Rien-maz - From Nowhere To Nowhere

I tenderly and affectionately love Metro 2033-2035 because despite Glukhovsky getting lazy in the last book and writing a horrible ending, it's my love

Я нежно и ласково люблю "Метро 2033-2035", потому что, несмотря на то, что Глуховский поленился в последней книге и написал ужасную концовку, это моя любовь

But Rexwalker life chose you.

I didn't choose the Rexwalker life.

I keep drawing illustrations

I have two more sketches of this scene because I couldn't decide which one I liked better, so I'll slowly draw those as well

I'll finish it someday, but for now it's in the sketch.

Oh yeah, I love the work @blackkatmagic "Hunting towards heartstill". So, in the near future, I'll probably be slowly painting my favorite moments.

My favorite meanie

I'll finish it someday, but for now it's in the sketch.

Oh yeah, I love the work @blackkatmagic "Hunting towards heartstill". So, in the near future, I'll probably be slowly painting my favorite moments.

Everyone is asleep and I'm sitting here and can't sleep from my disturbing thoughts, so I'll write them here, maybe it's familiar to someone:

1. I just turned 18 years old and just finished school, and I'm already working. At the same time I work with thoughts that I need to earn money to provide for myself, to help my parents, to make repairs in the apartment, to pay for my studies, to pay for my wants in the form of a new phone and tablet. This is all under the fact that no one is chasing me, no one is rushing me, and I chose the way to like a damn for what? A good life? I seem to have it now not bad, but ambitions in the form of "you can live better" make me spit on my health and work, work, work and work again.

I can't sit down and watch a movie on my day off because the anxiety of "you're wasting your time", "you should try harder", "you should succeed and that's why you have to work" starts. Because of this, on my only day off, instead of sitting quietly and watching a movie I've wanted to watch for a long time, I listen to it in the background because I'm doing other things: cleaning the apartment, painting, cooking, etc.

2. For the first time, I made a choice independent of my parents' opinion and wishes. I decided to go to college to be a designer and yes, I know that in this field of fucking competition, and I am a person that if you do something better than me, then well done, you are good. No, I'm not gonna give up my favorite thing that's been with me since I was a kid. I love to draw and I will continue to do it, but the fucking anxiety will scream in my head that I'm "not good enough", that I "need to try harder".

I know it's just stupid reaching and chasing the perfect result, but I can't get rid of it. It's like if I stop working, working hard every day, I'll break down.

All that saves me from depression is constant labor. Without it, I will feel useless, a "shame" that I didn't achieve my goals and meet my expectations.

It's a fucking vicious circle when you realize you're tired, but you can't stop working, because if you stop, your life will stop on the cross you put on yourself.

Dark Ahsoka's art for @phantasm-echo

I really liked the concept and decided to draw this gorgeous woman

Morgana is a poor, unhappy child who couldn't escape the nightmares of the past.

In retaliation for her suffering and her burned people, she burns everything that is meaningful to the people just as Grievous burned down her family and home

I felt sorry for her while watching because she couldn't forgive and lived with nothing but lust for revenge and anger until her death.

Это не совсем то, что я планировала изначально. Скорее всего, когда освобожусь от экзаменов, перерисую это. А так вот Дитер в костюме Клеопатры, а Люра в костюме Цезаря уже видели в кино.