Ripmilliesblog - ~Millie~

losing water weight via sobbing

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

this while st@rving

It's just a cigarette, it'll soon be only ten

Honey, can't you trust me? When I want to stop, I can

Are you truly devoted?

If you were, you would be down 10kg by now.

Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx

TW 3d

can we talk abt the fact that when you have an 3d you either hate male approval or love it. im very queer, and thought i wasnt interested in men at all for a while, but when my 3d started it was insane how much i gravitated towards them and their approvel.

or is that just me.

TW 3d

I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.

Wanna be at the point where an accidental tummy slip is cute and hot rather than gross

when will a man give me a cig w his number on it

TW 3d

i saw this post a while ago that has stuck with me so much, and it's now one of the reason i love winter so much.

it was something like,

'Use winter as a cacoon. Cover yourself with big clothes while you become smaller, then in summer you will become a butterfly/everyone will be shocked because they didn't see you loose the weight.'

the exact thing happened to a friend i don't talk to anymore we drifted apart, and i didn't really pay attention to her that much. then when i saw her in summer, i was shocked, because she wasn't a skinny person before, but now she looks amazing. and i know her enough to know her methods are the ones i'm using, so it is possible. will-power and patience is all you need