Jealous!? 

I Can't Get Enough of the Crypt Scene

I love the crypt scene for so many reasons.  My favorite line though is: "It's me."   The way he says it implies that he knows that he's special to Cas.  "Hey!  It's me!  The guy you're in love with you have a profound bond with!"  (Though with less enthusiasm and more angst than I wrote).  He's admitting that there's a connection between them there with those two words.   Then he cements it with the "We're family.  We need you.  I need you."  The "we're family" brings Cas into the personal rather than the practical.  He's family, not a tool.  "We need you" brings Sam into the equation.  Sam and Dean need Cas on a personal level.  Then "I need you" denotes Deans affection for Cas on a personal level.  This reiteration means that Deans affections for Cas are different than the ones that Sam has which is basically a confession that he returns Cas' feelings. But I always get hung up on the "It's me" because it shows that he's aware of how Cas views him :3   I hope we get a reversal this season!!!  It would be beautiful!! 

Last Nights' Episode and Why I'm Excited! :D

I know some are upset at the fact that besides the hug, there really wasn't much Dean/Cas interaction and I understand your frustration.  We love this ship so much (sometimes more than we should :P  who am I kidding, is that even possible?) and we want to see it represented so badly in every scene that they're in together. I personally am not upset by last nights' episode, if anything it made me more excited for the last two episodes.  Here's why :) Part of the reason I don't think we got a lot of Dean/Cas cutesy stuff is because of the MoC.  It's been making Dean, not Dean.  That inwardly nerdy and super squishy guy in S8 and the beginning of S9 has been fading away, mostly because of the mark.   The same thing happened to Cain I'm sure, until Collette.  So if Dean was squishy with Cas last night, I personally would have actually found that a bit OOC and I would find his berserker transformation with the mark very inconsistent and less believable.   It also sets us up for a reverse!crypt scene.  If Dean was to be normal without the blade and only crazy when the blade is in hand then that would mean there is a still an integral part of himself that is surfaced and would most likely make any connection to the blade easier to break (as easy as knocking it from his hand), but with the blade changing him as a person as a whole even without the blade, makes it more like a mind control situation (similar to that of the S8 crypt scene). P.S. If Cas breaks his connection to the blade while Dean is in full MoC mode I will literally cry tears of happiness!!! The other reason I'm not really upset is that there was A LOT of important plot and character stuff they crammed into that episode last night.  That stuff needed to happen and I think in doing so, it gives us more room in the last 2 eps to work with, which I'm assuming are going to mostly focus on Metatron and the MoC.   These two things I feel are going to be very Team Free Will centered so there should be quite a bit of Dean/Cas interaction and will hopefully lead into some sort of Destiel type of thing.  I don't for see them being separated for too long during this time.  Cas is worried about Dean, and Sam and Dean are going to be helping Cas with the Metatron stuff, especially since Abaddon is out of the picture.   Side note: I have somewhat of a feeling that if they make a reverse!crypt scene in these last 2 eps that they're going to have another open ended question like last seasons' "What broke the connection?" except it's going to be like "in your face obvious" what they mean and there will be no way for them to interpret it any other way, reiterating the fact that their connection to each other is very important and then one of the character plot arcs in S10 will be dealing with their realization of what that connection truly is.   Anyways, not trying to change people's feelings on the episode (everyone's free to feel what they feel), but these are just my feelings on it and frankly I'm so stoked for the next to eps!!! :) ::crosses fingers for Destiel::

Okay, if this 50th issue ends with Wade forgetting their friendship I demand a follow up series (Spiderman & Deadpool: Hot Second) in which Peter is frustrated that he invested so much time into giving Wade a shot and now Wade can’t even remember their time together so he starts aggressively pestering him to the point where Wade is very suspicious of his seemingly sudden involvement in his life and affairs and goes through a series of emotions ranging from concern that Spiderman has gone crazy to Spiderman is trying to kill him.

This way we get a series about Peter trying to be Wade’s friend as opposed to this one where Wade is the pursuer.  

I just really want these two to keep interacting lol  I’ll even settle for more cameos in their stand alone comics or just one-shot team ups parodying other Marvel team-ups.  I don’t care, I just don’t want to be sitting around wondering when they’ll ever meet up again.  

dib got a cool enchanted scroll off the dark web and tried to use it to stop zim from flushing dry ice down all the neighbors toilets and it just went downhill from there.  yes i did take the ghost bunny things from mopiness of doom lol. gir keeps them and gives names to every single one. 

another thing i did a while ago but 4got to post WHEEEEE

some more stuff I haven’t posted yet 

Man! That destiel stuff linda came out of no where but I feel like it's so perfectly heartbreaking?

Like Dean just lost the one person (again) who got him the most (besides Sam), who TRULY and so PURELY loved him. I feel like Dean has always known that Cas's feeling probably were a bit more romantic, but never brought it up or avoided the subject because then he would have to confront those feelings and actually talk with Cas which is something Dean is not good at. Guy couldn't say "love" for the longest time, no way was he going to have an actual conversation about it.

And I honestly don't feel like Dean can handle such raw and genuine affection and adoration being directed at him. He's a self loather and when his best friend starts confessing to him he knows immediately Cas wouldn't be saying this to him either unless there was nothing after and that is just so heartbreaking on so many levels for Cas, Dean, and fans. But Cas fucking smiles and finds the beauty and happiness of being able to tell Dean how he really feels and how he sees Dean as a person which kind of just drives that knife in further.

Like what do you do with that kind of information when you are not good with dealing with emotions or talking about them? You're in a high stakes scenario, you are blindsided by a beautiful declaration of love from your best friend that you weren't ready to hear, only to have that realization and it's consequences taken out of your hands because there is no proper amount of time to process and react beyond "Don't do this" before they're killed?

As much as I would have loved for this ship to be happier I am a sucker for sad/angsty relationships and this type of ending (gay or het). The only thing better/worse would be for Dean to have been ready to hear it, but never gotten to do anything about it anyways because Cas dies.

Head-canon: Can't help it. I'm convinced that Saitama became so obsessed with becoming a hero that he turned into a hero-monster and that is the source of his power up and his monster transformation was hair loss. Lol

Challenged myself to only spend one afternoon on a colored animation+background✨🤡

Scene is from my Announcer fic, you can check it out if you‘re 18+ ;)

S10 Carry On

I will scream if S10′s recap has that scene from ep. 200 where the girl was reminding the boys of “Oh that’s John Winchester’s other son Adam.  He’s still stuck in the Cage in Hell.  With Lucifer.”  It would mean Adam might come back!! ... Possibly Lucifer too? :) Prooooobably won’t happen, but it would make me happy!

This show kills me....

I have the most awful image of Dean after Castiel dying in my head.   I keep reading all these wonderful metas pointing out how Dean sleeps on one side of his bed and has it set up for two.  Now I keep picturing Dean taking a pic of Cas and putting it on the pillow where Cas should be and he just lies next to it on his side of the bed and stares at it while he falls asleep.   Can someone draw this for me please????  (Or if it's already out there can someone show it to me?! :) Thanks! )