Ay, My First BSD Fic! 

“Ah, Child of Man, you’ve awakened from your dream…”

- will delete later i have to put my confusion in writing-

I just woke up from a dream that I went on a date with Azul?? And I fell in love with him because there was this touching test where you have to touch random things before they get cooked and he tanked everything for me? He was so scared of touching a lobster and a slab of meat but he did it for me and apparently I was so starstruck and told him I loved him???

I woke up actually feeling in love with him but then memories of malmal rushed back to me and then I retained my sanity. Wtf?

#when you’re staring at bae and he catches you looking

Me: Is Pakistani

Me: Ships Shidge

Me: (sees this work of art)

Me:

This started normal ok. I was sketching the prompt: Diamond for #shidge month ok. My hand just.. I don’t know xD. I ended drawing Pidge and Shiro ( kinda fusion of a genie-gypsy-typical indian clothes ^^kinda^^).

And my friend just created like a type of AU, because of this. And i don’t know she told me to posted i was not going to do it xd)

Guess that still counts like the promt diamond, 😅😶

And the last image is because i don’t know how to make tattoos (and either robotic arms :v) and instead of it i drew a mandala in Shiro’s arm. Yep, i felt that something was missing xd.

OH GOD I NEARLY DID AN ALL-NIGHTER TO GET THIS DONE!!!

So after AO3 deleted more than HALF of this Chapter, I decided to step up and re-write it all. I apologize if it may not be the best, but I do cover some very important questions and topics.

Like how Season 3 kicked Golden Madness’s butt and just how complicated things are going to get. Along with even more questions.

Special thanks to @coffee-your-teapot for helping me with some points of confusion. 

As usual I’d like to tag my wonderful readers @olkarianprincess @lotidge @galacticlee @risingpheonix527 @strugglingtoast and @thechocolateobssessed-blog-blog so that they can witness the utter chaos I’ve created.

Love you guys!!! 

GM Moodboard 1 - Chapter 1: Songs in the Field

“His heart pumped faster.

Blood started spurting out faster out of his chest as a disastrous consequence. But the man didn’t care. He never had cared for consequences.

Not when it came to her.

Her voice, so painfully familiar and free of pain, suddenly made him want for Death. So then, at the very least, he could be with her once more. His weary eyes, scoured the endless field of flowers like a man starved.

And starved he was.

Just once, he wanted to see her just once more. And…he did. His eyes clung to her in the distance as they once did so long ago. The man let out a breath he held in for thousands of years.

There she was.”

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Chapter song: Lana Del Rey - Young and Beautiful

Goat in Chali Chaliga from Mr. Perfect (Telugu, 2011)

Hey

Chapter 19 will be posted tomorrow

Web weaving about being in unrequited love with a best friend

"(almost) Just Enough, You and I"

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forgive me, friend i've grown greedy for your goodness

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rogelio de egusquiza's tristan and isolde / clementine von radics / l . m dorsey / alejandra pizarnik / herbert james draper's flying fish / taylor swift, "you’re on your own, kid" / the crane wives, "never love an anchor" / mwangi hutter's ours to hold and caress and cherish / mitski, "i will" / fka twigs, "cellophane" / mitski, "i bet on losing dogs" / albert joseph pénot's la petite cigale / taylor jenkins reid / madeline miller, "the song of achilles" / mary stevenson cassatt's on the balcony / mirabai

OH! Well, thank you @equalskiersten and @olkarianprincess for the chance to spread more of that quality Shidge content around. 

But be warned, my rating system is hella weird. (And a very long post ahead)

Black, Green and Everything in Between - By Diamond (I think they have a Tumblr, but I'm not sure where...)

Definitely the OG Shidge fanfic I think. Just about everyone who likes Shidge seems to have this on their list! And for good reason to, I'm a sucker for jealously and Pidge being treated good, so this fic is the best medicine after dealing with angst all day. 

Rating: Like having your favorite meal in your favorite coffee shop as you write/sketch for fun while catching your crush staring at you all puppy-eyed

Golden Madness - By Yours Truly (I SWEAR I’LL UPDATE THIS SOON MY DUDES) 

What can I say? It has Shidge, angst, MAJOR CANON DIVERGENCE LIKE HOLY CROW, angst, Lotidge, pretty dresses, angst, and music.

...did I mention angst?

Rating: You go to your crush’s wedding and the two of you share a look that would’ve been helpful before the whole “I Object!” thing. Yeah, too little, too late. You then proceed to get drunk off your teary butt.

Left Hand of the King - By @olkarianprincess (This fic or any of her other works tbh, it’s all amazing)

BLESS. THIS. FIC. Just - yes. A million times yes. Complete, wholesome, and just...I LOVE IT??? SO MUCH??? Also has Lotidge, so hopefully you like that. But, yes, this is a full 13 completed chapters and each one is glorious. The story, as a whole, is just really satisfying! 

Rating: Ditching some fancy pants party, shoes in hand, as you and your crush run through the sprinklers. Laughing and grinning like idiots even as your parents make offended gasping noises.

Nightmares in Arms - By running_with_luck (A oneshot that packs a punch!) 

I’m also?? Just a sucker for mutual comfort??? And quality love and support??? The angst in here just serves to make the comfort all the better and, as a whole, this fic brings a smile to my face every time I read it. 

Rating: Falling asleep on the couch as your crush pets your hair. Wearing your favorite sweater while rain pours down relentlessly outside. 

Hand-to-Hand Training - By ElfGrove (A shot of adrenaline in written form)

GIVE ME BAMF PIDGE OR GIVE ME DEATH! Death I say! Death! I dare you! Seriously though, I don’t really get to see a lot of Pidge kicking butt and taking names. And in this one she does both...to Shiro. Who DEFINITELY has a thing for girls who can kick his butt. The subtle feels are just too much for my heart to handle and I adore this fic with every fiber of my being. 

Rating: Walkin’ into the club with your favorite outfit on, Beyonce playing in the background,  and you look hot as hell. Which causes your crush to trip over their own feet and land directly into your awaiting arms. Let the swooning commence.

Lions Make Decent Wingmen - By @galacticlee (bc GOSH DARNIT WE NEED TO GET HER IN ON THESE THINGS)

Can I just say??? That??? Her art for this fic is gorgeous??? And??? You all need to see her Instagram??? But this fic is absolutely amazing. Still ongoing and well worth all the wait. The author has a really clear understanding of the characters. Its just so nice to see them portrayed so naturally and, generally, at ease. GOOD AND PURE AND WOULD DIE FOR.

Rating: First date at the movies. Really nervous but also really excited. Your crush tries to do the whole yawn-and-put-an-arm-around-you thing, but fails miserably. But the two of you laugh anyway and settle for holding buttery popcorn hands instead.

Thank you for sticking with me and hopefully you find something you like @grbgcn2! 

Question: Voltron

Can someone recommend me some Shidge fanfics? Please and thank you!