Heading To The Bathroom To Weigh Myself First Thing Every Morning Like It’s Christmas

There’s a kind of loneliness that has nothing to do with being alone. It’s when you're surrounded by people but still feel like no one really sees you. Like you're speaking in a language only you understand, and no matter how loud you scream, it gets lost in the noise. I’m tired of feeling like I have to shrink just to fit in — tired of carrying thoughts too heavy to share. Maybe I’m not looking for answers, just a place where I don’t have to explain myself.

If I could choose my name I would go with River or sky. Such cool names honestly.

Ass tire zero calorie drinks in my humble opinion:

1. Pink redbull zero

2. Black coffee ☕️

3. Weird ass tea flavors 🫖🍵 (like wtf is a panda poop tea or a butterfly pea flower tea? 😐)

4. Diet Coke🥤, now this might be controversial, but since Coke Zero exists you don’t have to drink that sh!t no more. Coke Zero tastes much better. They are actually more difficult to find too, at least where I live.

I just did a past life regression meditation. I was as miserable then as I am now. I think I might have been cursed by a witch.

I need someone to tie me up to my bed and I don’t mean in a k!nky way.

I just don’t want to go to the kitchen again 😭

all I need to do is not eat

all I need to do is not eat

all I need to do is not eat

all I need to do is not eat

how can smt be hard when

all I need to do is not eat

any tips for those days when u can't sh!t? it's been 3 days 😔😔😔

Heyyy!

Drink plenty water and try to go for a walk or you could do some yoga (some yoga practices and poses are specifically designed for constipation and help with bowel movements ;))

I do this but you may not wanna try this one. I‘m lactose intolerant, so I drink a glass of milk or oatmeal with cow milk and it helps a lot. Other than that I guess you could use laxative, but I personally haven’t tried it. <33

Am I the only one that hates marriages?

I don’t get how you can promise something you can’t know if you can keep? How can you be sure that this person is the one? How can you trust your partner? How can you want to only sleep and live with this one person for the rest of your life?

The idea of marriage is just absurd and disgusting to me. It might just be me being traumatized by my parents tho!

I just said hello to one of my previous school teachers, when I saw him outside.

He didn’t recognize me and looked at me like I was bat shit crazy 😭

I just had to tell him that I know him from my school and not trying to flirt and shit

I was humiliated. Just kill me dude😫

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.