“omg You Have Did?? Who’s Your Dark Side??” First Of All, What /lh

me when a friend takes the plurality talk well >>>>>>>

yk that weirdass feeling when you realize you are truly alone outside of your own head???? currently going through that mood lol

birther after telling us it was all our fault for not watching our cats while we were out with our sibling 🦄🦄🦄🩷🩷🩷🐺🐺🐺 (for reference, our two kitties got into a fight. they were separated and slowly reintroduced after a few hours. no issues since but we’ve been keeping an eye on them. we are aware of the cause and it is a one time occurrence that is easily prevented. neither are physically injured either.) (it was our birthday so we wanted to spend time with our sibling. birther watched us leave. guess who was with the cats??) going to love it when our therapist tells us it’s just how she is and that we should understand her point of view when we meet with them!!! -blurry

me when i have a trauma disorder because i experienced trauma

generalized amnesia and emotional amnesia goes hard because oh yeah that extremely terrible thing happened and i don’t feel anything i felt while i was experiencing and oh this other thi- NERVOUS SYSTEM SHOWS UP

i know it’s not their fault and im totally all for redeeming and helping persecutors but GODDAMN some of them make it hard

freaks out when they accommodate for us.......................... and listen............. expalodes

me when a friend takes the plurality talk well >>>>>>>

CW: mentions of running away

the random urge to run into the woods bc we think we can survive and it’s better than here is always a fun one.

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

cw: mentions of familial discourse

anyone else still terrified to turn music down on their headphones even after parents are done fighting lol . -blurry