A Dive This Way

As I am,

I see through a golden space

I'm trapped in amber sap,

Onto the outside I look

Within the inside I am firm

Fossilized, undiscerned

-s's.

living isn't all that's on my mind sweet petunia brisk and gentle skies living is a sin like blue sunrise maybe I can bloom and let you decide let you divide into whatever you want and let you outlive the darkest part

-s's.

I seem paranormal to you. it only hurts on days when I see your friends come passing by and I will talk like everything is alright but nothing good really comes out then it happens and their petty words turn to fable, all of the rumors that I heard come true a day or two later

-s's.

you should know by now what a liar i can be, with two fingers crossed and whispering to you goodnight and sweet dreams, while i resist sleep in favor of picturing what tomorrow's abrupt entrance may bring—

what strength the dusty wind will blow with, what color of light the radiant sun will shine, what striking songs the birds will choose to sing,

or whether this heaviness will still weigh my life's sins on my heart and my mind,

and, maybe, what words from you will greet, from behind a waking veil, these still-sleepy morn eyes;

Remember me I used to Hate you Remember me I used to Play along to Stupid scripts You write to Kill me off They came true

-s’s.

can't be yours, can't be torn,

can't feel the good and the bad, nor tell them apart.

can't believe my hands when I reach for you and feel your heart

Freedom to walk around and watch you look

So I take my mind off of something as blue

When the day crept on me weakly

And time was my worst enemy

 You’d walk around the world

wherever you were,

unpredictably

-s's.

journey out

Into a new place

play it nice, learn psychology

Feel like what you used to be

someone restless and exotic

try unique styles

try to untie my life

Jog around the circle of a fountain

pretend like you aren’t watching

who am I absolving

where should I go from here

it’s my summer day, I hold you in song And sing you You were taught to not

you never have,

Nor will you.

I was all alone until you came to save me I met you on the daybreak

I met you on again in different places Met you in so many places, I can’t count

I can't count

-s's.

you're so busy, so that's why

and she is busy, and I don't have to ask and they're also busy, they don’t have the time busy in life, busy tonight what is ‘busy’ for? you don't answer me at all what is your ‘busy’ for? busy with your own life are your friends busy with their lives, or are their lives yours? oh yours, yours, you never get bored what is your busy for?