We Don't Get To Choose

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did you hear about my amazing propaganda yet

Before the year ends, allow me to post some stuff I drew waaaaaaaaaaay back when I first got into LMK and never posted

anyway divorced monkeys

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm hiiiiii turned a vaguely homoerotic poem i made about a mosquito i didn't want to kill into. this. yay 👍

It was a nonfiction, 1

HOW ARE YOU ALL STILL ALIVE AND JONGDOOK POSTING

AU in which Light dumps Misa and stays with L (for hmm investigation purposes) and in revenge she starts drawing very explicit L/Kira doujinshis but L and Kira in her stories always have Light's and Ryuzaki's faces

And then one day Light visits his family and sees those beautiful covers in Sayu's room

*cover drawings are based on the cover of Okane ga nai by Toru Kousaka and Liberty Liberty by Hinako Takanaga

i've heard lots of times that omniscient reader's viewpoint is a love letter to the reader. it's a message that repeats unrelentingly that you (the reader) are loved. it tricks you into loving yourself. and that's absolutely beautiful, it is!

however, as strange as it is, i think i'm on the other side, i have a different perspective. rather than the message being for me, i see its message and stand by the novel and echo its words out to you too. you are worthy and valuable. we will not forget your story. until you believe it yourself, in yourself, we will cry and cry again: you are loved, and you are not alone.

my experience with the novel is a little different. i find that i'm collecting words not for myself, but for the people around me. i offer them like shiny trinkets. i hope you accept them. i chose them for you because this novel chose you.

Guess who’s the better actor🙉😅behold a snippet below that I wrote about their escapades as a fake couple🤭

Both immortals were struggling to keep the beaming smiles on their faces after virtually every member of the party had come by to gush over their freshly announced “partnership”. When another celestial being finally bid them farewell, they both unlocked their arms and breathed long sighs of relief. Wukong ran a hand over his face.

“No one told me fake dating would be this exhausting.”

Macaque shared the sentiment but gave off an air of concern.

“Are we…too good at that?” he said hesitantly, spinning on of his rings in thought.

Wukong dropped his hand and regarded him questioningly.

“At what?”

He did not receive an answer because a very excited party member appeared before them babbling on about how adorable they are as a couple. As if rehearsed, both of them latched back onto each other, Mac placing a hand on Wukong’s chest and leaning their heads together as they grinned at the stranger like two lovestruck idiots.

Thankfully they departed quickly, leaving the pair still locked in close and Wukong suddenly realised what the other had meant. Their faces dropped and their casual pose became rigid as they both froze in embarrassment.

“…that”, Mac concluded stiffly and was the first to retreat to his own space.

Wukong tried clearing the awkwardness out of his throat and waved a dismissive hand in the air while avoiding any and all eye contact.

“Nah, I mean, it’s for the sake of the mission, right? That’s…why it comes so naturally.”

He didn’t see Mac’s face fall ever so slightly at his words.

“Right…”

yoo jonghyuk: in terms of dying i think i am most suitable

kim dokja: theres a difference between regression, and resurrection. I would rather have us resurrect

yoo jonghyuk: so you are the best guinea pig?

kim dokja: sure

han sooyoung: nah his ass fatter kim dokja youre a rat, remember?

lee gilyoung: wasnt it squid?

han sooyoung: I DONT KNOW IT COULD BE AN ELEPHANT FOR FUCKS SAKE

shin yoosung: i remember elephant ahjussi

kim dokja: i still think im reliable enough to die

jung heewon: idk man ur now kinda saying were unreliable when we cant do anything

yoo sangah: oh my gosh exactly!

kim dokja: i never meant that

lee hyunsung: its what it feels like

kim dokja: so now im breaking hearts?

han sooyoung: you broke my heart the moment i saw your face

han sooyoung: i fucking love you

yoo jonghyuk: so fucking much man

kim dokja: aw thanks guys

jung Heewon: so,, how'd you feel seeing yjhs baboos for the first time? surely you didnt expect the cake on that chest

kim dokja: so true! wasnt surprised though

han sooyoung: why?

kim dokja: it was in the novel

jung heewon: NO FUCKING WAYY

yoo jonghyuk: my ass seems to have reached literature worthy

han sooyoung 1863: i made sure to include everything, for the sake of h

fourth wall: THIS ISNT OUR TIME YET

I forgot to post this ?? Anyway =w= I love detective and rival criminal bestie dynamics✨ Gregory leaving little hints at crime scenes specifically for Tony to find and treating it like a game ?