Onlyteaandcoffee - For Days Of Only Tea And Coffee

" I would literaly do anything to have this body"

Than stop eating and exercise is that easy.

8:00am: had a cup of black coffee and am feeling full. going to try and drink water consistently to keep this.

— thinspo —

New month, new start. Definitely got away from my progress the last two months. Aaaaagh.

But buying the tickets to Japan has renewed my determination, so i might not be at like. My UUGW but I can sure as hell make it to the OG September goal!

Height: 5'4"

HW: 210

SW: 200 (November 2023)

CW: 146 (July 2024)

GW1: 149 (May 2024)

GW2: 140 (July 2024)

GW3: 130 (August/September 2024)

UGW: 120 (November 2024)

**UUGW: <110**

My master list of motif to ⭐️ve…

For a skinny girl autumn and winter/sweater weather and spooky season vibes

To be unrecognizable and make everyone jealous of how pretty I get

To get skinny for my tattoos

To be intelligent and beautiful

No acne! (aka my biggest insecurity)

To have a sex drive/feel good during sex

To attract more attention from people/my partner/crushes

Honestly, getting drunk and high is so much more fun when you’re starving and skinny lol

To have an incredible sense of style and actually be able to wear cool outfits

To romanticize my life more

To give me a reason for existing and looking drop dead gorgeous while doing it

To beat my goal weight before I was forced into treatment; get into the mindset again

To chase the euphoria that starving and being skinny brings/the number on the scale droppjng brings

To shock everyone with how beautiful I get

Sharp cheekbones and jawline/thigh gap/slim arms/prominent and protruding collarbone/skinny fingers/thin and hour glass figure

To wear rings and nice jewelry that compliment my skinny body

I have the potential! I refuse to waste it this time

I want to look attractive for my travels across the globe this year. Meeting lifetime friends and partying in Europe will be so much more fun when skinny!

I feel so much more clean and motivated when I’m starving! I clean my space more, self care more, look better in general and do everything I need to get done!! I need this back

Babe, it's not real. That's not real hunger, you know. You're just craving another blood sugar spike. Why give in to that? Just ride it out and you'll see how perfect your body is without you feeding it junk.

my biggest motivation is that I could be 20 lbs lighter but I just gave up for a whole month.

i need to drop weight or drop dead

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

Lose the weight. You did it before, so you can do it again.

i plateaued at 176.6 - so close to my goal - and then i fucked up my back yesterday. had been hurting for a while, but hosting the company events kind of screwed me over, and i tweaked it when i got home. that means no working out for a week.

so goodbye food :(