౨ৎ Literally Me

No hesitation I choose infertility. I wanted to not have a period since I got it .

I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx

These people legit dressed up, went to a grocery store with their friend and asked them to take photos of them with cabbages 😭

Heading to the bathroom to weigh myself first thing every morning like it’s Christmas

I wanna smell like cake, not look like I eat it

Sadly my depression era was not successful enough.

Now I can’t even k!ll myself.

Ass tire zero calorie drinks in my humble opinion:

1. Pink redbull zero

2. Black coffee ☕️

3. Weird ass tea flavors 🫖🍵 (like wtf is a panda poop tea or a butterfly pea flower tea? 😐)

4. Diet Coke🥤, now this might be controversial, but since Coke Zero exists you don’t have to drink that sh!t no more. Coke Zero tastes much better. They are actually more difficult to find too, at least where I live.

Me today and me three days ago fr 😭

What do you want to hear,

"wow you're in the kitchen again" or "I never see you eat anymore"

The choice is yours.

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

“I need motivation”

Lift your shirt up and look in the mirror if that doesn’t motivate you then you clearly don’t want it that bad.