Dworkin Was A Fat, Ugly, Fakebian Cunt

I wish I had someone to talk to sometimes.

Idk it is a human need right? Same as sex.

We're herd animals after all.

Signs of unhealthy masculinity in women:

- hating your natural female traits (breasts, hips)

- hating your voice or height

- irrational fear of being percieved as feminine by other people

- obsessing with gender roles (especially in relationships, metaattraction - being attracted to someone only because this person will affirm your masculinity)

- fear of being vulnerable, being uncomfortable with receiving sexual pleasure from your partner (in fear it will "feminise you", it comes from unhealthy views about womanhood and sexuality)

Signs of healthy masculinity in women:

- wanting to be fit and taking care of your body

- embracing all natural traits of your female body and respecting them

- having strenght that doesn't fear vulnerability with a trusted person (it takes strenght to be vulnerable)

- wisdom to recognise negative/sexist thought patterns

- having sexual boundries but not being afraid of having someone pleasure you because you know you deserve it and it's not degrading

- dressing however you want, make-up/no make-up doesn't matter, just wearing what you think makes you look good

- not caring about gender roles much (doesn't matter if sth you do will be seen as "feminine" or "masculine" by society, do what you want)

- having discipline and determination, facing your fears, focusing on self improvement

- being kind to yourself

I'm envious of people in relationships sometimes... so much it hurts because my mind can't even imagine how it must feel to be loved by someone like that.

I never had that in my life and I'm 23 and that's thanks to trauma and feeling out of control.

On the other hand I feel like I still need to heal to be able to even have that. To deserve that.

I don't hate all people who are religious but I struggle to understand them, some do it out of habit, some were raised into it and some just can't handle the idea of death being an end to life.

Those however who cling to the cross like it's everything they have, those who look to it not only as something that makes them fear death less but also a means of validation of their clay-footed superiority, those who cling to faith because they can't handle the truth that exists naturally and doesn't require any faith - those are simply weak men.

They can hate me for being a free woman and a homosexual, think whatever they wish but the second they turn their face towards the cross or the black stone to justify it, it shows how hard it is for them to cope with natural diversity of sexual and social behaviours. Truth hurts weak man's ego, only faith can uplift it.

My first cross to bear is my family. I can't even explain how it feels to grow up in an abusive enviroment just to move out and live among people who don't respect you and see you as lesser, have hatered in their eyes everytime they look at you, dismiss your words as if you were a child or an animal with no agency, see you as needy for wanting your basic, natural human needs satisfied.

Second is being a neurodivergent woman in society. It taught me that being overly altruistic is a one big trap.

1. It's against my nature

2. It's denying myself basic respect by accepting that it won't be mutual

Just to clear things out.

I'm not a radfem myself because I'm an aggressively homosexual superhyperlesbian which contradicts radfem ideals about "sexualising women = bad".

I still see alot of radfems as my allies however, they are the only ones who truly care about same sex spaces which ofc includes same sex spaces for lesbians like myself. Despite of everything I'm still a feminist ally and even though I don't call myself a feminist (not anymore), many characterise me as such.

radical lesbian feminists say they're okay with masculine women AS LONG AS they don't have masculine personality, values or interests

cutting your hair short, wearing suits and ties, having bodyhair, being a "stone butch": fine

valuing honor, having "male gaze", high libido, liking weapons: YOU NEVER HAD A PROPER MOTHER FIGURE IN YOUR LIFE THIS IS WHY YOU'RE A PORNSICK PICK ME WHO SUPPORTS THE PATRIARCHY!!

all types of SECURE masculinity in women are okay, as long as it's not compleatly averse or disgusted by femininity

we are supposed to challenge gender roles and just because I have other interests than most women, it doesn't make me a "man" or a "pick me"

I'm proud to be my own kind of woman

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Welcome to my cave,

this is a space for me to post aesthetic things, rambles, wildest thoughts, rant about my homosexuality, femaleness, polishness without filters. Might be edgy at times.

I'm not a radfem, I don't identify as any kind of feminist but I will support women and my own self interest. I'm 100% GCULTRA so if you're trans affirming, we can't be friends.

I'm 23 y/o and love art, manga/anime, folklore, history, nature, weapons among other things.

If you're of age feel free to ask me anything or dm if you want to, I highly appreciate that.

George Frederick Morse

a part of me enjoys being "controversial" aka a free thinker

people surely don't like it though, I feel like most aren't open to new ideas outside of groupthink

loneliness taught me that, when you're excluded from your community by default when you're an outcast you may start thinking "no matter what I say - I won't fit in, so I'm free to say what I actually want to say"

because what difference does it make? Ofc it may complicate things in places like work or uni but the internet exists