the price I have to pay for being myself is profound, bone freezing loneliness
all my friendships are short and fleeting, I think I'm deeply misunderstood by pretty much everyone
I very often feel like I have truly noone I can talk to so I write my thoughts down, I can only really trust myself when it comes to them
I'm envious of people in relationships sometimes... so much it hurts because my mind can't even imagine how it must feel to be loved by someone like that.
I never had that in my life and I'm 23 and that's thanks to trauma and feeling out of control.
On the other hand I feel like I still need to heal to be able to even have that. To deserve that.
Radfems call me male brained or see me as a troon everytime they learn how extremely gay I am (when for example I play those waifu games on my phone or draw women or look up nasty art on my phone).
Or a degenerate when I mention I have kinks.
I'm just as much of a woman as you are but I just don't lie about the things I like. I don't pretend to be "better" or more "pure" as a lesbian because I don't have to.
I have alot of kinks that have to do with WOMEN.
Feminists: "kinks are evil"
I'm too gay for feminism in all honesty. I can't spend a day not thinking about tits.
All men I've come across were very weak and pathetic. They can't handle rejection at all, when you say "no" to a man it's like you're giving him a death sentence. This is how fragile they are.
I highly advise straight women to be more picky and not get with guys who are crybabies and can't take woman's "no" for an answear, they're clearly not fit to reproduce.
men invented god because they cannot stand that women create life
I often have beef with feminists because they tend to shift ALL BLAME on men.
Apparently seeing women as human beings with autonomy and brains to think for themselves is sexist.
Imagine you are a slave and you work hard everyday with other slaves but all you dream about is freedom. On the other side of the fence there is another slave but that slave talks about how it's ok to be one, how we're destined to be slaves and there is nothing we can do.
Wouldn't you in your heart at least, judge that person? If you long for freedom and feel love towards a group of people but they go against their own interest over and over again, it's hard not to resent them at times.
Having ideals for them, standards for them, hopes and dreams for them is the most humanising thing there is. Even if at times it might come across as harsh judgement or might lead to bitter dissapointment.