Hello, Jirais

Starting to run out of ideas to post ngl…

My days are too mundane for anything interesting to happen unless it’s another public meltdown or something like that.

Unless any1 wants to leave me any asks to look at.. I might be cooked and have to say goodbye to my posting streak.

I made a bunch of collages of all the different styles I like & wear/want to wear.

90/2000s Grunge?? Not sure…

Mcbling/Trashy Y2K

Kawaii(with some possible jojifuku influences)

2020s Tiktok Alt

Mall Goth

Scenekid

Dark Coquette/Morute/Dollcore

Jirai Kei/Girly Kei

Imagine my struggle trying to figure out what to wear lmao

I did my makeup and I wanted to show it off.

Ignore the fact that I purposefully cropped it it’s not because I don’t wanna show my face, I just think I look unflattering af :/

Helping spread the message!

"To kind-hearted souls 💕,

I never imagined I’d be in this situation, writing to seek support . I’m Ahed, a father of 3 young daughters , and we found ourselves living in a crowded school after our home was destroyed in the war 💔. Every day is a battle just to provide the basics for my girls 🏫.

If you are able to help, even in the smallest way, you would be giving us the chance to live with dignity 🌷. I kindly ask you to share our story or offer any support you can With many thanks and gratitude 💐."

Please help them!

Born to be a heavenly concept forced to be a deadbeat mortal.

Currently debating skipping class and getting someone to pick me up.

I can’t stand being in front of people who obviously put more effort than I ever will

I didn’t even bother brushing my hair or putting on makeup or anything. I just look like a mess.

I don’t even wanna work. All I feel like doing is… I don’t even know. Nothing I guess.

I just need to get out of here.

Shit I forgot also kin this bitch.

♡Kinlist♡

Feel free to judge me based on who I kin/kith/kinsider. XD

These aren’t in any particular order except for the very top one.

Also disclaimer I am very aware that some of these characters are very morally ambiguous. Just because I kin/kith/kinsider a character doesn’t mean that I exhibit their morals.

Anywho, here they are!

♡Kin: Ame-Chan(Needy Streamer Overload)

♡Kin: Aubrey(Omori)

♡Kin: Stocking Anarchy(Panty & Stocking)

♡Kin: Kotoko Utsugi(Danganronpa)

♡Kin: Konata Izumi(Lucky Star)

♡Kith: Shadow the Hedgehog(Sonic the Hedgehog)

♡Kith: Riamu Yumemi(iDOLM@STER)

♡Kin: Lain Iwakura(Serial Experiments Lain)

♡Kinsidering: Fluttershy(My Little Pony)

♡Kinsidering: Satou Matsuzaka(Happy Sugar Life)

WARNING:

POOR EATING HABITS

So I just wanted to share an experience I had not that long ago.

Some context: Until 8PM or so, I didn’t eat anything since 3PM or somewhere along that time period. I was eating under my calorie intake recently so I was happy about that because it meant that I had some self control.

Here’s the catch.

I was grocery shopping with my parents and I felt a little lightheaded and had a headache. I also was kind of jittery and tired.

My mom noticed I was looking shaky and asked me what’s up and I told her about everything, she said it was likely a low sugar intake.

Even after I rushed to buy and eat some stuff, I still felt jittery and anxious and light.

If I’m honest, I don’t know how to feel about this

On one hand I’m embarrassed and ashamed, but on the other hand I just can’t get myself to care, because in my head I’d rather die than gain any more weight than I already have.

And it’s true.

I would rather die than be fat & overweight forever.

It’s one of the worst things I’ve had to deal with and I would do anything to have my ideal body type.

And by anything, I’d mean ANYTHING.