A Light That Won't Go Out

The 1989 World Tour Live

And I guess I'll just miss her

Even though she isn't even really gone

But things are just different

Ever since she cut her blue hair off

Bring him back

Thinking about the seemingly inconsequential parallels between Dazai and Chuuya from when they were younger to now. Chuuya always used to fight with his hands in his pockets while Dazai had a coat over his shoulders. And now Dazai fights with his hands in his pockets while Chuuya has a coat over his shoulders.

Chuuya fought with his hands in his pockets so he wouldn't lose control of his ability and humanity by proxy, and I wonder if Dazai does the same now as a symbol because he doesn't want to lose control of what he's worked toward. How Chuuya used to revile his hands, now Dazai reviles his own because of the reminder of blood spilled and people killed and to not take two steps back to that dark place.

But it could also be something simpler—their habits just rubbed off on each other that much. And the fact that they copy each other and either don't realize they're subconsciously doing it or maybe they have brought it up, makes me feral.

"Oh, he's cinnamon role coded! He's so soft boi!"

OK. Is he Jesus Coded?

Cut the yaoi and get back to God.

omg Dazai showing raw human emotion????

bro went: "Shallow? Our bond?? Shallow??? Bitch I'll show you shallow-" and then skk beat his ass with their bond, happy end

real

Went to bed with a good fic at 10pm yesterday and was reminded what life is all about

清淡

no wonder people are homophobic this is scary asf

BSD dynamics and songs again:

People tended to agree with my weirdly specific takes the first two times so here you go.

May I present to you another Fyolai associate;

Why you ask? Oh:

I think I don’t need to elaborate further—