I Am... Horrible At Socializing. Pathetic.

I am... horrible at socializing. pathetic.

over the past months it feels like I finally gained sentience and realized that there's probably people who wanted to be friends with me. they obviously tried. I could have really strong close friendships now if I wasn't blind af

particularly between 2021-2023 and I never regretted anything more because I would love to be friends but now when I try to interact with them I genuinely feel like I'm too late

like people were always commenting on my posts, making art for me, sending me random things in DMs!! offering art trades and things and my dumbass was confused

like that's so nice but! why? what? huh?

I'm rereading messages and old twt/tumblr interactions like brother they're so painfully obviously showing you love they try everything to start a conversation with you right now

but unfortunately I'm a brick wall

absolutely impressive. that I didn't get that.

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4 months ago

Are we going to see demenica and 505 soon

highly unlikely, I don't care for anything other than Flug. Black Hat a little bit too.

Miss Heed perhaps? but I don't see enough in any other characters yet.

Masterpost for request status on Flug-unrelated things

I feel like atp I barely care for the canon cartoon at all, I just have a very strong fixation on Flug. I should really mention that. I have given up trying to stay in-character and basically use him like my OC. I would LIKE to move on and not be in fandom spaces anymore but sadly my autism does not let me. my brain just refuses; kicking and screaming; to be interested in a single other thing on earth than Flug since nearly 8 years.

it's insanity.

I have no NOTP or disliked dynamic, I will consume anything. paperlizard is cute. but it's a combination of me not being interested enough and others also not being interested enough so I feel it is not worth it to make this content rn. the fandom is ultra turbo dead.

I don't want massive attention -godspeed I don't- but an artist that doesn't get any response is a demotivated one. I know no one who is interested (enough) in these characters.

I would never make fanart of those characters alone¹, I couldn't get my unmedicated ADHD to focus on smth my heart doesn't 110% want to do from pure passion. I take no commissions, I don't draw for money.

you can basically expect to see one and the same thing for a decade straight from me

if I draw them in the future it will be heavily Flug-focused. HEAVILY.

(¹one exception is if a close friend of mine suddenly wants to see one of them)

so that's basically all you need to know! I don't consider myself a member of this fandom anymore since months


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1 year ago
Save Him🄚
Save Him🄚

save him🄚

Vec (OnionPowder_ on twt) inspired me to go thru my old AI chats with Flug (follow them if you don't already I wanna see them reach 10k finally)


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6 years ago

Happy New Year!!

Thanks anon!! I hope you (& everyone scrolling by) will have an spectacular year as well! With me having fulfilled a personal dream I never thought I could ever achieve very recently, I believe anyone can accomplished their dreams, whether big or small;

Keep creating and never give up, do what your heart desires the most

I've got some new stuff in petto like I wanna give sculpting and animating a shot since a while, so I hope you're looking forward to it. I sure do ^^


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3 months ago

these trannys man…

this ask is like. a year old. nearly. I remember which art prompted that.

I usually wouldn't answer that, but I gotta give it to you anon you've baffled me. I'm stumped. bamboozled even if you dare to go that far.

I just cannot for the life of me figure out if this is an attempt at insulting me / my art (keyword: attempt)

or if this is meant in good faith, like he's confused but he's got the spirit

is this disappointment? swooning? how am I supposed to read that, I need clear instructions on my desk by 12

either way I made art for you. because if this is approval then you'll be really happy about this. if this is disapproval then it's spite and you can suck my ass

These Trannys Man…

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