See I Do This Thing Whenever I Join A Fandom Where I IMMEDIATELY Start Cooking

see I do this thing whenever I join a fandom where I IMMEDIATELY start cooking

okay so i have Ideas(trademark)

i figure that respawn isn't a thing in ur vivilly dweller au but if it were then imagine:

vivilly accidentally kills palpers, and while palpers is still alive and still here, palpers has to deal with intense phantom pains from his wounds for a couple hours to a few days (depending on how bad the injuries were)

imagine the angst and the guilt plssss (i'm normal)

i've been so mentally ill about this ever since you sent this hello. i did not have many thoughts build off of this because the idea is perfect alone But.

the guilt that vivilly would feel ..... when palpers is having another episode vivilly feels so horrible because like....... what CAN he do in that situation. he can comfort him i guess. talk to him too, but that's about it . he wouldn't let himself feel even an ounce of warmth because he did that. he caused this, even if it wasn't him in the moment

THE ANGST. THE GUILT. PERHAPS TRAUMA. vivilly Knows that physically, palpers is fine, but still . experiencing that and not being able to help it would be fuckin Awful. POOR DUDE. poor sad sopping wet cat palpers (even if all of viv nation agrees that palpers is dawg coded). AAAAUUUUGHHHHGGGG. he's gritting his teeth in pain and viv finds him and blud drops everything going R U OK? but palpers snaps a bit at that like,,, something about it is so overwhelming or upsetting to him and he's in So much pain . he half shouts DUDE I'M FINE which makes it Worse. viv knows he isn't fine. he doesn't know how to help during those times but he also can't leave him alone. WAAAAAAHHHH