I Made An Art Blog For Stuff That I Feel Like Showing Off That Are Arts And Crafts Related.

Ngl even if I didn’t have it as bad as others it’s still really fucked up thinking about some of the things I went through.

Like maybe I should stop invalidating everything about myself and realize I actually am traumatized….

Omg I’m already halfway to 1,000 it’s only been over a week or so since I’ve been here😭

Thank you guys though! Seriously! I don’t think I’ve ever felt this welcome and validated in a community before!🥹

♡Welcome to My Online Journal♡

I previously had a couple of blogs but I decided to delete them because I got overwhelmed and bored of them. However, I knew I was gonna miss having a Tumblr so I decided to remake one into a blog where I just do whatever I want.

♡Introduction to Me♡

•My name is Kiara, but I also go by Kiran or Kallisto. In any other case though, you can just call me Pearly.

•I use She/He/They + Neopronouns. I am genderfluid and xenogender, as well as alterhuman(Therian, Fictionkin, etc).

•I have AuDHD(Autism + ADHD)

•I’m a huge fan of Alternative and J-Fashion, especially Scene and Jirai Kei. Some aesthetics that I adore are cutecore, mcbling, morute & 2020s Tiktok Alt.

•I primarily speak English, but know basic Spanish and am slowly learning Japanese

•I have a crap ton of ocs and may or may not occasionally use this as a way to catalogue them. If all else fails, I’ll just make a separate blog for them, but who knows?

♡Before You Interact♡

•I will do my best to to not direct too much attention to things like religion or politics, but on the off chance that I do, it’s likely to give my take on a serious issue. I will be sure to give content warnings for when this happens.

•I generally suffer from mental health issues, and may use this as a way to journal some of my thoughts. I’ll refrain from getting too extreme with it, but if you otherwise don’t want to put up with that, I wouldn’t suggest interacting with this blog.

•This blog isn’t suggested for anyone under 16 due to the aforementioned topics.

♡Do Not Interact List♡

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF YOU ARE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:

•Proshippers

•MAPs/Zoos/Necros

•Homophobes

•Transphobes

•Anti-Xenogender/Neopronouns

•Anti-Therian/Otherkin

•Zionists

•Nazis

•Islamophobes

•Antisemetics

•Political/Religious Extremists

•Right-Wing Conservatives

•Supporters of any of the above.

If there’s anything else I should be aware of, please do let me know!

Other than that, hopefully you enjoy your stay!

♡Other Socials + Pronouns Page♡

Pinterest

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Hi! I go by Kiara, Kiran or Kallisto! I'm 18 years old, and I'm an emo/scene kid trying to live their childhood dreams! Despite calling myse

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Pearly (@xxPearlyKissxx)

˚✧₊⁎⁎⁺˳✧༚Hello༚✧˳⁺⁎⁎₊✧˚ ♡I go by Kismet, Pearly or Karma online! ♡I identify primarily with both feminine and masculine identities. ♡I l

I took this not expecting much out of it and to get a lower score because I feel like whatever trauma I have is milder or even nonexistent in some areas.(Even though it literally changed my brain chemistry forever but we don’t talk about that..)

Imagine my surprise.

Tags: Anyone who sees this

WOOOOO LETS LOOK AT OUR CHILDHOODS

starting a chain if i can lol

IDRlabs

Trauma Profile Test

Trauma Profile Test, giving you your score on nine different scales.

JOIN ME MY FRIENDS!!!

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NO PRESSURE BTW

Ok so I remember talking about this with some moots of mine and I figured I’d talk about it here.

Does anyone else fucking hate seeing couples and get extremely disgusted by them, but not in the sense that you’re romance repulsed(Tho I am aegoromantic and semi-romance repulsed), but because you have this burning envy towards them because they have a sense of connection that you desperately want and would do anything to experience?

I get grossed out by couples doing pda shit but I know that subconsciously I really want it, but I feel like I will never be able to get it because of me being aegoromantic and also very distrusting of other people, even my family and friends to an extent.

I’m probably the last person who should be in a relationship. I’m explosive, struggle to communicate my feelings, and am extremely obsessive to the point that I would go nights crying over someone I cared about.

My obsessive tendencies know no bounds.

Oh and need I forget about how black and white my thinking is? I genuinely can’t see people as anything other than completely good or completely bad so I’ll go hot and cold on a person if I like them but they do something I don’t like. Like I’ll love them one day and hate them the next.

Idk I have a problem, but case in point is that I feel like love and romance are too inaccessible to me because of who I am, so I’m just left with a gross pit in my chest every time I see a couple being all cutesy and shit.

It’s excruciating.

Got a monster from my one of my campus’s vending machines.

Ultra Strawberry Dreams because it’s strawberry flavored. It’s the first monster I officially tried on my own accord.

Design: 10/10

Overall Taste: 7/10

Tasted sweet and carbonated with a hint of citrus that I got used to.

Ngl I liked it.

self destructing all by yourself beautiful ?

Me fighting off my intrusive thoughts be like:

TFW your past self was happier and more stable than your current self despite all the cringe and morally questionable behavior.

Tho then again when was I every a morally superior person. I’ve been in the grey zone probably my whole life.

♡Introduction Part 2♡

This is just for other stuff I didn’t add to my first part of the intro that I wanted to mention at least here.

This is all just things I happen to like fyi.

♡Bands/Artists♡

•Eyes Set to Kill

•Pierce the Veil

•Sleeping with Sirens

•blessthefall

•Suicide Silence

•Deftones

•Cannibal Corpse

•Death

•Children of Bodom

•Britney Spears

•Ayesha Erotica

•Millionaires

•Avril Lavigne

•Candye Syrup

•Kairikibear

•Pinocchio-P

•Tommy february6

•Takayan

•Jazmin Bean

•Hollywood Undead

•CORPSE

•Lil Mariko

•ppcocaine

•S3RL

•BABYMETAL

♡Anime♡

•Happy Sugar Life

•Sailor Moon

•Puella Magi Madoka Magica

•Watamote

•Girls Last Tour

•Serial Experiments Lain

•Bocchi the Rock!

•Onegai! My Melody

•Lucky☆Star

♡Western Cartoons♡

•My Little Pony

•Invader Zim

•My Life as a Teenage Robot

•Powerpuff Girls

•Clone High(Just Season 1)

♡Reality TV Shows♡

•The Simple Life

•Jersey Shore

•Flavor of Love

♡Movies♡

•Mean Girls

•The House Bunny

•Clueless

•The Last Unicorn

•Saw

•Final Destination

•Pearl

•Girl, Interrupted

•The Virgin Suicides

•Valerie and Her Week of Wonders

•Heathers

•Edward Scissorhands

•Twilight Saga(Ironically. I think it’s one big joke.)

♡Video Games♡

•Splatoon

•Needy Streamer Overload

•Kirby

•Animal Crossing

•Pokemon

•Omori

•MuseDash

•Stardew Valley

I’m also slowly getting into Danganronpa & Minecraft!

Some other things I’m getting into are Vtubers and J-Idols. If anyone has any recommendations I’ll def check them out!

Anywho that’s all I wanted to put out there.

Peace!✌️