"Your grandfather and I've been together for 56 years", said my grandma one night while showing some tattered photographs from her shabby album. Her eyes sparkled as she went by each page, narrating their first meeting and reliving her girlhood. I picked up one and asked after some time, with a thrill of stupefaction, "What held it, what helped the love between you and Grandpa last so long? ..." "What shall hold love", she chuckled, her eyes still glued on the photographs, as if trying hard to forget about the ephemerality of young romance. "What shall hold love", she continued after a pause, "when love's supposed to hold us? At first, I thought I loved him. Well, I did, perhaps not once but countless times, in a multitude of ways. In fact, he loved me with the same sincerity. But what's more essential is that each time we loved one another, we felt we were loving ourselves. When I trusted him, I felt I was trusting myself; when he promised he would make my dreams come true, he worked all night to make his dreams come true. His pains were my pains, and my insecurities his. When I thought I'd lose him, I felt I'd lose myself; every time he found I was contented, his joys would know no bounds. Throughout our lives, we were busy saving ourselves and ended up protecting each other".
Shayan Das
If ever in life you'll look back and cry remember it won't be because you could not but because you did not.
Shayan Das
I discovered self-love that very day when I extended my arms to embrace your delusional form and ended up embracing myself.
Shayan Das
Valentine's Month Poetry Recommendations 💌
1. Classical (rhymed & metered poetry)
Bright Star by John Keats
To His Coy Mistress by Andrew Marvell
A Red, Red Rose by Robert Burns
Love's Philosophy by Percy Bysshe Shelley
How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Browning
Amoretti LXXV by Edmund Spenser
When You Are Old by W.B. Yeats
I Loved You First by Christina Rossetti
I Am Not Yours by Sara Teasdale
To My Dear Husband by Anne Bradstreet
I Love You by Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Air and Angels by John Donne
Love and Death by Lord Byron
Now Sleeps the Crimson Petal by Tennyson
2. Modernist/Contemporary (free & blank verses)
Love Sonnet XI by Pablo Naruda
Unending Love by Rabindranath Tagore
[i carry your heart with me] by e.e. cummings
Bird-Understander by Craig Arnold
Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath
For Keeps by Joy Harjo
Always For the First Time by Andre Breton
Love After Love by Derek Walcott
Any Lit by Harryette Mullen
To Be In Love by Gwendolyn Brooks
Valentine by Carol Ann Duffy
Desire by Alice Walker
Romantics by Lisel Mueller
Come, And Be My Baby by Maya Angelou
3. Written by Me (personal selection)
Amore Immortale by Shayan Das
Flawed Perfection by Shayan Das
I Love Thee Not by Shayan Das
A Song of Love by Shayan Das
If Only by Shayan Das
End of Eternity by Shayan Das
For My Valentine by Shayan Das
I discovered self-love that very day when I extended my arms to embrace your delusional form and ended up embracing myself.
Shayan Das
Mother says it's easy to fall in love but hard to love, and that they are two largely different things. She said she never fell in love with me; she just loved me, and I understood exactly why a mother's love persists in all the places where others subside.
Shayan Das
If Only (Poem) by Shayan Das
[Artworks/Images: In Bed: The Kiss, Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec (1892) | Renoir (2012) | Romantic Lovers, Willem Haenraets]
hi!! i'm assuming here but are you bengali? because I am and i was just curious
i also really like some of your writings! they're really impactful. i saw in one of your posts how much the entire romantic movement affected you and I wanted to say that really shines through your poems and pieces! the entire writing since you were eleven is really relatable because so was i! hope you always keep writing!
Thank you so much for the compliments! Yes, I'm a Bengali, an ardent lover of Tagore and Sarat Chandra Chattopadhyay besides English Romanticism.
My Bengali poems are posted here.
Acrostic: The first letters of each line read vertically downwards spell out my mother's name.
But I've lived—thrived half my afternoons wondering whether mom would prepare my favourite dinner for the evening; put up with distances hoping it would make the brief meetings monumental; got through half my exams pondering about the things I would do the night after the last paper; fought extra hours expecting it would help me sleep better. Lord, I no longer wonder why 'tis so easy to give up when you've got nothing to hope for.
Shayan Das