Thinking About Marya And How When You Think You've Lost Everything You Still Have Something. Even If

thinking about marya and how when you think you've lost everything you still have something. even if that something is worms you hid in the back of a chair. her silk shirts and her youth and her love for the world and for adventure. trauma is hard and bad and it strips you of everything you were and everything you think you'll ever be and it leaves you to waste. but somewhere there are worms you left in the back of a chair. and you'll wear silk shirts again. and your friends will write your story better than you ever could. and you are that person and you always will be. and some young mech-wielding bright-eyed transfem will worship the ground you walk on.

I'm like really okay and fine I swear

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dimension 20 d20 cloudward ho it's always the fucking haunted traumatised hollowed out touched by something dark characters god fucking dammit rewatching mismag at the same time as watching cloho as it comes out and clutching my little cptsd blorbos to my chest marya junková also how dare the cloudward ho tag be trending and not the cloudward ho! tag. do better people cloho cloho spoilers dimension 20 cloudward ho! screaming about all of them but especially marya emily axford eastern european characters at it again making me scream and cry and throw up we wealwelling out here right now with all these emotions “I'm sobbing with joy and tragedy over worms” marya you are a work of art I fucking love you

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