I RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH....i Feel Like The Universe Is Telling Me I Have ADHD

I RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH....i feel like the universe is telling me I have ADHD

One of the aspects of ADHD that's hardest for me is dealing with what I call Pings. There are many kinds of pings. Like that niggling feeling that you've forgotten something. Or when you keep remembering something but you can't do anything with it because you're in the wrong place. Pings are like notification dots, but they're in your brain, and they're often glitch, but mostly helpful (and very annoying).

I'm so desperate keep track of everything and not forget anything at work recently that I now have a Ping stuck in the on position no matter what I do. It's the "oh I just remembered something I needed to tell you" Ping. Every time I talk to Anyone at work I can't walk away because I am Convinced I'm forgetting to tell them something! But then I can't remember it, so I just leave.

And right now I am sitting here, absolutely convinced that I said "Oh, good reminder! I better put that in my calendar" to someone in the last 4 hours. But I have no clue who or where, and I have no hope of remembering what.

I'm so friggin' exhausted. My brain is whirring like a 10-year-old laptop all day every day, trying to keep track of all this stuff, with little to show for it. And all I'm left with is a lingering sense of impending failure.

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