Just Doing This To Project My Thoughts(as If That Wasn’t The Point Of This Whole Ass Blog).

♡Kinlist♡

Feel free to judge me based on who I kin/kith/kinsider. XD

These aren’t in any particular order except for the very top one.

Also disclaimer I am very aware that some of these characters are very morally ambiguous. Just because I kin/kith/kinsider a character doesn’t mean that I exhibit their morals.

Anywho, here they are!

♡Kin: Ame-Chan(Needy Streamer Overload)

♡Kin: Aubrey(Omori)

♡Kin: Stocking Anarchy(Panty & Stocking)

♡Kin: Kotoko Utsugi(Danganronpa)

♡Kin: Konata Izumi(Lucky Star)

♡Kith: Shadow the Hedgehog(Sonic the Hedgehog)

♡Kith: Riamu Yumemi(iDOLM@STER)

♡Kin: Lain Iwakura(Serial Experiments Lain)

♡Kinsidering: Fluttershy(My Little Pony)

♡Kinsidering: Satou Matsuzaka(Happy Sugar Life)

Currently watching Carrie and I’m at the prom scene. Lowkey even though I know shit goes down, it makes me wish I went to my high school’s prom.

It’s probably for the better that I didn’t go, though. I was a lonely bitch who cried at homecoming due to having no friends(At least ones near me).

Friendships are such a hassle honestly but I’m so desperate to feel normal that I’d do anything for a sense of human connection.

Omg I’m already halfway to 1,000 it’s only been over a week or so since I’ve been here😭

Thank you guys though! Seriously! I don’t think I’ve ever felt this welcome and validated in a community before!🥹

Today’s actually been a pretty good day for me, but I know, I KNOW, that by nighttime I’m gonna do a complete 180 and wanna kms.

I’m so used to this happening almost every single night that I lovingly call it my sad hours.

I’ve just accepted it as a part of my day to day life that I can’t do anything about. I mean I’ve been having these thoughts to myself since 2018 so it’s kind of out of my control at this point.

I made a bunch of collages of all the different styles I like & wear/want to wear.

90/2000s Grunge?? Not sure…

Mcbling/Trashy Y2K

Kawaii(with some possible jojifuku influences)

2020s Tiktok Alt

Mall Goth

Scenekid

Dark Coquette/Morute/Dollcore

Jirai Kei/Girly Kei

Imagine my struggle trying to figure out what to wear lmao

Ok someone approved and so I will deliver<3

Just to give a bit of a color code:

🩷=Fem Aligned

🩶=Gender Neutral

💙=Masc Aligned

Also WARNING FOR KNIVES & THEMES OF ORGANS/MEAT.

Ok here’s the extensive list. Enjoy the cringe.

🩶)Ang/Angel/Angelself

🩷)Doll/Dollself

🩶)Bun/Bunself

🩷)Dar/Ling/Darling/Darlingself

🩶)Pix/Pixel/Pixelself

🩶)Rawr/Rawrself

🩶)Glitch/Glitchself

🩶)Spark/Sparkle/Sparkleself

💙)Grey/Greyself

💙)Grime/Grimeself

🩶)Guts/Gutself

💙)Mor/Morbid/Morbidself

🩶)👼/👼self

🩶)🐱/🐱self

🩶)🐺/🐺self

🩷)🥀/🥀self

🩷)🍓/🍓self

🩷)🎀/🎀self

💙)🥩/🥩self

🩶)🔪/🔪self

🩶)🦴/🦴self

🩶)🫀/🫀self

🩶)⛓️/⛓️self

🩶)👾/👾self

Feel free to steal any of them lol

Some notes about the neopronouns I use.

•The emojiself pronouns are online specific. No, I don’t plan on forcing anyone to use them or any neopronouns on this list.(Though it would be nice to be called an angel or darling for once…)

•Some of the neos I use are inspired by various interests I have(Virtual media, Horror, Scenekid culture, etc.). My xenogender identity and my interests kinda go hand in hand the same way my kins do.

•This list may end up changing with time. More may be added, some may go. In the end this is all for personal expression and fun and I wouldn’t take it too seriously.

In conclusion, yolo.

I’m feeling extra daring today should I show off my list of Neopronouns?

I already have a list of some of my faves but I don’t think I delved into specific songs so here we go :3

Jazmin Bean-Piggie, Carnage, Hello Kitty

Eyes Set to Kill-Broken Frames, Reach, All You Ever Knew

Sleeping With Sirens-If I’m James Dean Then You’re Aubrey Hepburn, A Trophy Fathers Trophy Son, Deja Vu

Pierce The Veil-A Match Into Water, Tangled in the Great Escape, Million Dollar Painter

Hollywood Undead- Own the Night, Gangsta Sexy, Coming in Hot

Attack Attack!-Smokahontas, Renob Nevada, Turbo Swag

Candye Syrup-Idol Death Ska, Sweet Suicide, Syrup

CORPSE-Code Mistake, Cat Girls Are Ruining My Life, Daywalker

Carolesdaughter-nobody’s favorite not even my own, Target Practice, My Mother Wants Me Dead

Nicole Dollanganger-Flowers of Flesh and Blood, Poacher’s Pride, Gold Satin Dreamer

MARINA(& the Diamonds)-Teen Idle, Primadonna, Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land

Ethel Cain-Head in the Wall, Ptolemea, Inbred

That’s all the ones I’ll name for now less I go on forever and ever lol

What r yalls fav songs and/or artists!

I feel like making a post about my alterhuman identities outside of fictionkins so here’s a list of the like 3 different identities I have plus some that I’ve recently been kinsidering recently.

♡Kin: Angel♡

♡Kin: Wolf♡

♡Kin: House Cat♡

♡Kinsidering: Doll♡

♡Kinsidering: Rabbit♡