Hello may I gush to you? I'm going to do it anyway. This is something I wanna talk about and a confusing situation that I feel really bad about so-
So uh. My main ship, in any fandom, is sebaciel (Sebastian/Ciel from Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler). This is already A Thing because Ciel is like fourteen and Sebastian's a hundreds-of-years old demon, but I love them sm so. They're my favorites and I would do anything for it to be canon tbh. Now the problem with this is: I kin Sebastian.
I self-ship with Ciel because sebaciel was official in my canon, but I feel really bad about because Ciel's a child and ugh. Purity culture and christian upbringing + how most people would view me is not a good combo :/. But I love him a lot and god I would do anything for him. I feel bad about it though and I hate that I do because I know I have no reason to especially considering I'm closer than even the age Sebastian gives under human disguise.
Anyway I'm gonna gush about Ciel because I love my young master so. Like he's just, so small and precious, pretty little boy, I just want to scoop him up and take care of him. I would do literally anything for him I swear, I love him so much. He's so cute and pretty and genuinely smart and clever, he loves mystery(idk if that's actually the right word, there's a better one but I'm dumb-) books and would keep notes to try and figure out who the culprit was on his own. He loved rabbits and soft things and sweet things, especially chocolate, and I would give a lot to just watch his face light up when he eats it. He used to have nightmares, and I remember how long it took for him to let me comfort him after them. I love him so much.
Awww hey hey! Im so so sorry you feel so bad about selfshipping with Ciel, i do completely understand though! I too had a christian upbringing, though personally im now athiest, i still have the aftermath of the religious trauma my family gave to me, and it seeps into my proship views every once in a while, so do know you arent alone on that <3 You are completely valid for selfshipping with Ciel and are completely valid for shipping Sebaciel! Im absolutely sure you are perfect for Ciel though, your view on this does not affect who you are in real life love, dont let it affect you so deeply <3 But, still, what youve said so far, gushing about Ciel, is so cute!! I ship you two v much, please take care of yourself though darling, im sorry i dont have much else to say about this rn, and im sorry im replying to it so long after youve sent it, but feel free to come back and gush or talk more anytime <333
hi proshippers! reminder NAWT to click any links, they might be to grab ur ip, or to doxx u.
i am blogging this everyday
If pro-ship and dark-ship aren't the same why do you say pro-ship should not correlate to your views irl in your pinned, are you saying you shouldn't be anti-harassment irl?? Genuine question btw I don't understand.
Hi anon, I'm glad you asked, I felt like I needed to elaborate on that more since I started to realize it could cause some confusion/misunderstandings oops 😭 What I mean by saying that, is that when you are proship, you are aware that every ship deserves to exist in fiction, whether or not it's something you like, right? But I'm saying that shouldn't translate to what you believe should be okay to exist IRL, as in you know, for example, incest ships are okay to exist in fiction because it's fictional, no real person is being hurt, and though maybe it's not your cup of tea, you'll just block it and move on knowing it's okay for it to exist in it's fictional realm. But you shouldn't believe it's okay for that sort of relationship to exist in real life. I'm sure most people know this, y'know, but just in case. I see a lot of people who only think things shouldn't exist for the simple fact it disgusts them or makes them 'cringe' and it's to the point those things shouldn't exist IRL because it causes harm to real people, so if someone happens to not be disgusted by that kind of relationship IRL, maybe because they know it's okay it exists in fiction, and decides it's okay for that relationship to exist IRL just as much as it's okay for it to exist in fiction, then that's just not something I can agree with, so I put that disclaimer so people know right off the bat that everything I'm supportive of in dark fiction does not correlate to what I see as acceptable IRL, plus proship and profiction is purely for fiction in this regard- everything deserves to exist in fiction, as it causes no harm to real people. Though, I don't go out harassing anyone of course, this is the stance of a proshipper; antiharassment, I just block people who have views that are too contradictory to mine for me to get along with. If I ever felt someone was at risk of doing harmful things IRL I'd report them as needed and then block. All in all it's just a disclaimer for people to know if I'm someone they can interact with or not. This isn't to say I'm just strictly against paraphiles by the way, I do think there's a difference between someone holding a harmful attraction and getting help for it and knowing it's NOT okay to have that kind of relationship IRL so they don't pursue it, versus thinking it's okay to have that relationship IRL and/or pursuing it (therefore causing a real person harm), but this part mostly ties into my anti-contact stance. I hope this all makes sense and if you need anything else to be elaborated on please do ask! I like to avoid misunderstandings as much as possible and am always open to explaining anything that needs to be elaborated on. Think of that 'there's no such thing as a stupid question' saying because that's what I believe in lol
Hi yandere enjoyers, specifically yandere otome enjoyers, do you have any recs for yandere otome games? Or games that have a yandere character/characters? I've heard itch has alottt but I dunno which ones are worth trying! 😭
Hi lazy selfship doodle because I can't sleep 😭 Why does Caleb look so mad
Proshippers! Have you drank water today? If not, please do! I've seen the way antis are, I even argue they've somehow gotten worse in recent times, shame. Don't let their dehumanizing behavior make you believe you are any less worthy of being taken care of. Please stay hydrated and eat nutritious meals, gotta give your body and brain enough nutrition to keep those creative juices flowing! <3
As someone that also has terrible OCD, anti shippers made it so much worse than proshippers ever did. Even if I’m very uncomfortable with some concepts they’re fictional and often tagged, that’s been a lot easier to avoid than people trying to enforce the idea that thoughts or stories make you evil
Thank you for your input, I don't have anything to add onto this but I'm just answering since I feel it's important. Hope you're doing well anon
🦋[Hello hello lovely proshippers and selfshippers! Has anyone told you how amazing you are today? Well now you have, youre amazing! You are a wonderful person and i hope you are getting all the love and support you deserve ♡ Please take care of yourself, youre doing amazing, and you are so valid! Remember my inbox is always open, id love to hear you all gush about your ships and f/os! Ily all <<33]🦋
That anon had the most atrocious energy so to get rid of those nasty vibes I just wanna say your an amazing person and a beacon of light❤️
You're so sweet, thank you! You're an amazing person as well, and I deeply appreciate this. I hope only positive energy flows your way. Take care and I hope you'll have an amazing day/night <3
Do u support Trump?
No
I ordered a Caleb plushie and I'm (im)patiently waiting for it to come here's a doodle to celebrate though