You Ever Spend A Few Years Trying To Mould Yourself To Suit Someone Else And What They Like But It Doesn't

You ever spend a few years trying to mould yourself to suit someone else and what they like but it doesn't work? And then you get out of that, because its obviously unhealthy, but then youre stuck not knowing who you are or what you like, romantically, so you just sort of flounder. Then you dont meet people ever or know how to meet people, so its less like digging a hole deeper and more like standing in quicksand. When your only standard becomes "someone who likes me" because you've already experienced being with someone who didn't and learned not much else.

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4 weeks ago

Tattletale feels particularly well suited as a mind-games/mastermind type of villain for Batman. She would figure out his identity within their first 3 meetings though, so that would make a great aspect to introduce into their dynamic. She even has a tragic backstory of family problems, he'd probably recruit her into the Batfam after a few fights or imprisonments.

So by 'best villain' that encompasses both being interesting to fight but also having good storyline potential. It is not a WhoWouldWin situation.

I have a strong feeling I already know what people will answer with, but I'm interested to see arguments for/against each character.

2 months ago

Back at it again with another Parahumans fandom question.

Just thinking about something for a fic I'm writing that sort of applies to the setting at large, did Columbine happen on Earth Bet? Because from what I can tell it didn't. The Columbine shooting was the catalyst in the US to get increased surveillance and security in the school system which led to all the security cameras in the hallways and on campus in schools of all levels.

The reason I think this didn't happen on Earth Bet because if schools like Winslow were using security cameras then the extensive bullying campaign Taylor was on the receiving end of would have stopped way sooner. But even if it hadn't, she was shoved into her locker, objectively, and hallways in schools are generally where cameras are most frequently, so if there was a camera in that hallway then it could've been easily determined who put Taylor into the hospital. I guess the fact that that doesn't happen means that either 1. School shootings such as Columbine never got national attention like in our timeline or 2. Winslow is so corrupt and underfunded that it can't meet DOE security standards in a public high school.

I know there's some fanon about how corrupt and evil Principal Blackwell is, but security cameras provide a certain objectivity to events that theoretically should have been easy to obtain during the investigation as to what happened? I dunno, thoughts just spiraling.


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2 weeks ago

So I beat O'Neil, fairly handily. Honestly I expected the arena to be scarlet rot so that was a pleasant surprise. Going to try to fight Radahn now, I wonder how many tries it will take

Going to try to beat Radahn tonight, but i want to respec some of my stats to be more precise, its a little all over the place currently and I want to be able to use Radahn's greatswords after the fight.

Im kind of considering fighting Commander O'Neil beforehand though, with the arrow cheese method

2 months ago

You ever have a thought you want to share but you can't remember the thought so you ponder and wonder and imagine what it could be and it slips away from you? And it feels like a loss but with no found so you're just left thinking what could have been? It's not a gap in my mind or memory, it's just inverted, hyper aware of the space it is in but entirely excluded from knowing what's inside. So very tired


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3 months ago

Just got into an argument with my mother about DEI and "whites no longer being the majority".

This is a woman who is actively critical of the current administration and sees what President Musk and the Grifter-in-Chief are doing as unconstitutional.

This is a woman who voted for Kamala Harris 4 months ago.

I think America remains fucked even if we can oust the goddamn Nazis.

I wish I had the money to live on my own, or the friends and connections to at least move out away from my parents. This sucks, sorry for the rant.

2 months ago

After making that X Files post my feed became filled with Buffy the Vampire Slayer discourse, I have not even seen the show. Though now I'm tempted, no one told me the lead actress was the same as Daphne from the Scooby Doo movie..

2 months ago

The other day I noticed that one of the roads I drive by on my regular commute is named "Leet Street" and boy did the whiplash from realizing that for the first time nearly crash my damn car


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1 month ago

rise. live. fight. think about women. do not waver


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1 month ago

to avoid any possible confusion we’re doing a blake poll

by rawest deal, i don’t necessarily mean “who has the weakest power," since that's a different poll, but rather I'm asking whose life sucks (or sucked) the most?

make sure to tell me what you think and why you think it!


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1 month ago

if u get this, answer w/ three random facts about urself and send it to the last seven blogs in ur notifs. anon or not, doesn't matter, let's get to know the person behind the blog

no obligation obviously!! 😺

hmmm, three random facts about myself...

I've made several paintings for people as gifts in the past, its something I enjoy even though I don't think I'm very good at it.

I used to go jumping off a bridge into a waterway in my town, but its like a major waterway and riptides have killed people there in the past, so yikes.

I'm listed as a published author on a research study in a major scientific journal.

Really, I think I'm quite boring, it even says so in my blog description


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