As I’ve Seen You Last

pre-cognitive poetry

takes place without me knowing

and as soon as any old day goes by

I sit beside a pond

inside my head psychic grip then

releases me back into the world again

-s’s.

I have a lot of ingenuity

I have a lot of questions between alternating waves of seawater and poison

I have become swept up under a darling cove

And darkness awoke, something I know

-s’s.

saturated acid oscillations

falling down and stumbling around

down spiral steps

a rising swarm

metric distortions

white noise whispers

ice skate stepping

outdoor silk and indoor rain

inside outside

down is up

it's all ok alright ok

sit down and breathe

do I look like summer to you?

do I look like something to prove?

I don’t look like summer anymore

I fell,

you score

-s’s.

i have nothing to talk about

Nothing to say’s so important that it’ll keep the world running

like an HVAC whirring and compressing

Like motors like steel like the factory of fame and dreams

on planet Mercury

in the clouds

through this message I hope that the show keeps on going

help me up the stairs, but

there’s no sky that’s worth living in

-s’s.

look, there you are,

already in my eyes

you can't seem to leave.

-s's.

A dive this way

In some way, at dusk, somehow tired, I entertain myself with you.

I remember your face almost vague  and a misty smile.

I hear a voice clear as crystal, but this is what is odd:

I see a window within a window. 

Oct 2023

is there a word for the world that’s better, and takes it higher? I can’t cry anything for you now, not even fire

-s's.

Why don’t we just set off? nothing we do will be enough.

if you ever were the real deal

Then I would have known it by now 

Your nightmare, it will haunt

Never seemed like me, never indeed 

one lifeless dream, one breath ceased, empty

but why

I swim close to electric currents and blue fire shorelines

And why do the girls get close to outer edge of their textiles

and take out tapestries in a rush to see them torn apart

from all that's good and plenty?

I stay close to eclectic women and new diamond landmines

but why?

It's for nothing.

-s's.