Do Writers Get The Equivalent Of Not Being Able To Draw Your Fav Character Bc Youre Scared Of Fucking

Do you think akutagawa deserves a Princess treatment?

"its okay to judge that kind of face" Okay Virgil, you're a hat

Thinking real hard about the “you, I'd rather you just stop existing” in Patchwork Staccato. Thinking about how Akutagawa having such strong feelings for Atsushi he knew were unrequited hurt him so much he would have preferred Atsushi to be dead (and by killing him himself nonetheless) rather than to keep living with that endless pain. Thinking about killing Atsushi being Akutagawa's insane coping mechanism, the only solution he could find to make that endless aching stop. Thinking about how killing Atsushi was a matter of survival for Akutagawa, because he couldn't keep living like that. Thinking about Akutagawa being unable to keep living with that pain: instinctively killing himself to save Atsushi, because if he could never, in practice, bring himself to kill Atsushi, his love would eventually end up killing him. And his love did kill him, the moment he died to save Atsushi.

atsushi continuously realizing he is surrounded by absolute freaks

I read a lot of sskk fics and one of my favorite Atsushi moods is him having gay as fuck thoughts during inappropriate situations. Like yes your mans does look hot while he's suffering BUT ATSUSHI BBY worry first horny later.

chef!akutagawa and atsushi who just emailed him like

"hey, so we havent' seen each other since high school; but once, for an english project, we were at your place and you cooked me dinner. and like, i still think about it, so if you have the recipe, could you send it please? if not, please disregard.

-- atsushi (from high school)"

Atsushi: Why did you cut my leg off!?

Akutagawa: Because you made me mad!

Atsushi: All I said was “Do you want ramen tonight?” And then you cut my leg off!

Akutagawa: I don’t want ramen I want pork buns!

Atsushi: Then tell me like a damn human being not some damn rabid animal! This is why you don’t have any friends!

remake… not very proud of this one tbh.. also considering making multi fandom posts cause it’s hard to find motivation for sskk posts 💔

I tried to leave Kudos on a fic that was already deleted (i had the tab open) and I was expecting it to just bug out or not work but this is so much more unsettling

“#akuatsu” WRONG. that is TOP atsushi and BOTTOM akutagawa. learn your yaoi etiquette.