“Sometimes When You’re In A Dark Place You Think You’ve Been Buried, But Actually You’ve Been

I wish upon you that your shoelaces always feel the same, perfect amount of tightness and that one shoe is never tighter than the other

Well,

life was supposed to be

butterflies and flowers..

[FYI; For Your Eyes Only]

Good morning. I’m back home. I’m taking in my rolls today, in case you want to keep avoiding me. Message received I guess, not real friends. Just unfollow me, all three. It’s weird, the flipping, but I’m not tripping. I’m busy. No hard feelings. Take care of yourself, bee. I’ll try to take care of me.

- Living

If the moon ever speaks my name, I hope she does it like a curse.

he could afford to walk away.

i was a nobody.

i could not afford to walk away.

he was my lifeline.

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies

I am stuck in a cage

i made for myself.

too tired to break free.

~k

The Sun & the Moon

By: Bazeleyez

23/06/2024

You rise with the sun

Shimmering brightly for all to see

No one can escape your glimmering rays of light

Illuminating the skies with warmth

I rise with the moon

I glow quietly in the dark

Waiting patiently in the wings of the night

Standing by casting nothing but a shadow

And next to me you became an eclipsed sun

The darkness that cloaks my night was unknown by you

You who has only ever known the light

And because you are perfectly complete

You had everything to lose

Even so, I am battered, broken, and bruised

I had nothing left to lose, but you

Because I cannot shine without my muse

And you won't know how to carry on

When the light fades away and the clouds roll in

You'll cower away in the inky black sky

As the truths you evaded stare back at you

But for me this darkness is all I've ever known

I never had the pleasure of running from my unrest

There is no one who will hold me in their arms

All that surrounds me is a blanket filled with distant stars

All I ever wanted was you

But you who used to gleam so bright

Left me to hang in the night sky

And I no longer want to be casting shadows

From the sunlight you emit

So I will cross the line, I will defy gravity

I will search all of heaven and Earth

In hopes to find the solace I could not find in you

fuck it. be creative even if you never really *make* anything. write out plot synopses of stories and then move on. design OCs you'll never use. make mood boards and concept art and don't do anything with them. life's too short to forget everything that inspired you and creation doesn't have to be "complete" to be worth the time you put into it.

I have been wondering,

if its my fault that she is becoming a monster.

and if it is me, i might be doing a good job.

and it scares me.