I Love You Shy Women. I Love You Melancholy Women. I Love You Aging Women. I Love You Perverse Women.

askin God to remove laziness, procrastination, and the fear of being judged out my body by tonight and forever, thanks!

do you ever look at strangers smiling or dancing or having fun and think “i love you”? or see someone bop their heads along with the music from their headphones and you just wish you could tell them how pretty they look doing just that? or feel your heart warm when you watch someone laugh really loudly and then think about them later that day, completely randomly? you’re a part of that, too. someone has kept quiet about how beautiful you are to them, has smiled at the thought of this complete stranger that made their day, has repeated a joke you made to someone they love. there’s a lot of quiet love and admiration and connection in this world and even if you think you don’t belong, you’ve always been and always will be a part of it.

I’m sitting in my hairstylist’s chair for 6 hours today, so I’m shopping and designing my new place on my iPad. I’m moving to university and rushing this autumn, so I’m in the process of choosing what I’ll wear for each day. I don’t have a budget, and I like to shop, but the issue is I’m always out or otherwise busy with something more pressing than shopping, so it’s nice to sit with foils in my hair and focus on pulling everything together. This is much better than the Peking Duck and Diet Coke rest we do when I have a long appointment.

Favorite restaurant in NYC?

My favorite place to lunch in New York City is The Boathouse. Sorry lol, I’m basic. Give me the Central Park Boathouse over anywhere else in the city almost any day, put a drink in my hand, and let me stay there. It’s a classic; the location is beautiful, the food has always been really good, and the setting is perfection. I’m not the sort of person who’s going to try a million and a half different places when there’s one place that has everything I want, and when it comes to NYC, there are so many trendy (expensive) places to eat that it’s nice to have one or two on your mind that you know will satisfy your needs. It's pricey, but totally worth it.

being multidimensional is protective. a boy breaks my heart but my friends take me out for ice cream. I don’t get into my dream school but I get my first comment on my YouTube video. I burn the brussels sprouts but I nail the cinnamon buns. the more pieces I add to my foundation the less I am shaken by the earthquake

$2,000 for full body electrolysis?! Saying you were grandfathered in is an understatement lol. I have pcos and have started electrolysis for facial hair and it’s going to cost me an estimated $6k and maybe 3 years for just one area.

I’m jealous lol

She charges $3,570 for a year of unlimited full body electrolysis treatments now. It’s more to do with where I lived at the time and her prices were incredibly good before and during COVID so she could build her books.

btw I am doing it afraid

when I ask for signs I get them. I have a running list of signs I asked for and subsequently received within 24-48h. I have a running album called angel numbers and on a daily basis see 5-7 angel number combinations.

they really began to accelerate when I left my old apartment. It just goes to show how our living spaces affect our ability to truly receive guidance, some homes block your energy tremendously. some homes make you feel like everything is an uphill climb, and in others there is a peace and flow.

this blog will be renamed, most if not all posts archived & a fresh aesthetic implemented very soon.

✨all of my manifestations have a flow, and I am in it. I bless everything in my path. I bless everyone in my path✨