I have many many fears.
Some can paralyze me. They make my voice weaker. I'm trying to speak up as much as I can.
And everytime I do I'm mad at myself I didn't say more.
I don't know if I'll change but I wish I could. I want to change. I want to be myself and not afraid of getting hurt.
Not afraid of speaking my mind. Loud and clear.
Loud and clear.
we cannot exist in their eyes
we're like creatures forced to dwell in caves, meet in secret
every place that doesn't have them inviding our privacy is IMMORAL and WRONG in the eyes of the regressives
I've lost many friends because I'm a lesbian who wants to meet up with women and talk about our feelings and experiences without males present. I'm proud of that, I know I only have me: my body and my pride. Every magical idea pushed on us to destroy our community is a lie.
I'm ready to lose everything for our right to exist.
I feel like bc I was bullied it taught me sth.
It may seem like a cope but hear me out.
Nobody stood up for me back then so I realised there's not alot of people willing to do it for whatever reason. I want to work hard to be the person willing to stand up for others. No matter if others do that or not. Even if I'm the only one.
Someone needs to be that example.
Tak niewiele miałem
Tak niewiele mam
Mogę stracić wszystko
Mogę zostać sam
Wolność. Kocham i rozumiem
Wolności oddać nie umiem
- Bogdan Łyszkiewicz, Kocham Wolność
sarmatka = polish noble woman
I might not be noble based on my social status but me, my female body is noble by default and should be treated as such. With dignity and respect.
It's not a "thing" to be bought and sold, despised, shamed and mutilated, it is who I am as a person. It is what makes me a woman.
I'm a gold star btw. Idk if that matters. I just know what I like I suppose.
got perma banned on reddit, I don't even care
I just need a friend.
It's stupid to seek therapy for something like not being accepted as if it's my fault and I need to fix it. As if it's my fault that I don't have anyone who will message me and say: "hey , how are you doing?".
This world is fucked.
tolerant people are not truly tolerant when it comes to people with mental issues
once I get over my own problems and heal to a point where I can stand on my own and assimilate into society, I'll make sure to shame every single person who is needlessly cruel to someone who's neurodivergent and doesn't cause any harm
I promise this to myself.