And She Looks At Me In A Way That Says ‘oh,’ In The Slightest Of Moon-whispers, And Flutters Starlight-studded

and she looks at me in a way that says ‘oh,’ in the slightest of moon-whispers, and flutters starlight-studded eyelashes shut. they’re short, curled up as i was to her warmth this morning; reaching toward the sunlight. or, as she is fond of saying, to me. our fingers tangle, grasp sheets or cheeks rosy with first-kiss smiles. eyelids crinkle, besotted in the way they help clear space for the love i hold gently under my tongue. this is a single moment, a precious one, and all i could ever say to her is ‘oh,’ in peachy tones, ones that underestimate the ocean’s current, ones that do not notice i cannot swim until she has pulled me under. i never thought of drowning as something to smile about – still don’t, of course, but there is something simply devastating in the way she looks at me that cannot (i repeat, cannot) be described in terms other than those of natural disasters. she’s a work of art, and i’ve told her many times – but i barely believed myself on more than one occasion. an artwork is not what she is, or could be. she is an unstoppable force yet gentle in nature, because i know that one glance at her, tousled in the wind, would have me at her mercy. she is not art, she is something of a different breed entirely – one that speaks in undercurrents, in stardust and possibilities. it is eyes like hers that surely see into the future. she is not art, because she is the ocean, the stars, the sky embodied and i am not one to fear what is beautiful. and she is beautiful. i catch myself on her lips, let myself hang there for a moment, because ‘oh,’ she is beautiful, and oh, in the name of all that is good, ‘you have my heart.’

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While I adore the Crowley sibs love, what about Az and Zira? What's their dynamic? Do they drink tea and gossip? ("Did I tell you about the time Crowley just slept for a 100yrs?") Do they compare their book collection? ("I haven't seen these scrolls since Alexandria!" "Oh! Crowley gifted them to me!" ) Does Zira try to teach Az to cook waving off Crow's warnings off Az making a mess of his kitchen? ("Zee, I swear, he burns water without even trying" "pishposh, everyone can learn to cook!" )

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