geto shook his head, his smirk softening. “Still, I gotta admit… all this internet nonsense? It makes you you.”
You paused, stomach flipping slightly at the unexpected sincerity in his tone.
“Wow,” you teased, trying to ignore the warmth creeping up your neck. “You’re getting all sentimental on me now?”
He shrugged. “Just telling the truth.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help smiling. “You’re still insufferable.”
He raised an eyebrow, his smirk turning a little softer. “You love it.”
You let out an exaggerated sigh. “If you say so. But I’m still not forgiving you for all that slander against early internet culture.”
“Oh, I’m sure you’ll find some way to get back at me,” Geto said, moving to clear the dishes like it was no big deal. “But for now, I’ll give you the win. The ramen was good.”
You leaned back in your chair, watching him. “You’re not half bad yourself, you know.”
He met your gaze, smiling in that quiet, knowing way of his. “Maybe next time, I’ll teach you how to cook something special. Not just ramen.”
You laughed, shaking your head. “You just wanna flex your superior cooking skills.”
“Maybe,” he said with a wink as he rinsed his bowl. “Or maybe I just like spending time with you.”
Your heart did a weird little flip. He didn’t even seem to realize what he’d just said, but it hit you harder than you expected.
You blinked, covering it up with an easy smirk. “Oh? And here I thought I was the one keeping things interesting.”
He shot you a teasing look over his shoulder. “You do. That’s why I keep coming back.”
But then, with a final chuckle, Geto turned back to the sink, and the moment passed. You exhaled, pushing yourself up to help him clean. “Alright, alright. I’ll let you have this one.”
“Good,” he said with that infuriatingly smug smile. “You know I don’t like to lose.”
You rolled your eyes, but your grin stayed put. now busy packing away the leftovers from your ramen experiment, the kitchen finally settling into some semblance of order after the chaos of cooking. Humming to yourself, you scraped the last of the broth into a container, already thinking about what to do next.
“Hey,” you called over your shoulder, “we should have a movie night. You, me, Gojo, and Shoko. It’ll be fun.”
At the sink, Geto let out a small, barely audible sigh as he wiped down the counter. It was so subtle you almost missed it, but something about the way his shoulders tensed made you glance over at him. He didn’t say anything, just kept scrubbing at an already clean spot like it had personally offended him.
“Movie night?” you repeated, a little softer now. “It’s been a while since we all hung out. We can watch something dumb like She’s the Man or Napoleon Dynamite, just eat snacks and chill.”
Another pause. This time, you caught the way his jaw tensed before he exhaled.
“You in?” you asked, tilting your head, trying to read him.
“Yeah, sounds great,” he replied, but his voice was flat, and when he put the dishcloth down, he did it with way too much care like he was making an effort not to be rough with it.
Something was definitely off.
You smiled at him anyway, hoping to lighten the mood. “Awesome! I’ll text everyone and see what they wanna watch.”
Grabbing your phone, you started typing, but you kept sneaking glances at Geto. He had moved to the fridge now, but instead of grabbing anything, he just stared inside like it would tell him what to do next. His fingers tapped idly against the door, and his expression was distant, like he wasn’t really present.
You hesitated before speaking again. “Hey,” you said gently, “are you okay?”
He blinked, snapping out of whatever thought had him distracted. “Yeah,” he said, his voice quieter now. “Just tired.”
You didn’t entirely believe him, but you also didn’t want to push. Instead, you softened your approach. “too much ramen?”
He gave a small shrug. “Something like that.”
You hummed in understanding. “Well, no pressure. If you don’t feel up for a movie night, I can make up some excuse to cancel. Ill say gojos ego gave me a headache or something.”
That got a small chuckle out of him brief, but there. “Tempting,” he admitted, closing the fridge without taking anything. “But it’s fine. I don’t mind hanging out.”
You smiled. “Good. But if you do want to dip early or just chill instead of watching some dumb comedy, just say the word, okay?”
He looked at you then, really looked at you, and for the first time that evening, the tension in his shoulders seemed to ease a little. “Alright,” he said, softer this time. “Thanks.”
Feeling like you’d at least chipped away at whatever was bothering him, you turned back to your phone. “Cool. Everyone’s in. We’ll start at eight.”
He nodded, walking over to lean against the counter, watching as you set your phone down. He seemed calmer now, but there was still something unreadable in his expression.
“You want me to pick up snacks?” you asked, glancing at him.
“No need,” he said, shaking his head. “I’ve got it covered.”
You studied him for a second, then decided to let it go. Instead, you grinned. “Alright, cool. Then I’ll focus on setting up the couch. You know how Gojo is about his pillow arrangements.”
That actually got another small smirk out of him, and he shook his head in mild exasperation. “Yeah. He acts like he needs a throne to watch a movie.”
You laughed. “Exactly! Which is why I will be taking the best spot before he gets here.”
Geto just shook his head again, but there was warmth behind his usual sarcasm this time.
You grabbed a blanket from the corner and started draping it over the couch. “Okay, so what do you wanna watch?”
He shrugged. “I’m fine with whatever.”
You gave him a pointed look. “Come on. You always have opinions about movies. What’s your guilty pleasure pick?”
He rolled his eyes but smirked slightly. “I don’t have one.”
You gasped dramatically. “Not even The Lizzie McGuire Movie?”
“Not a chance.”
“Alright, what about High School Musical?”
“Still no.”
You huffed. “You hate joy.”
He chuckled, shaking his head. “I don’t hate joy. I just don’t need to watch a bunch of teenagers dramatically singing about basketball.”
“Fine,” you said, dramatically flopping onto the couch. “Then you pick something.”
He thought for a second, then finally said, “How about Pirates of the Caribbean?”
You perked up. “Okay, solid choice. Jack Sparrow is iconic.”
Geto smirked. “Exactly.”
—
You were digging through your closet, feeling content now that the tension from earlier had faded a little. “This is gonna be fun,” you murmured, pulling a blanket out and throwing it on the bed.
From across the room, Geto hesitated, watching you. The frustration that had been lingering in his expression all night seemed to finally fade, replaced by something quieter something softer.
He didn’t say anything, just shook his head to himself before heading to grab the dishes. “Yeah,” he muttered, almost too quiet for you to hear. “It will be.”
—
adjusting the TV, making sure everything was perfect for the upcoming movie night. The room was cozy, blankets spread across the floor, pillows carefully arranged on the couch. You had even set up a snack station chips, candy, and, of course, a bowl of ramen (leftovers from earlier). Satisfied, you were just about to sit down and relax when
BAM!
Gojo burst through the door like a human hurricane, his usual cocky grin stretched across his face, eyes alight with excitement.
Before you could react
WHAM!
He scooped you up effortlessly, lifting you clean off the ground like some kind of overexcited golden retriever in human form.
“Movie night!” he shouted, his voice way too loud for the small space. “It’s starting! Let’s gooooo!”
You let out a surprised squeal, kicking your legs as you tried to break free. “Gojo! What the hell? Put me down!”
But he only laughed, spinning you around like a ragdoll. “You were taking too long! We gotta get in the zone mentally, physically, spiritually—”
“You’re gonna break my back, you psycho!”
From the couch, Geto watched the scene unfold with mild amusement, lazily popping a piece of popcorn into his mouth. His expression was unreadable, but the way he leaned back with an arm draped over the back of the couch told you he was thoroughly entertained.
“Gojo, let her breathe,” Geto finally said, though his voice held no real urgency. “We do still need her conscious for the movie.”
Gojo scoffed but finally let you go, dropping you onto a pile of pillows with exaggerated care. “There. Safe and sound!”
You huffed, pushing your hair out of your face as you shot him a glare. “You’re the worst.”
“And yet, you keep inviting me back,” he teased, plopping down beside you like he hadn’t just thrown you around like a wrestling dummy.
Shaking your head, you turned to Geto. “Can you believe him?”
Geto smirked. “Unfortunately, yes.”
Gojo gasped dramatically, clutching his chest like he’d been wounded. “Betrayed. By my own best friends.”
“Shoko’s not even here yet,” you pointed out, looking at the clock. “She’s late as always.”
Geto hummed. “Classic Shoko.”
“Alright, alright, what are we watching?” Gojo said, grabbing the remote and scrolling aimlessly through the DVD menu. “Because I vote Shrek. A classic. Iconic. Timeless.”
Geto groaned. “We watched that last time and we already decided a movie.”
“Yeah, because it’s good,” Gojo argued. “What else are we gonna watch? The Notebook?” He made an exaggerated gagging sound.
You rolled your eyes. “like something with actual adventure? Like Pirates of the Caribbean?”
At that, both Gojo and Geto perked up slightly.
“Oh,” Gojo said, considering it. “You know what? That is a solid choice.”
Geto nodded.
You grinned. “Great, then it’s settled. Captain Jack Sparrow it is.”
As you pressed play, the usual chaos settled into a comfortable stillness. The glow of the TV flickered across the room, casting warm shadows on the walls. The energy from earlier had finally evened out, leaving only the familiar quiet of good company.
Gojo, predictably, ended up sprawled next to you, his head resting against your shoulder like he’d done it a thousand times before. He hadn’t even asked, just flopped down with a content sigh, making himself at home.
Meanwhile, Geto had claimed his usual spot infront of you, his posture relaxed but still composed, his eyes half lidded as he absently ate from the bowl of popcorn in his lap.
Shoko, having arrived late as usual, was already half asleep, curled up on the floor in a pile of pillows. The quiet rise and fall of her breathing mixed with the sounds of the movie playing in the background.
Gojo shifted slightly, pressing closer, his arm draping lazily over your side. “You make a great headrests,” he murmured, half awake.
You huffed a quiet laugh but didn’t move away. “You’re lucky I tolerate you.”
“I know,” he sighed, fully content.
Geto, looking back from his spot, shook his head in mild exasperation, As the movie played on, the world outside seemed to fade. You, Gojo, Geto, and Shoko just the four of you, tangled in blankets, sharing warmth and quiet moments that didn’t need to be spoken aloud.
In the soft silence of the room, you felt the small, intimate moments that made this all feel so right. Gojo’s head, warm and heavy against your shoulder, the gentle movement of his hand as it brushed against your side occasionally, a reminder that even in his antics, he still found peace in being close to you. Geto’s calm presence, so steady, grounding The feeling of being wrapped in their presence was quiet, comforting.
Gojo shifted again, scooting just a little closer, his body curling into you with an ease that made you smile despite yourself. You weren’t sure how long you’d been sitting there, but you realized the movie was mostly a background noise now, the quiet comfort of their presence making everything else fade away.
You absentmindedly ran your fingers through gojo’s hair, the softness of it a comforting distraction. His bright strands slipped through your fingers, each motion slow and deliberate. It was soothing his hair, the steady sound of the movie in the background, the rhythmic rise and fall of Gojo’s breathing as he laid next to you, perfectly at ease. It felt like the world outside had disappeared for a while.
You glanced at Shoko, who had sprawled herself out on the floor in a nest of pillows. Her usual indifference was replaced with a rare, unbothered expression, her eyes closed as she softly snored, blissfully unaware of the world. You couldn’t help but smile inwardly. Of course, she’s asleep already.
——
Geto’s footsteps were silent as he made his way to the door, but even in the quiet, he couldn’t quite escape the feeling that settled in his chest. He paused for a moment, glancing back at the scene in front of him. The room was still, save for the soft rise and fall of your breathing as you lay peacefully between Gojo’s arms. Gojo had shifted so that he was fully curled around you, his head resting gently on top of yours, as if you were always meant to be this close. Your soft breaths were a contrast to the rhythmic rise and fall of Gojo’s chest, which seemed impossibly calm despite the chaos of their lives.
For a moment, Geto stood there, just watching. There was something so comforting about the image of you nestled in Gojo’s arms. It was peaceful. It was perfect. But it made something twist inside him something old, something familiar. Something that had always been there, lurking, every time he let his heart wander too far into thoughts of you.
You had always been Gojo’s, whether you’d known it or not. The bond they shared had always been clear, too strong to ignore. Geto wasn’t foolish enough to pretend it wasn’t. They’d always been together friends, partners in everything from training to missions and while Geto knew his place, he couldn’t help but want more. He wanted more than just being the second person in the room. More than always being the one to stand in Gojo’s shadow, even when he told himself it was fine, it was enough.
And yet, despite the ache, despite the pull of his emotions that made his chest tight, he couldn’t bring himself to walk away. Not from you. Not from this.
His eyes softened, his gaze lingering on you as you lay between Gojo’s arms, still unaware of his presence. He wished, for just a moment, that things were different. That you could see it the way he did see him the way he wanted you to. But it was easier to be the one in the background. It was safer, less complicated.
You were happy like this, with Gojo, and Geto could never bring himself to take that away from you.
But there was always that gnawing feeling, that silent, quiet resentment that clung to him. The bitter realization that no matter how hard he tried, no matter how much he might want it, he was always going to be the one left behind. The second option. The one who watched from the sidelines as Gojo took what he wanted what you wanted.
He swallowed hard, turning his back to the room, his fingers brushing lightly against the doorframe. He let out a soft, almost inaudible exhale. “Maybe next time,” he whispered to himself, his voice barely a murmur.
He didn’t give up. Not on you, not on his feelings, not on his place in your life.
But tonight, as he watched Gojo protectively curl around you, the ache in his chest was a little more difficult to ignore. And for a moment, just a moment, Geto let himself feel it let himself feel the weight of being the one who always stood at the edge of the frame, never truly part of the picture.
He pushed the door open quietly, slipping out into the hallway with a final glance at the scene. And then, he let it go for now.
He would wait.
Just like he always had.
—
The early morning light filtered through your window, casting a soft, hazy glow across the room. The sound of steady breathing filled the space, the comforting rhythm of Gojo and Shoko still deep in sleep beside you. But something felt off. You couldn’t shake the feeling that something was missing. You had been half awake for a while, the warmth of Gojo’s arm around you, the soft rustling of Shoko in her sleep, but your mind kept wandering back to Geto.
He hadn’t been with you all morning.
You slid carefully from your bed, trying not to disturb Gojo or Shoko, and crept out into the hallway, padding softly toward Geto’s room. The floorboards creaked lightly underfoot, but the house was still and quiet in the early hours. When you reached the door, you hesitated for just a moment before gently pushing it open.
Geto was there. He stood near the window, his back to you, eyes fixed on the distant horizon. His figure was a silhouette against the light, bathed in the soft golden light of dawn. His posture was still, almost too still, like he was lost in his own thoughts.
You stepped closer, careful not to disturb him, and gently knocked on the doorframe.
“Geto?”
He didn’t turn right away. His eyes stayed fixed on the view outside, but there was a slight shift in his shoulders that told you he’d heard you.
“…You’re up early,” he finally said, his voice soft, almost quieter than usual.
“I could say the same for you,” you replied, your words light but carrying a weight of concern.
He let out a slow breath, but still, he didn’t turn to face you. His gaze remained focused on the outside world.
You walked into the room, closing the door behind you gently, your bare feet making soft taps on the wooden floor as you moved to sit beside him. There was an unspoken quiet between the two of you, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. The room felt calm, almost sacred in the stillness of the morning.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. It was just the quiet sounds of the world outside and the soft rhythm of your breaths as you sat next to him, a companion in the silence. You wanted to ask what was on his mind, but you knew better than to push. Sometimes, silence was the only answer that made sense between you two.
Your gaze shifted to his hair, messy from sleep and the weight of his thoughts. It wasn’t the first time you’d noticed the strands falling in a way that looked far too tangled for someone who always had their life so meticulously in order. Without thinking, your fingers reached up, brushing a few strands away from his face. His hair was softer than you remembered, even with the small tangles, and it felt calming to be this close to him.
You didn’t speak just continued brushing through his hair, your fingers moving delicately through the strands. You didn’t need to say anything; the act itself was enough. You could feel the tension in his body start to loosen under your touch, the sharp edges of whatever burden he’d been carrying softening with each stroke.
After a while, Geto finally let out a breath, his shoulders relaxing. He didn’t turn toward you, but you could feel his presence shift, becoming more grounded, more at peace. His fingers twitched slightly, but they stayed resting on his lap, not yet reaching for yours, but you felt the quiet acknowledgment between you.
“You don’t have to do that,” Geto said, his voice still soft, though it wasn’t as distant as before. “You could just ask me what’s wrong.”
You paused for a moment, letting your hand hover for a second before continuing to brush through his hair, the light click of your fingers in his strands the only sound in the room.
“I don’t need to ask,” you murmured. “I can tell. You’re always so quiet when something’s bothering you.”
Geto chuckled, a soft sound, and finally, his gaze shifted. He looked at you, his eyes soft and almost tired, but there was something there something vulnerable. “You know me too well,” he said with a slight smile, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes.
You smiled back at him, your fingers still combing through his hair. “I don’t need to know everything to see when you’re carrying something heavy.”
There was another long silence. The kind that wasn’t awkward but felt like the two of you had somehow always understood each other without needing to say it out loud. The quiet hum of the outside world filtered into the room, the chirping of birds, the faint rustle of the morning breeze. It was the kind of peace that felt infinite, as if the world outside was perfectly content to wait for you two to find your calm before it continued on.
You continued to brush through his hair, and Geto’s breath evened out. There was no need for words only the comfort of this small, private moment between the two of you. You didn’t need to ask him what was on his mind, and he didn’t need to tell you. Not right now, anyway.
For a brief moment, Geto closed his eyes, his head tipping slightly toward you as he let himself be present in the peace you’d created. Your touch was grounding, like a steady rhythm that pulled him back from whatever distant thoughts had been pulling at him.
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O read the sal x reader fic you posted where they go to the lake, I'm obsessed. Can I have the same scenario but with Larry x reader? Larry would be exactly like he is in the reffered fanfic but instead of sal, it's him who's in live with reader. Does that make sense?
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Larry Johnson X Reader
masterlist
i tried to make this a little different i feel Larry would have a more sillier relationship with the reader.
Legend
PunkGoddess: The reader
Constantine: Sal
Y/n’s Wife : Ash
Homophobe (liar) : Todd
skidmark : Larry
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Group Chat Name: Ghostbusters ‼️‼️‼️
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[1:32 PM] punk goddess: GUYS. GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS. Emergency.
[1:32 PM] skidmark: what did u break this time?
[1:33 PM] Y/n’s Wife: If it’s your microwave again, I’m not lending you mine.
[1:33 PM] punk goddess: EXCUSE YOU. that was ONE TIME and the hot dog exploded FIRST.
[1:33 PM] homophobe (liar): I feel like there’s context missing here, but I also don’t want it.
[1:34 PM] punk goddess: Okay okay but LISTEN!! I had a vision. A prophecy. A divine revelation from the universe itself.
[1:34 PM] Constantine: You had a Red Bull, didn’t you?
[1:34 PM] punk goddess: Yes. And also: LET’S GO TO THE LAKE. TODAY. RIGHT NOW. potential skinny dipping if Larry gets too confident let’s do it.
[1:35 PM] skidmark: why am I always dragged into ur crimes also bold of u to assume I’d get too confident i was born confident, baby
[1:35 PM] punk goddess: Oh really?? Confident enough to jump in wearing nothing
[1:35 PM] skidmark: you tryna get me naked or what?
[1:36 PM] Y/n’s Wife: …I feel like I walked into something I shouldn’t be seeing.
[1:36 PM] homophobe (liar): I second that.
[1:36 PM] punk goddess: Don’t act like y’all are innocent. Todd, I saw the way you looked at that mannequin in the mall.
[1:37 PM] homophobe (liar): That was ONE TIME. And it startled me, I thought it was a real person.
[1:37 PM] punk goddess: Sureeeee. Anyway. LAKE. Yes or yes?
[1:38 PM] Constantine: Honestly, it’s not a bad idea. Could be fun to get out of town for a bit. Music, water, no ghosts…
[1:38 PM] skidmark: Speak for urself. I’m bringing my speaker AND a cursed cassette tape.
[1:38 PM] Y/n’s Wife: I’m down. But someone better bring actual food this time. Not just whatever radioactive energy drink Larry always packs.
[1:39 PM] skidmark: ur just jealous of my neon piss
[1:39 PM] punk goddess: I will bring snacks. I’ll even cut up fruit and pretend I’m a responsible adult.
[1:40 PM] Constantine: Make sure to pack sunscreen too. We’re all way too pale for this idea.
[1:40 PM] punk goddess: Speak for yourself. I tan like a goddess. Larry tans like a confused lobster.
[1:41 PM] skidmark: wow stab me harder why dont u
[1:41 PM] punk goddess: KINKY.
[1:41 PM] Y/n’s Wife: EW STOP
[1:42 PM] homophobe (liar): Too late. The damage is done.
[1:42 PM] Constantine: So… we’re actually doing this?
[1:42 PM] punk goddess: HELL YEAH. I’m already putting together a playlist called “Drown the dogs.”
[1:43 PM] skidmark: can’t wait to be blinded by ur trash taste in music
[1:43 PM] punk goddess: Can’t wait to see you shirtless. Wait what? Who said that?
[1:43 PM] Y/n’s Wife: You did. Just now.
[1:44 PM] punk goddess: Suspicious. Anyway, we’re meeting at my place in an hour. Don’t flake or I’ll come to your houses and cry aggressively.
[1:44 PM] homophobe (liar): Noted.
[1:44 PM] Constantine: I’ll bring drinks.
[1:45 PM] skidmark: I’ll bring my devilish charm.
[1:45 PM] punk goddess: That and swim trunks Larry PLEAse.
[1:45 PM] Y/n’s Wife: you both have such a hard on for each other
[1:46 PM] punk goddess: See you soon, you filthy gremlins!
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Sprawled out sideways on Larry’s bed, you turned over, pressing your cheek against the cool blanket as you glanced at the two boys across the room. Larry was sitting cross legged on the floor, sketchbook in his lap, glancing up at you with one brow raised. Sal was lounging against the wall nearby, hands in his hoodie pockets, quiet and observant as always. The light filtering through the window hit just right, and everything felt kind of… perfect.
You grinned. “guys im shitting bricks im so excited”
Sal smiled faintly under his mask. “I cant say im not, its good to be outside”
“I regret nothing,” you replied, kicking your legs a little. “This lake thing it’s gonna be good, right? Like, really good.”
Larry looked up. “Yeah. It’ll be cool to get out of town for a bit. Been a while since we all hung out like that.”
You sat up, tugging your patched up jacket around your shoulders. “It’s been forever since I went out into the water. Not like, feet dangling off a dock. I mean swimming. ”
Sal gave a small laugh. “You guys definitely have fun with that I still might sit on the side.”
You turned to face them both fully now, eyes bright. “One day ill have you in the water, count your days, l’m seriously so excited. Like absurdly. I didn’t even realize how much I missed this kind of stuff.” Then suddenly, your eyes widened. “Wait.”
Larry blinked. “Uh oh.”
“WAIT,” you repeated, bolting upright like you’d been struck by lightning. “I have to get ready. I gotta oh my god I need to go home right now”. You were vibrating, practically bouncing in place, the tips of your spiked choker jingling with every movement. “I gotta get stuff. I gotta have snacks, floaties, my underwater speaker WHERE’S MY STUPID SPIDER MAN TOWEL?!”
Sal tilted his head. “We’re not leaving yet.”
“Exactly! Which means I have time to overprepare!” you jumped to your feet, pacing toward the door. Oh my god, I need to clean my portable speaker. What if it’s still got sand in it from the last time?!”
“my girl chillax,” Larry said, watching you with amusement.
“I live in a constant state of prepared, thank you,” you replied dramatically, You dashed for the door, but not before stopping in your tracks like a cartoon character slamming on invisible brakes. You whipped around and made a beeline for Sal.
“Come here, Blue Boy.”
He blinked. “Uh what ”
You grabbed the sides of his head with both hands, leaned in, and pressed a kiss to the mouth of his mask with a big dramatic MWAH. Sal just sat there, stunned, eyes wide beneath his bangs. “That’s for being pretty,” you said with a wink, then turned to Larry, who immediately raised his hands.
“Oh no. Nope. Keep those lips away ”
“TOO LATE, BABYGIRL.”
You lunged forward, grabbed his face like he was made of Play Doh, and squished his cheeks so hard his lips puckered like a goldfish. Then you smooched his cheek with obnoxious enthusiasm.
“BLESSINGS UPON YOUR SOUL,” you declared like a cryptid giving gifts before returning to the woods.
“Jesus” Larry wiped his face with his sleeve. “You’re outta your damn mind.”
You shot finger guns at them both as you bolted through the door. “ILL SEE YOU BOTH IN A HOUR! GET PIZZA OR SOMETHING!!! LARRY I TRUST YOULL GET ME THE WHITE MONSTER”
The door slammed behind you, your boots stomping down the hallway like the drums of war. There was silence for a second. Larry and Sal just sat there, blinking.
“…I’m gonna kill her,” Larry muttered.
Sal tilted his head, still a little pink. “You’re smiling.”
“…shut up.”
The sun shimmered on the lake’s surface, soft waves lapping against the shore while the portable speaker played something upbeat in the background. You were out by the edge, ankle deep in the water, sunglasses perched on your head and a towel wrapped around your hips, laughing at something Ash was saying as she lobbed a pebble into the water.
Back up on the grass, Sal and Larry were sitting near the cooler under the shade of a tree, both half watching the others with lazy contentment. Sal sipped from a can of soda, the eyes behind his mask glinting with mischief. “You know,” he said casually, “it’s kinda funny.”
Larry glanced over. “What is?”
“You got a kiss on the cheek…” Sal tilted his head, then lightly tapped the front of his mask. “I got one on the mouth.”
Larry squinted. “Don’t start.”
Sal leaned back, clearly enjoying himself. “I dunno, man. Felt kinda intimate. Real sweet. Thought maybe I should shoot my shot. Might be stealing your girl.”
Larry choked on his own drink. “She’s not my girl!” Sal just hummed. Larry rubbed his hand over his face, groaning. “You’re so annoying.”
“You’re so jealous,” Sal said calmly, smiling behind the mask.
“I am not.” Larry scowled, even though his ears had turned the faintest shade of pink. “It was a joke. She’s like that with everyone.”
“Sure,” Sal said, taking another sip. “Believe what you wanna believe but calls you sexy punk god?.”
Larry blinked. “Wait she said that?”
“No,” Sal said, then smirked. “But I did. In the group chat. Changed her name. ‘Punk Goddess of the Apocalypse.’ Go check.”
Larry grabbed his phone instantly, thumbs flying.
Sal chuckled again. “Told you.”
Larry stared at the screen. Sure enough, her contact had been changed in the group chat to: PUNK GODDESS OF THE APOCALYPSE.
“Okay…” Larry leaned back, trying to act chill but definitely failing. “Okay, but like… that’s fair. Because she is. She’s got the look”
“So you do agree with me,” Sal said, amused.
Larry laughed under his breath, running a hand through his messy hair. “Id have to be on the hard stuff to not believe that but even so I'd still find her beautiful”
“Oh?” He exhaled slowly, eyes drifting back toward the water where you were now trying to balance on a slippery rock and muttering curses under your breath. “She’s the whole damn package you know? Like if a Molotov cocktail wore fishnets and had a laugh that made you think about your life choices”
Sal gave a low hum, listening. “She’s punk in the real way,” Larry continued, tone softening. “Not just the clothes. She doesn’t care what anyone thinks, she’s loud when she wants to be, soft when she feels like it, and she’s got this weird thing where she always knows what to say when I’m spiraling. Like… she gets it. And she’s so goddamn cool it makes me feel stupid.”
Sal tilted his head. “a lot of thoughts right there”
“Dude.” Larry scoffed. “She’s like… cool in a ‘rips cigs on rooftops at 3 a.m. while yelling at the moon’ kinda way. She throws glitter in people’s faces and then tells them to eat shit. That's kind of cool.”
Sal snorted. “That’s specific.”
“I’ve thought about it.”
Larry took another sip, then ran a hand through his hair again. “And she’s hot, man. Like, obnoxiously hot. Those lips? I want those all over me FOR THAT MATTER! i want to be all over her. she always smells like smoke and strawberry lip balm, which shouldn’t be sexy but somehow it is. She wears these stupid little chain belts that don’t hold up anything and her boots could crush me and I’d thank her for it.”
Sal let out a laugh, raising an eyebrow. “You’re really in it,.”
“I’m drowning,” Larry muttered while grabbing sals arms. “I’ve been drowning. She could say my name and I’d bark.”
Sal shook his head, amused. “You ever gonna tell her?”
Larry scoffed. “Yeah, let me just walk up and say, ‘Hey, hot sexy amazing mamacita of my dreams, wanna kiss me on the actual mouth this time instead of my fish lips face squish?.”
“You could try,” Sal offered, almost helpful. “She might surprise you.”
Larry threw his head back. “Nah. I’m the best friend. The face smushing, cheek kissing best friend. That’s my role in the grand narrative.”
Sal tilted his head, watching him. “it doesn't have to be like that I dont think”
Larry’s ears were on fire now. “Shut up.”
“Not judging. Just… interesting.”
“Whatever, man.” Larry tossed a twig toward him. “You’re just trying to mess with me.”
Sal snorted again. Larry looked back toward you, eyes softening. You had finally succeeded in climbing the rock and were now dramatically posing like a pirate with one boot in the air, yelling something about claiming the lake in the name of emotional damage. He laughed quietly to himself. “god theres not a lot to not love about her.”
“You’re pathetic,” Sal said without looking up, fiddling with the speaker’s volume.
“Thanks, man,” Larry muttered, still sprawled in the grass, one arm over his face like the sun itself had betrayed him. “Really appreciate the emotional support.” Before Sal could retort, a shadow passed over them followed by a familiar voice, all sunshine and danger.
“Okay, it’s so hot I’m pretty sure I’m about to melt into soup.”
Larry’s arm immediately dropped from his face. You stood above them, grinning wide, sunglasses sliding down your nose, hands on your hips. Your jacket was already off and your boots half unlaced.
“Water time,” you declared, toeing off the rest of your shoes. “This goth goblin’s about to be a lake nymph.”
Larry blinked once. Then twice. And then you were tugging your shirt up, peeling it off in one smooth, unbothered motion. His brain stopped immediately. You weren’t even doing anything on purpose you were just trying not to trip on your own pants while laughing about how they were sticking to your thighs but Larry was gone. Fully lost. Mentally kicked in the gut. Your bikini was black with silver safety pin accents, and paired with your tattoos and bedhead hair, you looked like the final boss in a sexy horror game.
Sal side eyed him. “Don’t pass out.”
“I’m fine,” Larry wheezed.
“You’re red.” “I’m sunburned.” “It’s only been fifteen minutes.” “Genetics.”
You stretched with a groan, arms overhead, hips swaying slightly as you let the sun hit your skin. Larry stared like he was about to have a heatstroke. Then, suddenly, you turned to him with that familiar little grin, sharp and playful.
“Alright, come on, Trash Prince.” You crouched and tugged at his wrist. “You’re coming in with me.”
“Wha wait hey ” Larry barely had time to sit up before you were already trying to drag him to his feet, hands clutching his.
“I am not letting you sit around being all hot and bothered under this tree while I get lake water up my nose alone.”
“I’m not hot,” Larry blurted, flustered.
“Oh, shut up, you totally are,” you said, eyes glittering as you yanked on his arm again.
Larry stumbled a little, brain short circuiting. “Wait hold on before I go get absolutely murdered by the lake, I, uh ” He dug into the cooler beside him, half panicked. “I brought you something.”
You paused, curious. “For me?”
He pulled out the offering like it was some sacred relic. “White Monster. Your holy grail.” You gasped like you’d been handed a family heirloom made of diamonds.
“No. No way.” You dropped to your knees beside him like it was a goddamn proposal. “You legend. You absolute feral prince.” And without hesitation, you launched yourself forward and hugged him, arms around his shoulders, your bare skin pressed against his shirt as you squeezed him.
Larry’s entire body locked up like a cursed doll.
“Oh my god, I love you,” you mumbled into his neck, practically in his lap now. “You understand me on a spiritual level.”
Larry’s soul left his body. Your thigh was across his, your chest lightly pressed to him, and you smelled like sunscreen and sweat and that fucking hint of strawberry lip balm. His hands hovered awkwardly midair like he didn’t know where to put them without catching on fire.
“I uh I ” he stammered.
You pulled back, cupping his cheeks. “Larry. Lawrence. Lorenzo Von Hot Topic. I am going to cannonball with that Monster in my hand and scream your name.”
Sal, still nearby, snorted so hard he nearly dropped his phone.
Larry, beet red and wide eyed, coughed into his fist. “Y’know, if you wanted to straddle me and yell my name, there are… simpler ways.”
You grinned like a demon. “Down, boy.”
Larry gave a strangled laugh, caught somewhere between aroused panic and blessed euphoria. You winked, then finally stood and popped the Monster open, chugging half of it with a dramatic sigh of relief. “Alright! Now I’m ready to raise hell.” And with that, you skipped toward the lake.
Larry groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “Yeah, yeah, I’m coming.”
He stood up slowly, like he’d just been hit with emotional whiplash, and started pulling off his shirt, shaking out his hair and kicking off his boots. He grumbled under his breath the whole time, tossing his wallet chain onto the towel beside Sal. As he tugged off his jeans and stood there in swim trunks, Sal gave a low whistle. “Damn. Didn’t know you were packing ‘lake dad’ abs under there.”
Larry shot him a flat look. “Shut up.”
Sal held up his hands. “Hey, I’m just saying at this rate, you two are gonna end up making out in the lake and I’m gonna need to leave out of respect.”
Larry flipped him off, already walking backward toward the water. “Yaya. Suck my toes, Sal.”
“Hard pass,” Sal called, chuckling.
The lake water was cool against your skin, a sharp contrast to the blazing sun above. It hit just above your waist now, rippling gently around you as you waded in deeper, squinting against the brightness. Behind you, a loud splash erupted as Larry finally threw himself in arms flailing, long hair whipping as he surfaced with a dramatic gasp.
“Hell yeah!” he shouted.“I told you!” you said, spinning to face him. “Nature rules!”
He swam closer, a grin creeping across his face. “You gonna baptize me in lake water now, thou Pope of Punk?”
You narrowed your eyes. “No. I’m gonna drown you.”
And with zero hesitation, you lunged at him. Water sloshed violently as Larry ducked and caught you mid pounce, both of you nearly tipping over in a mess of limbs and splashes. You laughed so hard it echoed across the lake. Back on the shore, Sal, Ash, and Todd sat on a shared towel, watching with amusement. Sal had his knees up, hands resting over them, calm as ever. Ash leaned on his shoulder, chewing on a piece of watermelon, while Todd filmed the chaos on his phone.
“Ten bucks says one of them actually drowns,” Ash said, chuckling.
Sal tilted his head. “I think we’re just witnessing some fucked up version of foreplay.”
Todd didn’t look up. “I’m sending this video to Larry’s mom.”
Back in the water, you were locked in a play fight with Larry, both of you laughing, slipping, pushing each other only to catch one another at the last second. He grabbed your wrist and tried to drag you under gently, only for you to twist away, reach down, and pull up a long, slimy string of lakeweed.
“Oh no,” Larry said instantly. “Don’t you dare.”
You were already laughing too hard to be stopped. With perfect aim, you flung the soggy green mess through the air. It hit Larry right on the head slapping wetly and then staying there like a wig.
“LARRY! You look like a sexy swamp witch!”
“WHY is it sticking?!”
“You’ve been chosen!” You nearly fell over again, clutching your stomach from laughing so hard. “I can’t breathe, it's in your hair!”
Larry flopped forward, grabbing another handful of lakeweed. “You’re gonna regret this.”
“OH SHIT !”
Cue full on water war wrestling, neither of you winning, but neither of you wanting to stop either. Your laughter mixed with his, echoing off the lake surface like music.
Back on the beach, Sal looked to Ash and Todd. “You think they’re ever gonna just admit it?”
Ash shook her head. “Not a chance. We’re gonna have to hold a intervention.”
Todd smirked. “With PowerPoint slides.”
Sal nodded. “Title: ‘Just Kiss Already.’”
And in the water, Larry was still yelling something incoherent about vengeance while you tackled him again, both of you soaked and breathless, but smiling like idiots the whole time. The sun was starting to dip lower now, turning the lake golden. The heat had softened, and a lazy breeze skimmed the surface of the water as the group’s laughter finally died down.
Ash stretched with a yawn from where she lounged near the cooler. “Alright, freaks. I’m officially waterlogged and sun kissed. We’re heading out.”
You stopped halfway through dunking Larry and looked toward shore. “Aww, really? You guys suck.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Todd said as he stood, brushing grass off his shorts. “Try not to summon any demons while we’re gone.”
“No promises!” you called back, saluting with two fingers and a grin.
Sal slung a bag over his shoulder, flashing his usual lowkey smile. “Don’t get arrested. Or possessed.”
“Those are both on you,” Larry shot back, swimming backward toward you.
Ash winked as she turned. “Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do. Which, to be fair, isn’t much.”
You flipped her off lovingly. “Love you too, wife.”
One by one, your friends started heading back up the hill, chatting and laughing faintly as they disappeared past the trees. A little bit of quiet settled over the lake. The distant sounds of birds and the ripple of water returned. You turned back to Larry, floating lazily next to you now, hair slicked back and that seaweed still hanging from one ear.
“Well,” you said, drawing your hands through the water. “It’s just us now.”
Larry lifted a brow, his voice all drawl. “So it is. What ever will we do.”
You snorted, lightly kicking water toward him. “Careful. Alone time with me has been known to cause heart palpitations.”
He smirked, but there was something softer under it now something quieter. “I’ll take the risk.” You drifted beside each other for a few moments, water gently moving around your shoulders, both of you letting the silence stretch in that way it only can when it’s comfortable.
Then, you looked over at him, head tilted. “Thanks for staying.”
Larry met your gaze, slower now. “Yeah… ‘course.”
You were both quiet again, but something had shifted. The sun was brushing your cheekbones with gold, making your skin look warm and bright, and Larry found himself biting his cheek to keep from blurting out anything stupid. “I like this,” you said finally, voice a little softer than before. “Just… being here. With you.”
Larry stared for a second. “Yeah. Me too.”
You turned to float on your back, sighing. “It’s been a while since everything felt like… not too much.”
He let his eyes linger on you your silhouette against the setting sun, the little smile on your lips. “With you,” he said under his breath, “everything’s just the right amount of too much.”
You cracked an eye open. “What was that?”
Larry immediately splashed water at you. “Nothing. Shut up.”
You sputtered and lunged at him again, laughing like always but that little warmth stayed tucked between you both, like the lake itself had caught on and wasn’t quite ready to let the day end just yet. The lake was quieter now. The sun had nearly dipped behind the tree line, casting long, warm shadows across the water. The surface shimmered gold, broken only by the lazy ripples around you and Larry.
You swam up behind him silently, arms slipping around his bare waist, resting your chin on his shoulder. Larry blinked, startled for half a second before relaxing into your hold. His heart was pounding like a damn kick drum in his chest. You were so warm behind him, body pressed gently to his, the kind of closeness that meant everything and nothing depending on what it was.
that’s what was killing him. He tilted his head slightly, eyes fixed on the lake horizon. He thought about all the times you teased him. The way you always called him hot. How you clung to him, ruffled his hair, kissed his cheek, left him breathless in a hundred different ways but never said what it all meant.
His fingers flexed a little in the water. He could hear Sal’s voice in his head. “it doesn't have to be like that I dont think”
Larry exhaled, his voice low and careful. “Hey.”
You hummed. “Mmh?”
“What is this?”
You blinked. “What’s what?”
“This.” He shifted just slightly in your hold. “Us. You and me.”
You slowly floated around to face him, confused. “Larry, what are you ?”
“I mean…” He rubbed the back of his neck, wet hair sticking to his fingers. His eyes were darting anywhere but you now. “All the flirting. The kissing. Is it just, like… for fun? Just for shits? Or do you actually… y’know… mean any of it?”
You blinked at him for a second. Really looking at him now. His brows were furrowed, his lips tight, but behind all that sarcasm and swagger, he looked scared. Scared of being the only one who’d fallen too hard. You didn’t answer with words at first. Instead, you swam in close, arms sliding up over his shoulders, fingers locking behind his neck. His breath caught instantly, chest stilling beneath the surface of the water.
You looked at him gently now, eyes soft, voice calm in a way he wasn’t used to hearing from you. “Larry… you’re not a joke to me.” He stared. “You’re everything I’ve wanted. Youre so fucking weird. I love the music you play. The dumb little drawings. The way you yell when you lose at Mario Kart.” You grinned. “The way you look at me like I built the whole damn sky.”
His lips parted, but nothing came out. You leaned in a little closer.
“I flirt with you because I can’t help it. I kiss your cheek because I’m not brave enough to kiss your mouth. But I want to. I’ve wanted to for a long time.” Larry was frozen. Staring at you like you’d just flipped the entire planet on its head. “Are you gonna say something,” you teased softly, “or just stand there looking like a drowned deer?”
Larry let out a choked, breathy laugh relieved, still processing.
“I just…” He swallowed. “I thought I was being an idiot.”
“You are an idiot,” you whispered, grinning. “But you’re my idiot.”
He smiled then. Really smiled. The kind he rarely let anyone see.
“Yeah?” he murmured.
You nodded, foreheads nearly touching now. “Yeah.”
And with the sun melting behind you and the water still as glass, Larry leaned in finally closing the space the two of you had been dancing around for years.
you hook up with izuku drunkenly at someone’s birthday party and it’s not even that you regret it in the morning it’s just that your post nut clarity hits that you slept with the boy you’ve known since pre-k all because of a couple of drinks and when he wakes up you’re still freaking out and you make him pinky promise that this won’t mess with your friendship, “izuku do you hear me? we are NOT going to be that pair of sad best friends that fucks everything up just because of sex. sex is nothing. we’re never gonna do it again, so we’ll be fine right?” and the whole time he’s nodding along with wide, glassy eyes not listening to a goddamn thing you’re saying because he’s been in love with you since middle school, and last night you said you loved him, too. granted he was inside of you, and he said it first, but you said it back, and by that point it was well after one in the morning so the only thing you two were drunk on were each other. it’s probably why the very next day he is at your doorstep with a notebook in hand and a grin on his face that’s something right in between cocky and sweet when he says “i think we should sleep together again. and before you say no, i made a list about why 😁 number one: we’re really good at it. number two—”
Touya Todoroki X Reader
✮⋆˙ I Am Here ✮⋆˙
‼️Genuine trigger warning. ‼️ If you have a hard time with people lashing out and if panic attacks trigger you, Do Not Read.
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Does Dabi get the chance to be happy and normal? It’s after the war and he was taken back in. He really doesn’t deserve it. or so he thinks.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The world was healing. Slowly but surely, people were rebuilding their lives, picking up the broken pieces, and shaping them into something better. The war had left scars on the land, on the people, on their souls but even scars could fade with time. Dabi, or how he’s been going by since he got back, Touya, wasn’t sure if his ever would.
He watched from a distance as his family talked and laughed together. It was strange. Foreign. A sight he never thought he’d see. Natsuo nudged Shoto, who rolled his eyes but didn’t pull away. Rei placed a gentle hand on Endeavor’s arm, and even though he still looked guilty, even though he knows she shouldn’t even go near him, he let her. And then there was you.
You fit into the Todoroki family like you had always belonged. You stood beside Fuyumi, laughing at something she said, your eyes bright with warmth. You were always like that light, warmth, love. The things Touya had never believed in. The things he had never thought he deserved. Until you.
You had been his contradiction. A pro hero who should have seen him as nothing but a villain, yet you had looked at him like he was human. You had never made excuses for him, never pretended he hadn’t done terrible things, but you had seen him. And because of you, he had started to believe, just for a moment, that maybe he wasn’t beyond saving. That maybe he could be more than destruction.
But that was back then. Now, everyone was moving on. You were happy, smiling, growing. And yet, he wasn’t. He felt stuck, caught between his past and a future he wasn’t sure he had a place in. Watching you get along with his family should have made him feel… something. Hope, maybe. Comfort. Instead, all it did was remind him of how much he didn’t belong.
Years of resentment didn’t just disappear. The hatred, the anger, the loneliness. he had fed off of it for so long. Letting go of it felt like losing a part of himself. How was he supposed to just sit with them, talk with them, pretend like there weren’t decades of pain between them? And yet… he wanted to.
He wanted to be what you had been for him. A reason to believe in something better. He wanted to learn how to be a part of this family, to see if love could exist here the way it had existed with you. But it was terrifying. What if he wasn’t capable of it? What if, in the end, he was still the same broken, angry person who would never fit?
His hands clenched into fists. Maybe it was okay if he wasn’t moving on as fast as everyone else. Maybe it was okay if healing took time. Because at least now, he had a reason to try.
Touya wasn’t sure how long he stood there, watching from a distance. The laughter, the conversations, the warmth it all felt like something happening in another world, one he had no right to step into. But then you saw him. Your smile didn’t falter, didn’t hesitate. It was the same as it had always been steady, real. You said something to Fuyumi, and then, without a second thought, you started walking toward him.
Touya considered leaving. It wouldn’t have been hard. Just turn around, disappear before you could reach him. But his feet didn’t move. he was just tired of running. You stopped in front of him, tilting your head slightly, studying him the way you always did, like you were waiting for him to say something. But when he didn’t, you just sighed and reached out, grabbing his wrist with an easy familiarity.
“Come sit with us.” It wasn’t a request. It wasn’t a demand, either. It was just you, offering him a choice.
He scoffed, looking away. “not sure if i’m wanted”
The world was healing. Slowly but surely, people were rebuilding their lives, picking up the broken pieces, and shaping them into something better. The war had left scars on the land, on the people, on their souls but even scars could fade with time. Dabi, or how he’s been going by since he got back, Touya, wasn’t sure if his ever would.
He watched from a distance as his family talked and laughed together. It was strange. Foreign. A sight he never thought he’d see. Natsuo nudged Shoto, who rolled his eyes but didn’t pull away. Rei placed a gentle hand on Endeavor’s arm, and even though he still looked guilty, even though he knows she shouldn’t even go near him, he let her. And then there was you.
You fit into the Todoroki family like you had always belonged. You stood beside Fuyumi, laughing at something she said, your eyes bright with warmth. You were always like that light, warmth, love. The things Touya had never believed in. The things he had never thought he deserved. Until you.
You had been his contradiction. A pro hero who should have seen him as nothing but a villain, yet you had looked at him like he was human. You had never made excuses for him, never pretended he hadn’t done terrible things, but you had seen him. And because of you, he had started to believe, just for a moment, that maybe he wasn’t beyond saving. That maybe he could be more than destruction.
But that was back then. Now, everyone was moving on. You were happy, smiling, growing. And yet, he wasn’t. He felt stuck, caught between his past and a future he wasn’t sure he had a place in. Watching you get along with his family should have made him feel… something. Hope, maybe. Comfort. Instead, all it did was remind him of how much he didn’t belong.
Years of resentment didn’t just disappear. The hatred, the anger, the loneliness. he had fed off of it for so long. Letting go of it felt like losing a part of himself. How was he supposed to just sit with them, talk with them, pretend like there weren’t decades of pain between them? And yet… he wanted to.
He wanted to be what you had been for him. A reason to believe in something better. He wanted to learn how to be a part of this family, to see if love could exist here the way it had existed with you. But it was terrifying. What if he wasn’t capable of it? What if, in the end, he was still the same broken, angry person who would never fit?
His hands clenched into fists. Maybe it was okay if he wasn’t moving on as fast as everyone else. Maybe it was okay if healing took time. Because at least now, he had a reason to try.
Touya had spent so many years convinced that warmth wasn’t meant for him. That love was something distant, a thing he could only witness from the outside but never hold. But there you were right in the middle of it, smiling, laughing, belonging. And it hurt. Because it should’ve been him.
He should’ve been the one sitting at that table, the one making his mother smile, the one who could joke with his siblings like they hadn’t spent years with an ocean of silence between them. But instead, it was you someone who hadn’t grown up in their house, who hadn’t carried their burdens.
And somehow, you made it look effortless. Touya thought he could handle it. Thought he could ignore the sharp ache twisting in his chest, the way his fingers curled into his sleeves like he could claw his way through the feeling. But then your eyes found him.
Even from across the yard, even with the voices and laughter around you, you saw him. And without hesitation, you excused yourself and walked toward him. He should’ve looked away. Should’ve turned and left before you could get too close. But you were always good at pulling him in.
“Hey,” you said, stopping in front of him. The way you looked at him was so unbearably soft, so tender, it made his throat tighten. He swallowed, glancing past you at the scene behind you. “…You’re doing good with them,” he muttered.
You tilted your head. “With who?”
He huffed out a dry laugh. “My family.”
You didn’t say anything right away, just watching him like you were waiting for him to say what was really on his mind. like always, he caved under your gaze. “They like you,” he said, voice quieter this time. “Better than me, probably.”
The words felt bitter, heavy. He hadn’t meant to say them, but once they were out, he couldn’t take them back. Your brows furrowed, and before he could pull away, your hand found his wrist. Your touch was warm, grounding, and he hated how much he leaned into it.
“Touya,” you said, voice gentle but firm. “That’s not true.”
He scoffed. “Isn’t it?” His gaze flickered toward the table, toward the people who had spent years without him. “I don’t even know if they want me here.”
Your grip tightened. “They do.”
He let out a slow breath, staring at you. “And how do you know that?”
You smiled, small but sure. “Because I do. And if I do, then I know they do, too.”
Something in his chest cracked. He didn’t know how you did that. how you always knew what to say, how you could make him believe in something better, even when everything inside him screamed that he shouldn’t.
“…You’re annoying,” he muttered.
You grinned. “And yet, here you are.”
He sighed, long and slow. The weight in his chest didn’t disappear, but it felt a little easier to carry with you standing there, holding onto him like he was worth something.
“Come sit with me,” you said, voice quieter now, more personal. A request just for him. And this time, he let you lead him forward. “I think you’d be surprised.” Your voice was soft, patient. You always had too much of that when it came to him. He wanted to argue, to push you away like he had done a thousand times before. But he didn’t. Maybe it was because he was tired. it was because, deep down, he knew you wouldn’t stop until he at least tried. it was because a part of him wanted to believe you were right. With a heavy sigh, he let you pull him forward. The conversation stilled slightly as the two of you approached. He could feel the weight of their eyes on him. his family, the people he had spent years hating, resenting, fighting. His shoulders tensed on instinct, waiting for something to go wrong. But nothing did.
Fuyumi was the first to speak, her voice light but careful. “Touya, do you want anything to eat? We made enough for everyone.”
He almost laughed at the absurdity of it. A dinner invitation, like this was normal. Like he was just some estranged brother finally coming home. He hesitated, glancing at you. Your fingers were still wrapped around his hand, a quiet anchor.
“…Yeah,” he muttered, stuffing his hands into his pockets. “Sure.”
Natsuo smirked slightly, but there was no malice in it. “Guess miracles do happen.”
Touya rolled his eyes but didn’t snap back. The tension in his chest eased just a little. You smiled at him, giving his wrist one last squeeze before letting go. The absence of your touch made something inside him twist, but he ignored it. This wasn’t easy. It wasn’t comfortable. But maybe it didn’t have to be.
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days weren’t always easy, there’s always a breaking Point. You could feel it before it happened the way the tension in his body coiled too tight, his breathing coming in sharp, uneven pulls. It was like standing beside a storm, knowing the winds were about to tear through everything in their path. Touya had been unraveling all day.
It started with the small things. His hands shaking when he thought no one was looking. The way he flinched at casual touches, like his own body didn’t know how to exist in this space. How his words had grown quieter, like he was sinking further into himself. You had been here before. You knew the signs. So when night fell and the house was quiet, you didn’t leave him alone. You sat beside him in his room, letting the silence stretch between you. Not pushing, not forcing just being there.
But then his hands went to his head, fingers digging into his hair as his breathing hitched, and you knew it was starting. “Touya,” you murmured, reaching out slowly, carefully.
He let out a sharp, ragged breath, shaking his head. “I—I can’t—” His voice broke, and then it all came crashing down. He folded in on himself, arms wrapping around his body like he could hold himself together, but it wasn’t working. His shoulders trembled, his breath came too fast, too shallow.
“Hey, I’ve got you,” you whispered, placing your hands over his. “You’re okay. Just breathe with me, alright?”
He squeezed his eyes shut, shaking his head violently. “I don’t— I don’t know how to do this,” he gasped. “I don’t know how to be here.” His voice cracked on the last word, and it hit you like a punch to the chest.
You moved closer, gently pulling his hands away from his hair before he could bruise himself. “You don’t have to figure it all out right now,” you said softly. “Just stay with me. Just for this moment.” His body shook, his breaths ragged and uneven. He looked lost. Broken. And it killed you.
And then the door creaked open.
“Touya—?”
Shoto.
Touya’s entire body went rigid. His breath hitched, and the raw vulnerability in his expression shattered into something unreadable. Panic. Shame. Fear. Shoto froze in the doorway, eyes wide with uncertainty. He hadn’t meant to intrude. He had probably just been checking in, but it was too late.
Touya ripped himself away from you so fast it nearly knocked you back. He stumbled to his feet, fists clenched so tightly his nails dug into his skin.
“Get out,” he rasped, voice wrecked.
Shoto didn’t move. His gaze flickered to you, then back to his brother. He took a hesitant step forward. “Touya, I—”
“Get out!” Touya roared, voice cracking under the weight of it. His breathing was harsh, erratic, like he was barely holding himself together. His entire body was trembling, and you could see it that look in his eyes. He was spiraling. You stood quickly, placing yourself between them before things could get worse. “Touya, look at me.”
He didn’t. He just stared past you, chest rising and falling too fast, hands shaking like he didn’t know whether to run or lash out.
“They don’t want me here,” he whispered, voice breaking apart. His gaze was unfocused, distant. “They never did. I should’ve just—” He cut himself off, but you knew what he was about to say. I should’ve just stayed gone.
Shoto’s expression twisted, something like hurt flashing across his face. “That’s not true.”
Touya let out a hollow, bitter laugh, but it sounded more like a sob. You turned back to him, slowly reaching for his hands. “You’re not alone in this,” you said softly. “I promise.”
For a moment, he didn’t move. His hands twitched, fingers curling slightly like he wanted to believe you. But the storm inside him was still raging, and you weren’t sure if he could hear you over the roar of it.
Shoto took another step forward. “Touya—”
“Stop saying my name like that! YOU have no rig by to be using my name like that” Touya’s voice cracked, and before you could stop him, he stumbled back, pressing his hands to his head. His breathing hitched, and then his knees buckled. You caught him before he could hit the ground.
“Touya, breathe,” you pleaded, holding onto him tightly. His body was shaking so badly it scared you. “Just stay with me. I’ve got you.”
His fingers clutched desperately at your arms, like he was trying to ground himself in something anything. And then, finally, finally, he let himself sink into you. You looked up at Shoto, who still stood frozen in the doorway, conflict and concern written all over his face.
“Give us a minute,” you murmured, your voice steady but gentle.
Shoto hesitated, then nodded, stepping back and quietly shutting the door behind him.
You turned your attention back to Touya, running a hand through his hair as he buried his face against your shoulder. His breath was uneven, but it was slowing, bit by bit.
“I don’t know how to do this,” he whispered, voice hoarse, exhausted.
“I know,” you murmured. “But you don’t have to do it alone.”
He didn’t say anything, but the way he clung to you told you enough.
You held him tighter, whispering quiet reassurances into his hair.
Touya didn’t move for a long time. His breathing was still uneven, his body still trembling, but he didn’t pull away. He just stayed there, curled against you like he was afraid to let go.
You kept running your fingers through his hair, slow and steady, grounding him. “I’m here,” you murmured, voice soft. “I’ve got you.”
His grip on your shirt tightened. “I don’t—” His voice cracked, and he swallowed hard. “I don’t know how to fix this.”
You pulled back slightly, just enough to see his face. His eyes were red rimmed, unfocused, still swimming with emotion. Still hurting. “You don’t have to have all the answers right now,” you said gently.
He exhaled shakily, looking past you. “I’m never gonna be what they want.”
Your heart twisted. “You don’t have to be anything for them. You just have to be here.”
He scoffed, but there wasn’t as much heat behind it. “Yeah? Shoto doesn’t even want me here.”
You sighed. “Shoto’s just awkward. You know he’s already bad at approaching people in general.”
Touya let out a breath, something that wasn’t quite a laugh, but not as bitter as before. “That’s not fair. He tries.”
You raised a brow. “So now you’re defending him?”
He frowned slightly, but you could see the shift. The way his hands weren’t shaking as much. How his breath wasn’t quite as ragged.
“He just, he’s got a lot of shit to figure out too, alright?” Touya muttered. “It’s not like this is easy for him either.”
You couldn’t help it you smiled. Because there it was. He cares. Touya caught the look on your face and immediately scowled. “What?”
You shook your head, amused. “Nothing.”
His frown deepened. “That was not a ‘nothing’ face.”
You just kept smiling, squeezing his hand. “I’m just glad you’re here.” His breath hitched, and for a moment, he looked like he was about to argue. But then he exhaled, letting himself lean into you again, just slightly.
“…Yeah,” he muttered. “Okay.”
He just sat there, pressed against you, his breath slow and uneven but gradually steadying. The weight of everything still hung heavy between you, but the worst of the storm had passed.
You didn’t rush him. You didn’t try to force him to talk or move before he was ready. You just stayed there, one hand resting in his hair, the other loosely intertwined with his fingers. Eventually, his grip tightened.
“…You always do this,” he muttered, voice quiet, hoarse from earlier.
You hummed. “Do what?”
“Stay.” His fingers twitched in yours, like he was trying to put more words to it but couldn’t.
You smiled softly, pressing your forehead against his temple. “Of course I do.”
He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. “It doesn’t make sense.”
“What doesn’t?”
His shoulders tensed. “You. This. Us.” He pulled back just enough to look at you, blue eyes searching yours, raw and unguarded. “I was a villain. I hurt people. I” He swallowed hard. “I hurt you.”
Your heart ached, but not for the reasons he probably thought. “Touya,” you murmured, cupping his face in your hands. He stiffened at the touch but didn’t pull away. You brushed your thumb along the rough, scarred skin of his cheek. “I know who you were. But I also know who you are.”
His breath hitched. His hands curled around your wrists, holding you there, like he was afraid you’d slip away.
“You love so much,” you whispered. “Even when you try not to. Even when you don’t realize it.”
He let out a shaky exhale, leaning into your touch despite himself. “I don’t know how to be what you deserve.”
You smiled, soft and certain. “You already are.”
His eyes widened, and for a second, something in them cracked open something vulnerable, something real. Then, slowly, carefully, he pressed his forehead against yours. His hands slid up to cup the sides of your face, fingers trembling slightly, like he was still afraid this wasn’t real.
“…I love you,” he murmured, the words barely more than a breath.
Your chest tightened. Not because you doubted it, but because you had always known. Even when he was fighting it. Even when he thought he wasn’t capable of love at all.
You smiled, tilting your head just enough to brush your nose against his. “I love you too.”
He let out a shaky breath, something between a sigh and a laugh. Then, without another word, he closed the space between you, pressing his lips to yours gentle, uncertain, but there.
And for the first time in a long time, Touya let himself believe in something good.
The Next Step
The morning was quiet.
The house had settled into a strange kind of peace—the kind that only comes after a storm. It wasn’t perfect. It wasn’t fixed. But it was something.
You stood off to the side of the courtyard, watching as Touya—Dabi—approached Shoto. His movements were tense, like he was forcing himself forward before his instincts could tell him to run.
Shoto, for his part, had been lingering outside as well. He had been expecting this. You could tell by the way his posture straightened when he noticed Touya walking toward him.
You stayed back, letting them have their space.
Touya shoved his hands into his pockets, shoulders stiff. “Look, I—” He sighed, tilting his head back like he hated every second of this. “I was a dick last night.”
Shoto blinked, clearly caught off guard by how fast that came out. “You were upset,” he said simply.
Touya huffed. “That’s not an excuse.” He kicked at the ground. “I shouldn’t have snapped at you.”
Shoto studied him for a moment before nodding. “Okay.”
Touya’s eye twitched. “Okay?”
Shoto shrugged. “I accept your apology.”
Touya stared at him, as if waiting for something else—for Shoto to fight him on it, to dig into him like their father would have. But he didn’t.
And that was probably more jarring than anything.
You watched as the tension in Touya’s shoulders lessened, even if just slightly.
“…Alright then,” he muttered.
Shoto hesitated before glancing your way. “Did they put you up to this?”
You grinned, resting your chin on your hand. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Touya rolled his eyes, shoving past Shoto. “I’m going inside before this gets any more sentimental.”
You clapped your hands together, stepping forward before he could escape. “Actually, I was thinking we should go get ice cream.”
Both brothers froze. Shoto blinked at you, as if trying to process whether he heard you correctly. Touya turned back slowly, brow furrowing. “What?”
“Ice cream,” you repeated cheerfully. “You know, that sweet, frozen treat people eat when they need to cool off? I think we all deserve some after last night.”
Touya’s nose scrunched. “That’s what?” He glanced at Shoto, who looked equally at a loss. “girl i swear to god-”
You shrugged.
Shoto shifted awkwardly, clearly not opposed to the idea but also not sure how to respond. “…I like ice cream,” he said after a long pause.
Touya narrowed his eyes at him. “You would.”
Shoto frowned. “What does that mean?”
Touya just sighed, rubbing a hand down his face. “Fine. Whatever. Let’s just go before you start making this worse.”
You beamed, throwing your arms around both of them before they could protest. “Great! My treat.”
Shoto stiffened slightly at the sudden contact, while Touya made a noise of protest, trying to wiggle out of your hold.
“…This is already worse,” he muttered.
You only grinned wider.
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The three of you stood in front of the ice cream display, the cold air from the freezer fogging up the glass as you debated your choices. “This place has too many options,” Touya muttered, staring at the menu like it had personally offended him. “Why do people need this many flavors?”
Shoto, scanning the choices with an alarming level of concentration, replied, “Variety is good.”
“Not when it makes decisions harder.”
You hummed, tilting your head as you leaned into Touya’s shoulder just slightly. “What, having trouble picking? Want me to decide for you?”
Touya scoffed, but he didn’t move away. “Like hell I’d trust you with that.”
You smirked. “Come on, I’d pick something good.”
“You’d pick something ridiculous.”
You gasped in mock offense, nudging him with your hip. “I would not.”
He gave you a dry look. “I can literally see you considering the weirdest flavor here.” You grinned but said nothing, because he wasn’t wrong.
Shoto, still deep in thought, finally spoke. “Pistachio is good.”
Both you and Touya turned to look at him.
“That’s a weird choice,” Touya said bluntly.
Shoto frowned. “No, it isn’t.”
“Who even gets pistachio?”
“A lot of people.”
Touya made a face, crossing his arms. “Sounds fake.”
You laughed under your breath, barely stopping yourself from leaning into him again. He was still stiff in public, but the way his arm was just barely brushing yours told you he didn’t mind.
“Well, I think I’m getting cookies and cream,” you said, glancing back at the menu. “What about you, Touya?”
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I dunno. Maybe vanilla.”
You gave him a look. “Vanilla?”
“What’s wrong with vanilla?”
“Nothing,” you said, clearly lying. “It’s just… safe.”
Touya rolled his eyes. “Not everything needs to be crazy like you”
“Boring,” you teased, bumping his arm lightly.
Shoto, seemingly ignoring the entire exchange, suddenly said, “We should have gone somewhere that serves soba.”
Both you and Touya turned to him again. Touya stared. “What?”
Shoto looked completely serious. “Soba is good.”
Touya let out a sharp laugh, shaking his head. “You’re a freak.”
Shoto didn’t even flinch. “You just ordered a boring flavour.”
“…Tch.” Touya clicked his tongue but had no argument.
You chuckled, stepping forward to finally place your order. “Alright, alright, let’s get our ice cream. And maybe next time, Shoto, we’ll take you to a soba shop instead.”
Shoto nodded, as if that was the best idea he had heard all day.
me tweaking out trying to find that one good fanfic
Present Mic / Hizashi Yamada x Reader
⋆˚✿˖°Irresistible ⋆˚✿˖°
BACK TO HIM DATING A YOUNGER READER!! hes just so lovely, we are married actually.
Being back at U.A. always felt a little surreal. No matter how many years had passed since your time as a student, the halls still carried the same energy, the same excitement, the same faint scent of ink and sweat, the same distant shouts of students causing trouble. It was nostalgic, sure, but today, you weren’t here as a student.
You’d agreed to be a guest speaker at U.A. today, mainly to share your experience as a Pro Hero with the students. It was a bit of a casual visit, with no intense expectations, just a way to inspire the next generation of heroes. Of course, Hizashi, Present Mic was assigned to show you around for the day.
Today, you were here as Pro Hero: Lumine, a guest for the day. Still, that didn’t mean you couldn’t steal a moment for yourself.
As you walked the halls, Hizashi right beside you, you kept up the act, casual, professional. You were here to speak to a few classes, answer some questions, maybe help out with some training. But right now, with no students or teachers in sight, you saw an opportunity.
You grabbed Hizashi’s wrist and pulled him around a quiet corner, just out of sight.
“Whoa babe?” he blinked, confused for a second, before a slow, knowing grin spread across his face. “Miss me already?”
You rolled your eyes but didn’t deny it. “You know I don’t get to see you much when I’m busy with work.”
His grin softened. “Yeah… I know.”
You let your hands rest against his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. It was rare for the two of you to have moments like this. where the world outside didn’t demand your attention, where you weren’t constantly on duty, where you weren’t Pro Hero Lumine and Present Mic but just… y/n and hizashi.
Hizashi leaned in, resting his forehead against yours, his voice quieter than usual. “You sure we got time for this?”
“Barely,” you admitted. “But I’ll take what I can get.”
He chuckled, sliding his arms around your waist. “Y’know, you’re gettin’ real bold. Pullin’ me into a corner like some kinda secret rendezvous.”
You smirked. “What can I say? I see a tall blonde guy and my mind goes dumb”
“Really now, huh?” His voice dropped just a little, teasing. “So if I kissed you right now, would that be too exciting?”
You tilted your head, pretending to think. “Hmm… depends. Are you gonna be able to keep your voice down?”
“Oh, babe,” he grinned, leaning in just enough that his breath brushed against your lips. “That’s a real big ask.”
You huffed a laugh before finally closing the distance, pressing a slow, lingering kiss against his lips. Hizashi hummed in contentment, pulling you closer as if he could somehow make the moment last longer.
But the sound of voices approaching had you both reluctantly pulling apart. He sighed dramatically. “Duty calls, huh?”
“Duty calls,” you echoed, straightening his tie playfully. “Try not to look too lovestruck, yeah?”
“Pfft—too late for that, babe.” He winked before stepping back, adjusting his glasses like nothing had happened. But you caught the way his fingers brushed his lips, as if memorizing the feeling.
With one last glance, you turned the corner together back to being professionals, back to your roles, back to the world outside of this stolen moment. But as you stepped into the light, you knew you’d both be thinking about it all day. Though Hizashi kept up his usual energy as he led you through the halls, chatting away as he pointed out minor changes to the school since your time as a student. The occasional student would recognize you, whispering excitedly to their friends, but no one interrupted. Not yet, anyway.
Eventually, you both reached Class 1-A’s door. Hizashi grinned, wiggling his eyebrows at you. “Ready to meet the little hero’s ?”
You huffed a small laugh. “As ready as I’ll ever be.”
He clapped a hand on your shoulder. “That’s the spirit!” Then, without missing a beat, he flung the door open and practically bounced into the room. “YEAHHHH! WHAT’S UP, CLASS 1-A?! GUESS WHO I BROUGHT?” a collective gasp followed.
“Wait! that’s Pro Hero Lumine!”
“No way! They’re here?”
“Whoa, they’re so cool in person!”
Hizashi gestured toward you with a dramatic flourish. “That’s riiiiight! The one and only Lumine!” He shot you a look, and you barely held back a smirk.
Aizawa, standing at the front of the class, gave you both a blank stare, then sighed. “I assume you’re not just here to disrupt my class?”
“Aw, c’mon, Eraser, you know we had a guest today!!” Hizashi had a tragic frown on his face. “Lumine here is our guest speaker, remember?”
Aizawa raised a brow at you, and you simply shrugged. “I’m just along for the ride at this point.”
As you stepped forward, Hizashi continued, “Now, listen up, kiddos! Not only is Lumine one of the youngest Top 10 heroes—”
“—he’s really over explaining right now,” you interjected.
“—BUT!” Hizashi continued dramatically, ignoring your interruption, “they also happen to be my—”
You stiffened. Your what?
Luckily (or unluckily), Aizawa cut in smoothly, “Your former student. Yes, we’re aware.”
Hizashi blinked, then coughed, rubbing the back of his neck. “Right, yeah, my former student. That’s what I was gonna say.”
The students exchanged looks. Some, like Kaminari and Mina, were eyeing you both very suspiciously.
Mina leaned forward, grinning. “Ooooh, that pause was kinda weird, wasn’t it?”
Kaminari elbowed her. “Right? Like, what was he actually gonna say?”
“Probably something embarrassing,” Jirou muttered, smirking.
You shot Hizashi a look. Really? He gave you a sheepish smile in return. Aizawa pinched the bridge of his nose. “Can we move on?”
You cleared your throat, stepping in to refocus the room. “Right! Anyway, I’m here to answer any questions you have about being a pro hero. So—”
But before you could finish, Kaminari blurted, “How do you know Present Mic so well?”
The whole class leaned in, clearly interested. You deadpanned. “We go way back.”
“How far back?” Mina grinned.
Aizawa sighed. “This isn’t relevant.”
“But it’s interesting!” Mina shot back.
Hizashi, bless him, was absolutely not helping, just standing there grinning like an idiot. You exhaled through your nose, crossing your arms. “Far enough that I have plenty of embarrassing stories about him, but not enough time to share them all.”
The class erupted.
“Oh, we need to hear those!”
“Please tell us at least one!”
You shot Hizashi a look, and he gave you an exaggerated shrug, eyes sparkling with joy.
—-
After the class, as the students trickled out, you turned to Hizashi with a pointed look. “You’re doing a terrible job at hiding our relationship.”
He grinned, entirely unapologetic. “Oh c’mon, babe. You look real cute when you’re flustered.”
You rolled your eyes, but before you could leave, he caught your wrist, fingers warm against your skin.
“Hey.” His voice was quieter now, softer, missing its usual booming energy. He glanced at the empty classroom, then back at you. There was something unreadable in his expression, something almost hesitant. “Got a sec?”
You hesitated, Nezu had mentioned stopping by to check in on you, and you really should be heading to the next class but the way Hizashi’s fingers brushed over yours made it hard to say no.
“…Fine. But just a sec.”
Hizashi wasted no time, tugging you toward the classroom’s small storage area, pulling the door shut behind you. The space was tight, barely enough room for the two of you, and the moment you were alone, his hands found your waist, pulling you in close.
His voice dropped lower, rougher. “You drive me crazy, y’know that?” His thumb brushed over the fabric of your uniform, slow, deliberate. “Havin’ to watch you all day and not kiss you?”
You smirked, fingers slipping up his chest, feeling the warmth of his body through his shirt. “Must be so hard for you.”
“You have no idea.”
Then his lips were on yours urgent and deep, like he was making up for lost time. You barely had a second to react before you were melting into it, tilting your head to let him kiss you deeper. His hands slid up your back, one trailing to cup the back of your neck while the other stayed firm on your waist, keeping you pressed against him.
The kiss started slow, teasing, but it didn’t stay that way. The pent up energy from the entire day the lingering touches, the stolen glances, the way he had to hold back in front of the students spilled over into something more intense. Your fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer, and he let out a quiet groan against your lips, the sound vibrating in his chest.
“Babe,” he murmured between kisses, “you’re killin’ me here.”
You smirked against his lips. “You started it.”
Hizashi let out a breathy chuckle, then dipped his head lower, lips trailing down your jaw, then to your neck. The scrape of his teeth against your skin sent a shiver down your spine, and your grip on him tightened.
“This is such a bad idea,” you whispered, tilting your head back to give him better access.
“Yeah?” His breath was warm against your throat. “Then why aren’t you stoppin’ me?”
You swallowed hard, knowing he had a point. “Because,” you admitted, fingers slipping up to to the back of his neck, “I missed you.”
That made him pause. Just for a second. Then he let out a quiet sigh, pressing a lingering kiss to your shoulder before leaning back just enough to look at you.
“I missed you too,” he murmured, voice softer now, more serious. His fingers brushed against your cheek, his thumb tracing your lower lip. “You’re always runnin’ around, savin’ the world, bein’ a top hero and all. Feels like I barely get time with you anymore.”
You exhaled, hands resting against his chest. “I know. I feel it too.”
For a moment, neither of you said anything. You just stood there, in that small, dimly lit space, his arms around you, your bodies still close, the world outside feeling miles away.
Hizashi’s fingers slid down your arms, his grip tightening around your hands. “Maybe after this, we ditch early. Get some real time together.”
You smiled. “You suggesting we cut class, Yamada?”
He grinned, pressing another kiss to the corner of your lips. “A little. Say you had to go save someone and take me with you”
You hummed, pretending to consider it. “Tempting.”
Before either of you could decide, a voice shattered the quiet. “You do realize this school has cameras, right?”
You both froze. Slowly, you turned to see Aizawa standing in the doorway, arms crossed, looking utterly unimpressed.
Hizashi, ever the professional, cleared his throat and adjusted his glasses, casually stepping away from you like that would somehow erase what just happened. “Hey, Eraser! How long you been standin’ there, buddy?”
“Long enough.”
You exhaled sharply. “Fantastic.”
Aizawa gave you both a long, pointed look, then sighed, rubbing his temples. “Just… keep it out of the classrooms.” Then, shaking his head, he walked away.
As soon as he was gone, Hizashi turned to you with a grin. “Welp. Busted.”
You groaned, burying your face in your hands. “I told you we’d get caught.”
Hizashi just laughed, slinging an arm around your shoulders. “Worth it.”
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YOU ARE A COUGAR
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Geto Suguru X Reader
Gojo Satoru X Reader
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₍^. .^₎⟆ Synopsis: In a world of curses and power struggles take center stage, you’ve always kept to the simple aspects of life. Focussing on your studies, your friendships and life in the dorms. Though everything changes when Geto challenges Gojo that he can’t win your heart and what happens when Geto realizes that Gojo needs to lose.
MASTERLIST
has it been a while since I updated this series? since getting back to canada from the philippines, being a responsible adult and working all the time means i only had time to post my little one shots. BUT I HAVE A FEW CHAPTERS ALREADY WRITTEN IM TRYING
₍^. .^₎⟆ The four of you stood in front of Principal Yaga’s desk, waiting for what was clearly going to be a Very Important Mission. Shoko looked like she was three seconds from falling asleep. Geto had his arms crossed, already preparing himself for whatever was about to come. You just stood there, waiting patiently. Gojo, on the other hand, was leaning back, hands in his pockets, already looking bored. “When was the last time we had a mission with all 4 of us? He knows if im here it doesn’t really matter ”
Yaga exhaled slowly, rubbing his temple like he was already losing braincells with having you all here. Then, with a deep breath, he squared his shoulders and spoke. “Your next assignment is training with the second and first years.”
“…That’s it?” you asked.
“That’s it,” Yaga confirmed.
Gojo blinked, then recoiled like he had just been physically assaulted by the information. “Training with the kids?!”
“Yes,” Yaga said, voice flat.
Gojo turned to Geto, grabbing his shoulders. “We’ve been set up.”
Geto sighed. “It does feel that way.”
“Wait, wait, wait,” Gojo turned back to Yaga, waving his hands. “Why do we have to do this? We’re third years! Why are we suddenly getting stuck with mentor duty?”
Yaga crossed his arms. “Because you four have more experience, and they could benefit from learning from you.”
Shoko yawned. “Sounds fake, but okay.”
You tilted your head. “Wait… who exactly are we training with?”
“Nanami Kento and Haibara Yu.” Gojo groaned so loudly it echoed. “NOOOO?!”
“You wouldn’t know them,” Geto said looking towards you. “You’re always running off to other countries.”
Gojo threw his hands up. “Exactly! So why are we getting stuck with this?”
“Wouldnt that be a better reason? For Y/n to know more of the sorcerers?” Yaga deadpanned.
You crossed your arms. “I mean, how bad could it be?”
Gojo turned to you so fast it was a miracle he didn’t give himself whiplash. “How bad could it be?!” He grabbed your shoulders, shaking you lightly. “You don’t understand! You weren’t here when we had to deal with Mei Mei treating us like free labor! You weren’t here when Utahime existed in front of us for five hours straight! We’ve been through too much!”
You blinked. “…It’s literally just training and we are the one that are in charge.”
“That’s what they want you to think!” Gojo hissed.
Yaga sighed, rubbing his temple. “Go now. Before I make you babysit panda.”
Geto grimaced. “Ugh. Let’s just get this over with.”
Gojo whined all the way out the door. “This is so unfair.”
Shoko started leaning on gojo and muttered, “We’re already suffering.”
You just shrugged. “Still don’t get what the big deal is.”
Gojo pointed at you, eyes wide. “You will.”
As the four of you walked away from Yaga’s office, Gojo was still pouting, muttering to himself. “This is so unfair,” he repeated, dramatically flicking his hair out of his eyes as if the weight of the world was on his shoulders. “Honestly, how much can we possibly do with those second and first years?” Geto mumbled, clearly irritated but not as loud about it as Gojo.
You shrugged. “I still don’t see the big deal. We’ve all trained as underclassmen before.”
“It’s different when it’s you four!” Gojo whined, flailing his arms. “Do you know how many people would kill for a mission this week? And what do we get? Babysitting wit our other option ALSO being babysitting!”
Shoko, still unfazed,. “We’re not actually babysitting. You’re just dramatic.”
Gojo threw up his hands. “I’ll show you dramatic when I’m stuck with them! You know how I work, I need to be doing something, not sitting around listening to people talk about how to punch a curse!”
You rolled your eyes at him but couldn’t help but smile. You were used to Gojo’s over the top complaints. Then, suddenly, Gojo stopped in his tracks and looked at you with wide eyes. “Wait.”
You raised an eyebrow. “What?”
He grinned mischievously, like a lightbulb had gone off in his head. “You!”
“…Me?” you asked, confused.
“Yes, you!” Gojo pointed at you, nearly poking your nose in the process. “You’ve got that magical power of yours, your insane ability to always be on missions! Maybe you can finally get us something good while we’re stuck playing teacher’s pet with the underclassmen!”
You blinked. “You do know I don’t have magical powers, right? Also gojo… do you have something wrong in the head? we’re literally walking there”
“Sure you do! It’s like the luck of the draw or something! You’re always out of the loop when it comes to stuff like this because you’re always on a mission or off somewhere else! That’s your power! You’re the best at missing things!” completely ignoring what you said.
“I don’t miss things on purpose…”
He ignored you completely, grabbing your arm. “You have to get a mission! I’m begging you. Please. Do whatever you have to do. I can’t be stuck with Nanami and Haibara for an entire week!”
You couldn’t stop yourself from laughing at how frantic he was. “You’re really asking me to use my ‘powers’ to help you skip out of training with our underclassmen?”
“Yes!” Gojo practically fell to his knees in front of you, hands clasped together like he was praying. “Please, put me in your bag! Take me with you! I’ll do anything! I’ll even”
“No,” you interrupted, laughing harder. “I’m not dragging you around in a bag just to escape training. It’s not going to happen.”
Gojo groaned and flopped on the ground dramatically. “This is the worst.”
Geto rolled his eyes. “I can’t believe I’m stuck with you two.”
Shoko just shook her head, exhaling smoke. “At least we can relax while they’re busy with the first years. You’ll be fine.”
Gojo lay on the floor with his arms splayed out. “I’ll never be fine again.”
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The girls’ locker room was quiet, save for the soft hum of the overhead lights. You had just finished changing into your towel when it hit you you forgot your gym clothes.
“Seriously?!” you groaned, facepalming in frustration.
You quickly scanned the locker room, hoping to find something, anything, that could help. No luck. All your clothes were neatly folded in your bag, but… no workout gear. Shaking your head, you cursed under your breath. “Great. Just great. I’m going to look like a total mess today.”
But then, you remembered: Gojo. You knew the men’s locker room was just down the hall, and Gojo always kept a spare set of clothes for emergencies like this. Sure, you weren’t supposed to be in the men’s locker room, but he was your best friend. You’d shared stuff since you were kids, this was nothing new. Without hesitation, you marched over to the door to the men’s locker room. You knocked loudly, pounding your fist on the wood like your life depended on it. “Gojo!” you yelled, voice echoing through the hallway. “Gojo! You in there? I need your spare workout clothes!”
You waited a beat. Nothing. You knocked harder, this time adding a few choice words for emphasis. “Gojo! Are you seriously going to leave me stranded here? Come on, I’m not asking for much! Just some spare clothes!”
Still no response. You leaned your forehead against the door, muttering to yourself. “He better not be napping in there or I swear”
BANG! You gave the door one last solid knock, pushing all your frustration into it. “GOJO!!!”
Finally, the door creaked open just enough to reveal a disheveled Gojo, still half dressed in his gym gear, “What?!” he groaned, clearly not thrilled with the interruption.
“Don’t give me that look!” you shot back. “I need your spare clothes. You’re the only one who comes prepared for this kind of stuff.”
Gojo sighed dramatically and ran a hand through his hair. “you crazy lady why am I the prepared one,” he grumbled, pulling a pair of athletic shorts and a plain shirt from his bag. “If it were anyone else, I’d say no. You’ve got some nerve showing up at my door like this.”
You smiled at him sweetly. “You do this for me.”
“Don’t get cocky.” Gojo handed over the clothes with an exaggerated flourish. “Here. Don’t mess them up, okay?”
You raised an eyebrow. “I’m not the one who would be messing up your stuff.”
Gojo leaned against the doorframe, looking far too pleased with himself. “Just remember, I’m a generous guy. And you owe me one now.”
“Oh, please,” you muttered, taking the clothes from him. “Like I’d ever forget you gave me your old stuff.”
Gojo grinned smugly, hands on his hips. “Exactly. You’ll remember this every time you put them on. Now go change and don’t take forever. We’ve got training to do.”
Rolling your eyes, you turned and made your way back to the girls’ locker room, a sense of relief washing over you as you got ready to train. You didn’t even mind that Gojo always seemed to find a way to be both annoying and helpful at the same time. It was just so him.
Though on the Inside the men’s locker room during your knocking crusade, the usual pre training bustle was happening. Gojo and Geto were leaning against lockers, talking about a really annoying bug called utahime. Haibara was rummaging through his bag, searching for his gym shoes, while Nanami stood at the mirror looking at himself.
Gojo, as always, was the first to notice anything out of the ordinary. He smirked and leaned back, eyes hidden behind his blindfold. “You hear that?” he asked, half smiling.
“Knocking?” Geto murmured, looking up from his phone with a raised eyebrow. He wasn’t nearly as fazed by the interruption as Gojo, but he was intrigued nonetheless.
Haibara, hearing the louder than usual knocking, looked over his shoulder. “Is someone outside? Should we check?”
Gojo tilted his head, pretending to consider it before giving a dismissive wave. “Nah, it’s probably nothing. Maybe some cursed spirit knocked on the wrong door. If it were a real emergency, they’d just barge in, right?” Geto rolled his eyes but didn’t look away from his phone. “If someone’s knocking on that door this loudly, it’s definitely not just a mistake.”
The knocking grew more persistent, and then a familiar voice echoed through the room, sending a shiver of realization through everyone. “Gojo! Are you in there? I need your spare workout clothes!”
There was a moment of stunned silence. “Wait a second ” Gojo’s smile widened, a mischievous glint flashing behind his blindfold. “That voice…”
“She’s seriously knocking on the men’s locker room?” Haibara asked, blinking in confusion. He knew you well enough from your shared missions but never thought he’d be hearing you demand clothes from Gojo in such an… unusual way.
“It’s just her,” Gojo said, still grinning. “give me a moment”
Nanami, who had been silently adjusting his uniform, frowned. “hmmm.” He glanced between Haibara and Geto. “Should we do something about it?”
Geto just shrugged, clearly more used to Gojo’s antics by now. “Nah. She’s been doing this kind of thing for years. She and Gojo have no boundaries.”
Haibara snickered under his breath. “I didn’t realize that was a thing…”
Gojo let out a loud sigh as the knocking continued, growing more desperate now. “Gojo!!! I need your spare clothes!”
Haibara couldn’t hold it in any longer and burst out laughing. “Does this happen often?”
Geto raised an eyebrow, his face a picture of nonchalance. “More times than you’d think.”
Nanami sighed, crossing his arms. “She really knows how to make an entrance.”
Gojo, meanwhile, was thoroughly enjoying himself. “This is gonna be great,” he said, turning to Geto. “You know she’s going to make a scene when she comes in.”
“Yeah, I’m sure we’ll hear all about it during training,” Geto replied dryly, finally setting his phone aside and preparing to grab his gear. “We’ll just pretend we didn’t hear her until she comes storming in here to yell at you, huh?”
Haibara, still laughing, looked between the others. “I feel like I’m missing something here. Why does she keep coming to you?”
“Because,” Gojo said, crossing his arms and grinning widely, “we’ve been best friends forever, and she knows I’ve always got her back. And extra clothes, apparently.”
“Of course, you do,” Geto muttered, knowing full well how often Gojo would come to the rescue with something random, like extra gym clothes.
As the knock echoed one last time, Gojo walked over to the door, his grin widening. “I’ll be right back, boys. Gotta go save the day again.”
With that, Gojo opened the door just enough to pass the clothes through. On the other side, you stood there, looking far too confident, hands on your hips.
“Finally,” you said, clearly relieved.
The guys inside the locker room shared a look. Haibara raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued by the casual intimacy you and Gojo shared, while Nanami just rolled his eyes, still more focused on his gear.
Gojo handed you the clothes with a flourish, his grin teasing. “There you go. All set, bestie.”
Haibara couldn’t help but laugh, glancing at Nanami. “I think I get it now. It’s like a lifelong partnership or something.”
“Ugh, don’t even start with me,” Nanami muttered, clearly unimpressed by the antics. “I don’t think I’ll ever understand them.”
Gojo, still grinning, turned back to face them. “You’ll get used to it. We’re just that special.”
You strolled in, looking like you were swimming in Gojo’s oversized clothes. The bright white shirt, two sizes too large, hung loosely around your frame, and the athletic shorts were practically falling off, held up only by the drawstring. The sleeves of the shirt were rolled up, but still, they almost reached your elbows, and the whole ensemble looked like it could swallow you whole. You had clearly taken Gojo’s extra clothes without a second thought.
The silence lingered for a moment before Geto was the first to break it, raising an eyebrow. “Did you really have to wear that?” he asked, unable to suppress a smirk.
You grinned at him, completely unfazed by the attention. “What? It’s not like I had any other option. Gojo said it’s his ‘emergency backup’ set. his stuff is basically my stuff so it doesnt matter now” You tugged at the fabric, making it bunch up around your waist in a way that could only be described as absurd.
Haibara blinked, completely taken aback by the sight. “Whoa. I didn’t know Gojo’s clothes were that… big.” He stifled a laugh, clearly impressed with your choice of fashions.
Shoko snorted from her spot on the sideline, rolling her eyes as she leaned back. “You look ridiculous.” Her voice was lazy, but you could tell she was trying not to laugh. “But Gojo’s clothes being your option is so stupid, you could’ve just come get me”
“Shut up,” you said, still grinning. “It’s too late now… I’m rolling with it. Besides, Gojo’s just mad because I look better in his clothes than he does.”
“Hey, I’m right here!” Gojo called out from the corner, where he had been stretching. He had a huge grin plastered on his face, though, clearly entertained by the sight of you swaying around in his oversized gear. “Don’t talk about me like I’m not a part of this!”
You turned to face him, hands on your hips, still unapologetically drowning in his clothes. “Well, if you didn’t have such giant clothes lying around, I wouldn’t have to make do with your fancy leftovers.”
Shoko chuckled, her gaze sliding from you to Gojo. “The best part is that he doesn’t mind you wearing his stuff at all. Can you imagine if anyone else tried it? Gojo would probably lose it.”
Gojo just shrugged, a playful smirk on his face as he approached you. “I’m a generous guy. Plus, I have to make sure my best friend is always prepared, right?” He placed a hand on your shoulder, the sleeve of his shirt hanging off his arm in a dramatic way, almost like he was trying to own the moment.
Geto, clearly amused, raised his hands. “Alright, alright, no need to show off. We get it, Gojo. You’re a walking charity case for your best friend.”
“Exactly!” Gojo said, his grin turning teasing. “I’m just too kind for my own good.”
You shot him a playful look. “And I’m way too cute for my own good.”
Haibara laughed, his energy returning as he clapped his hands together.
You rolled your eyes, but the smile never left your face. “Okay, okay. I’m done here.” You threw a quick wink at Gojo before turning toward the training mats. “Let’s get to it before Gojo finds any more of his ‘emergency backups’ for me to wear.”
As you walked toward the center of the training ground, you could hear Gojo calling out to you. “I’m serious! You do look better in them!”
Geto, shaking his head with an amused smile, looked at Shoko. “I think we’re going to be hearing about this for a while.”
“Yeah,” Shoko replied with a lazy grin. “I’ll bet five yen that Gojo’s gonna ask for his clothes back before the day ends.”
“only 5?”
You could hear Gojo’s dramatic sigh from across the field. “I can’t believe you don’t think I look amazing in those clothes,” he shouted, and you couldn’t help but laugh.
It was definitely going to be a long day. Your gaze shifted to the two unfamiliar faces standing across from you Nanami and Haibara. It was clear they were second and first years, respectively, though they carried themselves with maturity and confidence.
Gojo, as always, was casually leaning against a nearby post, grinning like a Cheshire cat. He’d somehow convinced you to show up in his clothes, and now he was basking in the aftermath of his “success.”
“You’re all probably wondering who the new guys are,” Gojo said, interrupting the silence as he gestured lazily toward Nanami and Haibara. “Well, let me introduce you. This is Nanami Kento, secondyear extraordinaire. And this is Haibara, my fun loving first year protege.”
You turned to face them fully, giving them both a friendly smile. “Nice to meet you both! I’m Y/n” You started,
Nanami gave a polite, composed nod. “I’ve heard of you. It’s an honor to work with someone as experienced as you.” His tone was calm and respectful, and you appreciated the sincerity in his voice.
Haibara, on the other hand, gave a bright grin and waved a bit awkwardly, clearly the more approachable of the two. “I’m Haibara! It’s awesome to meet you! I’ve heard all kinds of stories about your missions!” He seemed excited to be working with someone more seasoned.
You chuckled, brushing your hair back with one hand. “Stories, huh? Well, I wouldn’t say I’m that special more like I’m just always on the move for missions.”
You took a step closer to Nanami and Haibara, giving them both an appraising look. “But I’ve got to say, you two are way nicer than Gojo made you sound,” you added with a smirk, casting a sideeye at your best friend who was still standing off to the side, acting like he owned the whole training field.
Gojo made an exaggerated gasp, clutching his chest. “Ouch, that hurts! I’m so nice, I don’t know what you’re talking about!” He grinned wide, clearly trying to downplay the jab.
Haibara laughed softly at the exchange, clearly amused by the dynamic between you and Gojo. “Yeah, he makes everything sound way more dramatic than it needs to be,” he said, giving Gojo a playful look. “I mean, come on nice is an understatement when it comes to you.”
You nodded in agreement, crossing your arms with a smirk. “Exactly. Look at this guy,” you said, gesturing to Gojo. “He acts like he’s the only one who can be ‘fun,’ but honestly, I think you two are way easier to talk to.” You directed the compliment toward Nanami and Haibara.
Nanami gave a small, almost imperceptible smile, his usual stoic demeanor softening just a little. “I suppose we have our own way of approaching things. We prefer to focus on the task at hand.”
“Yeah,” Haibara chimed in enthusiastically, “but we’re still here to have fun! I think I’ll like working with you.”
You raised an eyebrow, impressed by their reactions. “I think I might too,” you said. “You’re both way less dramatic than Gojo it’s refreshing.”
Gojo, ever the dramatic one, threw his arms in the air. “Why does everyone gang up on me? I’m such a good person!” His voice was full of mock offense, though it was clear he was enjoying the attention.
“Maybe we’ll see how good you are once we start training,” you teased, turning back to Nanami and Haibara. “But seriously, it’s nice to meet you two. I’ve been out of the loop with missions, so I don’t get to interact with many of the underclassmen.”
“We’ll make sure you don’t regret it,” Haibara said with a wink. “And hey, maybe you’ll teach me a few things?”
You chuckled. “I’m sure I’ll learn a lot from you two as well. Though, I warn you, Gojo’s the one with all the dramatic stories, not me.”
Gojo crossed his arms, feigning a pout. “Hey, I’m allowed to be dramatic! It’s part of my charm!”
You rolled your eyes at his antics, earning a small laugh from Haibara and even a slight smile from Nanami.
“Well,” you continued, turning back to Nanami and Haibara, “looks like we’ve got a good team. No drama just pure talent.”
Geto, who had been quiet for most of the exchange, looked between you and Gojo before smirking. “You know,” he said, “if you keep defending Gojo like that, you’re going to make him insufferable.”
Gojo immediately grinned and winked at you. “See? They get me.”
You just shook your head. “I’ll stick with you guys, as long as Gojo doesn’t start talking too much.”
Gojo gasped. “I’ll take that as a compliment, but I’m not sure if you’re actually joking!”
Laughing, you turned to Nanami and Haibara. “Don’t worry, you’ll get used to it. But, seriously, it’s great to finally meet you both in person.”
It was clear that Gojo and Geto were in their usual mood mischievous, but with a hint of cruelty. You had seen this before, especially when they started ganging up on someone, and you could tell that Nanami was in for it. He was a bit too serious for their liking, and you both knew how much they enjoyed poking fun at anyone who didn’t quite fit their mold.
Gojo was the first to break the silence, his grin wide and devilish. He took a slow step toward Nanami, sizing him up with an exaggerated scrutinizing gaze. “So, Nanami, you really think you can handle this, huh? I hope you’ve been training hard, ’cause I don’t go easy on anyone.” He clicked his tongue and raised an eyebrow, feigning disappointment. “I mean, I guess you’re okay for a secondyear, but we both know you can barely keep up with me.”
Nanami, who had been standing calmly with his arms crossed, gave Gojo a cool stare. “I’m not worried,” he replied, his tone neutral but firm. He wasn’t one to back down easily, and that only seemed to fuel Gojo’s amusement further.
Geto leaned in from the side with a knowing smirk, folding his arms across his chest. “You know, Gojo, Nanami might be too uptight for this field. His whole ‘serious’ vibe isn’t exactly the best for fighting. I mean, I can already see you wiping the floor with him, but maybe we should make this fun.” His eyes flickered with mischief, and he made no effort to hide the fact that he was provoking Nanami.
You could already tell they were about to turn this into something personal. Gojo and Geto had a way of driving people insane with their teasing, pushing buttons until it was almost unbearable.
Gojo snickered, tilting his head to the side. “I gotta admit, though, Nanami, it’s pretty cute that you think you can hang with us.” He looked over to you, his grin widening. “Don’t you think so, Y/n? You’ve seen this before. Nanami’s so stiff. I mean, if I wanted someone to train in perfect posture, he’s the guy, but in a fight? Not so much.” He made an exaggerated motion with his arms to show how rigid Nanami seemed.
Geto let out a low laugh, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Maybe we should give him a proper warmup before he gets embarrassed in front of everyone.” His eyes glinted with something darker, something that said he wasn’t going to stop unless someone intervened.
You stepped forward, raising your hands in mock surrender. “Alright, alright, knock it off. You two are really pushing it today. You know Nanami can hold his own.” You threw a protective arm around Nanami’s shoulders, trying to shield him from the escalating teasing.
But Gojo wasn’t having it. “Come on, Y/n. You really think he can handle me?” His voice was loud and dramatic, clearly trying to get a rise out of both you and Nanami. “You know, you are a secondyear, Nanami, but you’ve got a lot to learn. A lot.”
He moved closer, standing right in front of Nanami now. “Maybe you should take notes. I mean, look at me. I’m basically the perfect fighter. And you” Gojo poked Nanami’s chest in mock sympathy, “you’re just… well, Nanami. Not quite as impressive, huh?”
Geto chimed in, his tone more biting now. “Yeah, Nanami, maybe you should just stand to the side and watch. It’ll be safer for you, trust me.” He tilted his head, raising an eyebrow. “We wouldn’t want you to get too bruised up by the time this is over.”
Nanami’s expression didn’t change, but his eyes narrowed slightly. You could tell the teasing was getting under his skin, even if he was trying to hold it together.
You stepped in front of Nanami, this time making sure to get in Gojo and Geto’s faces. “Enough,” you said, your voice firm. “You’re crossing a line.” You were trying to keep things light, but it was becoming obvious that they were being needlessly cruel now.
Gojo clicked his tongue, clearly not used to anyone standing up to him like this. “What’s the matter, Y/n? He’s a secondyear; this is just how we help people grow. You know that, right?” His eyes sparkled with his usual playful glint, but there was an edge to it now.
Geto smirked, pushing his hair back with one hand. “Yeah, we wouldn’t want Nanami to get soft, would we? It’s for his own good, really.”
You felt your irritation building. “You’re not ‘helping’ him. You’re just being assholes.” You turned to Nanami, giving him a small nod of support. “Don’t let them get to you. They like to joke around, but they’ll cross the line if no one stops them.”
Nanami let out a deep breath, seemingly unfazed. “It’s fine. I’m used to it.” But his clenched jaw told you it wasn’t that fine. You could see he was about to snap, and that was exactly what Gojo and Geto wanted to see just how much they could get under his skin.
Before anything else could escalate, you moved in closer, putting a hand on Gojo’s shoulder and giving him a playful but firm shove. “Cut it out, Gojo. You’re not funny anymore. And Geto” You shot a glare at him, “You’re no better.”
Gojo sighed dramatically, throwing his hands up in mock surrender. “Fine, fine, we’ll be nice. I guess we can’t have any fun around here, huh?” He shot Nanami a wink, his teasing not quite done but pulled back just enough.
“You know, Y/n,” Geto drawled as he leaned back, “You really are soft when it comes to your friends. I didn’t realize you were such a defender.”
You glared at both of them, turning back to Nanami with a more gentle smile. “Ignore them, Nanami. You’re way better than they give you credit for.”
Nanami gave you a halfsmile, clearly grateful for the support. “Thanks. And I can handle them. I’ve seen worse than these two.”
You nodded, but you knew that Gojo and Geto had left their mark, and that meant you’d have to step in even more if they kept going down this path. But for now, it was over at least until they decided to start again.
“Alright, enough talk,” Gojo finally said with a teasing grin. “Let’s get to training. Nanami, I’ll go easy on you maybe.”
“Maybe?” You said, a hint of sarcasm in your tone. “Go easy on him? That’s rich, coming from you.” You looked at Nanami. “He’s full of it, you know.”
Shoko, still lounging around lazily on the sidelines, yelled out, “You’re all too dramatic. Just spar already!”
With the pressure momentarily off Nanami, everyone shuffled into place to start the sparring. The air had a lighter tone, though you knew Gojo and Geto wouldn’t let up entirely. But at least for now, Nanami had you backing him up, and that was enough to keep them in check. you decided it was safer (and more productive) to spar with Shoko.
Lazy as she was, she was no slouch when it came to combat. The moment you threw a strike, she blocked it effortlessly, twisting her body with a smoothness that made it clear she wasn’t just relying on her reversed cursed technique to stay relevant. You had to admit, for someone who complained about effort, she sure knew how to handle herself.
“Damn, Shoko,” you whistled as she sidestepped another attack. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you actually like training.”
She rolled her eyes, exhaling through her nose. “I don’t. But I also don’t like getting my ribs shattered on missions, so here we are.”
You laughed, stepping back before lunging at her again. “That’s a good point. But, you know” You grinned, pivoting midswing to test her reflexes. She blocked it easily, her movements as fluid as ever. “We don’t have to be those doomed yuri tropes.”
Shoko blinked at you, unimpressed, before immediately twisting your arm behind your back and shoving you forward.
“Ah Shoko, please, my pride”
“You’re the one who started flirting midspar,” she deadpanned, finally releasing you with a lazy shove.
Rubbing your wrist dramatically, you turned to her with a smirk. “Can you blame me? You’re cool, capable”
She sighed, shaking her head. “Don’t start. You already have too many love interests.”
You paused, tilting your head. “What?”
Shoko waved a hand vaguely, as if dismissing the entire concept. “In another universe, maybe you’d actually focus on me and the female gender instead of collecting admirers like a shonen protagonist.”
You narrowed your eyes at her. “…What?”
“Nothing.” She yawned, stretching her arms above her head before shooting you a side glance. “Just saying, if you ever wake up one day and decide men are too exhausting, I’m available.”
Your grin widened. “Noted.”
Before the conversation could go any further, a loud thud interrupted you Gojo had just sent Nanami sprawling across the ground, laughing like a maniac. You both sighed in unison.
“…Do we help him?” you asked.
Shoko rubbed the bridge of her nose. “Let’s give him a minute. Maybe he’ll start fighting back and finally shut Gojo up.”
Unlikely, but it was a nice thought.
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Dead silence.
“COUGAR!” Gojo practically shrieked, spinning toward you with such force that his sunglasses nearly flew off his face. Geto stopped walking altogether, staring at you like you had just committed the ultimate betrayal. Shoko, who had been lazily walking beside you, hummed in amusement but said nothing, clearly just waiting to see where this went.
You blinked. “What?”
“A COUGAR!” Gojo repeated, pointing at you like you were some sort of criminal. “You’re a whole thirdyear and you’re out here checking out a secondyear?! This is a scandal! A DISGRACE! I’m gonna have to tell Yaga that you’re out here preying on underclassmen”
“Oh my god, shut up,” you groaned, shoving his face away. “He’s, like, one year younger than us. I just said he has a nice face. That’s an objective fact.”
“No, no, no,” Gojo shook his head wildly, grabbing Geto’s shoulders for support like he was about to collapse from shock. “Suguru, are you hearing this? Is this real? Is this real life?”
Geto, who had been staring at you like he was still trying to process what you had said, exhaled heavily. “Yeah, I gotta admit, I didn’t think you were capable of acknowledging anyone was attractive.”
“That’s what I’m saying!” Gojo pointed aggressively. “All these years, and Y/n’s never once said anything about me… uh, us! And suddenly, Nanami’s stupid, serious face is worth talking about?”
“His emo blonde hair is kinda nice,” you added, just to get under their skin.
Gojo let out a fullbody gasp, stumbling backward like you had physically struck him. “THE AUDACITY!”
Geto crossed his arms, now fully invested in slandering you. “You’re really out here thirsting over underclassmen, huh? That’s crazy.”
“I didn’t say I was thirsting, I said he has a nice face,” you defended.
“Oh, no, no, no” Gojo wagged a finger at you, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. “You can’t take it back now. You said it. Out loud. With your mouth. In front of witnesses.”
“Witnesses?” you repeated, deadpan.
“Yes. Three witnesses, in fact,” Geto added, smirking.
“And Y/n, be honest with us,” Gojo said, stepping uncomfortably close. “Was it just his face? Or was it also that cold, brooding, businessmaninthemaking energy? You like ‘em serious, don’t you?”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh, please, I’ve known you my whole life, and you’re the exact opposite of serious.”
“Exactly!” Gojo threw his arms up. “Yet somehow, Nanami is getting all the love?! I’m beautiful!”
“Yeah, and I’m charming,” Geto added, flicking his hair back. “Yet somehow, you’ve never once looked at us and said anything like that. And then along comes little Nanami Kento with his serious face and his ‘I hate working overtime’ attitude, and suddenly, you’re interested?”
“You two are being so dramatic right now,” you groaned.
“We’re heartbroken, Y/n,” Geto sighed. “Absolutely devastated.”
“Tragic, even,” Gojo agreed.
“Completely betrayed.”
“Oh my god,” you muttered, rubbing your temples. “For the last time, I just said he was attractive. That’s literally it. Do you two want me to start commenting on how nice your faces are? Would that make you feel better?”
Gojo and Geto immediately stopped talking. They exchanged glances. Looked at you. Then at each other again. And in unison
“…Maybe.”
You groaned. “Unbelievable.”
Shoko, who had been silently observing the mess unfold, finally leaned over, her voice barely above a whisper. “Y/n, you’re getting so many love interests.”
You shot her a look. “Don’t start.”
She smirked, lighting a cigarette. “I’m just saying. Another universe, maybe you go for me instead. it’ll make tour life easier”
Gojo made another strangled noise, and Geto clutched his chest dramatically like he was about to faint. You, fully regretting everything, walked ahead. This was never going to end.
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Gojo’s room was honestly not too horrible today. Clothes were thrown over his desk chair, an empty cup of instant ramen sat on the floor, and at least three pairs of sunglasses were scattered in random places. The sheer mess of it was something you had long since stopped questioning. You sat crosslegged on his bed, phone in hand, lazily scrolling as you replied to a text. Gojo, on the other hand, was lying upside down on the floor, feet propped up against the wall, a lollipop in his mouth as he tossed a ball up and down.
It was peaceful.
“Who are you texting?”
You barely glanced up. “Nanami.” The sound of the ball hitting the floor was immediate.
“WHAT.” Before you could react, Gojo launched himself onto the bed, nearly knocking the phone out of your hands.
“HEY!” you yelped, holding your phone out of reach.
“You’re texting Nanami?!” Gojo shrieked, eyes wide with betrayal.
“Yes?” You raised a brow. “Why are you acting like I committed a war crime?”
Gojo dramatically flopped onto the bed beside you. “Oh my god, Y/n. When did this happen? When did you two become texting buddies?!”
“Literally today.”
“AND YOU DIDN’T THINK TO CONSULT ME?” He rolled onto his stomach, staring at you like you’d personally destroyed his worldview. “What could you possibly have to text Nanami about?”
“Books,” you replied simply.
Gojo stared at you for a long moment. “Books,” he repeated.
“Yes.” “That’s it?” “Yeah.”
He groaned, flopping facedown into the mattress. “You’re so boring.”
“You asked.”
Gojo turned his head dramatically. “Wait. Wait. Hold on.” His sunglasses had slipped down his nose, blue eyes squinting at you. “Are you… flirting?”
You blinked. “I just said we’re talking about books.” “But are you flirttexting about books?”
You stared at him. “What does that even mean?”
“You know, like ‘Oh Nanami, I simply adore the way you analyze classic literature~’” Gojo put on a terrible impression of you, complete with dramatic hand gestures.
You smacked his arm. “Shut up.”
“Oh my god.” Gojo sat up, eyes wide. “You like him. You think he’s hot.”
“I literally already said he has an attractive face,” you deadpanned.
“But that was in the moment!” Gojo gestured wildly. “Now you’re thinking about him. Texting him. This is a whole new level!”
You rolled your eyes, shoving your phone in your pocket. “You’re so dramatic.”
Gojo grabbed his chest like you’d just stabbed him. “I just never thought I’d see the day,” he gasped. “My best friend, my precious best friend, betraying me like this.”
“Oh my god, get a grip.”
“No, no, it’s fine.” He collapsed backward onto the bed. “Go on, text your boyfriend. I’ll just sit here. Alone. Forgotten.”
You stared down at him before shoving a pillow over his face. Gojo immediately started flailing. “HELP! I’M BEING ATTACKED BY A TRAITOR!”
You groaned, shoving him off the bed. “If I knew texting Nanami would get this reaction, I would’ve done it sooner.”
Gojo, lying facedown on the floor, groaned. “I hate you.”
You pulled your phone out again “Nanami’s way more pleasant than you, anyway.”
Gojo screeched. This was never going to end. Gojo groaned dramatically from the floor, limbs sprawled like he’d just been hit by a truck. “I cannot believe this. My best friend, my one and only, has been stolen from me by a second year emo.”
You rolled your eyes, scrolling through your phone. “calm down big guy.”
Gojo peeked up at you, then, with zero warning, launched himself back onto the bed, flopping down beside you. The mattress bounced under his weight, and he made no effort to respect personal space, lying close enough that his shoulder pressed into yours. “I’m being serious,” he whined, dramatically resting his head on your shoulder. “What does Nanami have that I don’t?”
“Selfrestraint,” you said without missing a beat. Gojo gasped. “Excuse me?” He lifted his head to squint at you, affronted. “I have so much selfrestraint.”
“You just threw yourself onto me because I texted someone.”
“Okay, but that’s different,” he huffed, rolling onto his side to face you. “You never text people first.”
“That’s not true.”
“Oh yeah?” He raised an eyebrow. “Name one person.”
“…Shoko.”
“Shoko doesn’t count. She texts you first.”
“…Geto?”
Gojo scoffed. “You text him, like, twice a week.”
“That’s still texting someone.”
He groaned, rolling onto his back and dramatically covering his face. “Ugh, whatever. I just think it’s suspicious that the first person you suddenly feel like texting is Nanami.”
“You’re just mad I called him attractive.”
“Because you never call people attractive!” He flailed a hand in the air. “You refuse to acknowledge anyone’s hotness! Then suddenly, you meet Nanami, and it’s all ‘Oh, what a nice face he has~’”
“I don’t sound like that.”
“That’s exactly how you sound.”
You let out a sigh, tilting your head toward him. “Okay, would it make you feel better if I said you were attractive?” Gojo immediately sat up, looking down at you with an unreadable expression.
You blinked. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I’m just processing,” he said flatly.
“…Processing what?”
“That was the first time you’ve ever complimented my looks.”
You frowned. “That’s not true.”
“It is true,” he deadpanned. “I compliment you all the time. I tell you you’re pretty, I hype you up”
“And you sound insufferable every time,” you cut in.
“and I get nothing in return,” he continued as if you hadn’t spoken.
“Meanwhile, Nanami shows up for one training session, and suddenly you’re swooning.”
You groaned, rubbing your temple. “I am not swooning.”
Gojo flopped back down beside you, still pouting. “If you start dating Nanami, I’m gonna die.”
You snorted. “Oh, really?”
“Yeah. Just drop dead on the spot.” He sighed dramatically. “My fragile heart won’t be able to take it.”
Rolling your eyes, you turned your attention back to your phone. “You’re ridiculous.”
Gojo tilted his head toward you, watching as you lazily scrolled through your messages. He didn’t say anything for a moment, but then, in a much quieter voice, he said
“…You really think I’m attractive?”
You sideeyed him, unimpressed. “Don’t push it.” He grinned, his usual dramatic energy returning in an instant. “Oh, I’m pushing it. Say it again. Tell me how handsome I am.”
“No.” “Say it.” “Gojo ” “Saaay iiiit.”
You grabbed a pillow and smacked him in the face. Gojo laughed, grabbing his own pillow and swinging back. And just like that, the teasing shifted into fullon mess, the two of you whacking each other like children, the earlier conversation long forgotten.
Gojo had you in a headlock. Not a real one more like a loose, ridiculous mess of tangled limbs and pillows as the aftermath of your impromptu pillow fight. His sunglasses were long gone, lost somewhere in the depths of his disaster of a room, and his snowwhite hair was a mess, sticking up at odd angles.
You huffed, lying sprawled out beside him, out of breath from all the laughter. Your head rested against his shoulder, and neither of you had the energy to move. The room was quiet now, save for the occasional sound of Gojo shifting beside you. Then, after a long pause, he murmured, “You know… you never answered me.”
You cracked one eye open. “Answered what?”
“If you think I’m attractive,” he said, voice teasing, but there was something else beneath it. Something more serious.
You closed your eyes again. This was a trap. If you said no, he’d call you a liar. If you said yes, you’d never hear the end of it.…But also. You weren’t a liar. So, with an exhale, you muttered, “Yeah.”
Gojo stiffened. You felt it immediately the slight tensing of his arm beneath you, the way his breathing hitched just a little. Then, because you weren’t about to deal with the consequences of that admission, you immediately went limp against him.
“…Y/n.” You didn’t move. Gojo poked your cheek. “You’re not asleep.” No response. Another poke. “You literally just talked.” Nothing. Gojo groaned, shifting so he could look down at you. “You’re the worst.”
Still, you remained perfectly still, face neutral, pretending to be deep in sleep. For a moment, he said nothing. Just stared at you, his arm still around your shoulder, your body still leaning against him. You weren’t sure what he was thinking, but you could feel the intensity of his gaze, the rare stillness in his presence.
Then, in a voice much softer than before, he said “Go out with me.”
Silence. Your heart did not just skip a beat. That was just… a bodily malfunction.
Gojo nudged your side. “I know you’re faking.” Nothing. “You’re such a coward,” he muttered, though there was no real bite to it. Just amusement. Maybe a little fondness.
He sighed, letting his head fall back against the pillow. Then, instead of pushing you away, he tightened his arm around you, pulling you closer.
“You’re gonna have to answer me eventually,” he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
You didn’t move. Didn’t react. Didn’t let your face betray anything. But you felt everything. Gojo didn’t let go.
The soft sound of Gojo’s steady breathing filled the room as you slowly woke up, the weight of his arm still draped across your shoulders, pulling you in close. The sunlight had shifted, casting a warm glow through the blinds. You blinked a few times, your mind foggy as you tried to get your bearings. You were lying against Gojo’s chest, his body relaxed, his head resting on the pillow. The way he had wrapped himself around you in his sleep made it feel like he had no intention of letting go anytime soon. His presence usually so present and overwhelming was now replaced by the calm of someone who’d finally let himself rest. You let out a quiet sigh, shifting slightly but careful not to disturb him. His breathing didn’t change, and you realized he was sound asleep. Your thoughts wandered, and before you could stop yourself, the words slipped out.
“…I’m not stupid.” You spoke softly, not intending to wake him up. It was more of a mumble to yourself. But as you muttered those words, something inside you shifted, like a weight that had been hanging in the back of your mind finally settling into place.
“I see it now,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “Both of you.”
You let your eyes wander over to Gojo’s peaceful face, watching the way his features softened in sleep. Then, your thoughts turned to Geto. They were always together. The way they acted so close, so constantly wrapped up in each other’s orbit. Too close. It was almost like a competition for your attention, only you hadn’t realized it until now. It wasn’t until they both started acting so ridiculously possessive that the pieces finally clicked together.
You chuckled bitterly, shifting again and trying to untangle yourself from Gojo’s arm without waking him.
“Honestly… how did I not see it sooner?” You muttered to yourself, a soft laugh escaping your lips. “They’re both so obvious about it.”
Gojo shifted a bit in his sleep, his arm tightening slightly around you as if in response to your movements. You stilled, eyes wide for a moment, but then you relaxed, biting your lip.
“You know, it’s honestly kind of embarrassing,” you continued, still not fully processing how much you were revealing to yourself out loud. “Both of them… acting like they’re fighting for my attention. Like I’m some sort of prize.”
You laughed under your breath. “But I’m not stupid. I can see what they’re doing.”
The realization was so simple and yet so unexpected. Gojo’s flirty teasing, his relentless need for validation, and Geto’s cool demeanor that had a little too much weight behind it when it came to you it all clicked. They weren’t just being weird. They were being deliberate. You looked at Gojo again, his face serene in sleep, the playful, arrogant grin from earlier now replaced by a quiet, almost vulnerable expression. He was the same as always, but in a way, he wasn’t. You realized you couldn’t quite figure out what was going on with him, and it made your heart race just a little faster than you wanted to admit. With a sigh, you mumbled to yourself again, though the words felt heavier this time.
“I should be annoyed. I should be, right?”
You let the silence hang for a moment. But you weren’t. Instead, a quiet warmth spread through you, making you feel both frustrated and comforted at the same time. Gojo had always been the one to keep things a mess. But with the way he held you now his fingers loosely tangled in your hair, his breathing soft against your skin it almost felt… intimate.
You knew you couldn’t let yourself fall into the trap of his teasing, not this time. You had to be rational. But then again, you couldn’t ignore it either. You found yourself slowly letting your eyes slip closed again, not yet ready to face the mess of thoughts swirling inside your head. You barely realized you were drifting back into sleep until you felt Gojo’s hand gently rub circles on your back, as if he’d woken up without you noticing.
“…You’re not stupid,” he murmured sleepily, his voice rough with sleep. “I’m just really bad at hiding it.”
You froze, eyes snapping open as you realized he was awake. He shifted again, his arm sliding around you in a way that wasn’t exactly innocent. His face was still soft, though there was an unmistakable glint of mischief in his eyes. “You heard all that?” You asked, your voice a mix of shock and mild embarrassment.
He just smirked, the same playful smirk you’d known for years. “I always hear you, Y/n.”
You sat there in Gojo’s room, the weight of everything you’d said hanging between you. Gojo sat next to you, his usual carefree attitude nowhere to be found, though he tried to keep it together. He had his hand resting on the bed beside you, but the tension in his posture was clear. He’d listened quietly as you tried to untangle the mess of your feelings, but there was an undeniable frustration brewing inside him. He couldn’t deny it. A small part of him the selfish part was frustrated. He hated the way you were caught between him and Geto, like some kind of tugofwar. He had always been the one to be there for you. He had always been the one who made you laugh, who kept you grounded. And now, he was sharing you with someone else, someone who didn’t get to be your best friend in the same way he did. He wanted to tell you how much he loved you. How he always had. But instead, he was holding back, trying to be supportive, trying to be the best friend you needed, even though it was tearing him up inside. You weren’t making it easy on him, though. And maybe it was selfish, maybe it was wrong, but the thought of losing you to Geto or anyone else made him feel like his insides were twisting in knots. But Gojo wasn’t going to let that show. Not yet.
“You’re my best friend, Gojo,” you said, your voice quiet. Your words were like a balm, but they didn’t ease the frustration that was bubbling inside of him. Not yet. “You’ve been my best friend for so long, and I I love you. I do. But…” You trailed off, and Gojo held his breath, desperate to hear you continue, desperate for something anything that would tell him you felt the same.
“But then there’s Geto, too,” you finished, and Gojo had to fight the urge to grit his teeth.
His heart was pounding, and for a moment, he had to resist the urge to blurt out everything he had ever wanted to say. But no, he couldn’t. Not yet. He stayed silent, giving you space to work through it. He could hear the quiet pain in your voice, the way you were trying to figure everything out, but it was frustrating. So frustrating.
“Gojo,” you continued, meeting his gaze, and for a brief moment, his mask almost cracked. You looked so vulnerable, so unsure, and he couldn’t help but feel protective of you. But that little selfish part of him still wanted to yell, to make you choose him. “I don’t even know if romance is something I should be thinking about right now. Everything’s so messed up lately. Both you and Geto started, like… vouching for my affection out of nowhere, and it just…” You stopped, looking down, and Gojo swallowed hard, trying to push the frustration aside for now. “It’s made my head spin.”
He wanted to say something. To tell you that it wasn’t like that, that he had always been here for you, but the words wouldn’t come. Instead, he exhaled deeply, forcing himself to be calm, to just be there for you. He had to, even if it was tearing him up inside. “You’re not alone in this, Y/n,” he said, trying to keep his voice steady, even though the jealousy was gnawing at him. “You don’t have to figure it out right now. You never rush into anything. You always take your time. So don’t let all this pressure you.”
You shook your head, running a hand through your hair in frustration. “I know. I just ” You exhaled deeply, turning toward him. “It’s just hard. When I’m with you, I feel… safe and seen. And when I’m with Geto, I also have that feeling. And both of you are important to me.” And there it was. The words Gojo had been dreading to hear. Not that he didn’t understand. He did. He knew what it was like to have different people give you different things, but for him, it was hard to hear that you felt seen by someone else.
“Y/n,” he said softly, trying to keep the frustration out of his voice. But his mind couldn’t help but flash to the thought of Geto touching you, of being with you in a way that Gojo couldn’t. He wanted to push those thoughts away. He had to. He was being the best friend you needed. “You’re not going to lose us, okay? Ever. Whatever happens, we’re still your friends. No matter what.”
But his mind was still reeling, and a small, selfish part of him wanted to say, Screw that. I don’t want to be your friend anymore. I want you to choose me. He couldn’t, though. He wouldn’t say it. Not yet. You met his gaze, your expression softening, but there was still that uncertainty there, lingering. Gojo could tell you were still processing everything. And that was fine. He would give you the time you needed, even if it was killing him inside.
But when you spoke again, your voice quieter, more tentative, Gojo felt his heart race, but this time, it wasn’t out of frustration. It was out of something else. “Thanks, Gojo. You’re always there for me. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
His chest tightened at your words, and he couldn’t help but feel a bit of relief. It wasn’t everything he wanted to hear, but it was something. He reached out, his hand resting on yours, his fingers curling around your hand gently. “Don’t mention it. I’ll always be here for you. I’m your best friend. That’s what best friends do.”
But deep down, there was still that selfish part of him that wanted more. That wanted to be the one you chose. And maybe, just maybe, he would get that chance. But for now, he could only wait.
Gojo: [leaning casually against your desk] So… when are you gonna realize I’m in love with you?
You: Oh, you’re in love? With who? Tell me! I’ll help you!
Gojo:
Gojo: [wheezing] No one, actually. I’m dead inside.
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Present Mic / Hizashi Yamada x Reader
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ This man has zero chill, and I have zero chill for him. He’s a freak. He has to be. The studded leather jacket proves it.
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ You all see loud and annoying I see a rockstar who would definitely date a younger woman. peak rockstar behavior. Except instead of the wild, bad boy type, he’s got the personality of a total dad rock guy. classic vinyl collection, bad puns, probably owns at least three band tees from the ’80s.
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ Anyway, this is teacher him, but you? You’re the new TA, and unfortunately, you’re already down bad and you’ve BEEN down bad…. The way I wrote this is a little taboo… how your high school crush on Present Mic never really faded, and now, as a new UA TA, you’re right back where you started… only this time, he’s looking at you differently.
Anyways I wrote this very light hearted!!
Warnings: idk you simp for older man and he sorta flirts back. you’re 22 in this story but yuh
૮₍´。ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ。`₎ა You could hear the distant hum of the city below as you and Hawks crouched on a rooftop, surveying the warehouse across the street. It was a classic sting operation, intel suggested a group of low-level villains were stockpiling illegal support gear, and you two were here to put a stop to it before things escalated.
Hawks adjusted his goggles, barely looking phased. “Man, these guys never learn, huh?”
You smirked. “You sound almost bored.”
“‘Cause I am,” he admitted, stretching his arms lazily. “I could’ve wrapped this up ages ago, but apparently ‘reckless property damage’ is frowned upon.” He threw up air quotes, grinning.
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah, yeah, heaven forbid you actually follow protocol.”
Hawks snickered but then glanced at you, tilting his head. “So, what’s next for you, anyway?”
You blinked. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, c’mon, you’ve got the skills, the power, and a shiny little hero license,” he said, casually flicking a feather toward the warehouse to listen in. “You ever thought about… I dunno, long-term plans?”
You frowned. “I am a pro hero. This is the long-term plan.”
Hawks hummed. “Yeah, for now. But what about later? You gonna keep doing this forever?”
You huffed. “What else would I do?”
“I dunno.” He shrugged. “Some heroes eventually go into support roles, some do solo work, some…” He gave you a pointed look. “End up teaching.”
You scoffed. “Yeah, no thanks.”
Hawks snorted. “Wow. Said that real fast.”
You raised an eyebrow. “You don’t exactly strike me as ‘teacher material’ either.”
“Hell no,” Hawks said without hesitation. “I’m not about that ‘shaping young minds’ crap.” He waved a hand. “I don’t got time to babysit kids who think they’re hotshots just ‘cause they passed an entrance exam.”
You exhaled through your nose. “You do know they need heroes to train the next generation, right?”
“Yeah, yeah,” Hawks said lazily. “Good thing there’s people out there willing to do it. But me? Nah. I care about results. Not teaching a bunch of kids how to throw a punch.”
Something about that didn’t sit right with you. You fell silent, watching the warehouse as Hawks kept talking.
“I get why some people do it,” he continued. “Sure, it’s important, but I’d rather be out here handling real threats, not lecturing some kid about ‘proper combat form.’”
You pursed your lips, staring at the city skyline. You’d never really thought about teaching before. You’d always assumed you’d stick to hero work, fighting, saving people, that’s what you trained for. But…
Wouldn’t it be better if newer heroes were properly prepared before getting thrown into all this? Before they had to stand on rooftops like this, watching crime unfold and making impossible choices?
You suddenly remembered your own time at U.A., the mentors who guided you, the lessons that stuck with you, the moments that shaped you.
Hawks might not care about the next generation. But maybe… you did. You inhaled deeply. “Someone has to do it.”
Hawks glanced at you. “Huh?”
“Teach,” you clarified. “Someone has to make sure they don’t just become a bunch of reckless brats.”
Hawks smirked. “That sounded real pointed.”
You ignored him, mind already racing. Maybe this was something worth considering. Maybe making a difference didn’t just mean being in the field. it meant helping others get there, too.
Before you could say more, Hawks suddenly grinned. “Welp. We can debate hero philosophy later. Right now-” He flexed his wings. “I believe it’s ass kicking time.”
You exhaled, pushing the thoughts aside. Teaching could wait. For now, you had a mission to finish.
—-
The idea had been nagging at you ever since that mission with Hawks. You hadn’t been able to shake it, how different would things have been if someone hadn’t taken the time to teach you? If the pros before you had just decided they didn’t care about shaping the next generation?
It was a dangerous job. Heroes had to make impossible choices every day.And if you could help even one student avoid the mistakes you had made… wasn’t that worth it?
So, when the opportunity to assist at U.A. came up, you took it. Standing at the school gates, you felt incredibly unprepared.
The school looked the same as when you were a student. The towering gates, the familiar pathways, the slight hum of excitement in the air.
But now, instead of wearing a uniform, you were standing here as a pro hero. A teachers assistant to the very people who had once trained you.
Before you could start spiraling, a very familiar voice rang out. “Nooooo waaay!”
You barely had time to react before a blur of yellow moved into your peripheral vision.
“Yo, Y/n!!” Present Mic grinned, stepping right in front of you. “Look at you, all grown up and back at U.A.!”
Your brain stalled for a moment. Because oh. Oh no. You had mentally prepared yourself to see your old teachers again, sure.
But Hizashi Yamada? The very same Present Mic who had been the coolest teacher when you were a student? The one whose energy was infectious, who had somehow made learning fun, whose voice had been a constant in your life back then?
Yeah. You were not ready. You forced yourself to smile. “Hey, Mic.”
He grinned even wider. “Man, this is wild! Feels like just yesterday you were wandering the halls! Now you’re back and all pro hero-y!” He clapped a hand on your shoulder. “I knew you were gonna be big someday!”
You swallowed. Say something normal. Say something normal.
“Uh well, you were one of my favorite teachers, it was bound to happen if you were there for me” you blurted. The moment the words left your mouth, you immediately regretted them.
Hizashi’s eyebrows shot up, and then he smirked. “Ohoho? Is that so?” He leaned in slightly, eyes glinting. “Favorite, huh?”
Your face burned.
“N-not like that!” you stammered, waving your hands. “I just.. I mean… your class was fun, and..” He laughed, clearly enjoying your suffering. “Man, this just keeps getting better.”
You groaned, covering your face.
Hizashi grinned, rocking back on his heels. “Well, it’s good to have you back. These kids are gonna love you.”
You exhaled, trying to compose yourself. “Yeah, well… let’s hope I survive them first.”
“Pshh. You survived me, didn’t ya?” He winked. “This’ll be a piece of cake.”
Your heart stuttered. Oh. Oh, this was going to be dangerous for your heart.
—
The halls of U.A. felt different now. As a student, they had been full of excitement, nerves, and the overwhelming presence of those who had come before you. But now, walking through the main building as a pro hero and teacher, the weight on your shoulders felt entirely new.
You adjusted the hem of your hero costume, feeling the crispness of how new it was. Even though you had experience in the field, nothing quite prepared you for standing in front of a room full of students expecting to learn from you.
“You got this,” you muttered to yourself, taking a steadying breath before stepping into the teacher’s lounge.
Aizawa was the first to look up, his usual tired expression unreadable. “You’re early,” he noted, setting down his coffee.
“I figured I’d try to make a good impression,” you replied, attempting a casual smile.
Present Mic leaned against the counter, grinning. “First day jitters? Don’t worry, we all had ‘em. Well, except for Eraser here. He just scowled his way through it.”
Aizawa sighed. “I still do.”
You chuckled, some of the tension easing from your shoulders. Before you could respond, the door swung open, and Midnight strolled in. “Oh, our new young hero teacher has arrived! Ready to inspire the next generation?”
“I hope so,” you admitted, rubbing the back of your neck.
Midnight winked. “Confidence is key. And if all else fails, just channel your inner Aizawa, give them the stare.”
“I’m right here,” Aizawa deadpanned.
The conversation continued as a few other teachers trickled in, welcoming you and offering small pieces of advice. It was reassuring, knowing that despite the prestigious reputation of U.A., the staff was still just a group of people doing their best.
Then, the bell rang. Your first class was waiting You turned to see Shouta Aizawa standing up and heading to the door, coffee in one hand, capture weapon draped loosely around his neck. He looked as exhausted as you remembered from your time as a student, but there was a small, approving nod in his greeting. “. Ready for your first day?”
You gave him a firm nod. “Yes, sir.”
He raised a brow at the formality but didn’t comment. “Good. You’ll be shadowing me for the first week. Learn the flow, get used to the kids. Don’t let them walk all over you.”
You swallowed. “They’ll try?”
“Of course,” he deadpanned. “They’re future pro heroes. Testing limits is in their nature.”
Before you could respond, the bell rang. Aizawa gestured toward the door. “Come on. Let’s introduce you.”
Walking into Class 1-A’s homeroom was surreal. The chatter died down the moment Aizawa stepped inside, eyes instantly on you. These weren’t just random students; these were the next big names in hero society, brimming with potential. Some of them were already whispering, clearly recognizing you from your own hero work.
Aizawa’s gaze swept over them, and the class immediately straightened up. “This is Lumine. She’s a pro and will be assisting in your training from now on. Treat her with respect.”
You took a step forward, clearing your throat. “It’s nice to meet you all. I was in your place not too long ago, so if you have questions or need advice, I’m here to help.”
A student raised a hand, an excitable redhead in the front row. “Can we see your Quirk in action?”
You smirked. “Maybe another time perhaps your next training session.”
A few students groaned in disappointment, but a blue haired student beside him adjusted his glasses, nodding approvingly. “A professional approach. I look forward to learning from you.”
As the students got to work, you exhaled, easing into your new role. First day nerves or not, you were ready for this. After all, you weren’t just here to assist you were here to help shape the future of hero society.
As Aizawa turned to the board, the atmosphere in the classroom shifted. It started small whispers, giggles, but you could feel it. The moment your eyes met with some of the students, they looked away too quickly, stifling laughter like they were plotting something.
Then, predictably, a hand shot up.
“Yes?” you asked, already bracing yourself.
Denki Kaminari grinned, leaning back in his chair. “So, uh… what’s your type?”
A few eyes shot up to stare at him. Particularly a certain purple adjacent kid started glaring. You blinked, thrown off for only a second before regaining composure. “My type?”
“Yeah, you know,” he wiggled his eyebrows. “Like… in a romantic sense.”
“Denki.” Iida’s voice cut through the air, scandalized. “That is highly inappropriate to ask a teacher’s assistant!”
“But it’s important info!” Denki argued, slouching in his seat. “Like, what if we need to set her up with someone?…. like myself” he muttered the last part but the rest of the class gathered what it was.
You raised an eyebrow. “I’m here to teach, not to date.”
Denki clicked his tongue. “Damn, there goes my plan.”
“Your what?” you asked.
Jirou groaned, smacking her forehead. “He’s been muttering about ‘securing the ring’ since you walked in.”
You blinked. “Wait. Excuse me?”
The class lost it.
Even Aizawa, who had been diligently ignoring the nonsense, finally turned, rubbing his temples like he had a migraine forming. “Kaminari. If you spent as much effort on your studies as you do on flirting, you might actually be a decent student.”
Denki pouted “Sensei, that’s harsh.”
You crossed your arms, fighting back a laugh. “I think what Kaminari meant to ask was if I have any advice for balancing hero work with personal life.”
The blond perked up. “Ohh, yeah! That’s totally what I meant!”
Aizawa sighed. “Right. That’s enough for today. Open your books before I start handing out laps.”
The class groaned but obeyed, even as you heard whispered bets being placed on whether Denki would propose by the end of the semester.
Class had barely settled before you heard the unmistakable sound of a palm smacking the back of Kaminari’s head.
“Ow!” Denki yelped, rubbing the spot where he’d been hit.
“Quit being an idiot,” Bakugo grumbled from his seat, arms crossed, eyes narrowed like he was personally offended by Kaminari’s entire existence. “You sound pathetic.”
“Excuse you, Bakugo, but I was just making conversation,” Kaminari shot back, still grinning despite the clear lack of support. “You don’t understand romance.”
Bakugo’s glare sharpened. “I understand that you should shut the hell up”
“Damn, man,” Kirishima cut in with a chuckle, elbowing Bakugo. “Give him a break. It’s not every day a there’s someone new teaching. Let him dream.”
Bakugo scoffed. “It’s embarrassing.”
Before Kaminari could retaliate, Mina gasped dramatically, slamming her hands on her desk. “Wait, wait, wait! Kaminari’s getting all the attention here, but I think we’re missing the real question!” She turned to you with a mischievous glint in her eye. “Who was your teacher crush when you went here?”
The class erupted.
“Ohhh, good one, Ashido!” Sero laughed, leaning forward on his desk. “C’mon, spill! Was it Aizawa-sensei?”
At that you whipped to turn to aizawa but you can see he’s already regressed into his sleeping bag.
“Present Mic?” Kirishima guessed. “He’s got that cool vibe, y’know?”
“I swear if anyone says Midnight, I’m walking out,” Jirou deadpanned, already rubbing her temples
.
You held up a hand, trying to contain your laughter. “Okay, okay, first of all, just because i’m barely older than you all doesn’t mean I’m just going to gossip.”
A wave of boos filled the room.
“Second of all,” you continued, ignoring them, “That wasn’t even anything I thought about when I was your age”
Mina sighed dramatically. “Ugh, so responsible.”
“I’m literally here as a teacher’s assistant,” you reminded her, crossing your arms. “What did you expect?”
“Secret romances,” Kaminari answered instantly.
“You guys watch way too much TV,” you muttered.
Meanwhile, in the corner of the room, Todoroki, who had been silent this whole time, slowly turned to Momo. “Is this… normal?”
Momo sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Unfortunately, yes.”
At the front of the class on the ground, Aizawa audibly exhaled, already regretting everything. “I should’ve taken the day off.”
The teasing finally died down after a few more minutes, mostly because Aizawa threatened extra homework, but you could still hear the occasional whisper of “I know it was Aizawa” and “Kaminari’s totally going to propose by the end of the week.”
You barely made it into the teachers’ lounge before dropping into the nearest chair with an exhausted sigh. The first half of the day had been absolute chaos. You knew Class 1-A had a reputation, but no amount of mental preparation could’ve readied you for Kaminari planning your imaginary wedding, Mina interrogating you about teacher crushes, and Bakugo nearly committing homicide out of secondhand embarrassment.
Aizawa sat down across from you, looking unsurprised. “You survived.”
You exhaled, rubbing your temples. “I think so.”
Before he could respond, the door slammed open. “YOOO! How’s our newest teacher assistant holding up?!”
Your stomach flipped. Present Mic strolled in, grinning ear to ear, and before you could even process the way your heartbeat definitely skipped, he was dropping into the seat beside you, all energy and enthusiasm.
“I heard 1-A gave you a hell of a welcome,” he laughed, elbowing you lightly. “Gotta say, I love the enthusiasm, but you good?”
Your brain was short circuiting. He smells good. Why does he smell so good?
You snapped out of it immediately. “Y-Yeah! Totally fine! Just y’know, Students being students, and uh, some… unexpected questions.”
Aizawa gave you a slow, knowing side eye but said nothing, sipping his coffee. Hizashi leaned in slightly, his expression full of curiosity. “Ohhh? What kind of questions?”
The door opened again, giving you a much needed second to gather yourself as Midnight, Cementoss, and Snipe walked in. Midnight smirked the second she spotted you. “Oho? Is this about the interrogation 1-A put you through?”
You groaned. “Why does everyone already know about this?”
Cementoss chuckled. “Word travels fast when it involves that class.”
Snipe took a seat, tipping his hat back. “So? What’d they grill ya on?”
You hesitated, but of course Midnight leaned forward, eyes glinting. “Don’t be shy now. Spill.”
You exhaled in defeat. “Okay, fine, Kaminari apparently thinks we’re getting married, Mina demanded to know if I ever had a teacher crush, and the rest were just hyping them up.”
Silence. Then, Midnight lit up. “Oh, now this I gotta hear.”
“No, you really don’t,” you muttered.
But it was too late. Present Mic gasped dramatically beside you. “WAIT.” He pointed at you with exaggerated excitement. “You had a teacher crush?!”
Your face felt hot. “Nope! That’s classified information,” you said way too quickly, reaching for your drink like it could physically save you from this conversation.
Hizashi let out an offended noise, leaning closer. “It’s me, isn’t it?!”
Your brain short circuited. Your entire body froze. Aizawa, who had been silently watching this train wreck unfold, took a slow sip of his coffee. “It’s not you.”
“You don’t know that!” Hizashi shot back, grinning, and oh no, he was looking right at you.
You could feel the heat creeping up your neck, but you refused to crack. “I- I am not answering that.”
Midnight smirked, clearly catching something. “Hmm… interesting.”
You glared. “Drop it.”
“Never,” she teased.
Meanwhile, Hizashi was still grinning, completely oblivious to your inner turmoil. “Aw, c’mon! I won’t tell anyone!”
You buried your face in your hands. “I literally don’t trust you.”
The teasing continued as the rest of the staff ate, and even though your entire body was still burning from that interaction, you had to admit… it wasn’t a bad way to spend your break.
—
You walked beside Aizawa, still recovering from the absolute disaster that had been lunchtime. Your face felt like it was permanently warm, and you were convinced you’d never be able to look Present Mic in the eyes again.
“So,” he started, voice dry as ever, “you want to be a teacher?”
You nodded, still staring ahead, trying to will away your embarrassment. “Yeah. I mean, today was hectic, but it felt… right, y’know?”
Aizawa hummed. “Uh-huh.”
Something about his tone made you glance at him warily. “…What?”
“Oh, nothing.” He took a slow sip from his coffee, expression unreadable. “Just thinking about how subtle you were about it in the lounge.”
You frowned. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
He side eyed you, and even though his face barely changed, you could feel the judgment.
Your stomach dropped. “I—what—” You groaned, covering your face. “Please stop.”
“Just saying,” he continued, deadpan, “if this was a test on subtlety, you’d be repeating the year.”
You groaned louder. “Oh my god.”
He sipped his coffee again, shrugging. “But, y’know. Mic’s an idiot, so you’re probably fine.”
“That is not reassuring.”
He didn’t respond, just kept walking like he hadn’t just ruined your entire life. You, on the other hand, were spiraling. How obvious had you been? Was everyone going to figure it out? Was Hizashi already onto you?
Before you could fall further into despair, Aizawa glanced at you again. “But if you’re really serious about teaching, you should stick with it. You did fine today.”
You blinked, caught off guard by the sincerity. “Oh. Thanks.”
“Sure.” He paused, then added, “Just maybe work on your poker face.”
You groaned one last time, and Aizawa smirked ever so slightly as you both headed back to class.
—
It was the next day and stared at Aizawa like he had just told you to fight a Nomu with your bare hands.
“I’m sorry, what?”
“You’re assisting Yamada for the day,” Aizawa repeated, his tone flat as always. “He’s leading practical drills, and it’s good experience for you.”
Your stomach twisted. This is fine. This is totally fine. It was not fine. Because Present Mic. Hizashi Yamada was the one teacher you definitely didn’t trust yourself to be normal around.
It had been so much easier when you were a student, admiring from afar. But now? You had to work alongside him, one on one, for the entire day, and if yesterday’s conversation in the teachers’ lounge was anything to go by, you were one slip-up away from giving yourself away entirely.
Still, you swallowed your nerves and forced yourself to nod. “Got it.”
Aizawa gave you a slow, knowing look, because of course he did but didn’t comment. “Good. He’s in Gym Gamma. Try to keep up.”
You huffed. “I can keep up.”
Aizawa smirked slightly like he knew something you didn’t. That was never a good sign.
—
By the time you reached Gym Gamma, you could hear his voice from outside the doors.
“Alright, listeners! Today’s all about reflex training! You gotta be fast, ya gotta be alert, and ya gotta be ready to move at a moment’s notice!”
You took a deep breath and stepped inside.
The moment you did, Hizashi turned to face you, his signature grin in full force. “Ayooo! There’s my assistant for the day!”
You swore you felt your heart stutter for a second.
“Hope you’re ready!” he continued, jogging up to you. “’Cause today’s lesson is all about speed and adaptability!”
You forced yourself to nod, pretending you weren’t two seconds from combusting. “Right. Sounds good.”
He clapped a hand on your shoulder, and oh no he’s touching me—
“You ever seen my sound-based reflex drills in action before?” he asked, completely oblivious to the absolute crisis happening in your brain.
“uuuh not up close.”
He gasped, offended. “WHAT?!” He grabbed his chest like you’d personally wounded him. “Then today’s your lucky day, sidekick, ‘cause you’re not just assisting, you’re participating!”
You tilted your head. “oh? set the stage then”
The students murmured at that, sensing the challenge. Hizashi raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “Ohooo, confidence! I like it!”
You just smirked. “Let’s get started.”
—
The second he fired off his first attack “HEY!!” your body reacted on instinct. In reality this was probably the worst person to fight against you for the demonstration against mic. Because with his quirk it basically didn’t work on you
Before the shockwave could hit, you shifted into light, letting the sound waves pass through you harmlessly before reforming on the other side.
The class gasped.
Even Hizashi blinked in surprise. “Well damn!!”
You shrugged, barely fazed. “Sound doesn’t hit photons the same way.”
Hizashi’s grin grew. “Ohhh, this just got interesting.”
What followed was an all out battle of speed.
Every time he tried to catch you off guard, you moved like light itself, phasing through attacks, blinking across the battlefield, even absorbing energy and redirecting it when necessary.
At one point, he fired off a rapid burst of sound—
“YEAHHHHH!!”
—and you split into pure photons, streaking through the air before reforming behind him.
The students went wild.
Kaminari practically screamed. “YO, THIS IS INSANE!”
Mina was jumping up and down. “OUR TEACHER ASSISTANT IS A BADASS!”
Meanwhile, Hizashi looked positively thrilled.
“You’re fast,” he admitted, pushing his shades up. “I like that.”
You smirked. “Told you I could handle myself.”
His grin widened. “Alright, alright, I see you.”
—
Training continued as you and Mic took turns guiding the students through drills. By the end of the session, they were still buzzing with excitement, practically vibrating with leftover energy. You, on the other hand? Barely broke a sweat.
Even after all that work, they were still hyped.
Mina came sprinting toward you, a crowd of students following close behind. “You are officially my favorite person now.”
“SO—ABOUT THAT MARRIAGE PROPOSAL—”
Before he could finish, Bakugo decked him straight into the ground. You barely had time to react before you were kneeling beside the poor guy, eyes wide in alarm.
Meanwhile, Shoto stood nearby, still deep in thought. “Can you move at the speed of light, or is it just partial?”
Midoriya, frantically flipping through his notebook, barely spared the scene a glance. “And if your body converts into photons, do you still feel force? Can you absorb soundwaves instead of dodging them?”
“Sensei, can you teach me how to be that fast?” Mina asked, practically bouncing.
“Yeah!” Kirishima grinned. “You gotta have some training tips, right?”
You chuckled. “It’s all about reflexes and learning how to read your opponent. I’d be happy to show you some drills.”
The class collectively cheered.
Even Bakugo gave a considering nod, though he still scowled. “Tch. I guess that was decent.”
Hizashi, standing beside you, elbowed you lightly. “Look at that, you’re already building a fan club.”
You felt your face heat up. Not now, heart. Not now
You sighed with a smile on your face, rubbing your temples before looking over at Hizashi, who was grinning like a proud parent.
“Man,” he said, shaking his head. “Didn’t expect you to steal the whole show!”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t stop the small smile tugging at your lips.
Hizashi strolled over, hands on his hips, still beaming. “I gotta say, did not expect you to be this OP.”
You shrugged, feigning nonchalance. “Guess I like surprises.”
He chuckled. “Well, consider me pleasantly surprised.”
Then, he winked. Damn it. You were this close to completely losing your composure.
—
The students were still hyped as they cleaned up, practically buzzing with leftover energy. Kaminari was full on re enacting the moment you dodged a sound blast, complete with dramatic slow-motion effects, while Mina hyped him up like a ringside announcer.
Meanwhile, you and Hizashi strolled toward the exit, letting them finish up.
“I gotta say,” he grinned, hands behind his head, “I knew you had skills, but damn! You didn’t even break a sweat!”
You smirked, keeping it cool. “Well our quirks kinda cancel each other put, I don’t know if i’m all that good”
He laughed, and damn it. why did it sound so nice up close?
“A bit of an advantage? You made dodging my attacks look like a warm up.”
You shrugged, playing it off. “Maybe I’m just really fast.”
He shot you a teasing look. “Ohhh, I see how it is, you’re humble about it, too.”
You chuckled, shaking your head, but something about this moment felt… surreal.
Because walking next to Hizashi like this, like equals, just chatting after sparring was something high school you never would’ve imagined.
You used to have a massive crush on him. And not just a little one. No, it was bad. He was your teacher, but also the funniest teacher in the school. You always looked forward to passing him in the halls, laughed at his corny jokes, and maybe, maybe daydreamed a little too much about him calling your name in attendance.
And now?
Now you were working with him. Now he was grinning at you like you were someone worth his attention.
You were so distracted by that realization that you nearly walked straight into a wall.
“Oi.” Hizashi nudged you before you could embarrass yourself further. “You still with me?”
You cleared your throat, trying to refocus. “Yeah! Yeah, just, thinking.”
He raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “Oho? What about?”
How I used to have a hopelessly embarrassing crush on you, and now you’re standing next to me, smiling, and my brain is actively trying not to short circuit.
“…Lunch,” you blurted instead. “Thinking about lunch.”
Hizashi blinked. Then laughed, shaking his head. “Man, if that’s what’s on your mind after training, I must not’ve pushed ya hard enough!”
You grabbed onto the distraction like a lifeline. “Oh, please. I could do that all day.”
He shot you a grin. “Good. ‘Cause we’re definitely doing that again.”
Your brain short-circuited.
Oh.
But, no. You weren’t gonna let him have all the fun.
Summoning whatever ounce of courage you had left, you smirked. “Oh yeah? You sure you can keep up?”
The second the words left your mouth, you realized your mistake. Hizashi’s grin widened. Way too much.
“Ohhh,” he said dramatically, cupping his ear. “What was that?”
You instantly regretted everything.
“I—I said—” You hesitated. Why did he look so amused?
“You asking if I can keep up?” He leaned in slightly, eyes glinting. “Ohooo, you’re getting bold!”
Your face burned. “Never mind.”
“Nah nah, too late now!” He laughed, giving you a playful nudge. “I love this side of you!”
You turned away, internally screaming. Hizashi, completely unaware of your impending emotional crisis, just grinned. “Hope you’re ready for round two, Y/n!”
You exhaled sharply, forcing yourself to recover. “Looking forward to it,” you said, managing to sound almost confident.
Hizashi?
He just smiled that was the moment you knew, you were so screwed.
.
——-
It started off as a normal conversation in the common room. The class was unwinding, chatting about training, when Mina, of course, had to bring it up.
“Okay, but seriously,” she said, sitting cross-legged on the couch, “did anyone else notice the energy between Present Mic and our assistant today?”
Sero smirked. “Oh yeah. Flirt Central.”
“Flirt Central?!” Kaminari sputtered, nearly dropping his drink. “Nuh-uh. No way. I refuse to accept this!”
Mina blinked. “Uh… what?”
Kaminari crossed his arms, looking like a very pouty child. “They’re our teacher. They shouldn’t be flirting with some old dude!”
“Old dude?” Midoriya raised an eyebrow. “Hizashi-sensei is 30.”
“Yeah, and our TA is 22! That’s a huge gap!” Kaminari argued.
Yaoyorozu tilted her head. “eight years is maybe stretch for—”
“I don’t care! It’s not fair!” Kaminari whined, flopping over onto the couch.
Mineta, who had been unusually silent up until now, suddenly slammed his hands onto the coffee table.
“You’re all missing the point!” he cried dramatically. “This is a mentorship t-to-slow-burn romance unfolding right before our eyes! WOMEN WHEN THEYRE VULNERABLE MAKES THEIR BOOBS so-”
The room collectively groaned.
“Mineta, shut up,” jirou snapped from the corner.
Mineta ignored her, eyes sparkling with excitement. “We should be celebrating this! They have the perfect dynamic! The confidence! The power balance! The forbidden allure of—”
Jirou smacked him over the head. “You’re disgusting.”
“OW! You just don’t appreciate a good romance—”
“I appreciate not hearing you be a creep,” Jirou shot back.
Meanwhile, Kaminari was still sulking. “I don’t care what any of you say. Our assistant deserves someone their age. Like…like me!”
The room went silent.
Mina squinted. “Denki. You’re 16.”
Kaminari groaned, flopping dramatically onto the couch. “That’s not the point!”
“Yes, it is,” Sero said bluntly.
“But, like, imagine!” Kaminari sat up. “What if we had a thing going instead? They’d be so much happier with me!”
“Dude, you barely passed last week’s quiz focus on today first,” Sero deadpanned.
Kaminari gasped. “That has nothing to do with my marriage!”
Meanwhile, Midoriya, who had been furiously scribbling notes the whole time, looked up.
“You guys are focusing too much on how… conventionally pretty she is” he said nervously . “What we should be discussing is how their quirks could compliment each other in battle.”
Iida nodded. “Now that is a productive conversation.”
“Boooooring,” Mina said. “I wanna talk about how they’d be the coolest staff couple ever!”
Kirishima grinned. “Yeah! Imagine the interviews!”
Ochaco gasped. “Oh my gosh, the fan edits would be insane.”
“I know!” Mina grabbed her shoulders. “Someone has to start a ship name.”
Kaminari screamed into a pillow.
As the chaos unfolded, Bakugo groaned, standing up abruptly. “I swear if you extras don’t shut up about this, I’m blowing up the common room.”
“Aw, c’mon, man!” Kirishima laughed. “You gotta admit, they have good chemistry!”
Bakugo scowled.
—
Meanwhile, completely unaware of the discourse happening in the dorms, you were in the teacher’s lounge, where Hizashi was currently trying to convince you to join him for karaoke after work.
And if your face was a little too warm every time he winked at you…
Well.
Nobody needed to know.
Boku no Hero Academia the Movie 4: Your Next || Hawks (Keigo Takami)
Caelus X Reader Honkai Star Rail
“Another Me in Another World”
Masterlist
pov you come from a timeline where you and caelus loved each other. Though now thrown into this world you don’t remember anything.
:0
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚ The moment the warp settled, a shiver laced down Caelus’ spine.
They stood at the edge of a crumbling city floating in a pocket of broken time what Herta dubbed a “dimensional fault zone,” where history bent like glass under pressure. Fractured towers loomed above, suspended by unseen strings. The air crackled, distorted. But none of it compared to the static in his chest. She was here. He didn’t know how he knew only that the moment he stepped off the Express, his heart started pounding like it remembered something he didn’t. Then he saw her. She was standing alone at the edge of a fractured platform, long coat fluttering behind her like a shadow. Mask half lowered, a Stellaron Hunter insignia stitched boldly across her sleeve. And when her gaze met his sharp, unreadable his world tipped on its axis.
“…You,” Caelus breathed.
You didn’t blink. “So you’re the Express’s precious Trailblazer.” His title sounded foreign in your mouth, like it didn’t belong like you didn’t want it to. But your fingers twitched slightly at your side, as if muscle memory betrayed you. Behind Caelus, March and Dan Heng tensed. “Careful,” Dan Heng said lowly, “she’s one of Kafka’s.”
But Caelus stepped forward anyway. You didn’t move. Not when he stopped a few feet away. Not when he tilted his head, searching your eyes for something you didn’t even know you’d lost.
“There’s something familiar about you,” he said softly.
Your lips curved into something like a smirk but it didn’t reach your eyes. “I hear that a lot before people try to shoot me.”
“I’m not going to shoot you.”
“And I’m not going to hesitate if you become a threat,” you replied coolly, though something in your voice faltered at the end. Just a little.
A pause stretched between you.
Then he said it, almost like a confession to the wind “I’ve seen you before. In dreams.”
The expression you wore froze. You didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Your throat tightened, because you’d seen him too every night since you woke up in Elio’s care, with a name you barely remembered and a void where your past should’ve been. A silver haired boy with amber eyes, reaching for you just as you disappeared. And now he was here, real and breathing and looking at you like he knew your soul.
“I don’t know you,” you said, a bit too quickly.
“Maybe not,” Caelus said, a small smile tugging at the edge of his lips, “but I think… I loved you, once.”
Your heart missed a beat. Behind your back, your fingers curled into a fist and you backed up. You hated the way his words made your chest ache. Hated the way the cold mask you wore suddenly felt too heavy. Because if what he said was true if you had loved him once then fate had played a cruel trick and you didn’t know if you had the strength to undo it.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚ The world returned in fragments like shards of a broken mirror pressed too close to your eyes. At first, there was only the hum. Low, metallic, steady. Then light. Blinding. Cold. You gasped. Air surged into your lungs like you hadn’t breathed in centuries. You jolted upright with a strangled sound, hand instinctively reaching out for something someone.
But there was only silence. You blinked furiously, vision adjusting to the sterile, glass panelled room around you. Pale walls. A console blinking with unreadable data. You were lying on a bed no, a containment pod, cracked slightly down the side. It smelled like ozone and dust.
“Easy little one.” A voice. Calm, smooth, a touch amused. You turned sharply.
Kafka stood at the foot of the pod, arms crossed, one brow slightly arched. She looked completely unbothered, as if this was routine. As if you were routine. You stared at her like she might be part of the dream.
“Who…?” Your voice rasped out, raw. “Where…?”
“Questions already?” Kafka mused.
You opened your mouth to retort and froze. You didn’t know your name. No, wait you did. Barely. It floated to the surface like a whisper. You clutched it like a lifeline. “…My name is…” You hesitated. “I think it’s [Y/N].”
Kafka nodded slowly, like she was testing the shape of your name against the air. “It suits you.”
You sat there, stunned. Trembling slightly. “What… happened to me?”
She shrugged, a glint in her violet eyes. “A warp event. Something… untraceable. We found you drifting between coordinates with a fractured signal and half a heartbeat. Elio said you’d be important.”
“Elio…?”
“You’ll meet him eventually. For now, it’s just us.” You looked down at your hands. They felt wrong. Or maybe the world did.
“I don’t remember anything,” you whispered.
“No,” Kafka said. “But your instincts remain intact. That’s the part that matters.” You flinched when she stepped closer, but she only placed a hand on your shoulder gentle, grounding. Her smile softened, just slightly.
“Listen to me. You were meant for something greater. A fate rewritten by stars too scared of your potential. Elio saw it. And I do too.”
You stared up at her, desperate, haunted. “Then why do I feel like I’m… missing something?”
Kafka tilted her head, curious. “Missing someone, you mean?” Your breath caught. Because for all the blanks in your memory, there was one thing one constant you couldn’t explain away. Amber eyes, filled with light. A boy smiling at you like you were his entire world. Reaching for your hand as everything around you crumbled.
“I don’t know who he is,” you whispered. “But I see him when I sleep.” Kafka didn’t answer right away.
Then, softly “Maybe one day, you’ll remember. Maybe one day, he’ll find you.” You never remembered the moment you met him. There was no clean origin, no first conversation etched in time just the feeling. Like gravity had shifted in your chest. Like your soul had turned its head toward someone and said, “There you are.”
Even in the days after waking, long before Elio whispered of fate and purpose, you carried that strange ache. It sat beneath your ribs, subtle but persistent. As if your heart had memorized a rhythm it could no longer hear and still beat along with it anyway. And always, him. A boy reaching for you through dreams. Sometimes smiling. Sometimes calling your name. Sometimes standing still at the edge of a world collapsing in gold. You never saw his full face, not really. It shifted with every dream like your memory was afraid to settle. But the feeling stayed the same. Safety. Sadness. Love.
Kafka called it a side effect of a damaged warp phantom memories stitched together by a soul that had jumped too many coordinates, too fast. Elio said nothing. He only looked at you, eyes unreadable, and murmured “Even in broken timelines, some threads find each other again.”
You didn’t know what that meant. Not then. But now standing in this fractured city, staring into Caelus’s eyes you do. Because it’s not a coincidence. Not a trick of dreams or Stellaron interference. It’s older than memory. Deeper than fate. A bond written somewhere before the stars. You and Caelus are mirror souls two halves born in the same cosmic breath, scattered by a universe that didn’t know how to hold you.
Maybe you boarded the Astral Express, once. Maybe you stood beside him, laughed with him, loved him. Maybe you were torn from that path by a warp gone wrong, or a choice you never knew you made. But your souls remember. They reach for each other still in dreams, in battles, in silences where your fingers almost twitch toward his before you stop yourself.
You were meant to walk together. But the universe split you. Now, you’re on opposite sides of a war you don’t fully understand. But the bond? It hasn’t faded. It can’t. Because no matter how much memory was taken, how many times your paths diverged. You are still drawn to him. Still tethered by something ancient and unfinished.
And when Caelus whispered, “I think I loved you, once,” your soul didn’t hesitate. It whispered back “You still do.”
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
At first, you didn’t speak to anyone. You woke, you trained, you followed instructions. No questions. No smiles. No attachments. That was how it started. The other Stellaron Hunters didn’t mind. Blade said nothing, as usual. Silver Wolf barely looked up from her screens. Sam never came close enough for conversation, and Kafka was always watching.
She never pushed, never pried. Just watched, like she already knew the storm inside you and was waiting for the clouds to shift. But it was her, in the end, who pulled you into the rhythm of this strange place. It started with a game.
“You’re watching me again,” you muttered one evening, eyes fixed on the holographic wall map you’d been pretending to study for the last ten minutes.
Kafka leaned in the doorway, arms crossed. “I do that.”
You turned, half expecting mockery in her eyes. Instead, there was something softer faint amusement, edged with quiet interest.
“I’m not broken,” you said flatly. “You don’t have to treat me like I’ll crack open.”
“I never said you were,” she replied, and then, after a pause, “But you are still unfinished.”
“Unfinished?”
Kafka stepped forward, her coat trailing behind her like a slow moving shadow. “You remember fragments. Dreams. Pieces of another life. You haven’t decided yet who you want to be in this one.”
You clenched your jaw. “Maybe I already have.”
“Have you?” she asked, too gently.
You didn’t answer.
Later that night, she left something outside your room.A data pad. A short file. A simulation: sparring tactics against hypothetical enemies. Paired drills. On a whim, you ran the simulation. when you did, it loaded a preset with Kafka’s movement patterns coded as the partner. Every step she made was measured, confident. Every time you moved, the code adapted like she was anticipating you. Like she already knew how you fought. You didn’t sleep that night. Not because of fear or anxiety, but because you became entranced
From then on, things shifted.
You stopped avoiding the others in the corridors. Started nodding back when Silver Wolf greeted you with a lazy two finger wave. Listened when Blade offered one word advice during training. Responded when Kafka teased you, even if it was just with a dry, “Don’t push your luck.”
You began asking questions quiet ones, when no one was around.
“What’s Sam’s story?”
“Why does Blade meditate with his blade drawn?”
“Does Silver Wolf ever lose in those games?”
And every time, Kafka answered. Not always directly. Sometimes with riddles, sometimes with little smiles that said, You’ll figure it out. But she answered. More than that she listened. When you told her about the dreams again, she didn’t tell you to ignore them.
She only asked, “Do you want to remember?”
You did. Even if it hurt.
Weeks passed.
Your coat bore the Hunter insignia now. You walked with purpose in the base’s dim halls. You learned their methods how to dismantle systems, how to fight in sync with someone you weren’t sure you trusted, how to exist beside people who had no need for sentiment, but somehow left space for it anyway. Kafka didn’t change much.
But you started to see the way she lingered when Blade was injured. The way she glanced at Silver Wolf with a sisterly fondness when she thought no one noticed. The way she always made sure you got the missions that aligned with your strengths.
“Why do you help me?” you asked once, after a particularly clean victory where the two of you fought side by side, flawless.
Kafka didn’t miss a beat. “Because I remember what it feels like to be lost. And because Elio says you’re important.”
You scoffed. “You always follow Elio’s predictions?”
Kafka’s lips curved. “Only when I agree with them.” despite yourself, you smiled back.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚ Kafka’s voice was calm over the comms.
“Quick in, quick out. Eyes open, [Y/N]. The relay’s still broadcasting faint traces of encrypted Express data. Elio wants to know why.” You crouched behind a collapsed support beam, hand tightening on your weapon. Your breath fogged slightly in the cold air. The station’s artificial gravity pulsed irregularly, like the heartbeat of something half dead.
“I don’t like it here,” you murmured. “Too quiet.”
“You’ll get used to that,” Kafka replied. “Most haunted places start that way.”
The door groaned as it opened rusted metal, reluctant hinges. You stepped inside, Kafka at your back, the hallway stretching before you like the throat of a dying star. The walls were scorched. Burned out terminals flickered and fizzed with leftover sparks. Bits of fabric clung to jagged debris passenger coats, maybe. You stepped over a half buried nameplate that read T78–Celestial Relay: Astral Express Docking Site.
You froze. Astral Express. The words rang in your head like a forgotten lullaby.
“Something wrong?” Kafka asked.
You stared at the nameplate, unsure what to say. “I… I think I’ve been here before.”
Kafka didn’t answer right away. She simply stepped beside you, gaze trailing over the ruined corridor. “Maybe you have.”
You pressed your hand against the wall, fingers brushing a faded imprint someone had drawn stars here once. The paint had nearly chipped away, but you could still make out the rough lines of a train and what looked like… a tiny figure standing at its edge. Your heart clenched. And then A whisper. Soft. Unmistakable.
“–[Y/N], you coming? We don’t leave people behind–”
You whipped around. No one was there. The hallway behind you remained empty, Kafka standing still as a statue beside the doorway.
“What did you hear?” she asked quietly.
You blinked. “That voice. I… I knew it.”
Kafka turned to face you, her expression unreadable. “What did it sound like?”
“Warm,” you whispered, before you could stop yourself. “He called my name like it meant something. Like I was his… crew.”
A slow beat of silence passed. Kafka stepped forward and reached up gently pressed two fingers to your temple. Not unkind. Not forceful. Just enough pressure to draw your attention.
“That’s not just a memory,” she murmured. “That’s a tether.” Your breath hitched.
“I don’t understand.”
“You will,” Kafka said. “Elio predicted this. A place would wake the memories. A name. A sound. You weren’t meant to forget it all. The universe just… paused you. Stalled the connection.”
You turned toward the hallway again. In the distance, barely audible, came another voice. Fainter this time. Familiar.
“Don’t wander off again, [Y/N]…”
Your lips parted. You could see it, just for a second flashing gold windows, March’s laughter, the faint hum of the Astral Express engine purring beneath your feet. It faded as quickly as it came.
“I… was with them,” you said softly, gripping your sleeve. “Before. Before all this. I can feel it.” Kafka studied you with something like pride.
“You’re remembering who you were. The question now is who do you want to be?”
You didn’t answer. Not yet. Instead, you turned back down the hall and whispered, like a promise only the stars could hear,
“I’ll find you.”
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚ The first time he saw her, it was in a dream. She stood at the edge of a broken platform, surrounded by stardust. Hair swaying in a nonexistent wind, face turned away, just slightly. The light around her bent like it knew her. Soft, reverent.
She didn’t speak. Caelus woke with his chest aching. At first, he chalked it up to warp sickness. Another leftover hallucination, maybe Stellaron residue playing tricks on his head. It wasn’t new. Flashes of unfamiliar places, déjà vu that made no sense. The usual.
But this was different. Because the girl didn’t fade. She kept showing up. Not just in dreams now, but in thoughts. In echoes. In odd moments where he’d catch his reflection in a terminal screen and think She’s looking for me. He missed her. This random girl.
Without knowing her name. Without knowing if she was real. He missed her. Like his soul had once been stitched to hers, and something some event, some warping twist of fate had torn it in half.
“Hey,” March’s voice snapped him out of it, “you okay?”
He blinked. Realized he’d been staring out the train’s window for who knows how long. The stars looked endless tonight. Cold. Unreachable.
“Yeah,” he lied. “Just thinking.”
“About what?” she teased, leaning in. “Don’t tell me you’re finally getting poetic about the stars. Welt’s going to cry.”
He tried to smile. “Nothing important.”
But even then, he heard it.
A whisper, not quite sound, threading through his mind like a thread through fabric:
“Caelus…”
The way she said it wasn’t scared. Or urgent. It was warm. Familiar.
Intimate.
He rubbed at his temple. “It’s happening again.”
March sobered. “The dreams?”
He nodded. “She’s… everywhere. But I don’t know her.”
“You’re sure she’s not someone we met on another planet?”
“I know I’ve never met her,” Caelus murmured. “But it doesn’t feel that way. It feels like I’ve always known her. Like I’m forgetting something I should never have forgotten.”
March frowned, stepping a little closer. “What does she look like?”
“I don’t know. Her face is always in light. Or in motion. Or…” He sighed. “She’s always just out of reach.”
March crossed her arms. “Sounds like a cosmic love story.”
“Or a curse,” he muttered.
He meant it.
Because it hurt, missing someone you didn’t even know. It made no sense, but she had become a presence an ache under his ribs, a name he didn’t know how to speak.
That night, the dream changed. He was on the Express but not this one. The colors were warmer. The crew felt familiar, yet different. And there she was finally facing him. This time no blur and no haze.
She smiled, soft and sad. Like she knew something he didn’t. Like she’d watched him from afar for a long, long time.
He took a step forward. She held out her hand.
The sound of shattering glass. Light tore across the dream like lightning. Her image cracked, distorted, fell apart.
He screamed her name Except he didn’t know it. He woke up gasping.
He stood in the hallway outside the passenger car now, gripping the rail, heart pounding. The stars outside flickered like they were trying to whisper something back.
“I don’t know who you are,” he murmured, voice rough. “But I think I’m supposed to.”
Though he felt he had loved her once. that love got lost between the stars. But it was finding its way back. He could feel it.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
The moment hung between you like a heartbeat suspended in air fragile, trembling, too afraid to fall.
You didn’t speak.
Couldn’t.
Because if you did, something would break.
Maybe it was the persona you’d built. Maybe it was the invisible wall that Elio insisted you keep between yourself and the rest of the galaxy. Or maybe… it was the feeling you’d been running from since the day you woke up in Kafka’s care:
The ache of knowing someone you’d never met.
Of longing for something you never had.
Of being seen when you had no memory of who you were supposed to be.
And Caelus saw you.
Not the mask. Not the weapon. You.
He stood there, closer than he should have, amber eyes gentler than any soldier’s had a right to be, and you hated how your resolve cracked around the edges just by looking at him.
“I don’t want to fight you,” he said, voice barely above the whine of static in the air. “I just… want to understand.”
Your mouth opened then shut again.
The wind shifted between the broken towers, pulling at your coat. You turned away first. Because if you kept looking at him, you weren’t sure you’d be able to hold your ground.
“I don’t care what you dreamed,” you said finally, trying to sound cold. Detached. “Whatever you think we were… I’m not that girl anymore.”
“I know,” he murmured, and that was somehow worse.
Because he meant it. And he still looked at you like that.
Like he was remembering you, even if you’d forgotten yourself.
Before you could respond, Kafka’s voice crackled in your earpiece.
“Darling. We’ve got what we need. Time to disappear.”
You inhaled sharply through your nose, nodding to nothing. for a second, just before you moved, your hand twitched again reaching out, purely instinct. But then you turned.
You vanished into the fractured skyline, not even a ripple left in your wake. Caelus didn’t follow. He just watched you go, a strange, hollow kind of sorrow nesting in his chest.
“She didn’t try to kill us,” March 7th said flatly.
“Progress,” Dan Heng deadpanned.
Caelus didn’t laugh.
He sat in silence, watching the universe drift past the train’s window. His reflection stared back at him, eyes tired and heart somewhere lightyears behind.
She didn’t remember him.
But her fingers had twitched when she said his name. Like muscle memory. Like muscle memory aching to reach out.
She was the one he’d been dreaming of. The one who didn’t board the Express. The one who was never supposed to walk the path she was on. The one fate had twisted away from him.
Later, after the brief standoff after Kafka led you away with a smile and a smug wave, and after Himeko called the mission a partial success Caelus sat alone in the Express observatory.
He stared out at the stars, but they felt different now.
You were real. And you knew him.
Not just knew of him. You knew him. The way your eyes lingered. The subtle way your fingers twitched when his voice hit the air. The way your name still escaped him but your presence didn’t.
“You okay?” March leaned in from behind, holding a cup of cocoa.
He didn’t turn. Just nodded. “I met her.”
March blinked. “Her?”
“…The one from the dreams.”
Her brows shot up. “Wait, seriously? That’s the girl?”
He nodded again. “She’s with Kafka.”
March made a face. “Of course she is. That explains the cool and mysterious aura coming from your weird head.”
“I don’t think she remembers me fully,” he said softly. “But she said my name.”
“hmmmm this feels kinda crazy,” March said, sitting beside him. “This is like some weird soulmate thing.”
Caelus glanced at her. “Is that even possible?”
She smirked. “With us? Anything’s possible.”
He turned back to the stars.
Somewhere out there, on another ship, or in another world, she had stood beside him. He knew it.
And even if time or fate had pulled them apart he was going to find his way back.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
It was stupid.
Dangerous.
Kafka had already noticed.
“You’ve been requesting missions in Express protected zones a lot lately,” she said one evening, her tone lazy, her gaze razor sharp. “Coincidence?”
You didn’t answer. Just kept cleaning your gear with surgical precision.
“…You saw him again, didn’t you?”
You paused, hand tightening on the cloth.
Kafka smiled like a cat who’d just cornered a bird. “I knew it.”
You didn’t look up. “It’s nothing.”
“Sweetheart, if it were nothing, your hands wouldn’t be shaking.”
They weren’t until she said it.
You shoved the cloth into your bag and stood. “Give me a mission.”
“Where to?”
You hesitated.
“Doesn’t matter,” you lied. “Anywhere near the Express.”
Kafka didn’t tease you. She just tilted her head, watching you like you were a story she already knew the ending to.
“Alright,” she said, voice soft. “Just try not to break his heart too fast.”
You rolled your eyes but your chest twisted. Because you didn’t want to break anything. You just… wanted to see him again.
Even if it was across a battlefield. Even if it was a few glances stolen between chaos. Even if it meant pretending you didn’t feel like the universe was holding its breath every time your paths aligned.
‼️‼️‼️
“Trailblazer, are you sure you need to scout that sector again?” Himeko asked, not unkindly.
“Yes,” Caelus said immediately. “I have a feeling.”
Dan Heng raised a brow. “A feeling.”
“Yeah.”
March grinned. “It’s her, isn’t it?”
Caelus didn’t deny it.
He didn’t know what he was expecting maybe another cold stare, another few seconds of standing too close without touching. But every time he caught a whisper of your presence on a planet, his heart pulled like a compass needle snapping to true north.
lately? You’d been showing up a lot. He started waiting on rooftops after missions, lingering longer than necessary. Hoping. Searching.
One time, he swore he caught your silhouette vanishing behind the smoke of a blown power core. Another, he spotted a shimmer in a crowd just a flicker of your coat as you disappeared into a ship.
You never stayed. you were always there.
You crouched at the edge of a ruined dome, watching the Express land below like a ghost too afraid to knock on the door.
Your comm buzzed.
Kafka: “You just gonna stare again, or say hi this time?”
You didn’t answer. Because you didn’t know how to explain it. That this wasn’t love…. at most you don’t know what that word even meant
He felt like It was gravity. He was the center of something you couldn’t name, and every time you stepped close, the past stirred in your bones like a song you once knew.
And still, you stayed. Watching him laugh with March. Watching him glance over his shoulder, like he felt you nearby. Watching him wait.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
The stars above the shattered dome flickered like dying embers dim, faraway, forgotten. The observatory was dead, a relic from a time when people still believed the cosmos could be mapped, understood, controlled.
Now, it was just quiet. A perfect place to hide. You didn’t know why you were here. Not really. The coordinates had come through a scrambled data trail supposedly a scouting point for a Hunter op. But Kafka had said nothing. She’d just smiled when she saw the file and said, “Go.”
So you went. You didn’t expect him to be there too. But the moment you stepped through the cracked threshold, you knew. The air changed. Like the world itself paused to take a breath.
And then you saw him.
Caelus stood by the remnants of a collapsed telescope, bathed in soft starlight filtering through the fractured glass above. His coat rustled quietly as he turned.
His eyes widened.
“…You.”
You didn’t move. You should’ve run. Should’ve vanished like you always did. your boots felt rooted to the floor, and your chest was tight with something you didn’t have a name for.
“You’re not supposed to be here,” you said, voice low.
“I know,” he replied. “But I hoped you would be.”
That stopped you cold.
“…Why?”
“Because I can’t keep pretending you’re just a dream.”
Your heart stuttered.
He took a slow step forward. You didn’t stop him.
“You keep showing up,” he said, quietly. “And every time, I think maybe it’s just a trick. Just my mind trying to make sense of something it can’t remember. But then I see you. And I know.”
You swallowed hard.
“There’s a reason we remember each other,” he went on. “Even if we don’t know how.”
You looked away. “You don’t know who I am.”
“I don’t have to,” he said. “Because when I see you I feel peace. Like the galaxy makes sense for a second.”
That… hurt. Because you didn’t just feel peace when you saw him. You felt everything else. Hope. Ache. Fear. That sharp, impossible longing like something inside you was trying to claw its way out just to reach him.
“I shouldn’t be here,” you whispered.
“well that shouldn’t feeling kinda doesn’t apply here,” Caelus said again, gentler.
Silence stretched between you fragile, sacred. Then, softly, he asked, “Can I come closer?”
You nodded.
He stepped toward you, slow and careful, until there was only a breath between you. For a moment, neither of you moved. Then gently, so gently his hand reached out and hovered near yours. Not touching. Just waiting.
And your fingers… trembled.
You didn’t take his hand.
But you didn’t pull away either. It was the closest you’d been. Not physically emotionally. Soulfully. And for the first time since you woke up with no memories, you didn’t feel lost.
You felt… found.
It just hovered there between you, caught in some invisible tension neither of you had the words to sever. Caelus stayed still too, though you could tell he wanted to say something his eyes kept flicking to your expression, like he was trying to read stars in a language he used to know.
Then, very softly, he chuckled.
You blinked.
“What?” you asked warily.
“I just…” He rubbed the back of his neck with his free hand, expression going a little sheepish. “I was trying to think of something poetic to say. You know, something like, ‘Even across galaxies, I’d find you,’ or ‘Your eyes remind me of starlight before a warp jump.’” He paused. “But that would be cringe, right?”
You stared at him.
And then against your own instincts you laughed. It was small, quiet, almost disbelieving, but it escaped you anyway. “That’s so cringe.”
“I knew it!” he grinned, victorious. “See? March would’ve roasted me for it too.”
Your lips twitched. “You really are a dork,” you muttered.
“I prefer charmingly knight super cool amazing, thank you very much,” Caelus said, placing a dramatic hand to his heart. “Besides, you were about two seconds away from touching my hand. I saw the twitch. Don’t lie.”
You rolled your eyes, but something in your chest… eased. He noticed. And that dumb little smile of his softened into something quieter.
“I’m not trying to pressure you,” he said. “I just wanted to see you. Talk.”
You didn’t answer right away. The truth was you didn’t know who you were now. Not completely. But sitting here, with the moonlight dusting your boots and this ridiculous boy talking about bad pickup lines in the middle of a ruined observatory. You didn’t feel like a Stellaron Hunter. You didn’t feel like a traitor or a mistake. You felt… normal. For the first time in forever.
Your fingers inched just slightly toward his. Barely enough to count. But Caelus noticed. He grinned.
“So,” he said, voice light again, “should I keep going with the pickup lines, or have I impressed you enough for one night?”
You exhaled slowly.
“…Let’s just sit.”
He nodded. “I’m good at that. Sitting. Part of my best skills.”
You shook your head, but you didn’t pull away when he finally sat beside you close, not touching.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
Caelus couldn’t stop smiling.
It wasn’t his usual half grin or smug little smirk it was a real smile. One of those stupid, giddy ones that made his face hurt and had absolutely no business existing after a trip to a dead observatory.
But here he was. Practically skipping down the corridor of the Express like a guy who’d just gotten a love confession and a puppy all in one day.
He didn’t get what was happening. But he felt it. That weight in his chest that had been following him since the warp it was lighter now. Not gone, but gentler. Like seeing you made the ache less unbearable.
Even if you’d only laughed once. Even if your hand had hovered, not held. Even if you still looked like you were ready to vanish at the first sign of a threat.
It didn’t matter. He’d seen the crack in the mask. He’d seen you.
“Okay, you’re smiling. That’s never a good sign,” a voice called.
Caelus turned just as March 7th leaned dramatically over the back of the lounge couch, a mock suspicious look in her eyes. “Did you get hit on the head, or are you in love?”
“What?” Caelus blinked, then coughed. “Neither!”
“That was the most unconvincing response I’ve ever heard in my life,” March grinned.
“Didn’t even try to lie properly,” Dan Heng muttered from behind his book, not looking up.
“Oh my god.” March gasped and pointed at him. “You’re blushing. Are you blushing?!”
“I am not blushing,” Caelus said, very obviously blushing.
“You totally are!” she squealed. “You went somewhere, didn’t you? You did the secret meeting thing. The ‘forbidden connection across enemy lines’ thing. Like star crossed lovers in a trashy space novel!”
“I just… I ran into her,” Caelus muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. “We talked. That’s all.”
March narrowed her eyes. “Define ‘talked.’”
“…There were words.”
“Ooooh. There were feelings,” March declared. “Dan Heng, he’s so doomed.”
Dan Heng sighed without looking up. “I’ll alert the press.”
At the front of the Express, Himeko sipped her coffee until she tilted her head toward Welt with a smirk. “I think the kids are gossiping again.”
Welt glanced up from the terminal, raising an eyebrow. “Should we be concerned?”
“Well, considering our dear Trailblazer seems to be falling for a Stellaron Hunter, I’d say yes,” she said with a knowing smile. “But also… not yet. Let them feel something. They’ve earned it.”
Back near the lounge, Caelus flopped onto the couch beside March and groaned into a pillow.
“I didn’t mean to like her,” he mumbled.
“That’s how it always starts,” March said with faux dramatic flair. “You ‘accidentally’ develop feelings for the mysterious, emotionally complicated girl who may or may not be working for a morally grey space cult.”
“She laughed at one of my dumb jokes,” Caelus admitted, muffled.
March gasped again. “She laughed?! Oh, it’s over for you. You’re done. Pack it up. Go write her name on your locker and doodle hearts in your journal.”
“I don’t have a locker.”
“its a metaphor you stupid hoe,” she said solemnly.
And as the Express continued its course through the stars, the crew kept teasing, bickering, and beneath it all watching over each other. Even if they didn’t say it, they all felt it.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
This sector was too close to the Express’s patrol route, and Kafka had given you a very specific order to avoid unnecessary contact with the crew for your own good, allegedly. But “allegedly” didn’t stop your feet from wandering. And it sure didn’t stop him.
Because Caelus was already there, poking his head around a half crushed console like he was looking for snacks and not violating multiple interdimensional boundaries.
“Psst,” he whispered, ducking behind a pillar like a badly disguised spy.
You stared at him, deadpan. “You followed me.”
“I think the term stumbled across you like fate intended,” he said, peeking out again with a hopeful smile.
You folded your arms. “You almost got spotted by Silver Wolf’s scouts. If I hadn’t looped their surveillance…”
“Okay, so maybe I’m not great at stealth,” Caelus admitted, sheepish. “But I am great at being incredibly charming in the face of mortal peril.”
You opened your mouth to tell him off but then he crouched, balancing on one leg with his arms out like a chicken, and made a dramatic caw noise.
“See? You can’t stay mad at this level of grace.”
You stared. Then pinched the bridge of your nose. And yet… your lips twitched. Damn it.
He grinned wider, clearly catching it. “There it is! The tiniest smile. I knew I could break through that scary, cool Hunter persona.”
“I’m not scary,” you muttered.
“You’re terrifying. In a hot way.”
You rolled your eyes, turning away to hide the heat rushing to your cheeks. “You’re a really weird guy.”
“And yet you keep meeting me,” he said, stepping closer now. “Isn’t that funny?”
It wasn’t funny. It was frustrating. It was dangerous. Every second spent with him risked blowing your cover, ruining your mission. Staying away from the people that hindered the stellarons hunters wishes
But every time he smiled at you like that like you were the only real thing left in the galaxy. You forgot what side you were on.
“Caelus…” you started, voice wavering.
“Yeah?”
“Why do you do this?” Your eyes locked with his. “Why do you keep chasing me when we’re supposed to be enemies?”
He hesitated, surprised by the weight in your voice.
Then he shrugged, quietly this time. “Because even when I close my eyes, I still see you. And I think… if I stop chasing that, I’ll regret it forever.”
Something in your chest cracked open. The longing. The ache. The static in your blood. It surged all at once.
You didn’t think. Didn’t plan. You just grabbed his collar and kissed him. Hard. The impact startled him his hands flying to steady you, your fingers curled in his jacket like you’d fall apart if you let go. It was clumsy, fierce, desperate.
You felt his breath hitch. Felt his fingers tighten. Though suddenly. The static surged. Your knees gave out and the world tilted. You collapsed into his arms, your consciousness slipping like smoke.
“Whoa! Wait!” Caelus caught you before you hit the ground, wide eyed. “Okay, not how I imagined our first kiss going hey, are you okay? Are you? Oh god, did I break you?!”
He knelt, cradling you gently, brushing hair from your face as your breathing steadied but your eyes stayed shut.
“…You kissed me,” he whispered, stunned.
Then, more softly.
“…Please wake up so I can tell you how i really feel”
A few moments pass and you’re still completely knocked out.
“She’s not waking up. She’s not waking up. She’s not okay okay it’s fine, I’ve definitely… totally… handled something like this before…”
He hadn’t. Caelus was not fine. You were unconscious in his arms, and he had no idea why. He was racing back toward the Express through dimensional shrapnel and twisted corridors like he was running from the universe itself. Every few seconds, he glanced down to make sure you were still breathing.
You were. Shallow, but steady. Thank every star in the sky.
“I mean, you kiss a girl, and she immediately collapses that’s gotta be a record, right?” he muttered, mostly to keep from screaming. “Cool, Caelus. Real smooth. She finally kisses you and the stellaron hunter gets beaten by a kiss. note to tell Dan heng to use that on blade later”
His foot snagged on a floating stone, and he nearly tumbled. He tightened his hold, shielding your head.
“Sorry, sorry gotcha,” he said softly, eyes flicking to your face. “You don’t look hurt. You just… fainted? Did I do something wrong? Was it the hair? Be honest, you hate the hair, don’t you?”
No answer. Just the soft, steady rise and fall of your chest.
The Express came into view. Warm lights. Familiar hum. A tether back to sanity. He bolted inside, panting. “Emergency! Kind of! I mean, not me okay, yes me, but mostly her!”
March’s head whipped up from the couch. “Is that?!”
Dan Heng appeared instantly at the sound of frantic footsteps, and Himeko turned from the navigation console.
“What happened?” she asked sharply, crossing the room. “Isnt she that girl youre always talking about?”
“I I don’t know! I mean, I do, but I don’t she’s the girl from the dimensional fault. She kissed me long story and then she just collapsed.”
“You kissed the enemy?” March asked, voice pitched somewhere between scandalized and amazed. “Oh my, Caelus!”
“She kissed me!” he hissed, glancing down at you. “And then passed out, which is not how kisses usually go right? That’s not normal?”
Welt Yang stepped in, grave and composed as always. “Where exactly did this happen?”
“Fragmented zone, a relay station near the collapsed ruins. She was fine then not. I didn’t know where else to go.”
“You made the right choice,” Himeko said gently, already checking your pulse.
“She’s… she’s okay, right?” Caelus asked, voice cracking as he dropped to his knees beside you.
Welt nodded slowly. “Stable vitals. No external trauma. But her energy readings are odd.”
“Odd how?” Caelus asked.
March peeked over Welt’s shoulder. “Like Stellaron odd? Trailblazer odd? Or, like, cute girl with dangerous secrets odd?”
Welt exhaled. “Yes.”
Caelus swallowed hard. He looked at your face again. Still so still.
“Hey,” he murmured, taking your hand carefully. “You can’t just… leave me hanging like that. You can’t kiss me and ghost me in the same breath. That’s rude.”
March elbowed Dan Heng. “Yo i love the guy but has he ever been serious”
“I don’t think so,” Dan Heng replied dryly.
“I’m serious,” Caelus said, voice softer now. “You gotta wake up soon. I don’t care who you are. Or what you think you have to be. I just… I want to know you. The real you.”
Your fingers didn’t twitch.
But your heartbeat, quietly, began to quicken. The cabin of the Astral Express felt too quiet. You were still unconscious, resting in the medbay with March standing guard just in case you woke up and decided to, you know, unleash chaos. Dan Heng was nearby, arms crossed, calm but clearly on edge.
And Himeko… was doing something no one expected.
“She’s calling Kafka?” March whispered, wide eyed. “That’s… wow. That’s like dialing a volcano and asking it politely not to erupt.”
“I’m not asking,” Himeko said smoothly, tone neutral as she tapped into the comms. “I’m informing. She’s going to want to know her operative’s alive and on board. I’d prefer that information come from us than from, say… a surveillance drone.”
“Or a giant explosion,” Caelus mumbled from where he slumped against the wall.
March shot him a look. “You really kissed her, huh?”
“She kissed me,” he repeated, quietly now. “And then she collapsed. Not exactly the grand romantic moment I imagined.”
“I think the word you’re looking for is ‘cursed,’” March offered helpfully.
Before he could spiral further, Welt Yang appeared beside him and nodded toward the back car. “Walk with me?”
Caelus didn’t argue. They ended up on the observation deck, stars stretched out endlessly through the glass windows. The silence was nice. Heavy, but nice.
“You’ve been quiet,” Welt said after a while.
“Trying not to panic,” Caelus admitted. “Not doing a great job.”
Welt studied him with the patience of someone who’d seen too many wars and too many versions of the same story. “You’re allowed to panic. But you’re also allowed to hope.”
Caelus leaned his head against the window, watching a comet streak by. “She was… cold. Distant. But when she looked at me, it felt like someone lit up the whole room. Like a puzzle piece finally clicked, even if it didn’t make sense.”
“And the kiss?”
“Unplanned. Very… wow. And then terrifying.”
Welt chuckled quietly. “Feelings can do that. Especially when they come from somewhere deeper than memory.”
“You think she’s really?”
“I think the universe has a way of trying again when it gets something wrong,” Welt said gently. “You two… may have been pulled apart by something beyond your control. That doesn’t mean you can’t find your way back.”
Caelus swallowed the knot in his throat.
“I just what if she wakes up and remembers who she is, and it means she leaves? Or worse, tries to finish what she started?”
“Then you face that moment with the same bravery you faced her now. With heart.”
Caelus looked up at him.
“…You’re good at this.”
Welt smiled, faint but kind. “I’ve had practice.”
The silence stretched between them comfortably this time. Then March’s voice crackled over the intercom.
“Uh, guys? So… Kafka responded. She’s coming. ETA fifteen minutes.”
Caelus stiffened.
Welt simply exhaled. “Well. Time to prepare for company.”
“And by company,” Caelus muttered, “you mean the scariest lady who might murder me for smooching her agent.”
“She might also say ‘thanks,’” Welt mused.
“…That would be a miracle.”
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚
She came with the wind. No ship announced her arrival. No screeching engines or blaring alarms warned the crew. Just a sudden, eerie stillness like the Express itself recognized the presence walking its halls and chose to hold its breath.
Caelus stood in the medbay doorway, arms crossed tight against his chest, heart hammering like it still hadn’t caught up to the kiss or the collapse that followed.
You hadn’t stirred. Not once. He didn’t know what terrified him more the silence from your body… or the way he wasnt sure what everything meant
Then she appeared. Kafka stepped through the door like a queen entering her court graceful, confident, her long coat fluttering gently with her stride. Eyes sharp and knowing. Expression unreadable, but tinged with something… fond. Like she’d expected this.
“Well,” she murmured, surveying the scene. “You’re earlier than I thought, Caelus.”
He blinked. “You… expected this?”
She didn’t answer right away. Instead, her gaze fell on you, lying still and pale on the cot, a faint glimmer of light pulsing beneath your skin where your mask once was.
Kafka smiled softly.
She walked closer and crouched beside you, brushing a gloved hand over your forehead in a rare moment of gentleness. “She always did overdo things when emotions were involved. Even across timelines, some things stay the same.”
Caelus stepped forward, jaw tight. “What happened to her?”
Kafka tilted her head. “She remembered you. More than she was supposed to. More than her mind this version of her was ready to accept.”
“What do you mean, ‘this version’?” Caelus asked slowly, dreading the answer.
Kafka looked up at him. “She’s not from here. Not exactly.”
Silence. Dan Heng, March, Welt, and Himeko stood nearby, tension bleeding into the room like fog.
“She’s a splinter,” Kafka continued. “A fracture of someone that once existed in a timeline that was… erased. In that version of the world, she boarded the Express. Just like you. She was one of yours.”
“…Ours?” Caelus echoed.
“You were happy,” Kafka said with a smile. “Close. Devoted. She loved you, Caelus. More than duty, more than fear. Enough to leap across timelines when fate collapsed around her.”
His breath caught. Kafka rose, brushing imaginary dust from her gloves. “Elio found her adrift. Not quite nothing, not quite whole. And I well, I’ve always had a soft spot for lost causes.”
March folded her arms. “So… you knew she didn’t belong with the Stellaron Hunters?”
“She belonged where her heart led her,” Kafka replied coolly. “We never forced her to stay. She chose to remain. But I knew the day would come when the two of you would meet again. Some things are inevitable.”
Himeko narrowed her gaze. “Then why bring her in at all?”
Kafka looked at her. Smiled. “Because sometimes, a storm needs a place to land.”
“…That’s not an answer,” Dan Heng said.
“No,” Kafka replied, unbothered. “It isn’t.”
She turned back toward Caelus then. Her tone gentled. “She found you again. Against all odds. And even without memories, her soul still remembered.”
Caelus swallowed. His voice felt hoarse. “So what now?”
“Now?” Kafka took a step toward him, something unreadable in her eyes. “Now you wait. Be patient. She’s strong. Stubborn. She’ll come back to you.”
Then, a pause deliberate and teasing. She leaned closer. “And be good, Caelus.”
He blinked. “What?”
“Be. Good,” she repeated with a sly smile. “Or I’ll steal her back.”
He flushed. “she came to me, you know.”
Kafka’s grin widened. “Soulmates do that. No matter the odds. No matter the sides.”
He stared at her. She softened. Just a fraction.
“Even when she was one of us,” she said quietly, “she still looked at the stars and dreamed of you. You’d think that kind of devotion would die between timelines, but… it doesn’t.”
Caelus’s chest ached.
“She loved you then,” Kafka whispered. “And if you’re lucky, she’ll love you again.”
Her gaze turned thoughtful.
“Opposing sides don’t mean much to the heart. What matters is how hard you’re willing to love, even when the universe tries to tear you apart.” Then she brushed past him, heading toward the door.
“Wait,” Caelus said. “Are you just going to leave her?”
Kafka smiled over her shoulder. “She’s exactly where she needs to be.” And with that, she was gone. Silence returned. Caelus stood there for a moment, eyes on your still form. Then, quietly, Welt stepped to his side again.
“Well,” he said gently, “you heard the woman.”
Caelus exhaled shakily. “Yeah…”
“She’ll come back.”
Caelus nodded. “Yeah.” And when she does, he thought, I’m not letting go again.
ଘ(੭ ᐛ )━☆゚.*・。゚ It starts with light. Soft, golden, and endless. You’re weightless, drifting. Not through space through memory. Through pieces of yourself you didn’t know were missing. At first, the visions are disjointed, blurred at the edges. Like film caught between frames. A laugh. Your own. It’s bright, full of something warm. Something forgotten. You’re standing in the Astral Express kitchen, sleeves rolled up, flour on your cheek. March 7th is beside you, wielding a spoon like a sword. Across the counter, Caelus is dramatically pretending to faint as he eats a cookie you baked.
“It’s so good,” he gasps, flopping over a chair like a dying man. “I’m ascending Himeko, if I die, bury me with ten of these.”
You hit him with a dish towel. “Eat like a normal person.”
“I am! This is how Trailblazers eat. enjoying every second of this. Very cool.” You’re smiling so wide it hurts. The scene melts.
FLASH.
You and Dan Heng are leaning over a terminal together. He’s explaining star coordinates, but your attention keeps drifting. Not because you’re bored but because you’re waiting. Waiting for that familiar, goofy voice behind you. Sure enough.
“You’re cheating on me with star maps again?” Caelus says, mock offended.
“Jealous of numbers?” you tease, turning to him.
“I’m jealous of anything that takes your attention for more than thirty seconds.” Dan Heng clears his throat, but you swear he’s hiding a smile.
FLASH
It’s night. Or what passes for night on the train. You and Caelus are sitting on the edge by the door, legs dangling over the edge. Your heads are tilted toward the stars, shoulders touching.
No words. Just the sound of the universe breathing between you.
“I think I found home,” he whispers.
You blink. Look at him.
He doesn’t turn to you, but his hand finds yours in the dark.
“I think,” he continues, voice quieter now, “it’s not a place. I think it’s a person.”
“did you read that in a romance book?”
“shhhhh, you’re crazy you’re thinking too much. close your eyes and just embrace it”
You squeeze his hand back.
FLASH.
Battle. You’re bleeding. Something had gone wrong on a mission fight with a Fragmentum creature. You’re cornered, dizzy, staggering but then Caelus is there. Always.
He pulls you back against him, shielding your body with his own, teeth gritted, eyes wild with fear.
“I got you,” he pants. “Stay with me, okay? Just don’t go.”
You look up at him.
You smile.
“Like I’d leave you, dummy.”
FLASH.
You’re in the observation car, curled on one of the long benches. The stars are streaming by, casting the room in slow, celestial motion. Caelus walks in with two mugs and stops in his tracks when he sees you. You feign sleep. He sits beside you anyway. Then, softly, with that grin you’ve always hated because it makes your heart ache.
“I don’t know what I did in the past to deserve you,” he says, voice like a secret, “but I’d do it again. A thousand times.” Your heart clenches. Because something inside you remembers.
FLASH.
That ruined city. The fault zone. His face. You hear his voice again.
“I’ve seen you before. In dreams.”
“I think… I loved you, once.”
And for the first time, your consciousness stirs. The dreams fracture. Like mirrors catching too much light. The voice calling you back isn’t Kafka’s. It’s his.
Caelus.
You try to reach. To swim toward the sound. But something holds you back like the universe hasn’t decided if you’re ready to wake. Then, one final whisper reaches you. Not a memory. Not a dream. Just a feeling, laced in the warmth of amber eyes.
“Come back to me.”
You move.
There was no light when you first stirred just warmth. A soft hum beneath you. A scent in the air like metal and tea. And someone breathing. Slow, steady, near. Your eyelids fluttered open, lashes blinking against the low glow of the Astral Express’s medical bay. Everything felt strangely quiet thick, like sound and time had been layered under water. You blinked again. Once. Twice.
Then you saw him.
Slouched in a chair beside the bed, head tucked in his arms, was him. Caelus. He looked so much softer like this. Asleep, or maybe just resting his eyes. Hair slightly mussed, coat slipping off one shoulder, mouth slightly open like he had passed out mid thought. Your heart gave a small, traitorous flutter.
You whispered, “…Caelus?”
His head jerked up so fast you thought he might give himself whiplash. His amber eyes locked onto yours in an instant, and something shattered across his face. He bolted upright, nearly tripping over the chair in his scramble to get to your side.
“Hey hey! You’re awake! You’re actually awake! Not, like, fake half awake. Awake awake.” His hands hovered awkwardly over you, unsure if he was allowed to touch. “I Himeko said it could take a week, or a month, or uh, anyway, it’s been three days, and I’ve been sitting here the whole time and” You reached up and gently touched his wrist.
“I think…” you murmured, voice hoarse but steady, “I think I love you.” He froze like you’d physically unplugged his brain.
“W what?”
Your body ached, your throat still burned, and your thoughts swam like drifting stars but the feeling in your chest was real. Unmistakable. A tether that led back to him, no matter the timeline. You sat up slowly he instantly reached out to help you, like you might fall apart again and when you moved forward to hug him, his arms instinctively opened.
“Waitwaitwait!” He pulled back with sudden panic, palms bracing your shoulders like a human seatbelt. “Are you gonna kiss me again? Because the last time you did that, you passed out in my arms and scared me half to death. Not that it was a bad kiss honestly, it was amazing, I’m still recovering but I don’t want you to, like, die on me again. My heart can’t take it.” You stared at him. Then laughed. Softly. Genuinely.
Even now when he was clearly shaken, clearly not over what happened he was still him. A little weird. A little dramatic. A little too honest. It calmed you. Grounded you. You leaned in again slower this time and pressed your forehead against his.
“I’m not yours,” you said quietly. “Not the one you have ever met
He nodded, eyes dimming slightly. “Yeah. I figured.”
“But you…” You closed your eyes. “You’re not my Caelus either.”
A breath passed between you. And then, you whispered, “But I think… you’re still my home.”
His breath caught. He didn’t say anything at first. Just stared at you, that chaotic, sincere expression melting into something gentler. Something he hadn’t let himself hope for.
Then, his hand brushed the side of your cheek tentative, reverent. And he smiled.
“…You really know how to knock a guy off his feet, huh?”
You leaned into his touch, eyes fluttering shut.
“You’ve been doing it to me since before I even knew your name.”
✮⋆˙Luigi my first ever crush ✮⋆˙
⋆˚࿔The Slow Burn trope —> Luigi isn’t the type to fall head over heels instantly. At first, he just enjoys your company, always feeling comfortable around you. But one day, he catches himself staring a little too long or getting nervous when you smile at him, and oh no, he realizes, he really likes you.
⋆˚࿔Flustered Mess™ → The second he acknowledges his feelings, he’s done for. He trips over his words, gets all fidgety when you’re around, and turns bright red if you so much as compliment him. Mario immediately picks up on it and teases him relentlessly.
⋆˚࿔Trying to Impress You (and Failing Adorably) → Luigi wants to look cool in front of you, so he tries to be bold. maybe he volunteers to lead an adventure or lift something heavy. But, well… he’s still Luigi. Cue him accidentally tripping over a Koopa shell or getting startled by a Boo. You laughing and helping him up makes him fall even harder.
⋆˚࿔Acts of Service Love Language → He’s not always the best with words, but he shows his love in little ways. Fixing things for you, making sure you have power-ups before a mission, carrying extra snacks just in case you get hungry. he’s always looking out for you.
⋆˚࿔Jealousy? What’s That? → Luigi thinks he’s being subtle when he sees someone else flirting with you, but his face says everything. He suddenly stands a little closer to you, gets extra polite (too polite), and tries to subtly outdo the competition (which usually backfires).
⋆˚࿔Confession Gone Wrong (But Right) → He wants to confess in a romantic way, maybe during a peaceful walk or while watching the stars. But, because he’s Luigi, something always goes wrong, a Goomba interrupts, he trips right before saying it, or he gets so flustered that he just blurts out, “I LIKE YOU A LOT!” and nearly faints.
⋆˚࿔Happiest Man in the Mushroom Kingdom → If you return his feelings? Oh, he’s over the moon. He gets even more flustered at first, but then he just melts into being the sweetest, most thoughtful boyfriend ever. Dates with him are full of laughter, good food (he’s a great cook!), and him holding your hand like you’re the most precious thing in the world.
⋆˚✿˖° Picture this ⋆˚✿˖°
Luigi had a plan.
A simple, foolproof plan.
He was going to take you on a peaceful walk through Toad Town, steer you toward the twinkling lights of Shooting Star Summit, and confess his feelings under the stars. It was perfect. Romantic, private, minimal risk of unexpected disasters.
…Which meant, of course, that it all went horribly, horribly wrong.
It started when he tried to lead you toward the summit. “O-oh! Hey, how about we, uh… take a little detour?” he asked, sweating slightly.
You blinked. “A detour where?”
“To, uh…oh! Look, a flower stand!” he blurted, immediately abandoning his original plan. He rushed over, determined to buy you the prettiest flower there, only for his foot to catch on a loose cobblestone.
He tripped. Knocked over the entire display. Sent flowerpots flying.
Toads screamed.
“Oh no, no no no- sorry! I-I got it!” Luigi panicked, scrambling to pick everything up while turning an alarming shade of red. You helped, trying not to laugh at his flustered state, and the poor Toad running the stand just sighed, clearly used to this kind of chaos.
With the situation barely salvaged, Luigi very awkwardly handed you a slightly squashed daisy. “F-for you,” he mumbled, staring determinedly at the ground.
You took it, grinning. “Why, thank you, kind sir.”
He nearly combusted on the spot.
Despite that disaster, he was determined to see his plan through. So, after a few deep breaths, he finally led you up to Shooting Star Summit. The view was just as beautiful as he imagined, the night sky stretched endlessly, stars twinkling like tiny fireflies.
This is it, Luigi. Don’t mess this up.
He turned to you, heart hammering. “S-so, I… uh… there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you.”
You looked over at him, curiosity shining in your eyes. “Yeah?”
Luigi opened his mouth-
—and was immediately tackled by a rogue Koopa shell out of nowhere.
“WAH!”
You gasped as he tumbled down the hill, arms flailing. The shell bounced away harmlessly, its owner, a very apologetic Koopa chasing after it. Meanwhile, Luigi lay sprawled in the grass, absolutely defeated.
You rushed to his side. “Luigi! Are you okay?”
He groaned, staring up at the sky like he was questioning every life choice that led to this moment. Why him?
And then, before he could stop himself
“I LIKE YOU A LOT!” he blurted, voice cracking slightly.
Silence.
His brain completely short circuited. His entire body went stiff as the realization hit him. Oh no. Oh no no no, that wasn’t how I was supposed to say it.
Then, you laughed.
Not a mean laugh, not at all, it was warm, delighted, the kind of laugh that made his heart flip. You smiled down at him, eyes twinkling. “You like me, huh?”
Luigi, still flat on his back, squeezed his eyes shut. “…Yes.”
You giggled, reaching out a hand to help him up. “Well, it’s a good thing I like you too.”
He froze.
“You- wait, what?!”
You squeezed his hand, laughing again. “I like you too, Luigi.”
His face lit up so red, Mario might’ve mistaken him for a Fire Flower. He stumbled over his words, completely flustered, but the only thing his brain could settle on was:
Best. Night. Ever.