Happy One Year To This !! Check Out This Poem I Wrote For Its Anniversary

happy one year to this !! check out this poem i wrote for its anniversary

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2 weeks ago

i learned about sin before i learned about love
and now my heart beats nothing but blood
i have not prayed in years, but the lord's prayer
sits closer on my tongue than an i love you, and
the words will always sit mangled at the back
of my throat in some way or another

i learned about how i am nothing before i learned that
maybe, maybe, i could've been something
so i spent my nights sobbing myself to sleep and
swallowing ink like it would cure me,
so the rest or my life will be lived with
the same words staining my mouth, and what if
i am nothing more than the bones in the driveway?
the remains of something not quite moral enough to mourn

i'm sorry i couldn't be loved into something tame
let alone something holy

hey. hey you. stop for a sec and write a poem. write it about whatever you want make it good make it bad idc. long or short. poignant or not. post it or put it in the reblogs or send it to a friend or keep it to yourself but sit for a little bit and write a poem. for the soul

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4 months ago

People don't understand what I mean when I say that I've died a million times. I'm in a train and in each carriage is a dead child. They are dragged off the train, one by one, and I can do nothing but watch. It's hard to tell a dead child from a living one sometimes. I get off at Camden and think about what casket they'll sleep in tonight.

When I get out of the train station, my mind is full of nothing but the dead. I think about the suicide pacts I made with my ex. I call her on the phone, say it's been a year since I last touched a blade. I spend the next morning prying the blood out of my fingernails. I revise the ways I'll die over and over. Three bullets in my throat, one for each child I missed. I light another cigarette.

I stumble through the market like I can't see two steps in front of me - in many ways, I can't. I spend too long looking at the wrong things, trailing my hands across the painting of Bowie, buying orange juice instead of the record I want, walking across the rainbow crossings over and over; there is a dead child in me and London makes him sick. His body hangs limp in every window I pass; you learn to deal with it, eventually.

Every twelve steps you take are someone's last. I stay at the Lockside until I'm gagging on my words and I can't feel the rain on my back. I taste it on every breath; I am dead in ways people don't understand and I will die in ways they wish they couldn't. Outside there are bodies floating in the river and only the ones already standing with one leg over see them. I stay inside for another hour or two.

On the way home, all I can hear is screaming. I've always hated the underground. The screeching dies before it can reach me and all that hits me is the sobbing behind it. The underground is a burial the same way the road is a cemetery. There is nothing in the windows but my reflection slumped and rotting in the seats across from me. I wish I could find it in myself to mourn but you can only die so many times and still feel something towards it.

camden market '07 [13.01.2025]

(first piece of writing of the year !)

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writeblr writing oh well I tried rumos poetry parasite days not sure how good the image is on this one what do i tag writing with

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rumograph

4 weeks ago

drew this when i really liked bigtop burger & decided yeah ill put my ocs in here

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2 months ago

maybe today will be the day i decide to start listening to it again. maybe

this year i will start listening to the magnus archives again and. actually finish it. maybe

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personal listening i really need to i know i'll like tma ... but podcasts .... aghh

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5 months ago

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my art art traditional art original art rumos doodles

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4 months ago

i know this (i wish i didn't)

i am constantly choking, drowning
trying to claw my way through the
dirt like something half formed
there is something in my throat and
i can't get it out
one day it'll kill me
i know this, i wish i didn't

i wake up on boats that no longer exist
and can do nothing but sink under
i will be just like them and
there will be nothing i can do
at least, not anymore
one day it'll kill me
I know this, i wish i didn't

i know this (i wish i didn't) - 18.12.2024

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4 months ago

nekojiru patch with a white outline and red eyes on black fabric

daniel johnston's hi how are you album patch done in white outline on black fabric

yellow outline nirvana patch on black fabric

very new to making patches !! these are my first ones & are in the order i made them

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anyways david bowie diy Nirvana patches diy patches diy or die daniel johnston nekojiru very first one was a csh one but it sucked will need to remake it

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rumograph

4 months ago

having the worst day today. tilted my phone the wrong way and the whole screen just. came off ! so tape is the only thing keeping my phone from falling to pieces at the moment. i am definitely fine with this and not upset about this

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personal i am very upset about this

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rumograph

9 months ago

i <3 drawing wires

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my art art traditional art original art pen wires and cables rumosona should do it more often drawing eyes is fun too

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4 weeks ago

bug doodles

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my art art traditional art bugs original art pen bug insects if they look off it is because they are from memory my funny made up bugs based on real ones

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the underground is a burial the same way the road is a cemetery

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