I just realized that I probably will look stupid af in the DearMyLove clothes I got once they get here.
I don’t have any cute looking shoes that can match with the clothes. I did make a wish list and put mary janes on them but that’s for December.
Wtf kind of shoes am I gonna wear with it? Fucking crocs? Converse sneakers? Open-toe sandals?
I know Jirai is more of a lifestyle than a fashion subculture so this shouldn’t matter that much, but DAMMIT I really don’t wanna look like a complete mess in clothes I spent so much on.(ToT)
Helping spread the message!
"To kind-hearted souls 💕,
I never imagined I’d be in this situation, writing to seek support . I’m Ahed, a father of 3 young daughters , and we found ourselves living in a crowded school after our home was destroyed in the war 💔. Every day is a battle just to provide the basics for my girls 🏫.
If you are able to help, even in the smallest way, you would be giving us the chance to live with dignity 🌷. I kindly ask you to share our story or offer any support you can With many thanks and gratitude 💐."
Please help them!
Closest I could get to myself.
I wish there were picrews that have an option for split dye hair.
Also I wish I had an ita bag :(
I made myself in this picrew I found last night
I wish I looked this cool irl but wtvr
Here's the link:
Repost with yours if you do it. I wanna see how you guys make yourselves.
I don’t want to have another “crush”.
I need to have a full blown obsession.
I need to have someone to be the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.
I need to have someone to admire and adore every single aspect and flaw about them.
I need someone who I can confide in and be honest with and they can with me.
I don’t care if it’s for a week or even a day.
I miss being able to feel fuzzy things for other people.
Currently watching Carrie and I’m at the prom scene. Lowkey even though I know shit goes down, it makes me wish I went to my high school’s prom.
It’s probably for the better that I didn’t go, though. I was a lonely bitch who cried at homecoming due to having no friends(At least ones near me).
Friendships are such a hassle honestly but I’m so desperate to feel normal that I’d do anything for a sense of human connection.
Jirai culture is feeling guilty for trying to recover
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I just got a message from I think a bot or maybe a scammer trying to get me to be his sugarbaby or something like that.
I blocked of course but it got me thinking…
Even if it wasn’t a ploy or something I just wanna say:
Bitch in what world am I sugar baby material?😭I’m a hopeless, fat virgin who cuts herself to cope with stress(which doesn’t even work anymore), can’t maintain a healthy friendship to save her life, and will throw a hissy fit when things don’t go exactly as she wants it to go.
I struggle doing minimal tasks such as getting up in the morning, brushing my teeth and taking a shower.
I spent the last two days doing absolutely nothing but sleeping and scrolling on my phone, praying that I get more online attention.
They say people are complex but if I were a rubix puzzle i’d be a fucking dodecahedron.
I’m a mess and I wear that fact on my sleeve.
I doubt that I can handle a relationship, let alone a transactional one.
Holy crap this is actually my body type?!
I was incredibly insecure literally this entire day but seeing this made me feel a little better about myself. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
My first post on Tumblr! This is my latest doll sculpt, I have yet to name her~
Born to be a heavenly concept forced to be a deadbeat mortal.
Me except I turn every single squish/crush into a full blown limerent, delusional, crying at 2 A.M. obsession.
Seeing ppl get into relationships meanwhile i have no clue how to differentiate romantic vs platonic vs just being obsessive
Anxious jirais, could you reblog this if it's alright to interact with you? Sending asks/messages/reblogs/etc. too!
18♉️A cringeworthy, queer internet angel looking for fun. Most pics are from Pinterest.This is a catalogue of my mental illness >:3
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