“All I Want Is A Connection In Which I Receive The Same Amount Of Effort As I Put In. For Once, I Don’t

i support the whole dont romanticize coffee addictions movement but someone should’ve told this to 13 year old me watching gilmore girls for the first time because so much shit could’ve been prevented

i’m a hopeless romantic with all these ideal scenarios in my head but i’m also terrified of falling in love and trusting someone new.

Sappho - translation from Anne Carson’ s “If Not, Winter”

Rainy days ♡

A Star’s Death

the death of a star is called supernova and i feel that its poetic, how beautiful he bursts his guts out

loggin back on here, feels like picking up that half read book and continuing with the story line

*me, flirting* so which songs are you going to permanently associate with me?

Me

i gave up, on me

im my only mine

and i gave up on me.

i have no value

and there's no worth to me

my efforts & my work

has proven nothing to me

stranger in the mirror

becoming more unappealing to me

i was my only mine

and i gave up on me

we were great together

for brief of time

it was a fun 'we'

i wasted our time

like gold but free

guess I'll never know myself

and whats holding me back

is this the voice of someone else?

or a deliberate devil inside of me?

well, i should not bother

and get used to things

as they are, maybe.

because, it's my ability

to not change, and waste my youth

probably.

its snowballing downwards

absorbing and destroying everything

the end won't be peaceful

the end won't be prettty

i owe my life to someone else

there is nothing in me

i was my only mine

and i give up, on me