This Time When Every Single Second Is Precious For My Life, It Is Not Wise To Be In Depression. But Unfortunately,
This time when every single second is precious for my life, it is not wise to be in depression. But unfortunately, mind does not hear any logic. Every person has to undergo different circumstances in his/her life. To merge all of them in a queue is really difficult. We always said not to regret for our past. But when time comes to compete, aren’t some running ahead for getting known to some information,for getting guidelines, for getting better environment? So, how to beat these unequal competitions? Where someone gets extra opportunities, someone not. Innate talent isn’t in our hand. We should not think about that. But what about giving effort in right way? Some can't choose their goal. Some choose their goal but don't get proper guidelines. Maybe they are giving their best but in wrong way. At last, they are failed. Some know their goals,know right paths to go but don't know how to follow the paths. In this funny world, some get opportunities but don't work with those. Some mourn for opportunities. Some have potential but none to guide them. Some know all guidelines but don't have potential. Why these unequal stuffs are going on in the whole world? And in which path will I go? I know every path is uncertain. But I have no problem with uncertainty. I have problem with regrets. I hardly saw any people who don't regret for their life. In this time of adolescence, to choose own idol is really hard. And also why will I go after mob? Why will i not go? I have none to answer me. When I ask someone, the common answer- "Why can't you think normal things? Can't you follow the normal paths?"
And my normal question - what's normal now anyhow?
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I fear the relations. I fear how people get stuck in worldly incidents and how these worldly incidents can drag people to a another world where trivial things reign over people's mind. I just fear the whole complexities. Leadership and making united are really some inherent qualities people can bear. Being divided is too easy. Is not it?
Why I don't want to do mistakes anymore. It's normal, if i want to be creative, I have to do mistakes and learn from it.
I know one day, the morning will not be like it.
It seems interesting to believe after reading some texts which you sent once that "It was you!!!". It also becomes hard to believe your state of becoming matured. Texts and posts of your previous self really say clearly how you change and how your perception changes.
I will wait for you.
Believe me I am the only tree standing on the harsh desert. I have none beside me. You can come and give me more sands I will take. You can come and see me how I am standing here alone. I am facing the warm noon and cold night alone. You can sit under me but you have to go. Believe me I will not die. I will wait for you.
I have several experiences of doing works on a whim; still, I do.
For some cases, those were life-changing. For some, those were adventurous. For most cases, they were waste of time.
But what I suggest is to take the last step after being mentally “ready”: don’t deceive yourself. You know yourself the most.
I do mistakes. She does mistakes. She learns from it; I stress out thinking “I did mistakes”. Result: she has already changed the game. I repeat the mistake again and stress out.
Ha ha
Epic of final exam XD
Thursday 1 pm exam...
Tuesday evening : Wow! I got one free day before exam. I will start reading slowly..
Tuesday night : YouTube, Telegram, Messenger, Facebook, Tumblr...
Wednesday 1 AM : feeling tired. I will wake up at 6 am and will start my study.
Wednesday 10 pm: Ah! Shit. It's 10 already. No problem, full day is ahead. I will complete.
Wednesday 12 pm: It's time to take break!
Wednesday 4 pm: Umm, now really full syllabus is left! No no I will complete.
Wednesday 9 pm: Oh! How much will I study? I have whole night.. Let's check mobile. Talking with peers about stresses.....
Wednesday 2 Am: No no I have four chapters left out of 5. I will read whole night today
And finally I slept.........
Thursday 11 AM: ah! Shit? What's the time? It's 11? Why have I slept? Why have I slept? Should I die?
Thursday 12 pm: I am scrolling through the whole book page after page and thinking I will die in exam hall.
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Me: That time, I utter a word when I think I am ready for it.
Inner Me: That time, I (try to) utter a word when I think I am ready for it. but still does not work -_-
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I know I can't be ungrateful to some persons in my life. My teacher said today that if you gather all the sin together, it will be not like ungratefulness. I swear I am not ungrateful to anyone of my life even who left myself in the time i needed them.
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