he tian knows perfectly well that guan shan is afraid of the public and cares about opinion of others, but still hugs him on the street. it's not because he's indifferent to mo's feelings, he just needs some tenderness and help himself. those bags under tian's eyes and chapped lips... he tries to smile for the redhead, but he's still exhausted. the moment guan shan steps out of his apartment, he tian will break down.
jian yi: xixi!! i have a gift for you!
zhan zheng xi: oh, you didn't have to-
zhan zheng xi: jesus christ.
jian yi: no, it's shrek.
I've been keeping a running summary for myself (I've been reading this for years!), but I think it's probably useful for anyone who's wondering, "What chapter is it where..." So here it is!
Colors only show chapters that make up a day: a series of green entries, for example, shows a single day, and then there's a change of color for the next day. Flash forwards (adult-ish scenes) are in white.
little mo is little indeed~
and then mo pulls down his pants too:
Mo: Fuck you! I am done with you stupid shit!!
Tian: But, Mo... wait. I need to show you something
Mo: What!?
Tian *put his pants and show his underwear*
Mo:... Fuck you
*new year's eve*
he tian: *reaching for one dish*
mo guan shan: it's for later!
he tian: *reaching for another dish*
mo guan shan: it's for later!
he tian: *reaching for guan shan*
mo guan shan: it's for later! *blushes*
Jian: Tian is so in love, he has no basic common sense when it comes to you.
Mo: Not true.
Jian: Fine, let’s test it. Tell him you’re pregnant.
Mo: Fine. [Texts Tian "I’m pregnant"]
Tian, three hours later, with four shopping carts full of babies clothes: ... Wait.
sometimes i think that i'm too dependent on tianshan and 19 days in general.
then i see some art or fanfiction.
and i'm already repeating in my head "god, i love them so much. tianshan is the only thing that makes me happy"
i hope it was oldxian's «other work» and now she'll take up on a 19 days new chapter🛐
i still hope that one day there'll be a 19 days podfic