Speaking On What I Posted Earlier, I’ve Been Working On Allowing Myself To Verbally Shut Down/freeze

He really likes the hat now

being too autistic to hang out with the level 1 high masking autistic but not autistic enough to hang out with the level 3 low masking autistics sucks

I don’t like being in the middle

PRESS Ⓐ TO BE WEIRD AND UNSETTLING

today is horrible

let's lean with mama

i wish that i could get into other media other than mlp. it has been my special interest for 15 years, ever since mlp fim came out, when i was 4/5 !! i am interested in a couple other things, like homestuck, psychology, true crime, and disabilities. other than that, it is VERY VERY hard for me to get into anything else. i am horrible at starting new shows, and finishing them ! it makes me so frustrated because i would love to join my partner in her interests but i just get really bored and would rather listen to a true crime case i have already learned about 5 times or draw pinkie pie for the 1,809,263rd time.

what is a “starseed” and why do i see so many autism moms post about their autistic child being one?

I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

why did nobody tell me that GERD was a chronic illness? i was diagnosed with GERD a while ago when i was very stressed out from high school, it flared up and i had to restrict things i was eating. it still flares up when im stressed out and my whole family has gastrointestinal problems-but i was never told that this is a chronic illness. i guess i never realized that this is a life time issue. when i’m feeling okay, i don’t need to restrict what things i eat as much but then ill have stomach issues that i just deal with bc i like eating my favorite foods and drinking my favorite drinks. idk just a ramble.