Shessuchavirgo - Mystique

—A Swimmer’s Dream, Algernon Charles Swinburne

Dark feminine energy🖤

I have noticed how certain people cannot accept the beauty of silence. In this current day and age, it is expected from you to talk all the time, to answer texts immediately, to call people at any time of the day or night, to meet everyday, to keep the conversation going and to remain available all the time. It is actually scary how people take silence as a personal affront and believe they can get access to your energy whenever they want to.

I think the recent events in my life showed me that you owe it to yourself to move on, it will take time and energy, but you must eventually move on. Maybe nothing will truly be the same after that person/situation/ etc yet life is not meant to truly stay the same for eternity. People and situations will leave an imprint, a mark on you yet everything must regenerate and that's exactly the purpose of life. You owe it to yourself to give life a second, even a third, and fourth (etc) chance. I think I am ready again to open myself up to new connections after certain disappointments I had this year. But I owe it to myself to give life and love a new chance.

so obsessed with the idea of upgrading my life & bettering myself

Angel Wisp set in Crème by Mirror Palais

Me coded🩶

what’s changed?

after several months of thriving in the same routine i've nailed down some of my total necessities for success:

- morning vyvanse and a homemade iced matcha.

- going out with the girls at least three times a week.

- moving my body and doing my low impact workouts.

- making an effort to eat actual meals and whole foods.

- reading a part of one book that I love every weekend.

- exploring life and taking myself out on casual dates.

- a daily listen to my favourite song, a non negotiable.

it’s not a perfect list but if i do everything and make an effort to try to do what makes me happy, life feels sexy.

Practice being calm. Like literally...if you want to feel powerful and in control, stay calm. If you really trust, then stay calm. Don’t lose your cool. Trust me. It’s enough that you are going through something, stop being a hype man to your unwanted situations. It’s not a big deal.