I Know I Can't Be Ungrateful To Some Persons In My Life. My Teacher Said Today That If You Gather All

"Everyone's apple of eye but you're my heart.Now you choose who is better...."-

কখনো বড় হবি না, বুঝলি?- Prapty.

"You are the star that shines brightly in dark sky"- Nahin.

"Plz শুধু BUET এই Xm dio. এখনও ফাংশন করলে তোমার কথা মনে পড়ে- love u" - Farhana

Beauty with brain ❤ - Subarna

Sulagna Buetian. Onek helpful tumi.- Tasnim.

See you.- TK

Be the best version of yourself - Habiba

Brightest among the stars. Don't 'change '<3- Anika

Porua Pagol-- chulgula achrais - mrittika

I feel intimidated by you. - RJ

আমাদেরকে ছেড়ে চলে যাওয়ার এত চেষ্টা। আল্লাহ তোর মনের আশা পূর্ণ করুক। - Samiha

ব্যাডমিন্টন দিয়ে frndship. আর এখন তোর সাথে তেমন দেখা না হলেও তুমি আমার besty.বুঝছো. - Jeny.

Future BUET, MIT - Suchi

Future Buetian 'll miss you.- Tafree.

Buetian ভালো থাকিস - Joyee

Always be the same good friend as you always are(good luck) - Kulsum.

Brili Sulogna best of luck - Nuzhat

Buetian❤ Engineer - Rupa

আমাদের গর্ব, নিরহংকারী। - অর্পি

Ms Buetian তুমার Ph.d MIT থেকে করা must. Be happiest. এমনেই থাকবা। call তো দিবই আমার IT Department এর head!- Richi

Talent but humble - Nuzu

তোমার তুলনা তুমি -tanusree

Most brilliant student - Mahi

চিল্লাচিল্লি কম করিস আমার সাথে নইলে আবার ৪-৫ এর মত হয়ে যাবো।- suhi

The most talented and humble person I have ever seen. Best of luck for your future life.- Prithula.

Aj tmi brilliant বলে তোমাকে দেখলে খারাপ লাগে আমার নিজের জন্য। কিন্তু তোমার সাথে কথা বললে মনে হয় তুমি অনেক ভালো। -fatima.

This messeges are really very precious for me. I think it is needed to keep a memory by writing here. Rather i can not see them from my shirt always!

When I say, I did not study this before,

How can I answer this question of the whole world,

“So, what you did for all two years?”

And I wanna do physics major.

I don't know why I can't focus on my goal. Why can't i become like others?

I will wait for you.

Believe me I am the only tree standing on the harsh desert. I have none beside me. You can come and give me more sands I will take. You can come and see me how I am standing here alone. I am facing the warm noon and cold night alone. You can sit under me but you have to go. Believe me I will not die. I will wait for you.

This time when every single second is precious for my life, it is not wise to be in depression. But unfortunately, mind does not hear any logic. Every person has to undergo different circumstances in his/her life. To merge all of them in a queue is really difficult. We always said not to regret for our past. But when time comes to compete, aren’t some running ahead for getting known to some information,for getting guidelines, for getting better environment? So, how to beat these unequal competitions? Where someone gets extra opportunities, someone not. Innate talent isn’t in our hand. We should not think about that. But what about giving effort in right way? Some can't choose their goal. Some choose their goal but don't get proper guidelines. Maybe they are giving their best but in wrong way. At last, they are failed. Some know their goals,know right paths to go but don't know how to follow the paths. In this funny world, some get opportunities but don't work with those. Some mourn for opportunities. Some have potential but none to guide them. Some know all guidelines but don't have potential. Why these unequal stuffs are going on in the whole world? And in which path will I go? I know every path is uncertain. But I have no problem with uncertainty. I have problem with regrets. I hardly saw any people who don't regret for their life. In this time of adolescence, to choose own idol is really hard. And also why will I go after mob? Why will i not go? I have none to answer me. When I ask someone, the common answer- "Why can't you think normal things? Can't you follow the normal paths?"

And my normal question - what's normal now anyhow?

Hi.

Guys, its my new account. I am going to share posts only. I will not reblog any posts. I will continue :) guys, i don't want more notes!

Starting to walk alone

In case you have learnt swimming in a traditional way, you should know it that first time, a teacher gives a support to the learner and the learner tries to survive in the water thinking s/he has a companion to support. Meanwhile, a time comes when the teacher makes the learner free and the learner still tries to swim assuming the presence of the teacher.

The moment the learner sees back ,realizing that he is alone, gives him two feeling.

1. The instant void feeling

2. The aha moment that yeah! I have learned it!

I know I am going through a path in my life when I saw behind, I saw none to guide me to my path. The aha moment is still ahead. But I know I am learning an invaluable skill

to walk alone.

( Don't get it otherwise. I am not saying that I don't have any well wishers, family members, friends to support me. Of course, they are beside me. But that's another part. To get my dream fulfilled, I need to take further steps where none will accompany me. And it's not bad. It's necessary for everyone to be self dependant. Some learn it fast; some do not. In case of me, it's harder. But I know I can cope up with it.

If you want to get something, you need to sacrifice other as well.)

I can do nothing if I don't want

And I don't know what I want :)

I wish I could become a skilled guitarist <<<<3