Don’t Stalk Spotifies Unless You Want To Be Fighting Back Tears In The Bathroom LMFAO :’/

when i think of you my heart is filled with anguish. i pray that when you think of me, yours is filled with penitence.

i literally go to sleep and have dreams that you come back to me. i know you aren’t even thinking of me. i cant figure out which part hurts worse.

the realization that if Uriel was smart he would in fact know about this account, but i don’t think he cares that much to silently stalk me so for now i think i’m safe??

the way i see blake looking back at me in the mirror and i can’t even be bothered to care right now.

oh the things i wish i could tell him LMFAO

Had a session about why closure is hard today, both because of him and because of me. Wrote another goodbye letter. I can't bring myself to post most of it but here was the ending. A proof of existence if you will.

the urge to bleed out on the bathroom floor while music plays in the background

life is so bad i literally want to kms lol :’)

tonight the black hole where my heart is supposed to be feels as if it will eat me alive.