Randomblack-girl - Aphrodite

you truly do not exist for other ppl’s consumption and your existence is not hinged on making others happy and comfortable by stifling and hiding and crushing and editing parts of yourself to be less than who you really are

I literally needed to see this after I just ended a connection I wanted to work out this is a sign that I did the right thing

Women are naturally oracular. We hear, see and feel the signs very early but don’t take them seriously. Our intuition tells us that something is not right about the person. Begin to let go of all acquaintances, potential friends or potential lovers who show early signs of lack of care and consideration for your wellbeing. Nip it in the bud early. Don’t be a pawn in their game of carelessness and heart trauma. Don’t give 2nd and 3rd chances because what happened in the past will likely happen again. In other words, don’t ignore red flags because you desperately want the connection. Trust yourself and be done with them. —India Ame’ye

Mars in the 8th house

have you ever looked at someone and just thought to yourself: "damn this bitch must be good in bed."? like- literally.

fun fact is that is not even a thought, just like a visceral feeling.

am I ready for a mental hospital or is it an "ovulation thingy"?

let me know.

Another Astro Observation ig tbh I really just wanna share my experiences and see if other placements have the same experiences I struggle interpreting astrology so relating it to my life and experiences helps also I'm gonna try to put songs that remind me of these placements

Recently someone called me arrogant and I was confused because I struggle with confidence I don't think I'm arrogant or come off that way. Then I looked more into astrology and realized why people may think this. I'm pluto, sun, and jupiter dominant I'm also a scorpio rising with jupiter in my 1st house. I think these placements come off as very confident. And tbh I think being self obsessed can be good to an extent because people are always trying to bring you down.

Songs:

Juice by Lizzo

Conceited by Flo Mili

Persuasive by Doechii

If You Seek Amy by Britney Spears

Cockiness by Rihanna

And that brings me to the next observation people ALWAYS try to bring pluto/scorpio placements down. This probably also applys to lilith placements too but yea Ex:

So as a scorpio rising I was bullied a lot when younger especially on my appearance and the way I presented myself. I also have pluto in the 2nd house and I notice people try to "take me down a notch" by insulting my appearance (1st house) and by doing this they think it will lower my self worth/confidence (2nd house).

More about pluto in the 2nd house. I noticed pluto and scorpio can represent what gets a reaction from people. With my pluto in the 2nd house I was thinking it could be my voice, lips, and fashion (2nd house ruled by Taurus, Taurus rules throat, vocal cords, and mouth). Sagittarius is also in my 2nd house and people always talk about my smile it used to be one of the things I'd get made fun of. All of the things I listed above would. I would get comments on my voice and my lips/smile being too big. It was almost like people hated seeing me express happiness? (maybe they were jealous? Because pluto can show jealousy) and if you think about it this is spot on for this placement.

Gimme More Slayyyter remix for this one

I have virgo lilith in the 11th house and my friendships never go well/last 😭. I recently had this experience where I was sitting at a table with a bunch of girls and they all decided they didn't like me and kicked me out the table. They claimed I was too loud 🤭 (my aries mercury is screaming!!!)

Another 11th house lilith situation: I had bad friends in middle school and a teacher told me they're bad and I should stop being friends with them because they'll get me in trouble and ofc I didn't wanna listen 💀...honestly there's so many especially when it comes to online friendships

Songs: All My Friends Are Fake by Tate McRae

Backstabber by Kesha

I have venus in my 5th house and as stated above I'm sun dominant and people always tell me I should do something that has to do with theater 😍

Song: Circus by Britney Spears

My sun is opposite my asc and I feel like people always see me differently than how I see myself or how I really am

Mars in the 9th house do yall get called outspoken too? 🤨 I'm very opinionated I'd be starting conversations about controversial topics with no shame! 😘 also are yall advocates? I feel like the sign can change what you advocate for mines in cancer and I'm a feminist 😋

Songs:

Truth Hurts by Lizzo

Woman by Diana Gordon

Bad Girls by M.I.A.

I Am by Jorja Smith

Last one my mom has lilith and chiron in her 1st house and people sexualize her all the time!!! Even at work and they'll bring up her sexuality...it's getting weird 😟 she always kept a bf when younger she'll literally be minding her business and a guy will come up and offer sex like huh? Definitely getting lilith vibes

Songs:

Sex Yeah by Marina

Got it like that by Jae Stephans

Cockiness again 😜

If You Seek Amy again 😭

I'm happy it resonated with you <3 sounds like you might have body dysmorphia but I could be wrong I have a friend with this placement and she's the same way ik you might not believe me but you're perfect the way you are 💞

I knew this guy with Uranus conjunct Mars in the 8th house and "it" was huge 😟

Siren in the 6th house have nice bodies

I feel like Jupiter in the first house wanna be thick so badly or they are but they usually have nice bodies

I might have already said this but chiron in the 6th house might have body insecurities or health issues the type to grow up fat then start eating healthy as they grow up or maybe they had bad skin and got into skincare

I hate to say it but it's true pisces placements do be lying especially ones related to the 3rd house/Mercury a friend of mine with Neptune in her first house admitted to lying for fun and an old friend of mine with Neptune in the 3rd house said she'd like so people wouldn't know stuff about her (Scorpio rising) but I hate saying this because I have pisces/Neptune influence over my chart and I'm not a liar

There's definitely a connection between pisces/Neptune people and fishes, mermaids, etc my friend who has Neptune in the first house said she wants a little mermaid birthday party. They do look really good in a mermaid aesthetic, it's giving:

As a Scorpio rising I keep attracting Scorpio moons!!! And I love Gemini risings as a gemini moon and idk bout y'all but I get along better with people with similar placements to mine bc yk people be saying opposites attract...

What's y'all experience with Saturn in the 8th house men? Like what's going on down there? I'm curious 😭😭 I keep meeting guys with that placement I also don't know how to read this placement really, a lot of them seem kinda traumatized and closed off

People with Venus badly aspecting their asc usually think they're unattractive, it's sad

Ok so I have pisces Venus conjunct Uranus in a composite chart with this guy and we like each other but we live in different countries but he literally set the standard for my future bf 😭

On the list of hot voices is mars in the 2nd house. This guy ik has Capricorn mars in the second house and he sounds so smart and like a gentleman but hot at the same time. I also noticed he talks really slowly? Idk but I like it 😋. Sirene, Saturn, and Neptune also aspect his Mercury and neptune is in his 3rd house he has a pisces mercury too. I think pisces/neptune might make your voice nice, I have Neptune aspecting my Mercury and I've been told my voice is soothing. Ok I think Pluto makes a voice hot too because I'm noticing it's Venus, mars, and Neptune that keeps showing up in people's charts who have nice/attractive voices. Saturn can make them sound more mature abs Jupiter can make them sound funny/be funny.

Idk if I'd say Scorpios look sexy/mysterious but I do try 😭😭 it's so hard though bc that's not who I am naturally I'm trying to just be myself though, I do notice I am just more reserved/quiet but that's when I'm not around friends or people I actually wanna talk to (Virgo 11th house) bc I don't really just become friends with just anybody

I've noticed the connections I've had where the composite chart rising was Scorpio be deep/seem deep I love these relationships as a Scorpio/Pluto dom!!! I feel like we click and can talk about deep things like trauma easily

Idk the thing about tauruses and food is kinda right bc one thing about me...imma eat 😭 and I have a friend who's a Taurus moon who loves food

Let me tell you, having my Aphrodite and Lilith in Virgo and a pisces Venus the one thing I'm gonna do...is wear green, crystals, seashells, blue, etc ITS GONNA EAT EVERYTIME idc same with black but in terms of color? It's gonna be green, blue, and sometimes white (I'm still scared to wear white) but I love white too and omg don't get me started on grey and brown!!!! Or MATCHING SETS!? bye I want some juicy couture so bad!!! I love neutrals as much as I hate so say it bc it seems so basic but they're so easy to pair up and they look good together. But I'm trying to get into color and my favorites so far are green, orange, pink?, And blue also neutrals are easy because most likely it's gonna look good. Color can be complicated it's the same with patterns which is why I have a lot of basic tops now 😭.

Another thing I'm gonna do is wear tight clothes or crop tops 😋 and I honestly find it hard to not wear that or shirts that show cleavage now that I got a sewing machine I make everything a lil bit lower 💅🏾 and I love waist beads!! Emphasis on the stomach

And one time someone said "don't you think Tionna looks good in comfy clothes" which is very interesting because taurus placements do look good in comfy clothes

Btw that picture came from Pinterest!

I ended things with a friend of mine because I got this feeling she was jealous of me. One time I brought up how my GPA was 3.7 and she was like really? Mines a 3.9 turns out she was probably lying because apparently freshmans dont have a gpa yet. She would always talk about herself and loved male validation (pick me vibes). The reason why I finally ended it was she basically said guys don't want me (unprovoked). I looked at her chart and our synastry and ofc she was a leo rising with Neptune opposite her asc 😭

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Period

yes i am high maintenance, i am a princess, i am picky about everything, i do have high standards, i do dress up like a doll every time i leave the house. and what about it?

FR!!!! I be minding my business and people just don't like me 😭😭

i’ve noticed that ppl with heavy scorpio/pluto in their chart get a lot of strong reactions. a lottt of dislike too.

and its mainly from people who aren’t really confident within themselves, so they feel intimidated/threatened.

Hey! could you tell me a little about my placements? Thank you very much <3

scorpio sun, 11th, 2°

Sagittarius rising, 26°

Sagittarius moon, 12th, 21°

scorpio Mercury, 12th, 24°

Scorpio Venus, 11th, 2°

Scorpio mars, 11th, 1°

Scorpio jupiter, 12th, 23°

Leo saturn, 9th, 23°

pisces uranus, 3rd, 11°

aquarius neptune, 3rd, 17°

Sagittarius pluto, 12th, 24°

aquarius Chiron, 2nd, 4°

libra lilith, 10th, 0°

Aquarius part of fortune, 2nd, 14°

virgo MC, 14°

I'm not the best at this but I'll try

Scorpio sun, 11th house could mean you are an intense, loyal, and deep person with your sun being in the 11th house it could mean that your friends/social life is very important to you and your loyal and protective of them you may be an activist or passionate about social issues

Sagittarius rising- you may come off as very adventurous, wise, free spirited, and fun you may be spiritual or the life of the party you may have a thicker body or big facial features maybe you look "exotic" or different

I'm ngl I suck at explaining the 12th house so I'll try my hardest

With Sagittarius moon in the 12th house I feel this could show you hide your emotions/have a hard time expressing them you may put on a fake smile but be depressed

Scorpio mercury 12th house may be very intelligent but again have a hard time expressing that maybe people think your dumb because of this but a very deep and analytical thinker might not talk often though

Scorpio venus 11th house- when it comes to love, beauty, and self expression your intense and passionate its all or nothing when it comes to love interests you may want someone who will love you deeply and you may want intimacy but at the same time be scared of it people may find you really attractive and may get obsessed with you or you get obsessed with them (especially with that sun, venus, mars conjunction- damn!) You may end up in relationships with your friends or want to be friends before getting into a relationship your social life must be good are you popular? Maybe even online

Scorpio mars 11th house- Most of your energy is used to chase your dreams, to network, and your social life and you may be very determined to accomplish those things

Scorpio jupiter 12th house- Idk how to interpret this so this is just a guess but maybe you have a lot of luck but secretly because I noticed 12th house placements aren't seen for example venus in the 12th house might be seen as very beautiful but may not see it or get told it often and when they do get complimented it's through other ppl. Ex. Jane said you looked nice today. I feel like the term "rejection is protection" is very true for you, you experience a lot of luck you're just not aware of it

Leo Saturn 9th house- GIRL this is crazy because I got this placement I actually talked about it in one of my posts but this can indicate being stagnant when it comes to your views on the world you may be more pessimistic you may also not be religious or higher education was hard or you just never went with Saturn being in leo self expression may be very hard for you you may have learned from a very young age that you're not allowed to be yourself maybe you learned this from elders or from school

Pisces Uranus 3rd house- Maybe you like to write or read, a sign of intelligence maybe you moved schools a lot? Idk how to interpret this really generational planets scare me 😭

Aquarius Neptune 3rd- You might even been more quiet in school might have a tendency to lie or a bad memory

Sagittarius pluto 12th house- Most of your power comes from your internal world people might mistake you for weak and a lot of change goes on internally in your subconscious mind

Aquarius chiron 2nd- May have grown up poor and struggled with confidence/self worth especially with it being the 4th degree this is a deep wound that's been there since childhood maybe you grew up in a house that made you feel unsafe may have money problems the type to be poor and when they get money they spend it all (not smart with money) material things may be important to you

Libra lilith 10th house- may have a need to be liked especially in the workplace you may be sexualized in the workplace or do something stand for work like sex work or at least considered it/don't judge women who do it maybe you find it empowering however sex is your image could indicate a bad reputation

Aquarius part of fortune 2nd house- I have this placement just in sagittarius and I'm not sure how to interpret this maybe it can show that you will become fortunate in wealth/things/self love/self confidence

Virgo mc- Can indicate joining a career in the medical field or a job where you have to be analytical might be known as critical, intelligent, and put together

Overall you're definitely introverted maybe an ambivert but with your chart ruler (jupiter) being in the 12th house it's giving introvert you may have a lot of pisces traits or come off like one also you might be tired a lot? But people underestimate you, they might think you're dumb or naive you might even be invisible to people this gives the energy of the quiet girl who draws in the back of the class remember though that other things in the chart can affect this like the houses, aspects, etc hope this helps, I tried! <3 oh and sorry for the bad grammar I was rushing because I already felt bad for responding kinda late and I'm kinda busy