Nikolai Gumilyov, Tr. By Yakov Hornstein And Simon Franklin, From “The Giraffe,”

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Fuck everything

Why is it that I feel my willpower at times can't begin to be matched in certain situations, with specific people?

I'm not trying to talk horribly about them I've just noticed I'm willing to do a lot more in a lot of situations

I'm not trying to be an ass or anything I would just appreciate it if my actions and feelings through actions, were a little bit more of the same as some specific someone else's. I know not everyone is the same and I'm genuinely happy and lucky to be surrounded with some of the people I'm surrounded by. I just feel like I go above and beyond just to receive "just enough," or bare minimum. I don't see how my feelings or loyalty with anything can be questioned when I do more than expected of me so much. But it is what it is for now. Things will change, let's see how.

Trying to go about everyday life while looking through the filter of your own thoughts, hurt, and problems is a major fault. Not one that's easily admitted or spotted by the one performing the act. The second you realize that you're doing more harm than good to the ones you care about most and yourself in the process by doing this is when you NEED to put it to an end. If you cannot correct the wrongs of your ways with urgency there's no telling how much you, you will have left in the end.

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“Don’t dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next.”

— Denis Waitley (via hplyrikz)

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by Teo Hoble

“I can go nowhere else: everything I cannot bear is here. I must listen deeper. Sharpen my knife.”

— Pamela Alexander, from “Letter Home,” featured in “When She Named Fire: An Anthology of Contemporary Poetry by American Women,”