I Hold Back My Tears, It Has Become An Art For Me.

Art made by me for a magazine art submission, unfortunately I didn’t make the cut 🥲💕🐅🪬

I have beauty standards.

I admire beauty.

I admire strong, fit, natural women's physiques.

Lesbian community lacks that. Just because we aren't men doesn't mean that we aren't supposed to have beauty standards or make ourselves "conventionally unattractive" only to spite men.

I want to be a beautiful woman who loves beautiful women. I'm not going to base my entire identity on being spiteful and rebelious AGAINST my own interest, health and sense of beauty.

Some women will never change, they want to be slaves and it's depressing. It's easy for me to say because I'm different, I'm a lesbian individualist.

I don't demand of heterosexual women to stop sleeping with men, that would go against their true nature but for fucks sake... stand up for yourself girl, have some self respect!

women are taught to value kindness and demureness so we don’t realize that we are being silenced

masculinity in women is freaking amazing

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Welcome to my cave,

this is a space for me to post aesthetic things, rambles, wildest thoughts, rant about my homosexuality, femaleness, polishness without filters. Might be edgy at times.

I'm not a radfem, I don't identify as any kind of feminist but I will support women and my own self interest. I'm 100% GCULTRA so if you're trans affirming, we can't be friends.

I'm 23 y/o and love art, manga/anime, folklore, history, nature, weapons among other things.

If you're of age feel free to ask me anything or dm if you want to, I highly appreciate that.

I want to shut up about the trans stuff I really do... but I can't just exist as a lesbian, look up lesbians stuff without seeing men or pathetic handmaidens that support them. I can't have anything for me unless it's in secret.

It IS my problem.

the price I have to pay for being myself is profound, bone freezing loneliness

all my friendships are short and fleeting, I think I'm deeply misunderstood by pretty much everyone

I very often feel like I have truly noone I can talk to so I write my thoughts down, I can only really trust myself when it comes to them

reject femininity and embrace femaleness

a part of me understands incel mindset, sex is important to human beings and not having access to it + high libido is not the best combo

I'd never go to abuse women because of it though. I feel like it's mostly bad fate not their fault because most women are not gay, not compatible or my fault for being hurt in life to the point of internal struggle and mental health issues.

It does hurt though. So the anger and frustration is understandable.

Hey, you're bssed, thanks for subscribing!

Also, fuck butch femme bullshit

No problem!

Not a fan of those labels, not only they're americentric af but I also think it's basically a gateway to gender ID (the obsession with gender roles, seeking affirmation, fragile femininity/masculinity, wanting to "play house" ect).