Pluralheartmachine - Cute Psychotic Loser

need someone in my life to make me throw up on schedule. make it normal. make me get used to the routine. make me crave it. i wanna throw up (almost) every meal i eat. make me so desperate to purge that i starve myself for you. make me develop an ed for you

thinking about bending my lover over and forcing my fingers past their lips, deep down their throat—until they gag, until they sob, until there’s nothing left in them but me. i want them to vomit all over the floor, purged of everything that isn’t mine.

they need to be cleansed.

id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺

wondering if the #pro delusional community still exists somewhere

purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i don’t understand what’s going on

Belittling someone into an eating disorder and then making fun of them for having an eating disorder. ♡

transharmed culture is encouraging your transharmful partner to slowly edge out of their comfort zones

transharmed culture is reassuring your transharmful partner that youre ok with the harm theyre causing

transharmed culture is feeling giddy whenever your transharmful partner gives aftercare

<3

Transharm culture is...

omg yes please. feed every self destructive tendency I have. make me break all my own boundaries to impress you.

if someone paid my rent and weed money I'd become their loyal bitch fr

I need someone who is desperate for abuse. I want them to crawl back to me after I kick their ribs in. I want them to kiss my hands and up my shoulders while I caress each scar I messily carved into their flesh.

I need to transform them into something pathetic and vile. I need to make them cry themselves to sleep while I rest peacefully. I need to isolate them socially until they depend on me for interaction. I need to completely ruin their life.

yupp, the 7 yo very often finds himself driving to work qwq

shout out to plurals who’s frequent fronters change all the time.

shout out to alters who are afraid of not fronting all the time, either because theyre so use to it or they’re afraid they wont get to front again.

shout out to systems who wish they had a more consistent rotation of fronters and wish it wasn’t so come and go with system members.

shout out to alters who like fronting.

shout out to members who get frontstuck regularly.

and shout out to systems trying to find a middle ground between being front stuck and having completely inconsistent fronters.

when you derive deep and almost spiritual pleasure from serving someone, to be their emotional support pet, to see them at their worst but support them then you'll happily have the shut beaten out of you just to once in a while see them smile at you

Maybe I like the thrill of consensually abusing someone whilst also being a pathetic depressed dad in the process.

"No, mon cher, I would never lay a hand on your perfect skin." I say seconds before getting drunk and beating the shit out of them for my own enjoyment.

And I'll cry about my problems while neglecting theirs because I need the pity more.

In the end, though, they'll never get anything out of being with me.

fuck I'm feeling obedient rn, probably good theres no freaks in my DMs I wouldn't be able to control myself