Pulchra-potens - Demum

"is this too cliche?" who cares? bro, write what you have fun writing. stuff your manuscript full of your favourite tropes. the same themes you love. all inspired by things you grew up with. do it all. go off. load. it. up. be freeeee

how often do i have to convey myself that i am not a monster?

how often do i have to hate myself for being proud of that?

i tried so hard

to keep her away

from the darkness

but

turns out

hard isn't good enough.

I haven’t told anyone. But I am really tired. I am lonely and really exhausted. I don't have bad days or good days anymore. They all just feel the same. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I imagine these black clouds so huge, they would swallow me. Some other times, it feels as though my skin is infected with millions of parasites. I am scared. I can’t talk. I can’t talk.

[FYI; For Your Eyes Only]

Good morning. I’m back home. I’m taking in my rolls today, in case you want to keep avoiding me. Message received I guess, not real friends. Just unfollow me, all three. It’s weird, the flipping, but I’m not tripping. I’m busy. No hard feelings. Take care of yourself, bee. I’ll try to take care of me.

- Living

You were my home.

My salvation.

My anchor.

And when you left,

I crumbled.

to the ruins.

Heyy hun!!

Ur works are jus✨

Btw Who is your biggest motivation?

P. S.: looking forward for more of ur works

Heyyy buddy!!

Thank you for reading! :)

My biggest motivation is myself and my sister.

What is yourss??

i know,

that you didnt wanna try,

that you were tired,

that you were dying.

tell me sweetheart,

what is it that keeps you alive ?

is it

l o v e

or

r e g r e t ?

*forgets to message back* *forgets to check notifications* *forgets to look through bookmarks* *forgets to check reminders* *forgets to check out [insert content] that i said i would* *forgets to take my phone off do not disturb* *forgets to