Currently Debating Skipping Class And Getting Someone To Pick Me Up.

Anyone got any J-idol recommendations?

Here are a few of the ones I like atm to get an idea of what I’m looking for:

-BABYMETAL

-Candye Syrup

-Momiro Clover Z

-i☆Ris

-femme fatale

Today’s actually been a pretty good day for me, but I know, I KNOW, that by nighttime I’m gonna do a complete 180 and wanna kms.

I’m so used to this happening almost every single night that I lovingly call it my sad hours.

I’ve just accepted it as a part of my day to day life that I can’t do anything about. I mean I’ve been having these thoughts to myself since 2018 so it’s kind of out of my control at this point.

Ok Jirais

I have a few contenders

Battle it out to see who comes out on top.

Feel free to ask me any of these!(^_^)

I have a lot of free time so I’ll probably answer any of them as soon as I get them.

cutesy and creepy ask game ☆

🎀 - favorite anime ?? ( if you have one )

🩸 - scariest experience you feel comfortable sharing ??

🦴 - how do u dress irl ??

🖤 - any paranormal experiences ??

🧁 - favorite music ??

⛓️ - do you listen to true crime ??

🏩 - show us some of your comfort items !!

🐈‍⬛ - show us something scary you have in your house !!

🧠 - favorite cat breed ??

💀 - do you like horror movies ??

🍮 - what's your favorite memory ??

🌑 - have you ever had an emo phase ??

⭐️ - hot chocolate , coffee , both , or neither ??

💉 - do you listen to metal / hard rock ??

🪷 - what's your favorite pink color combo ??

🕷 - have you ever drank alcohol?

🍧 - 3 characters you kin/relate to ??

🕸 - ever gotten in legal trouble??

🍀 - do you collect plushies and/or figures ??

🎱 - do you like vampires ??

IF YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANSWERING ANY OF THESE QUESTIONS, THATS OKAY! JUST LET PEOPLE KNOW KINDLY.

edit: ty for all the notes holy shit <333

Me fighting off my intrusive thoughts be like:

That feeling when you wanna romanticize your life and maybe even get better but you remember it’s November 2024 and you live in one of if not the worst state to be a queer afab person:

I gotta love how I am the epitemy of a weeb(Loves Japanese fashion, music, anime, etc.) but I have the most 2000s, Avril Lavigne obsessed, Snooki from Jersey Shore wannabe room with juicy couture bags stowed away in my closet.

Don’t get me wrong I love it but I think it’s really funny for someone who hates living in the US, I sure do love romanticizing the 2000s as if that wasn’t one of the worst times to be a woman of prominence.

That moment when you accidentally reblog a post on your side blog instead of your main blog…

Fml man I hate having to jump between two different blogs constantly.

WARNING:

POSSIBLE NSFW & SH MENTIONS

I just got a message from I think a bot or maybe a scammer trying to get me to be his sugarbaby or something like that.

I blocked of course but it got me thinking…

Even if it wasn’t a ploy or something I just wanna say:

Bitch in what world am I sugar baby material?😭I’m a hopeless, fat virgin who cuts herself to cope with stress(which doesn’t even work anymore), can’t maintain a healthy friendship to save her life, and will throw a hissy fit when things don’t go exactly as she wants it to go.

I struggle doing minimal tasks such as getting up in the morning, brushing my teeth and taking a shower.

I spent the last two days doing absolutely nothing but sleeping and scrolling on my phone, praying that I get more online attention.

They say people are complex but if I were a rubix puzzle i’d be a fucking dodecahedron.

I’m a mess and I wear that fact on my sleeve.

I doubt that I can handle a relationship, let alone a transactional one.

♡Kinlist♡

Feel free to judge me based on who I kin/kith/kinsider. XD

These aren’t in any particular order except for the very top one.

Also disclaimer I am very aware that some of these characters are very morally ambiguous. Just because I kin/kith/kinsider a character doesn’t mean that I exhibit their morals.

Anywho, here they are!

♡Kin: Ame-Chan(Needy Streamer Overload)

♡Kin: Aubrey(Omori)

♡Kin: Stocking Anarchy(Panty & Stocking)

♡Kin: Kotoko Utsugi(Danganronpa)

♡Kin: Konata Izumi(Lucky Star)

♡Kith: Shadow the Hedgehog(Sonic the Hedgehog)

♡Kith: Riamu Yumemi(iDOLM@STER)

♡Kin: Lain Iwakura(Serial Experiments Lain)

♡Kinsidering: Fluttershy(My Little Pony)

♡Kinsidering: Satou Matsuzaka(Happy Sugar Life)